Let me have a drunken dream

In the early morning of October, the weather has begun to be slightly cool, and the leaves on the trees are also turning yellow, but they just don't fall, as if they are holding their last breath.Even in this weather, the corridors of the Expeditionary Hospital in S City are already full of temporary beds, with all kinds of injured patients lying on them, but most of them are elderly people.Each of them has a hanging bottle, all of which are hung with green ropes. They seem to be full of vitality, clean and tidy, but they have an indescribable smell, which seems to be the unique disinfectant of the hospital, and seems to be A symbol of the number of days, especially when so many people crowded together to make the deserted corridor "lively" like a memorial service.Chen Nianbei didn't like this kind of scene, she felt oppressed, she once thought that one day she would spend her old age like these old people, she would rather die by euthanasia, at least she wouldn't have to experience depression and anxiety at the end of her life. hapiness.She thought that she was happy and carefree when she was born, so why should she let herself be in a bad place when she died?No matter how unsatisfactory life is, don't treat yourself badly when you leave. This is also called consummation.Why don't people draw a full stop at the end of life that can pass the passing line?

Chen Nianbei quickly walked across the corridor with fruits and nutritional supplements, looking for the ward of Li Shengli's father, Li Baiqiao.Li Baiqiao lived in a good place because of his financial resources. He lived on a high floor and it was quiet. Chen Nianbei felt relieved when he got into the elevator and went upstairs.

"How is Uncle Li today?" Chen Nianbei greeted warmly as soon as he entered the door.She put the fruit and nutritional supplements on the side table, then turned the wooden chair in front of the table to face Li Baiqiao and sat down.

Li Baiqiao, who was reading the newspaper, pushed off his presbyopic glasses on his nose, squinted his eyes, saw that the young girl who came was Chen Nianbei, and laughed heartily, "Nianbei is here, I feel much better."

Chen Nianbei got up and got a cup of hot water for Li Baiqiao, and handed it to him, "I can also see that your complexion is much better than last week. This daily improvement is not in vain for my regular report every Sunday .”

Li Baiqiao held the cup in one hand, and put away the newspaper in the other, thinking about putting it on the table beside the bed.Chen Nianbei immediately reached out to pick up the newspaper and folded it.

"Now you are the only one who comes to see me. Little girl, when I look at you, I think of that brat in my family. That good-for-nothing thing, who gave up such a good school and such a good family, don't just walk away. He just left, but there was no news." Li Baiqiao took a sip of hot water, sighed, and shook his head. "Forget it, let's go. If he has the guts, let me go. If he has the ability, don't come back. I won't recognize him when he comes back."

The more Li Baiqiao talked, the more excited he became, and the more he talked, the moister his eyes became.This is the way between father and son. They can't let go of the so-called man's face. Although they say they want to break away from the relationship, they are extremely reluctant in their hearts.Chen Nianbei made Li Baiqiao happy, "Uncle, don't say that, if you really don't recognize him, I don't think you can bear it. Such a big son was almost brought up by you as both a father and a mother. This feeling is not just talk, after all, blood is thicker than water."

"Blood is thicker than water? If blood is thicker than water, he should remember the bond between father and son, and he can't leave without a word. He wants to say hello to me, so I have a good idea in my heart. Better than worrying about whether he has enough money all day long? What about his job? Has he been bullied? Sometimes I wonder if he is still alive? In the end, it’s all my fault. If you don’t have a family, your son will also be dragged down. After finally leaving Gwangju, I thought that life would be peaceful from now on, but this kind of thing happened to my mother again, what a family misfortune! My good son left like this!" Li Baiqiao burst into tears as he spoke.Chen Nianbei took out a tissue from his bag and handed it to the sick father who missed his son.

"Uncle, this matter is because Shengli is thinking of love and filial piety, so he will go back to see Aunt Pu. If he ignores you, you may be calling him heartless and ungrateful now. If you want to be more open, Victory has been smart since he was a child, so he can't suffer." Chen Nianbei comforted.

"Girl, what you said is true. It's just that children are a piece of meat in their parents' hearts. Even if they leave, they will think about it even if there is news, not to mention that he doesn't even have news. Why doesn't this make people worry and resentful?" Li Baiqiao said emotionally. It's stable, and said to Chen Nianbei.

