season sakura story

It's finally summer vacation.The "Pine Nut Restaurant" where I worked before has opened a branch by the seaside. There are a lot of people going to the beach during the summer vacation, and there is a little shortage of manpower there. Suzuki Matsuko, the owner of "Pinenut Restaurant", is a very kind person and has taken care of me a lot. She introduced me to the part-time hotel.So when I'm not working at the hotel, I'm going to help out.Ms. Suzuki knows my situation, and the price is still the same as before, or even higher.

"It's great to have you here to help. You can be worth two people alone. It's so beautiful to deal with the problem, and it saves me a lot of trouble."

I turned my head to look at Suzuki Songzi, the corners of my mouth curled up in a small arc as a response, and then I turned back and continued to clear the table.Her tone was teasing, with a little feigned dissatisfaction, "It's really cold as always."

I let her whine and didn't respond.After a busy lap, during a break in the middle, I sat on a chair, looking at the frolicking beach outside, with the heat waves of the sun on my face, closing my eyes and feeling the heat of summer, and Miss Suzuki was standing not far away, thinking .I thought to myself, such a day is not bad.

Feeling a little depressed at home has improved a lot.There are still many beautiful things, aren't there?

When I was about to leave work in the evening, Ms. Suzuki knocked on the door of the dressing room and said to me who was changing inside, "Someone is looking for you in the restaurant, it seems that you have something to discuss, you can go back after talking with him. "

I frowned a little, who would look for me here?And I'm in a hurry.

"Even if I can't see your expression, I know that you have a face of reluctance now. Don't run away, go back after talking, this is an order."

"Okay." A very cold sentence came from inside.

Get out of the dressing room after changing clothes and head to the restaurant.I looked at the place where Ms. Suzuki was pointing to. Fuji Shusuke was looking out of the window. The setting sun cast a silhouette on his face, and his expression couldn't be seen clearly under the light and shadow.

Somehow, I seem to read loneliness from it.

I adjusted my mood, walked to the chair in front of him, and sat down.

"What's the matter?" I asked.

He turned his head, and there seemed to be a lot of emotion in his opened blue eyes, and he just looked at me straight like that.Seen by his eyes, I have nowhere to escape, and there seems to be nowhere to hide many emotions and things that are pressing in my heart.I suppressed the discomfort in my heart and reminded again, "I don't have time to spend with you."

He continued to look at me steadily.When I was about to be overwhelmed by the aura he released and was about to leave without a sound, he suddenly narrowed his eyes and returned to his usual gentle smile, and the sense of scrutiny disappeared instantly.

The more I lived, the more I went back. I attributed the feeling of being oppressed to my heart, and I was really pretending, otherwise I really couldn’t accept that I was suppressed by a 16-year-old boy.

I collected myself, looked at him again, and waited for him to speak.

"I've seen your father."

I held the water glass tightly, trying to suppress my urge to ask questions.You must not be impulsive when talking to Zhou Zhu.

"Oh? What does he want from you?"

"You should know something." Zhou Zhu leaned forward a little, and stared at the look on my face when he spoke, as if he didn't want to miss the slightest hint of my expression.

I leaned back, seemed to be leaning on the chair easily, and asked casually, "And then? What do you want to say?"

"You are a different person from your father. With your current ability and the help of your friends, it is also possible to support yourself and take care of your brother. Why do you have to resist and attach at the same time? This is the hardest thing, don't you know? ?”

"Am I different from him..." The last word was almost submerged between the girl's lips and teeth, like a soft affirmation of self and a helpless irony.

The next moment, I looked up, "I have done everything he has done, even more contemptible than bluffing, or I am also an accomplice in crazy things."

The girl's voice was a little low, with the feeling of dampness scattered in front of the moldy basement when it first saw the sun, making it a little breathless.

Knowing such a thing, I was a little surprised, but I had a half-belief attitude, because someone had always been ironic before, and he would be deceived if he didn't observe carefully.

The girl on the opposite side seemed to fall into some kind of thought after saying this sentence, her eyes were lowered, her eyelashes cast shadows under her eyelids, and the beauty of her eyes was covered. Zhou Zhu knew that there must be someone in there who he wanted to spy on, but he never caught wind. All kinds of complex emotions in Ying are no longer so light that there is only calm and waveless, as if he is not nostalgic and does not belong to this world.

I closed my eyes hard, forced myself to pull my thoughts away from Nozomi Ando's affairs, and looked at Fuji Shusuke again, "But it doesn't matter if it's different, the things I use and own are all in this way or better. I got it in a crazy way, but now I’m restrained, that’s also because I got enough support before. While enjoying it, you want to get rid of the relationship at the same time, how can there be such a ridiculous thing, don’t you think?”

"And you guessed wrong, I don't resist at all, I just want to be a little more advanced. Why do I need so many cheap and useless sympathies? It's also deception. It's enough to only deceive the people who can bring the most benefits. If you are tired, you don’t have to worry about being exposed easily, it’s much easier to wear a mask on only one person than on everyone.” I think he should know what happened in Ice Emperor.

Looking at Fuji Shusuke with a half-smile, I spread my hands and shrugged, "So why did I leave my father? We are essentially the same, and he can still help me."

"Is that true? Your father seems to be out of step with you."

"I think it's fine anyway, anyway, he won't hurt me, and it's more real this way, doesn't it?" I said as I picked up the glass and drank some water.

