season sakura story

"Is there any unexpected gain from coming out today?" Ninzuzu asked with a smile.

"You know she's here, right?" Atobe replied firmly.

"Yes, I did it on purpose. Sure enough, I can't hide it from you." After a pause, he continued to tease, "She seems to be using you as a springboard. I really want to know how such a cold person will chase others."

Atobe tilted his head and glanced at Ninzuzu with an expression of interest, "I won't give her a chance."

After listening to it, it was a pity that it might not be a good show, and a sentence came from the front, "Expect others to be the savior? How can such an unglamorous person be qualified to enter my uncle's sight?"

Enduring enough to take a few steps to catch up, "Then what are you going to do? Are you going to fire her job as a translator? Or keep her away at school?"

"It's business as usual."

"Including her work, the warning you told everyone at school 'Don't use improper means to her'? Nor prohibit her from approaching?"

Atobe turned around, stroked the broken hair on his forehead, and raised his head, "Is this uncle so unglamorous? This uncle has always won the fair, and I will tell her with the facts that this uncle is not enough for her." above."

It really is Atobe, proud boy.

"Besides, she's just an insignificant person. There's no need to lower her style because of her."

After Atobe finished speaking, he turned and left, "Aren't you leaving yet, how long are you going to discuss for an unimportant person?"

Renzu followed slowly, feeling a little pity in his heart, "If this girl continues to be self-reliant, maybe Atobe will agree with her a little bit, but what I heard today, in the eyes of the teenagers in front of me, she may really be a passerby." gone."

"But I'm still a little disappointed." The corners of Renzu's mouth curled up a little, "I was forced to listen to a part of it, and it doesn't matter if I continue to listen. I also ate at that restaurant anyway. But it happened to be when she said that. I was ready to get up and leave at this time, I don't believe in such a coincidence."

Thinking of the scene of Oda Jisakura's lameness that he saw at the school gate before, Ninzuzu half-joked to Atobe, "Atobe, you are so confident, don't put yourself in it in the end."

"It's absolutely impossible. My uncle is not interested in people with stunted growth and bad character." After a pause for a while, he said lazily, "But she really irritated me a little bit."

"It's really rare. But it's really a bit contrary for her to say that kind of thing with a cold face."

Atobe looked at Shinobu's smiling expression, and didn't continue the topic.

"I'm back." No one at home answered me, haven't you come back yet?Oda Kogen seems to be coming back later than me these days, and he didn't say anything when I asked him, do you want to follow him to see tomorrow?

I turned on the computer in the room and wanted to start translating but couldn't concentrate for a long time. I just let myself lean on the seat, sort out what happened recently, and think about what to do in the future.

Today, he cheated Fuji Shusuke again with half-truth and half-false.It is true to say that you want to leave, but it is false to say that you need to rely on Keigo Atobe as a springboard.I don't know how much he believes, but I think, "No matter what the purpose is, I will go after Keigo Bu and refuse to approach other people" should be the information he can get from this chat, and that's enough , if all things are stifled in the bud stage, there will be no pain of uprooting, and I don't have to look at the hurt expression after rejecting people thousands of miles away every time and feel a little guilty in my heart.It is impossible for others to say that you are not touched when someone treats you well. Although it is not that kind of emotion, it is really impossible for you to be indifferent all the time. You can also understand this dull relationship and leave at any time.

Why do I have to be so resolute in the novels I have read that other time-traveling women can establish new relationships in a new environment?

It's not because of hypocrisy and secondary school that shut everyone out.There is no worst situation. No matter where you are, living a good life is the most basic life attitude of a person, and a good life is inseparable from the connection and intersection with others. A lonely person can rarely face everything positively. The concern of relatives and friends can bring great courage to oneself.I just have a knot in my heart, so I have always kept a distance from the world.I am vaguely believing and convincing myself that there is a reason for a person's existence, and he has other people's feelings attached to him, whether it is the affection of family, friendship, or love, it is his standing on a certain basis. The reason for the world.And I don't want to have such a reason to exist here.

Maybe many years later, when I am desperate, the desire to go back will fade away, but this is definitely not the mood now.The white hair on the temples of my parents, the increasing wrinkles on the face, and the increasingly hunched back always linger in my mind. I have passed the age where I can be willful, and here I will no longer have the excitement of my youth. , more of a concern for the original world.It was not a wealthy family, and the education level of my parents could only do that kind of very tiring work. They didn't look like people in their 40s at all. It was this kind of hard work that sent me and my brother to college.I remember the smell of dust in the air around them when they were busy with green work, and I remember their coughing in the middle of the night when they were sick. There were no natural or man-made disasters, and they were not as miserable as some families I saw in the news. It was the experience of ordinary rural families going out to work, but Seeing them working harder than others, and having to stay in the factory with their faces licked when they are old, makes me feel inexplicably sad.No one in the world has no troubles, and no one is so satisfied with life. It is too sympathetic to say that I live worse than others. At least I have no family misfortune, at least I grew up in an environment full of warmth.But remembering all the warm details and distressed emotions, how can I stay here without any grievances and be content with the status quo?

