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Time flies and two years have passed, Ji Mo's height is getting taller, and occasionally looking at his face in the mirror, he seems to be able to see a bit of "familiarity".

In each world, Ji Mo's appearance is actually different, it depends on the genetics given by his parents. Fortunately, no one is disabled in as many worlds as possible. , is also ordinary and not ugly.

Occasionally there are better times.

Ji Mo is also an ordinary person. When he looks good, he will look in the mirror several times, but every time he sees himself in the mirror, it is like meeting a new person.

Completely different faces.

When you don’t look good, you should look less in the mirror. Anyway, it’s someone else looking at you, as long as you don’t hurt your eyes.

If you feel better about yourself, you can be a peerless handsome man and use your small eyes to despise all the faces that appear in front of you that are not as good-looking as yourself.

In this world, his face has obviously changed again. When he was young, he didn't feel any resemblance to anyone, but when he was older, like now, he could always see a bit of familiarity.

"Could it be similar to the appearance of that world?"

Ji Mo didn't take it seriously, seeing that his face in the mirror was still pretty, he smiled happily.

Being able to look good is also an advantage.

Among other things, musicians are good-looking, so there are always more opportunities to perform on stage.

Oh, by the way, the Kuang family used to be court musicians, so will you be a court musician in the future?Uh, why not Kuang Yuan?Resigned, or was demoted, or something happened to the court, turmoil, etc., and had to live in seclusion?

After a class, Ji Mo asked this question.

"I?"

Kuang Yuan didn't expect Ji Mo to ask this question, so he thought for a while before saying, "The court musician is just a way out, so you don't have to do it."

Ji Mo felt that he was avoiding the important and taking the light, and there was a little disappointment in his eyes. Can't he be honest about this kind of thing?

I don't know if the relationship will gradually deepen after getting along for a long time, Kuang Yuan smiled lightly, "I don't want to be a court musician, it's too restrictive."

Time does not seem to have left any traces on him, it seems that he always has a young mind, or that the bland meals are very healthy, Kuang Yuan talked about his past, like an ignorant and willful boy .

"Originally, he became a court musician. All the heirs of the Kuang family want to be court musicians. However, if you become a court musician, you will know that it is too restrictive. Court musicians do not live in the palace, but they act according to the rules of the palace. Etiquette requirements, and when playing music, must Ya, Zheng, Hong, and slang tunes are not allowed to appear on the stage. Inch..."

When it comes to being a court musician, Kuang Yuan seems to have a lot of complaints, one by one, the rules of court musicians are mostly the same, and the things are complicated.

At any time, once the word "court" is touched, it will be more expensive, and the world is also proud of it. When the emperor does not need musicians, court musicians like them will be borrowed by powerful families. There is nothing derogatory about it, and the cola teacher sounds nice, but it is not generally appreciated by people at that time.

Generations of court musicians sound nice, but in the end they cannot be compared with generations of princes. The Kuang family thinks they are honored, and outsiders can praise them, and they will be treated courteously by some scholars. In fact, they are still artisans.

It's just that this craftsman seems to be a little more elegant because of the word "Le", and he can be looked at a little higher by the well-mannered scholars, which is different from ordinary craftsmen with disheveled faces.

But to be honest, what kind of scene is there, where the wine and meat on the table are with the ministers, the musicians on the stage and the leftovers from the audience, and there is another clean table, and the people sitting there are just singing girls and the like, how precious is it?

Whenever this happens, it is especially possible to understand the gap.

"Closing the door, think of yourself as extravagant, but in fact, it's just a trick."

When Kuang Yuan said it, he seemed to be disdainful, but also seemed to be desolate.

Generations of musicians, it sounds like they have a very prestigious family, but in fact, they are just craftsmen.

Once you see this fact clearly, look at the gentle treatment of those people, whether it is another kind of ridicule, I am polite to you, not because you really have the qualifications to talk to me on an equal footing, but because I have a demeanor, a corporal. .

Every time Kuang Yuan thinks of this, he feels heartbroken. Is his self-proud and proud skill really nothing more than this?

He never felt self-deprecating and self-deprecating because of this, and he always gave up on himself. Instead, he added a certain kind of anger and resigned as a court musician angrily. Because of this, the elders in the family were very dissatisfied with him, thinking that he had abandoned the family proud.

Pride, what kind of pride is that?

He didn't feel that his skills were not noble enough, he just felt that the position of court musician was not noble enough, and the emperor sitting on the dragon chair was not worthy of listening to his music.

Kuang Yuan has never talked about such deviant thoughts with others, even when facing Ji Mo, he only uttered such an indignant voice, and said nothing more.

The subject changed, and Ji Chen was brought up instead.

