Let me have a drunken dream

Bigbang's concert in S City was like a blizzard, and after a while there was an "aftertaste" like "a mess".On the Internet, in newspapers, on TV, and in books, their news is everywhere, and there are even their questions on the exam papers.And Chen Nianbei only left the shadow of Li Shengli in her heart, because she only needed this one, and the others were not important or needed to her.

On the day Li Shengli left, she suddenly decided to enroll in a Korean weekend training class.She was responsible for Li Shengli's Chinese learning that year. At that time, she dragged Li Shengli into her world. This time, she wanted to fully integrate into Li Shengli's world, although she would no longer have his guidance by her side.

Life is lived alone, as well as with multiple people, so Chen Nianbei lived it calmly.She just graduated from university and has been unemployed since she worked part-time at that concert.At the beginning, she insisted on going to job fairs every day, looking for seniors, senior sisters, junior girls, and juniors every day to get in touch with each other. She even visited all seven aunts and eight aunts.But in the end, only the helplessness of the alumni and relatives said "you really have a heart".After two weeks, she basically gave up and just lay at home making rice worms.

"I said, why aren't you self-motivated, kid? You gave up after just looking for a job?" Chen Nianbei's mother, Ms. Wu Meifeng, took a vegetable basket full of soybean sprouts from Chen Nian, who was lying on the sofa and eating oranges. Walk in front of the north.

Chen Nianbei looked at her mother twisting her fat buttocks, staggered past her, stuffed a piece of orange into her mouth, and said vaguely: "I'm not self-motivated? I've been away for half a month There is no result yet, what can I do." After finishing speaking, he stuffed another piece into his mouth.

Chen's mother put the soybean sprouts into the hot oiled pot, and after a "sizzling" sound, she picked up the spatula and stir-fried the soybean sprouts.With the sound of "shoveling and shoveling" in the kitchen, Mother Chen said again: "You are impetuous, and you stopped looking after only half a month? There are so many companies, large and small, in S City, how many times can you go through in half a month?" What? I’m not talking about you. The young people of your generation are just impatient and have no endurance. Once they touch porcelain, they will shout, ‘I’m quitting, what should I do?’. It’s terrible, this kind of mentality What a success. If you want me to say that you have never suffered, you are all spoiled and spoiled, and the family is an only child. The baby is tight, which led to your death. I think we were all brothers and sisters at home Yes, our parents don’t care much, so we are especially able to endure hardships. Let’s talk about your father, who was tired of starting a business for many years and never asked him to quit. And your uncle..."

Chen Nianbei grew up listening to these words since she was a child. Although her mother never said 'other people's children', over the years, 'your generation', 'our time', 'Just talk about your father' made her feel that it was not as straightforward as 'other people's children'.She rolled her eyes on the sofa, picked up the remote control to turn on the TV and switched channels one by one, waiting for her mother to finish the pair of clichés.

"Are you listening to me?" Mother Chen rushed out of the kitchen and took the remote control from Chen Nianbei's hand.Coincidentally, it happened to be on the TV station that was broadcasting Bigbang's previous concert.

"Listen, it's just how tough you were back then, but why we are not as good now." Chen Nianbei said while watching the performance on TV.

Chen's mother was so angry that she stretched out one hand to face Chen Nianbei's forehead with a click. "I know that your left ear goes in and the right comes out. I know why I never compare you with other people's children these years? It's because I have high expectations for you. When you were born, I heard your cry and felt that my daughter should be Guangzong Yaozu's national pillar. Good guy, you are not up to date. After studying in junior high school, you are not as good as you are every year. Let's not talk about the distance, let's talk about the distance. Your Uncle Li Baiqiao's son Shengli, every time your father and Whenever your Uncle Li meets you, you can say "How about my family's Nianbei", and listen to your Uncle Li say "My family is victorious". This person said, "When you are close to the vermilion, you will be red, and if you are close to the ink, you will be black". He, Li Shengli, is very good, why haven't you got some light?"

Chen Nianbei thought from the bottom of his heart which parents didn't like other people's children. Although they didn't say it, they were very happy in their hearts. "Mom, why didn't I get the honor? I just got the honor of victory and went to the University of Finance and Economics in S City. If I didn't get the honor, I don't know where I would stay in the corner. It's a pity that I just got it not long ago. South Korea. No, I didn’t let you grow a face along the way.”

"You are poor! You are spoiled. I really regret that I didn't give birth to younger brothers and sisters for you, so that you can suffer and experience the hardships of life." Mother Chen sat down on the mahogany next to Chen Nianbei. chair.

"I'm afraid that you will be born like me. After all, there are certain genetic laws." Chen Nianbei picked up an orange and handed it to her mother. "Mom, when it comes to fame, don't you always say that Dad is great. If I go to Dad's place to report tomorrow, I will get all the good things you have said all these years. I think I am not far from becoming a talent, you As for the expectation that I want to honor my ancestors and be a pillar of the country, I guess you will be able to see it in your lifetime."

Chen's mother took the orange and wanted to throw it on Chen Nianbei to relieve her anger. She raised her hand and put it down, smashing the orange on the coffee table. "Chen Nianbei, don't tell me you're going to work in your father's company!"

"Why didn't I plan? I just graduated from university these days, and I'm completely illiterate in sociology. It doesn't matter. I have no way out and no work experience. Normal companies don't want me! Why don't I go to my dad's place to get some experience, and maybe some companies will want me. .”

"You are worthless, if you go to Dad's company, you are not afraid of the company staff's pointing fingers? He was a very noble person in school, but he shouted and said, 'If I, Chen Nianbei, enter your company, Chen Qifan, I will My life is in vain, I'm a woman!' What? You're starting to mix into the mainstream of society now?" Chen's mother imitated Chen Nianbei's way of talking that year, and said in a strange tone.

