season sakura story

Did I not want to integrate into the world here, so I chose to refuse with such indifference and solution?

—— "Ji Ying Silent Words"

I finished today's translation work at twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, lying in bed, unable to fall asleep.

Listening to the hunting wind outside the window, I stared at the ceiling in the dark night, organizing my thoughts.

Waking up in the body of Oda Jiying, it has been almost a year since I came to this world. Half a year ago, the father of the original body transferred himself to the first grade of Qing Xue Higher Department.Although I was also passionate about "The Prince of Tennis", their hard work and persistence can inspire me at any time, but I never thought about going to their world.I didn't expect that such an unimaginable thing like time travel would happen to me.

It has been a year, and although I have gotten used to the surroundings, I still have the desire to go back. My parents and family in another world are the existence that I cannot give up.After raising me for so many years, when I finally graduated from university and was about to work, he actually made such a joke with me!

But life always has to go on, and I will not be so stupid as to take my own life to hit the chance of going back, so what I was before, I am still the same now, just pretending to have amnesia.But the truth of the original body that I found little by little, made me dare not accept anyone's approach.Originally, I treated the world with an attitude of withdrawing without emotion at any time. This kind of truth made me directly change from indifference to indifference, and isolate myself from other people.The heart was closed, but unexpectedly found one of the original concerns of the world.Whether it is or not, I can't risk him.

He is my bottom line in this world and someone I must protect.

A month after I came here, I almost figured out the truth, my personality changed overnight, and no one in school dared to approach me again.Harajin's father, Oda Kogen, was very annoyed by this result.He knew that I had discovered something, so he persuaded me eloquently with Oda Jiying's younger brother.When I saw Oda Hoshino, I was taken aback. He looked almost exactly like my original brother, a shrunken version of him when he was ten years old, except that his hairstyle and pupil color had changed.

I don't know if I should be grateful that the relationship between Yuanshen and her brother is as good as mine and my brother's. His father actually used Oda Hoshino who was lying on the hospital bed to tempt his own daughter who had changed her soul.There is too much helplessness in life, but this cannot be a reason to cheat and hurt others.

Looking at the same face, I couldn't convince myself to just ignore it. My indifferent heart found a glimmer of hope and purpose in life. I felt that I was not alone, and I was responsible.

I will find a way, but at the moment I can only compromise in principle.In the third month after I came to this world, I told Oda Kogen that what I want is up to me, and he doesn’t want to intervene, but only depends on the result, and I choose the method myself.

Oda Kogen's behavior is not a good person in the eyes of others, but he is responsible for his children.Oda Hoshino's medical expenses and all our expenses are borne by him.But he loves leisure and hates work, and he can't afford it.Although he gave me a promise, the money I earned by taking advantage of my Chinese skills and all the time I could use was just a drop in the bucket. He still stared at the people close to me and wanted to get something for nothing.

I turned on the light, rolled out of bed, and found a journal in a hidden corner of the room, which I found a few months ago, and it helped me sort out a lot of things.

The diary records Oda Jiying's thoughts, her guilt, contradictions and fears.

Oda Jisakura, or this body of mine, is 16 years old this year.Her mother, who divorced Oda Takahara six years ago, took her compatriot brother Oda Satoshi away and married Hayakawa Yu a month later. Oda Satoshi changed his name to Hayakawa Satoshi and immigrated to the United States. Contact, Oda Jiying never saw her mother and brother again.

I have no way of judging the circumstances and reasons for the divorce at that time, and it is estimated that both parties were at fault.Yuko Aoki, the mother of Oda Jiying, is very beautiful, and she is also very attractive and pursuing, with a soft and strong personality.In the early years, he chose Oda Kogen because of his love and the consideration of the other party, but since Oda Hoshino was diagnosed with an illness when he was two years old, he needed to spend money to support him, and he didn't know if he would survive in the future. Magnified, weak and ineffective, unable to shoulder the responsibility, the wife has to comfort and encourage him while caring for the sick child.There were more and more quarrels, and finally ended in divorce. Aoki Yuko took Oda Satoshi with others, leaving Oda Jiying and Oda Hoshino to Oda Kogen.

But the two parents who were indeed responsible before, never quarreled in the presence of their children during the three years when their relationship cracked.Oda Jiying is more sensitive, delicate and thoughtful, she found the clues, but she dared not point it out, nor did she dare to tell her slow and impulsive brother, for fear of making the situation worse, she just kept it in her heart and wrote in In the diary, she was originally quiet and sensitive, but became more melancholy and quiet.

Yuko Aoki was very successful in educating children. During the ten years she was teaching by her side, Oda Jiying developed a basic concept of right and wrong, and she persisted in the following five years, confronting her father who became extreme and crazy.

But family affection is sometimes the most inescapable bondage.Her younger brother's illness, her father's helplessness and pleading, her inner guilt and guilt, her longing for her mother and elder brother and the complaint of being abandoned, these emotions have been tormenting her.

Although she remembered her mother's teachings, she inherited her father's weakness, and her inner self-loathing became stronger and stronger, and she became closed, timid, and shrinking.Nozomi Ando is her only good friend, but she doesn't know what she is thinking.

Such a state of mind, as well as the feeling of being abandoned by the world and self-denial, made her more and more world-weary, and finally a tragedy happened. Her body was occupied by me, a ghost from another world, and she left forever.

When I read her diary during that time, I was also very depressed, not only shocked by her mood and encounters, but also by what I discovered.Her guilt and contradictions were transferred to me.During the month when I didn't know the truth, the things I did unconsciously harmed others.

The original faking of amnesia, the gentleness and kindness of nature, was replaced by indifference. Facing the original father, I was no longer the gentle and kind person I used to be when I didn’t know the truth. I became indifferent, tough and recalcitrant. What happened to Ji Ying, I didn't dare to force me too much, but I played the warmth card with Oda Hoshino.

Just like forcing "Oda Jisakura" before.Too bad she's gone.

The most inescapable shackles sometimes come from relatives.

But for some things, once compromised, it will become a deeper and deeper vortex, from which there is no escape.

My uncooperative attitude and poor popularity in school made him unable to do anything, and he was very annoyed.After two months of confrontation, I felt that the time was almost up, so I had a showdown with him and reached the so-called agreement, but I knew that it was only temporary. If one day I couldn't meet his expectations, it would be just a formality.

I really can't be satisfied.So, he arranged for me to transfer to another school, to the noble school Ice Emperor.

Transferring in the last month of this semester, I didn't have enough time to meet his previous requirements for me.

I can't figure it out, so I have to be cautious.Next week, I have to say goodbye.

After thinking about it, he finally fell asleep in a daze. Before going to sleep, he had a vague idea that he was going to go to his brother's school, and maybe he and Zhou Zhu would really be strangers in the future.

Sleep seems a bit uncomfortable...