This is the first time, it's good to hear Kuang Yuan talking about Ji Chen like this.

"Ah Chen is smarter than me. He probably understood this a long time ago. It's ridiculous. Back then, I thought it was quite unwise for him to abandon music and focus on literature. Who would have thought that he would become famous later on, and being able to enjoy music would become an elegant thing, and he would be sought after by others. Stronger than a musician."

When Kuang Yuan said this, he laughed mockingly, "It's a pity that I understand it too late."

There is also resentment in this smile, the two families are so good, they have known each other since childhood, and the relationship is so good, he never hides anything from him, Kuang's voice, he never hides anything he wants to know , and once carefully pointed out the other party's techniques, but what about him?

The distance between people's hearts is not just across the belly.

It's ridiculous that he didn't think about anything at that time, and he was wholeheartedly for the good of the other party. Because the other party didn't appreciate it and insisted on learning to be good, he was angry, lost his temper, and persuaded him earnestly, but when the other party insisted like that, he could Ever wanted to tell yourself why?

Is he such an unreasonable person?

After that, when he wakes up to the benefits of studying literature, it will be too late. He has already been naturalized, and he can't take it off anymore. He will be a musician until his death.

Even if he doesn't want to be a court musician, even if he doesn't want to make a living as a musician.

"I don't think he's as good as daddy."

Ji Mo comforted him, he still didn't quite understand the twists and turns of Kuang Yuan and Ji Chen, just seeing that the house belonged to the Kuang family, he felt that Kuang Yuan's situation was not bad, even though the house was remote, there was never any shortage of needs here, Those items can also be seen to be exquisite and precious. With such living conditions, the external conditions cannot always be too bad.

"What a silly boy. He lives in someone else's house and says he is better than others. I won't even say such things."

Kuang Yuan smiled, and patted Ji Mo's head, as if to wake up his chaotic head.

"Other people's house, isn't this our own house?"

Ji Mo was shocked.

I grew up here since I was a child, it's already my home, but it's not my own house, what happened?

When he looked at Kuang Yuan, he felt a little pitiful unconsciously, "What about our own house? Can't we go back to live in our own house?"

I have lived in someone else's house for many years, and when I don't know it, I can still feel at ease. After I know it, it seems that there are nails stuck in my buttocks, and I always feel uncomfortable everywhere.

The house belongs to someone else, so does the servant also belong to someone else?

If it is true, no wonder those nuns and the like are not too close to him, he still thinks that the Kuang family has a lot of rules and manages well, now it seems that he clearly looks down on such rambunctious guests!

How can anyone treat someone else's house as his own and live there for many years?

"my home?"

When Kuang Yuan heard this, he smiled again, this smile was sad, with some unspeakable pain, "The Kuang family can't go back, I have shamed the Kuang family, and I don't know if the family will be expelled in the end, I always have no face to go back ..."

Speaking of these practical issues, Kuang Yuanfang only had a bit of vicissitudes in line with his age, and the youthful feeling was immediately cut off, making people feel that his actual age is no longer young.

"Why don't you go back?"

Ji Mo was puzzled, what happened?

In ancient times, the concept of clan was very strong. Unless it was something very important and extraordinary, otherwise, it would not be easy to remove a person from the clan, and there was no saying that he could not go back.

What did you do to be so ashamed?

There was some worry in his eyes, as if he was worried about Kuang Yuan's state at this time, but also a little concerned, afraid that he would not be able to get through this hurdle.

"How many years ago, speaking of it, it is youthful and frivolous! There are too many people offended, and the only way to survive is to hide."

Kuang Yuan said casually without thinking about it, obviously he didn't want to bring up those old things.

How should I say it?It was a huge blow to find that the court musicians were not as valuable as he had imagined, and he was at a loss. He said that those people were not worthy of listening to his music, and thus offended some nobles. There was a commotion.

After waking up, the situation became even worse, the city was full of wind and rain, as if it was going to kill people.

But what's wrong with him, obviously Ji Chen lied to him, yes, he did not promise anything, but the mutual promises for so many years, could it be his misunderstanding alone?

After the qinxiao and the singing, they looked at each other and smiled, and there was only one person around the world who was connected with each other, and the music could convey the heart, couldn't it?

Maybe he really isn't.

So, he was the only one who made a fool of himself, but instead he gained a reputation for being romantic, yes, what kind of charm should a man who can make a man fall in love with?As a result, Ji Chen was able to marry high.

Overnight, he was the only one, and the family couldn't tolerate it.

I was supposed to kneel in the ancestral hall, but I was kicked out from the ancestral hall, "not worthy of being a member of the Kuang family", hehe, not worthy.