After giving up my crush, I fell into the sugar bowl

"I'll bear it, you go out and call someone."

As a senior, Tang Tian was unwilling to let the junior suffer the danger alone.

"God Tang, I have broken legs and arms. When I climb out, it will be dawn. How can I observe the situation and call for help?"

Yi Zhen felt that he was getting colder and colder, and Tang Tian's phantom even appeared in front of his eyes. While he was still awake, he saved one person first.As for himself, life or death is at the mercy of fate.

"I'm leaving. What if this place collapses? At least two people can support it."

Tang Tian insisted.

Just now no one responded.There is a high probability that the rescuer will be blocked by rocks. If he goes out, he can only wait for someone to rescue him.With one less person inside to support him, Yi Zhen's hands and feet were broken, and his chance of surviving was slim.

"Two deaths are better than one death. I may not be saved!"

Yi Zhen believes that the risk is more cost-effective than one person rather than two people.

"Stay together, the rescue team will arrive soon." Tang Tian stepped forward slightly, stretching out his hands to share the weight on Yi Zhen's back.

Yi Zhen's consciousness became more and more blurred, and his rapid and hot breath hit Tang Tian's face.

"What's the matter with you? You have a fever." Tang Tian's expression changed suddenly. This is not good news.

"God Tang, your life is much more valuable than mine. Don't be stubborn, okay?" Yi Zhen's voice was gentle and gentle, his consciousness was fading, and the cruel childhood memories that he didn't want to recall began to flash in his mind.

His father was addicted to alcohol and had a violent personality. It seems that from the time he had memory, the only memory of his father was his thick body covering the light, and his huge palm was whipped on his body like a red-hot iron.

The mother couldn't bear the cruelty of the father, so she chose to leave this family and abandon herself.She said, there is a child, it is not easy to remarry, I beg you as a mother, my mother is a weak woman, she really has no ability to live, please save my mother.She begged her son to let go.

The mother's abandonment aggravated the father's intensification.If it wasn't for grandma's protection, Yi Zhen felt that he would not live to be ten years old.Unfortunately, my grandma died of illness due to overwork in the second year of junior high school.

At that time, Yi Zhen lived like no one.His parents divorced, he was timid and gloomy, his grades were low, and he was rejected by his classmates. No one wanted to talk to him, and even the teachers thought he didn't exist, would not accept his homework, and would not care about his grades.

He is a transparent person at school, and at home, he is a sandbag that his father can't break.

Grandma's death made him miserable.In the second year of junior high school, he began to study chemistry and knew that cyanide was highly toxic.At that time, the Internet supervision was not as strict as it is now. He found a channel to buy cyanide/chemicals/substances on the Internet. He worked hard to save money, and as long as [-] yuan, he could send himself and his father out of this world and end the pain.

Yi Zhen would save money for lunch at school every day, and persisted for 58 days, only five yuan was left, and he could make up three hundred yuan.

For nine days, he was slapped by his father, did not eat breakfast, and had a wound on the corner of his mouth. He saved the last five yuan at noon and did not eat lunch.During physical education class in the afternoon, I fainted due to hypoglycemia.

Lu Qingbai, who was the representative of the physical education class at that time, was the first to rush to Yi Zhen, carried him to the school hospital, and accompanied him for the infusion.

When Yi Zhen got well, Lu Qingbai brought him lunch every day and drew him into his circle of friends.At the beginning, someone took the initiative to talk to Yi Zhen, made more friends, and even with the help of Lu Qingbai, his grades improved and he was praised by the teacher.

Yi Zhen finally chose to survive and gave up his plan to kill his father and himself.

Yi Zhen will always remember the moment when Lu Qingbai rushed towards him, with the light behind him.Like a superhero, Lu Qingbai rushed to himself trapped in the haze with light, and took him to another world.

On the eve of the junior high school entrance examination, my father got drunk on the road late at night, got into a car accident, and left forever.The party responsible for the accident lost a sum of money that was not a lot but enough to support him until he graduated from college.

Yi Zhen, who couldn't contact her mother, went to the same high school as Lu Qingbai.He can live in high school, and during vacations, he will follow Lu Qingbai back to Lu's house.

