After giving up my crush, I fell into the sugar bowl

When Yi Zhen woke up, he saw the pale ceiling of the hospital.

He hates this color.

"God, are you awake?" Xin Shaoqing's voice was hoarse and unpleasant, not at all as loud and arrogant as the old lark.

Yi Zhen turned his head.Xin Shaoqing's eyes were red and her face was haggard. Qin Xiaoxiao was half buried in the quilt, sleeping soundly lying on the edge of the bed.

"En." Yi Zhen nodded slightly.

"Ho~ho~ho~ it's amazing. Visceral bleeding, arms and legs were broken, blood loss was too much, a total of 3000cc of blood was transfused, and you were sent to the hospital two hours later, you are now burnt to ashes." Xin Shaoqing Don't change your poisonous tongue.

"Isn't this still alive and well?" Yi Zhen chuckled.

"Laugh! What a joke. If you look like this, at least you have to rest for half a year. The crew of "The Overbearing Lord" has issued an official letter to our company to terminate the contract, and you will be fully responsible for the losses caused. As for the compensation, based on your current income, it is quite It took three years for nothing."

Xin Shaoqing couldn't help rolling her eyes: "You've finished filming, why are you still going to the King's Landing crew? Hurry up to give away the head."

"By the way. Is Tang Tian okay?" Yi Zhen asked.

"You risked your life to protect it, what else can you do? Just scratched the skin, had a concussion, rested for a long time, and was discharged from the hospital to deal with the funeral... to deal with matters related to King's Landing. He is an investor in King's Landing, and now King's Landing is out. He couldn't be too busy with such a big accident! At least Tang Tian was kind enough to help you pay the hospitalization fee, and invited the top domestic expert team for the follow-up recovery. Oh, yes, the liquidated damages were also paid for you. "

Xin Shaoqing clattered.

This guy, dare not work for three years in vain, he is purely bluffing him.Fortunately, Tang Tian has been discharged from the hospital, otherwise he would be really embarrassed.Thinking I was going to die, I said so much hypocritical nonsense.

Yi Zhen touched his face, he was ashamed to face others, and he didn't want to meet Tang Tian again in recent years.

"How many days have I slept?"

"Three days."

"Is the crew of King's Landing okay?" Yi Zhen asked.

"Are you okay? There was a huge landslide without any precautions. Eight people died, 28 people were seriously injured, and 31 people were slightly injured. If the crew hadn't left a group of people first, there would have been more casualties that day. Can King's Landing still be on the way?" Theaters are all problems."

Xin Shaoqing took out her mobile phone, found relevant news, and showed it to Yi Zhen.

The TV station happened to interview Tang Tian.

Tang Tian had a bandaged gauze on his head, with a solemn face: "As an investor and lead actor, I feel deeply sorry and guilty about this accident. Tang Corporation will be fully responsible for the compensation and comfort of the accident... After the film is released, Half of the proceeds from the box office will be used for local post-disaster reconstruction and donations, and the other half will be used to establish the Film and Television Accident Relief Fund to help those unfortunate enough to suffer accidental disasters while working in the film and television industry."

"Tang Corps is really desperate for reputation this time. King's Landing is likely to win. The box office of King's Landing is conservatively valued at 35 billion, and all of them are donated. In addition to the investment in early filming and compensation for casualties, Tang Corp. lost more than 35 million yuan this time around. [-] million."

Xin Shaoqing shook his head, slightly worried.After all, they also work in a company under Tang Corporation, if there is a crisis of layoffs or something, it will affect Chiyu.

They are all employees of the crew, and they have communicated with each other more or less. The thought of never seeing each other again makes Yi Zhen feel miserable.

"I donated my share of the remuneration in King's Landing, plus 20, to the families of the crew members who passed away. They are all acquaintances, which is somewhat of a comfort." Yi Zhen said.

"Okay, you have the final say." Xin Shaoqing agreed.

