my brother is scumbag

After the doctor judged that my right eye was born unable to see, my parents in this life showed very sad expressions. When they carried me out of the hospital, their faces were heavy and sad.

My mother took the responsibility on herself. She felt guilty that it was because she was not too young when she was pregnant with me, and she was not in a good mood even during pregnancy, so I was born with such a baby. defect.

"It's not your fault, Mineko."

After hearing what she said, my father showed a disapproving expression. He grabbed my mother's shoulders and embraced her and me in her arms.

"She came into this world because of you. What we have to do is to give her enough love in the future."

My father lowered his head and touched my face, the nostalgia of recalling the past appeared in his eyes.

"Also with Rintaro's share."

When I heard the name, I suddenly became wary.

and many more.

Who is Rin Taro?

Why did my parents suddenly say such a sentence?

...I think I'm a little square.

The mother rested her head on the father's shoulder and sighed, "Rin Taro...he hasn't seen his sister yet, let's take her there for him to see."

"it is good."

No, wait, I disagree! !

It is agreed that there is no brother! !

I opened my mouth to refuse, but in my current state, I could only utter baby words of unknown meaning. My parents didn't realize my struggle at all, and even showed me a gratified expression:

"Look, Yui is also happy to meet my brother."

I:"……"

No, I'm not, I'm not.

Don't add some settings that don't exist to me, mom and dad!

I lay flat in my mother's arms, showing a dead expression in my eyes.

Damn it, can I never be separated from a creature like my brother?

In this desperate mood, I didn't notice the changes in the surrounding environment for a while, I just closed my eyes and pretended that I would not have to face reality.

Until I felt my mother holding me and shaking me gently.

"Yuki, Yui."

She called me softly, as if she thought I was asleep and wanted to wake me up.

"..."

Forget it, I sighed in my heart, opened my eyes anyway, and faced a tombstone.

Huh?

I first subconsciously turned my head and looked around, only to realize that I was brought to the cemetery by my parents.

Then I fixed my gaze on the tombstone in front of me.

The inscription is engraved on the tombstone. In addition to the name of the deceased, there are also dates of birth and death——

【Aiko Morintaro was born in... died early in...】

I blinked my eyes, and it took me a while to come back to my senses.

Wait, does this mean...my brother is gone?

When I realized this, I was shocked.

Is this really true? !

Fuck, my brother actually died earlier than me? !

In a trance, I have a feeling of disbelief.

I stared blankly at the photos placed under the tombstone. Although they were in black and white, I could tell that my elder brother in this life was very similar to my father.

In the photo, my brother is still a young man with shoulder-length hair, but it can be seen that he has not taken care of it. A few strands of hair slipped from his forehead uncomfortably.

He looked at the people outside the photo with a slight smile. His smile was friendly, well-dressed and handsome.

My parents were also whispering in their ears, perhaps to relieve the heavy emotions in their hearts, but they let me know some information about my brother who died early.

It is said that my brother showed a different side when he was very young. He was talented, diligent and studious, and was even dubbed a genius and child prodigy.

When I heard this, if it wasn't because I was still young and couldn't control the expression on my face for the time being, I think I would definitely roll my eyes.

It's a fucking coincidence that opens the door to coincidence—

Come home by coincidence!

I am familiar with this routine, I am really familiar with it, after all, all my elder brothers in the previous two lifetimes used this character set, without exception.

Grass.

I cursed in my heart, and then looked at the tombstone again.

well.

Although I know I shouldn't, it will make me appear very heartless, but I have to say that I am very glad that my brother in this life died early.

Mainly because I am too difficult.

I have worn it twice and lived three lifetimes, and I died young every time.

I just want to change the script, to experience what it's like to end my life, oh oh oh oh.

... Back to the point.

Because my brother is so smart, he entered the Faculty of Medicine of the University of Tokyo at the age of 12, and has always achieved excellent grades. He can be called a child of other people's family, which is the pride of my parents.

When my brother was 22 years old, he graduated as the youngest person with a Bachelor of Medicine from Tokyo Daiichi University School of Medicine.

After graduation, my brother first worked in the most famous hospital in Tokyo for half a year, and then joined the army.That is, when my brother joined the army for only two months, my parents conceived me.

It is said that when my brother received the news, he asked for leave to go home and stayed with my parents for two days.

My mother said that at that time my brother was looking forward to my birth, and insisted that he must be a lovely younger sister. Unexpectedly, after giving birth to me, he found out that it was really a girl.

"This is probably the tacit understanding between brothers and sisters."

My mother said with emotion.

I:"……"

Wake up, mom, I was just an embryo the size of a grape at that time, where did the heart come from, really don’t add such non-existent settings to me, mom!

It's just that my brother didn't wait until my birth.

After half a year, my brother was promoted by his superiors to go abroad to do a mission because of his outstanding performance. That is, from that day on, there was no news of my brother.

At the beginning, when faced with my parents’ inquiries, my superiors gave vague answers. When I was about to be born, I told my father with regret that my brother’s whereabouts were unknown during the mission, and no one was alive or dead.

Because the delivery was approaching, my father could only endure the grief and conceal the news. He didn't tell my mother until one month after I was born.

My mother, who could not accept the death of her eldest son, put all her mind on me, so that she could avoid thinking about this sad thing.

Until they found out that there was something wrong with my eyes too.

This new blow made my parents tough after the pain.They also finally accepted the fact that my brother passed away, so they brought me to the cemetery today, and talked about what happened after his death in front of my brother's tomb.

"In the future, we will also come to see Lin Taro more, and take Yui with us."

When my mother was about to leave the cemetery, she raised her head and said so to my father, who nodded.

"Of course, at least let Yui know that she has a very good brother. And he loves Yui just like us."

The baby's body is easy to feel tired, coupled with the shock when I suddenly learned that I have an older brother, and then the shock and rejoicing when I found out that my older brother is gone, under the ups and downs of several emotions, I soon fell asleep.

I yawned, rubbed my mother's chest, and showed her a cute toothless smile.

I will survive.

Then, stay with you all the time.

After that, three years passed.

Because of my father's job change, our family moved from Yokohama to Tokyo, but every month our family will set aside one day to visit my brother in Yokohama and talk to him about interesting things during this period.

And I went from being a baby in someone's arms to a little kid walking around on my own.

Although I cannot see in my right eye, it does not affect my daily activities.And my parents have never shown a look of pity in front of me. They have always encouraged me in various ways without showing any traces, and conveyed optimistic concepts to me.

I thought, even if I were a real child, I wouldn't feel inferior about my right eye, but would face it squarely and think it was no big deal.

As long as I think of my parents' love for me, the corners of my mouth can't help but rise, and my heart feels warm.

Fate has indeed teased me a lot, but it also gave me something very precious.

It is precisely because of the latter that I have been able to persevere until now, and I always feel that living is a beautiful thing.

Although there will be a lot of bad things, but only by being alive, there are many possibilities, and it is possible to encounter good things.

——Of course, let’s forget about creatures like my brother, I have already developed PTSD on them.