Lu's parents are very nice and treat him like their own son.Once a person gets good luck, good luck will come one after another.

The personality is trying to get closer to the innocence and loveliness that Lu Qingbai likes. Yi Zhen's eyes have changed from cloudy and dark to clear. He has a cheerful and lively personality, excellent grades, and is loved by his teachers. Everything is getting better and better.

But only Yi Zhen knows that the injury he suffered since childhood has never healed, like a lurking monster hidden in the depths of memory, often appearing in dreams at night without warning, unable to break free.

He longs for love, and longs for someone to treat him as the number one priority in his life and save him completely.

"Parents love their children the most, lovers love each other the most, and everyone in the world can be someone else's favorite.

There is always such a person in the world, he puts you before everything, and you are the most important person in his life.This person will never give up on you.

God Tang, your life is more important than mine.Not in money, not in fame, not in contribution to society, but you must be the most important person in your parents or elder brother.They feel forever missing without you. "

Yi Zhen felt that he might really be dying, otherwise why would he talk so much nonsense.

"And I'm not, I'm not anyone's first pick, I'm not even second pick, third pick. Never been. My father beat me until the day he died, and my mother abandoned me. From the day I was born , I've never been anyone's first pick.

When I die, Young Master Xin will be sad, but he still has his great painter.Xiaoxiao will be sad, she still has her own family, and she will have her own lover in the future.

That person...will be sad...I'm not even sure if he will be sad.When I die, no one will ever remember me..."

Yi Zhen felt that he was very cold, his soul seemed to float up and was about to fly away.

In this life, he has always been the one left behind, whether it is his mother or Lu Qingbai, they will not choose him in the end.

Yi Zhen is tired, he is really tired.As a human being, he lived every day with all his might.

He also tried his best to treat the person he loved.He just wants to be someone's number one pick.

Unfortunately, in this life, no one loves him the most.

"Tang Tian, ​​look, whether I live or die, I have no influence on others. Therefore, your life is much more important than mine." Yi Zhen twitched the corners of his mouth, he wanted to laugh, but his consciousness was out of his control.Yi Zhen's voice was full of tears, and tears dripped down with the rain.

Tang Tian didn't know how to describe his current mood.

The Yi Zhen he knew had an innocent smile, was polite and measured, sincere and honest.

Tang Tian never thought that Yi Zhen would have such an unfortunate family experience.His heart was tugged by Yi Zhen's words.It hurts.

Pity a person, is the greatest disrespect to him.He damned wanted to take pity on Yizhen.

Damn it, Tang Tian couldn't help but want to hold Yi Zhen in his arms, like a mother comforting a crying child, pat him on the back, and tell him that there will always be such a person who will love him deeply and cherish him , as the most important one in this life.

Instead of being like now, I can only watch Yizhen hold up the possibility of life for himself, and even die for him.

"To shut up."

Tang Tian supported the tree trunk behind Yi Zhen with all his strength, and replied angrily, "You won't die."

Yi Zhen lowered his head slowly and landed on Tang Tian's shoulder, he was so tired, he wanted to sleep.The phone lost control and fell to the ground.

Tang Tian looked at the ground along the light of the mobile phone. From the different positions of Yi Zhen's body, there were blood streams, big or small, stained with muddy soil.

"Damn! Why are you bleeding so much! Bastard, don't sleep! Wake up! Wake up!"

Tang Tian yelled hysterically: "Bastard, don't die. I don't like to owe favors to others."

Tang Tian could only feel his weak breath flicking against his ears.

"Don't die. You are dead, how can you become the number one among others? Yi Zhen! Yi Zhen! Wake up! Wake up... okay?

You wake up, you are the number one in my life.Hey—you've made a lot of money—wake up, think about the rest of your life, you can become the man who saves the whole universe. "

Tang Tian chattered.He no longer knew what he was talking about.

He has never experienced life and death, nor does he want to experience life and death.He just wanted the little poor thing that fell on his shoulders to live well.

In the end, there was no further response.

The rain stopped and it was still dark.In the boundless darkness and silence, Tang Tian exerted all his energy to pay attention to the breathing and body temperature of the people around him.