There was a moment of silence.

Yi Zhen pursed his lips and asked, "Qingbai, do you have any news?"

"Look for yourself." Xin Shaoqing held up Yi Zhen's cell phone and showed it to him.

"On the day when news of the accident spread, there were two phone calls, but they were not answered. Three messages were sent on WeChat, and that's all." Xin Shaoqing said.

The first WeChat message: Xiaozhen, are you okay?I heard something happened to the King's Landing crew, and you were there.

Article [-]: Respond to my message.

The third was two hours apart: I hear you're fine, that's great.I'll see you in a few days.

These three messages were all sent in the early morning of the second day after they encountered the landslide, and there was no other news.

"Zhenzhen, I have experienced life and death. You should also see it. How do you feel now?"

Xin Shaoqing earnestly persuaded him to give up: "On the day I received Qin Xiaoxiao's news, I made more than 20 phone calls and sent you more than a dozen messages. I flew directly to Sichuan at the domestic airport, took the high-speed rail non-stop, and hired a car at a high price. , The heavy rain entered the town and entered the mountains, and personally followed the rescue team to dig you out of the waste rock. Halfway through, I was so scared that I didn't close my eyes, and my hands kept shaking.

Compared with me, Lu Qingbai is a hell and a nine heavens.He is not even as good as Tang Tian, ​​at least Tang Tian hugged you on the spot and didn't let go, crying like a bear, and also expressed material care, barely standing on the ground. "

Xin Shaoqing pointed to Yi Zhen's nose and cursed: "For a man like Lu Qingbai, if you persist in your obsession, you will be degraded."

"I just narrowly escaped death, so don't scold too harshly." Yi Zhen waved Xin Shaoqing's hand away, covered his head and said, "My head hurts."

"Fart! You're hurt everywhere, but your head is fine. Why don't you let a stone smash your head and let me see if it's full of shit. No matter how bad it is, it's enough to lose your memory. Lu Qingbai quickly disappear from your memory." Xin Shaoqing cursed.

It's a pity that before dying, the pain in the memory was all dispelled by Lu Qingbai.

Sometimes Yi Zhen can't tell whether it's love, redemption, or just obsession.

The door was pushed open suddenly, and the afterglow of the setting sun fell.

Lu Qingbai's body was covered with warm golden light, his forehead was covered with sweat, and his face was full of unspeakable worries: "Xiaozhen, are you alright?"

Yi Zhen's heart was beating violently, and he was dumbfounded.

"Xiaozhen, I heard that you are so close to..." Lu Qingbai clutched his chest, obviously unwilling to continue, "I'm sorry I came to you so late."

The round eyes completed the crescent moon, Yi Zhen shook his head: "I'm fine."

"Damn it." Xin Shaoqing cursed secretly.If you don't come early, don't come late, you really pick your time.

Qin Xiaoxiao stared and opened her eyes: "Eat? What to eat? I'm hungry."

"Yes, food. Let's go, let's go and buy some food." Xin Shaoqing grabbed Qin Xiaoxiao and walked out, leaving space for two bitches with different meanings.

For more than three months, one third of a year, Yi Zhen didn't see Lu Qingbai, and Yi Zhen was a little dazed and excited. At the moment of life and death, he wanted to see him.

"You look very embarrassed, I'm fine." Yi Zhen's voice was a little hoarse.

Lu Qingbai smiled, and the pale room seemed to be more radiant, his smile was always warm: "Ah, it made me anxious. I finally got my manager to push a filming and two interviews, and I came here in a hurry. You Look at my clothes, they just came off the show, they are gaudy."

The khaki windbreaker with white dots and exaggerated skull chain accessories do not look like ordinary clothes, but they are outstanding in a different way.

"It's pretty." Yi Zhen smiled.

He misses him so much, but he also feels ashamed because he let Lu Qingbai push back his work.

