season sakura story

I was about to get on the tram when Zhou Zhu stopped me: "Let's have a chat."

"I don't want to waste time, get out of the way!"

"Then I'll follow you until you want to talk."

The place I'm going to is relatively close to my home, and I don't want to be bumped into again.

I turned around and said, "Speak nonsense quickly, and don't take the initiative to appear in front of me after you finish speaking."

"It's really cold and heartless!" He opened his eyes and looked at me, but there was a smile in his eyes.

I raised my eyebrows and waited for him to finish.

"Do you know that girl who is a bit autistic with a kitten hairpin? Does she like your brother?" It was obviously a question, but he looked at me with a determined face.

Always so sharp, it's a pity that he's just a young man with too thin shoulders.If I'm not sure, I dare not pull anyone in.There are obstacles on both sides, so let me, a passer-by who will eventually go back, solve it by myself.

"Don't you think your brain is too big?"

"What's with that picture at the bar? Do you work at the bar?"

"I admit that you have nothing to ask."

"All you admit is that you are indifferent and ruthless, not that you are not self-respecting."

"You can do whatever you want."

"Why do you always like to confuse others? You won't admit what you haven't done. Why do you pretend to be what they think, let others misunderstand without explaining, and even add a little bit of wind? You look like this not good."

I shrugged and said sarcastically, "I am what other people think I am, and you didn't know it until the first day. Why are you still so naive?"

"It's you who are naive. No matter what it is, don't put your life in it like this."

Continued, "There is one more thing I want to correct you." After a pause, "You are not a stone, but a house made of ice, filled with people or things. Because it is ice, if someone approaches you with a sincere heart, you will slowly melt , hold sweet springs in return. But you are a house that shelters you from the wind and rain, and you have to protect the core of what you think, so let yourself become an isolated island, so that no one else can find your ice heart, and you don’t have to feel sorry and suffer.”

He looked at me with a smile, his blue eyes were full of seriousness and determination, and then changed back to a careless look for a moment, narrowing his eyes: "But I want to go in and explore, I'm very curious."

"You never guess wrong. Boring."

He didn't stop me from turning around, but just followed: "Ji Yingsang's words are always reversed."

"Have Ji Yingsang read a lot of books? Like "A Clockwork Orange." 'The clockwork of a mechanical society must not pretend to be an organic life of moral choice. If evil cannot be accepted as a possibility, then good is meaningless. 'It's kind of like what you said..."

He was still talking, but I was in no mood to listen anymore, and he was getting closer and closer to my home.I got off at the previous stop and called Tezuka under the false claim that I was going to the bathroom.

"Your member is too annoying, call him back quickly. Otherwise, don't blame me for being rude."

Zhou Zhu looked at me who came out: "Are you so resistant to me going forward?"

I suddenly don't want to say the lines I have been saying all along.Just like a theater that has been fixed in your mind, which scene you should say and what role you should play have been limited by yourself.Gone is the self who used to be able to do whatever he wanted occasionally, not to relax, not to be weak, not knowing what the next moment will bring to those close to him.

He was not such a brave person.

The backlog of negative emotions is a bit much.

"Yes, very resistant, very troubled."

"Okay then, I'm leaving. Is there anything I can do..." Seeing my impatient look, the last two words were buried between his lips and teeth.

It really hurts, right?I don't want to feel so guilty either.But recently, my family is too unstable, so I can't do it.

Seeing him go further and further away, I turned around and called the store manager, asking her for leave and saying that I would not go today.Then he walked slowly to the nearest park.

Zhou Zhu looked at the girl who was obviously wandering nearby.

"What makes you miss it so much? And what makes you so tired of pretending to be so brave now? The desire to break through the shackles in your eyes is so clear, why do you force yourself to deceive yourself and say you don't care? Do you know, that's it You, who are contradictory, make me very curious and worried."

The person sitting on a chair in the park, basking in the sun and smiling contentedly, obviously has such a warm smile, how could he be indifferent and heartless?

"What a poor actor."

Zhou Zhu followed Ji Ying in the sunset, looking at the girl's demure back, "How many secrets do you want to hide?"

Affected by my mood, my vigilance has dropped too much today, and I didn't even notice the people behind me.

Calculating the time, I got on another tram and stood guard at the intersection where Hayakawa Chi went home, hiding myself in the corner of the alley.

After waiting for a while, I saw my classmate coming over with Hayakawa Tomosai supported, and the girl who pinned the kitten card was also there.

"Is your home here too?" Hayakawa Zhi asked.

"No."

A classmate next to me was a little surprised: "It turns out that you can still speak. Everyone thought you were only immersed in your own world, and said you were a bit autistic."

Nozomi Ando looked up at the boy, but ignored him.

The boy scratched his head embarrassingly: "I'm sorry, I was quick to talk. Because you basically didn't talk in our class, and you didn't talk to us on the way just now, so I was a little surprised."

Ando Nozomi didn't give him another look, and walked forward on his own.

"She looks a little strange." Another classmate said in a low voice.

Yes, the person who feels strange to be autistic with a kitten hairpin is Nozomi Ando.She has unspeakable dependence on me, but I have complicated feelings for her. I hope she is well, but I hope that there will never be intersection between us.

She was the first person I saw when I opened my eyes in this strange world, and she was also the one who gave me warmth.But because of me, it became what it is now.

If I can slowly become aware and respond to the outside world because of certain things, and turn back into a person who can communicate normally, that would be a good thing I did to her.

Judging by their appearance, they were not seriously injured.I wandered back to my home.

"What about the money you made today?"

"Aren't you going to transfer me to the Ice Empress?" I asked back without emotion.

"It's good that you know, don't waste the money I spent on you, your brother is still waiting for the money to be treated."

I ignored him, turned around and went back to the room, closed the door, threw myself on the bed and remained silent for a while.

I can't let myself relax for too long, after adjusting, I got up again, turned on the computer, and started my translation work.Fortunately, when I came to this world, Japanese is my mother tongue, and I have some basics myself, so I don't have to work hard to learn it, and the memory of the original world has not been lost.So all the jobs I'm looking for are related to translation. I serve Chinese people in restaurants, and sometimes foreigners, because I can speak English well.Although Chinese-Japanese translation is completely effortless for me, I have to receive large orders, such as important meetings and business interpretation. At my age, others will not consider it at all, and I am also afraid of arousing Oda Kogen's suspicion.The sudden change of personality can also be explained by stimulation, but it is difficult to explain the suddenness of skills.

It's not that I'm afraid of being discovered, it's just that I regret my life. I have unfulfilled wishes, unfulfilled responsibilities, and want to return to the original world. What can hold Oda Kogen back now is his little family affection, otherwise he He will not suppress his hobbies, and spend most of the money on healing Yuanshen's younger brother Oda Hoshino.If he finds out that I am not his daughter, how he will treat me regardless of my wishes is really unpredictable, and his intuition will not be a good thing.

Protect yourself before you can talk about other things.