So, no matter whether it is my own guess or not—the more connections and worries I have with other people here, the less likely I am to go back, so I will try to avoid it.Cold-blooded and selfish?Maybe it's someone who treats me well here.But there is always a first come first served and the weight in my heart. The 20 years of family affection that have given me life and blood, their selfless devotion and dedication, and the short time or even less than a year of getting along with the people here, sorry, I really can only If I choose the former, for the latter, I have no choice but to not accept it and not have any unnecessary intersections, so that I won’t cause harm to others because of my current situation, and I won’t be concerned about the two parties because of the deep connection, which is good for each other. .

With such a mentality, how could I plan to develop a boyfriend and girlfriend relationship with Keigo Atobe?

But Oda Kogen is begging me and forcing me by virtue of Oda Hoshino's condition.Thinking of this, I couldn't help but smile wryly, did I really dig a hole and bury myself?

He gave me half a year, and within half a year, that is, at the end of the last semester of the second year of high school, I must let Keigo Atobe be my boyfriend.I really want to haha, not to mention my current state of mind, even if I have to do that, half a year, it will be more or less familiar.

There are too many differences in background, family education, and worldview, and Keigo Atobe is not such a casual person.

His aristocratic temperament permeates his bones. Although he is arrogant, he has his own principles, self-confidence, and everything he does is aboveboard.So if you like it, you just like it, and if you don't like it, you won't lie to you, let alone have an unclear and ambiguous relationship with others.It will not be easy to start, but it is a lifetime commitment to start.

Such a man is a reliable existence whether as a friend or otherwise.But again, inaccessible.When noble conduct becomes an internalized instinct, he looks at the people around him in a flat and critical way.In other words, only people who he himself identifies with and who are at the same level as him can walk by his side.In front of others, he will only be a leader.So his close relationship is almost only the group of energetic and passionate people in the tennis department, who have the persistence and tennis talent that he agrees with.

I don't think I have as much energy and perverted enthusiasm as them.Here, almost all my actions stem from my own survival and responsibilities. I don’t have things I like so much, and I am not as versatile as other famous ladies.If you want to wear a crown, you must bear its weight.Standing at such a height, you must bear a lot of things.And I have always only taken the necessary responsibilities, and I like ease.

Not to mention here, I would not think of such a thing in real life. I believe in the existence of the Cinderella story, but I feel that it is difficult for people of different classes to communicate spiritually. He understands sentimental style, but I only know daily necessities ;He can rebuke Fang Qiu and dominate the economic kingdom, but I hold my daughter's love and stick to one side of the world.It may be difficult for such different spiritual levels to attract each other at the beginning, even if they are together, it is difficult to say how to get along later.If you want to go on for a long time, even if you want to go on for a long time, you need one party to work hard.People from high places will not come down, only people from low places can go up.So I can only desperately enrich myself to make up for the gap that has fallen over the past few years.It's okay to say that the gap between the two sides is not big, but if the gap is too big, the pressure will be too great.It's not that I haven't heard such an example.

Furthermore, although Keigo Atobe may not care about his identity and background, I am afraid that the current self will not be able to catch his eyes from the very beginning. Without their persistence and enthusiasm, without their extraordinary talents, what reason and posture do they use to approach and attract them? ?

But just thinking about its difficulty in this way, I really didn't intend to do this.

I am not a rag doll, I am at the mercy of others, I will do whatever Oda Kogen says.It is certain to ask Keigo Atobe to help get rid of the current situation, but it is definitely not the method I told Fuji.Leaving aside the immorality of deceiving others' feelings, with Keigo Atobe's keen insight, he must be able to tell whether he is sincere or false.

Only when you are sincere can you get true love, and this is the correct way to behave in the world.But I don't want to exchange like this at all, so I'd better think of other ways.

The author has something to say:

Readers who are waiting for me to update the article, I am so sorry, I have been busy with some things during this period, and I don’t have much time to conceive the article. In addition, I originally wrote the article slowly, and I will consider the sentences, etc., so the update is very slow.It is estimated that the situation will be the same in the next month or so, because there is not much time during the day~

But I will definitely try to update whenever I have time, and I will never dig a hole and not fill it!

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