"Can't you tell me the truth once?" Fuji's blue eyes opened again.

I suppressed the casual attitude around me, straightened my body, "In your impression, it's just the me I used to be, but now my mood has changed. I'm tired of this life and I'm starting to envy it, so I've been telling you the truth. "

I immersed myself in the past, with a hint of resentment and disdain in my tone, "It's too hypocritical to say that fate is unfair, but I really don't think I can jump out, so I just take a shortcut."

Tiredness was written on the corners of the girl's eyes and brows.How can you not feel tired when you are so busy every day that you have no time to rest?

"But this is not like you at all. You have always been indifferent, indifferent, and even a little arrogant. I don't think you care about other people's irrelevant words and treatment, and I don't think you will give up your principles like this."

"I'm not a good core, and now I'm just re-amplifying my inner desires. Besides, this is not simply giving up, wearing these principles as a decorative mask to confuse others, and throwing them away after achieving the goal. Think about it. I think it should be interesting." I resumed my disdainful and casual tone.

Although it was a nonchalant tone, the girl on the other side looked determined and determined to win.Fuji Zhouzhu didn't know whether he should believe it or not. He had never understood her very well. He just relied on his own intuition and guesswork. It's not incomprehensible for her to struggle like she is now, and then want to find a shortcut.

There was the sound of chairs moving at the table behind Zhou Zhu. When I looked up, I seemed to see the back of Keigo Atobe leaving.Did you read it wrong?How did he come here?

Although Fuji Zhouzhu didn't know the truth of what she said, he could see that she had made at least seven percent of her determination now, and even if she made a decision of five percent, no one else could persuade her.But even if it's a little chance for yourself, "I will help you, so don't force it, and don't just change yourself like this."

"While you've always been smart, you're really a little naive right now. You're not qualified."

Even the black-bellied and calm Fuji Zhou Zhu choked on her blunt words.

I looked at Fuji's expression, and consciously softened my tone, "I mean, I don't need your help." You can't help me much, and you may be involved.

I murmured: "I don't need to be sincere here, because I will definitely leave in the end."

The eagerness to leave in those eyes was so intense, Zhou Zhu believed what she said this time without any doubt, even though someone had "a lot of misdeeds" before.

"I don't need any feelings, because in the end I will definitely throw them away without hesitation." I looked straight into Fuji Shusuke's eyes, "So don't expect anything from me."

Zhou Zhu tilted his head and looked out the window, "It's really cruel." It was clearly summer, but his tone seemed to have the feeling of autumn leaves falling.

"That's why I only choose one person. No matter whether it is friendship or other feelings in the end, there is no need to worry too much. She is gentle but so cruel, and does not give other people a chance to enter at all." Zhou Zhu thought with a wry smile in his heart.

The two were silent for a while, then Fuji turned his head, "Kego Atobe has a strong insight, I don't think it is easy to achieve the goal in your way. You might as well ask him for help if you have any difficulties, This way things will be much simpler. As for envious vanity and the like, I really don't think this is your ultimate goal."

She couldn't figure out what she didn't want to say. Why did she choose Keigo Atobe as the target? Shusuke's intuition was not that simple.If it was another girl, maybe she would believe it.But Jisakura Oda gives people a sense of isolation from the outside world. She looks at the joys and sorrows of the people around her from the perspective of God, but she never puts too much emotion into it, saying that she will feel jealous and envious like ordinary people here. , and because of this, actively participate in the rules of the game in this world.How can a person who always said he was going to stay because of this kind of thing?

Do you still have to check it yourself?

"Believe it or not." I wish it was easy, too.I even doubted whether Oda Kogen did it on purpose, and told me the matter after I "confessed" to Keigo Atobe, forcing me to go up Liangshan, and it was hard to get off.

Bu Er Zhou Zhu didn't speak for a long time, and then he just said, "I'll take you back."

I turned my head to look at Bu Er.He pointed to the sky outside, "It's a bit late, it's a gentleman's courtesy for boys to send girls back."

I didn't directly say yes or no, but instead asked, "Can we be just ordinary friends?"

Fuji Zhouzhu looked at the girl with the expression of being a stranger if you say no, so he had no choice but to reply, "Otherwise? Are there other options?"

"Let's go then." The girl seemed relieved.

"It seems to have been stifled just before it sprouted." Fuji Zhousuke murmured, was he acting too obviously, it's really not a good idea to be discovered before he has fully squeezed into her life.For a girl who is too smart, she really has to be more black-bellied.

But judging by the way she looks, she will never respond.Do you have to let go slowly?

The girl in front turned around, "What are you muttering about?"

"It's nothing."

I looked at the slanting sunset and said slowly, "Because I was curious about the goodwill at the beginning, I don't know if I will still have enthusiasm when the secrets are exhausted? Knowing that the other party will abandon me without hesitation at some point, I started Will the suspicion exhaust the energy of both parties before the other party leaves?"

When she turned her head and spoke, there was the afterglow of the evening sun in her eyes, and like this light, she had a warm outline but a distant distance, and she refused to approach.Fuji Zhousuke just looked at the other party quietly without answering.

I continued, "Smart people don't like to be seen through by others, and they don't spend time and energy on irrational things." After a pause, I asked solemnly, "What do you think?"

Bu Er Zhou Zhu smiled, and only said lightly: "Let's go."

The shadows of the two walked side by side in the setting sun, and something in the air seemed to be blown away by the breeze.