Chen Nianbei nodded and looked at her mother, "I don't want to, but it doesn't mean I can stop doing it. I have gone to so many companies in the past half month, and I didn't dare to say how high a job I want and how much salary I want. , I bowed my head with a smile on my face and said, "Look at it". But in the end? My smile and patience only got no news. I knew it when I saw Kiki submit her resume in her senior year. The chances of fresh graduates finding a job are worse than panning for gold in the sand. But I still think I should give it a try. After this try, I finally understand that it doesn’t matter to me. Those who have no way out are like the goblins in "Journey to the West" who have no backstage. Only for death."

"So you want to work in your father's company?"

"That's not true. Use some experience to find someone else." Chen Nianbei responded immediately.

"You should go to school. You just think about it. You don't know your father's temper. He is as noble as you were before. He never asks anyone around him to work in the company, especially you." Mother Chen Get up and go back to the kitchen to continue cooking.

"Then what do you think we should do? Why don't you go and tell me?" Chen Nianbei followed Mother Chen into the kitchen to please her, as if picking up the leaves of chicken feathers.

"Hey, I can't pick this one, and neither can that one." Mother Chen pushed Chen Nianbei out of the kitchen. "You'd better study hard and take the postgraduate entrance examination. Don't go into the kitchen to make trouble."

"I'm reading the book. Didn't you see that I signed up for a Korean weekend training class." Chen Nianbei stayed at the kitchen door.

"Okay, then let me talk to your dad." Chen's mother softened her heart and agreed when she saw the rascal Chen Nianbei.In the final analysis, parents in the world are willing to do whatever is good for their children.

Seeing his mother agreeing, Chen Nianbei felt relieved, turned off the TV and went back to the bedroom to wait for lunch.

She looked at QQ on the computer, and Li Qiqi sent her a message.

"Nianbei? Are you there?"

Chen Nianbei remembered that this friend hadn't had much contact with her since returning to L City.Hastily typed a line, "Here."

After a while, Li Qiqi replied.

"Nianbei, I'm going to have a formal job."

"Okay, then congratulations. Are you still in that Korean electronics company?"

"No, I changed one."

"Switched? Which one?"

"It's hard for me to say, after all, I can't tell. But I'm here to say goodbye to you. I'm going to work in Korea."

"Going to Korea?" Chen Nianbei thought it was really strange these days, everyone around him was going to Korea.Li Shengli has gone, and she, Li Qiqi, will also go.She really wondered if everyone surnamed Li was destined to go to that place.

"Well, I met someone, which can also be said to be an opportunity. I think maybe if I miss this time in my life, it will be difficult to have a chance to make a difference. I don't want to give up. Nianbei, cheer for me!"

Li Qiqi has always been a very strong and courageous person, she dared to fight, so Chen Nianbei believed that she could win. "Well, I'm cheering for you! I hope you're all well over there. If you have any unhappy things, you can talk to me." There is a kind of friendship called love at first sight. Chen Nianbei and Li Qiqi have been friends since they were four years in college.When she saw Li Qiqi, she liked this girl at first sight, and wanted to be friends with her.

"Nianbei, I can't bear you, my family, our university, the people and things in the years we spent together, and many things. I always feel that I got the purest and most holy God in the most beautiful years. Whatever you have in the future is nothing compared to the best."

"Don't say that, people will have things in a time period. Besides, how do you know good and bad if you haven't experienced it? Kiki, I believe tomorrow will be brighter than today!"

"Okay, let me borrow your auspicious words. One day when I, Li Qiqi, become rich, I will definitely let you have a full meal. If you, Chen Nianbei, are rich, you can treat me to a full feast. If you and I are not developed, then we will have a full meal." Let's start again together."

"Then what if we are all developed?"

"If they are all developed, then we can eat the Manchu Banquet together, and the price is half of the price for each person."

"Okay, I'll remember. Don't break your promise, or I won't forgive you!"

"Okay, these days, only you, Chen Nianbei, are forgetful, but not me, Li Qiqi, who broke my promise."

"Hey, you're quite confident! Speaking of Li Damei, when are you leaving? Do you want me to send you off or something?"

"I'm leaving the afternoon of the day after tomorrow. I don't care about seeing off the plane or something. That kind of tearful scene is like parting from life and death. I can't bear it the most."

"The day after tomorrow! So soon." Chen Nianbei didn't expect that this was a good-bye chat before his friends left.

"Well, this was also decided yesterday. I know it's quite hasty, but I still want to say goodbye to you. After all, our four-year 'anti-war friendship' was not for nothing."

"Okay, you have a good trip, I'm waiting for your good news in S City. Remember to take good care of yourself, don't wrong yourself with food and clothing, the latitude is high, the weather is cold, don't let yourself catch a cold."

"En. I know. When I arrive in Korea, I will change a local mobile phone number and send it to you. If you want to think about it, call me, and if I have something to talk to you, the hotline is open 24 hours a day."

"Okay..." Chen Nianbei felt that although the distance between S City and L City was separated, and the computer screen could not hear or see the other party, the feelings were right in front of her eyes, and the sadness of separation made her not want to Say something more.

"Then I'm off. Goodbye." Then Li Qiqi's profile picture turned gray.After a long, long time, I didn't see it lit up. Chen Nianbei would never imagine that this was the last time she and Li Qiqi chatted on a Chinese-style mass media like QQ.What happened later made her regret too much.She also finally knew that it was never a good word to be wrong.