Lu Qingbai poured a glass of water naturally, and fed Yi Zhen: "Look at you, how hoarse is your voice? How did Xin Shaoqing take care of you?"

Yi Zhen drank water obediently.

Lu Qingbai put down the water glass, held Yi Zhen's chin with his fingers, and looked left and right: "It has been reduced a lot, and the double chin has disappeared. Oh, I have to say goodbye to you, it's a bad time."

After finishing speaking, Lu Qingbai clasped his hands together and closed his eyes, and muttered in his mouth: "Gods from all walks of life, Master Avalokitesvara, bless our little Zhenzhen with good health, good health and great success."

After speaking, the single eye opened, and Chong Yizhen blinked playfully.

Yi Zhen laughed softly: "It's so casual, even if the gods hear it, they won't hear what's in their hearts."

"I hate it! Don't expose him." Lu Qingbai waved her hand softly and softly, only a red handkerchief was needed to cosplay the old bustard.

"Don't be mischievous. Speak well." Yi Zhen is doting and gentle, and Lu Qingbai can bring joy to others as always.As for him, it only caused him trouble, from childhood to adulthood.

"On the morning when I heard about your accident, I sat on the bed and was completely dazed. For two whole hours, I begged the gods countless times in my heart to let my little Zhen be fine. Well, how could something happen?"

Lu Qingbai lightly touched the scar on the corner of Yi Zhen's eye, with a serious expression: "Xiao Zhen, I just asked the doctor. You almost died. My mood at that time... how should I put it, say, the sky is falling It’s not too much to come down. Xiaozhen, promise me that you will put yourself first in the future.”

"Yeah." Yi Zhen nodded, the memories of life and death encounters are deep and clear, as if he had relived his youth again.The moment I saw Lu Qingbai again, I had the same golden light but a different state of mind.

I choose to admit that you will not love me.But I still get warmth from you.

"Hey—they're all brothers, it's really embarrassing to say this. Okay, you've been nagging me that I don't have time to get together with you, so I've asked for ten days off and I'm going to live in the hospital to serve you Lazar. Be sure to bring back the little face of Zhenyuan."

The corners of Yi Zhen's mouth were slightly raised, and he couldn't hide his smile: "Oh? The company can let you, a busy person."

"That's extremely disappointing. I didn't tell you, the ratings of my modern urban drama have already broken 1.2, and the number of fans has skyrocketed. There are constant searches and covers. Recently, I signed five commercials. Cooperation. My brother, I hope to win the best actor this year with this drama..."

Lu Qingbai is a talkative guy, and Yi Zhen is more willing to listen to his stories.After graduating from university, the circle of intersection between the two gradually separated. The director and friend he mentioned were characters he hadn't been in contact with yet.

Oh, except for Tang Tian.He was an accident.

Sunset setting sun.

Lu Qingbai finished talking about the recent situation, looked out of the window along the sunlight, and said with a smile: "The scenery here is really beautiful. After the rain, the sky is full of sunset clouds, and there are many mountains. Red, golden and green can blend into one harmoniously. It’s rare. You know, I was in the north two days ago, the smog, the steel and concrete in the big city, it’s very uncomfortable. You’ve been lying down for a few days, I’ll push you outside to have a look and change your mood.”

"Okay." Yi Zhen nodded.For these beautiful sunsets, he has been used to filming these days, but Lu Qingbai likes them.He believes that this scene has a different kind of beauty.

His hands and feet were broken, and his back was smashed with blood.Yi Zhen has a weak sense of pain, but he didn't feel any pain when he moved.It's just that this feeling of relying on others to complete every action makes Yi Zhen, who is most afraid of troublesome others, feel somewhat embarrassed.

With the help of nurses and Lu Qingbai, Yi Zhen took some effort to get into a wheelchair and was pushed by Lu Qingbai to the backyard of the hospital.

The sun was setting and the sky was getting darker.Lu Qingbai looked up at the sky, and Yi Zhen looked up at Lu Qingbai, wanting to imprint his current company in his mind.

The moment of near death made him understand that they will part ways eventually.

Jingle bell, there is a bell ringing.

Lu Qingbai glanced at the incoming call and hung up impatiently.

The bell rang again persistently.

Yi Zhen tilted his head to look at him suspiciously.

Lu Qingbai scratched his head, quite irritated: "My manager. You know, the famous Wang Papi, if he calls, there must be nothing good."

Yi Zhen's eyes darkened, this kind of thing often happens, he already knew it: "You take it."

"Hello——Brother Wang." Lu Qingbai frowned, "My brother is almost gone, can I stay with him for two days? What? What? Director Zhou wants to see me? There is a new drama, let me go Audition. Don't go!"

What was said over there, and Lu Qingbai's irritability was obvious: "Next time is OK? Let's make an appointment next time. Don't tell me about the famous director or not. I can be promoted to the first line by acting in this movie? This is too ridiculous .I said I would stay with my brother for a few days, and the three days off you gave, isn’t that just one day.”

Three days off?This guy!

Last time I had a broken bone, I was told to take care of it for half a month, but in the end I was only given half an hour to see each other.This time, half of my life was lost, and the ten days agreed upon were only three days.

Yi Zhen laughed out loud, not too angry when he was angry, knowing that there was helplessness, there were too many things in Lu Qingbai's life that were more important than him.

Yi Zhen remembered what Xin Shaoqing said before, who can persist in this kind of unequal sacrifice for a lifetime?He swears that he can.But when he was on the verge of death, he slapped himself in the face severely: every time Lu Qingbai's first choice was not him, he complained.

For Yi Zhen, this stubbornness is endless wandering, injury, pain, warmth, and the meaning of love.For Lu Qingbai, it might be an inexplicable burden.

Lu Qingbai redeemed him, but what about him?He held back Lu Qingbai.Is it really because of him that Lu Qingbai will miss an interview with a famous director?Perhaps, this is the opportunity that Lu Qingbai dreamed of to become famous.He knew that Lu Qingbai's achievements over the years had not come easily, and he was worthy of being popular.

Yi Zhen thought that his birth was not expected, and he was not loved for half his life.This is the fate he should have, so why drag Lu Qingbai?People, you can't repay kindness with revenge.

Sooner or later we have to part, so why not earlier?

He should try to change his selfish and insatiable crush.

The word brother might be more suitable for them.

"Brother, you go." Yi Zhen said.

Lu Qingbai smiled embarrassingly, turned his head to the phone, and changed his tone instantly: "Brother, I was wrong. I was ignorant just now, can I go? Immediately! Hurry back without stopping."

The two talked a few more words, and Lu Qingbai hung up the phone.

He said excitedly: "Director Zhou, the legendary Director Zhou. I heard that this drama is blessed by Tang Tian. Some time ago, the two of you misreported a scandal. Last time you had a scandal with him, then The traffic and fame are soaring, and I don’t know how much more attention than those messy online dramas you acted in. My interview this time is a serious male lead, and Tang Tian’s opponent. Let’s not talk, Xiao Zhen, wait for my good news. Go, I will push you back."

Yi Zhen's words were harsh to hear, I also acted well in places you didn't see, it's just that you never cared about it.

"For a while, I'll let the nurse push me. Don't you like the scenery? Take the last minute to look at the sky. Have you seen that cloud?" Yi Zhen asked.

The sky has dimmed and turned black, and the splendor of the sunset glow has long since receded, leaving only the dark clouds in the dark night, revealing incomplete bits of light.

"Heibu Longdong, what's wrong?" Lu Qingbai was puzzled.

"It's nothing, hurry back. Don't be late." Yi Zhen replied with a normal expression.

Lu Qingbai, the little golden light exposed by the black cloud means I miss you.Although my love for you has come to an end, the love that once belonged to the sun still shines faintly through the thick black clouds.I love you deeply.