Chen Nianbei is a soft-hearted person, she knows that Li Shengli is his father's heart disease.Thinking of Shengli's instructions when she took Shengli away, she was afraid that Li Baiqiao would be emotional, so she said cautiously: "Uncle, I have contacted Shengli. He is in Seoul now, and he is doing well. He has not been bullied. He is also there." Went to college, I heard it was good, he also graduated, I forgot what the name of the school is. But Shengli told me that he found a good job, the monthly salary is quite high, and his life is very good. "Chen Nianbei picked and told Li Shengli's current news to Li Baiqiao. During the period, he participated in some lies, but it was also for Li Baiqiao's good. After all, he is a relatively traditional man. He hoped that Li Shengli could come to take over his company.If he knew that Li Shengli had entered the entertainment circle, it might be another big stimulus.

After hearing the news that he had a son, Li Baiqiao listened carefully to every word Chen Nianbei said. He wished he could engrave every word Chen Nianbei said in his mind, and the flash of light in his eyes might be called "hope" .

"Really? He's in Seoul? When did you get in touch? How did he get in touch with you? Phone or E-mail? Did he tell you where he lives in Seoul?" Li Baiqiao asked everything he wanted to ask at once. When he came out, he wished Chen Nianbei could take a photo of Li Shengli right now.

Chen Nianbei realized that she did not have Li Shengli's contact information.Even if they met, they didn't leave anything behind. Compared with the time three years ago, there was only one more agreement.She suddenly felt very pitiful, she and Li Baiqiao were really tortured by the waiting, even a little news would be a life-saving straw.But she lost her position recklessly and forgot to ask for her contact information. This time, she was the one who committed the crime herself.

"Uncle, don't worry, he didn't say where he lives. I just found out about him yesterday. He asked me a friend in Korea to help deliver the news. I don't know anything else. I have to ask my friend. She also said she didn't know." Chen Nianbei finished these lies with his head down, although it's not good to lie to people, it's better than telling Li Baiqiao 'Victory came to S city but didn't come to see him', 'Victory came to be an artist' These words come well.

"Brat, that's how he is. He thinks he's invincible, and he doesn't want to say anything, and he doesn't want to confess. It's good, as long as there is news. Since he can speak once, it proves that he still thinks about this Yes, he will speak a second time too." Li Baiqiao couldn't close his mouth in joy, he finally knew the news about his son, half of the knots in his heart were untied, and his worries were let go.

"Yes, we are not in a hurry. He will definitely have other news one after another. Don't worry. Your task now is to recuperate well and wait for him to come back, and let him not be burdened." Chen Nianbei tucked Li Baiqiao up. Quilt.

"Yeah, wait for him to come back. Nianbei, he is coming back, so you can settle down. I also see you two, and I count on you to be my wife. This kid wants to be with you. I don't have to worry about him in this life." Li Baiqiao said earnestly.

Chen Nianbei couldn't help but blushed, feeling embarrassed, "Uncle, it's too early for you to say that. Shengli and I are both young. There is no rush for this matter. Besides, he is not sure when he will come back." .”

"Then you find a way to find him. Since he can find you, you can find him. If you urge him, maybe he thinks it's better to be a wife, so he will come back."

"Uncle, I'll come to see you next week. I'm leaving." Chen Nianbei was told that he couldn't hold back his face, so he had to run away with an excuse.

Bigbang's comeback was more or less external, and after returning to China, they went on separate activities.Cui Shengxian continued to shoot his new movie, and this time the heroine she played with was newcomer Liu Mei Ni.Probably mixed with Chinese, Korean, French, and Italian blood, Liu Mei Ni is a real beauty. With a height of 170 and a completely S-shaped figure, her whole body is white, revealing the tenderness and tenderness of a woman.And that face is even more like a delicate doll, the typical profound face of Europeans has the small facial features unique to Asian women, the soft lips are gentle when they are not smiling, but they are cute when they smile, and the tall nose Standing right on the face, it is more exaggerated and less petty. The big watery eyes are matched with light brown eyeballs, and the long eyelashes that are naturally upturned are full of femininity.If he was glanced at by such a woman, it would not be an exaggeration to say that even if an ordinary man died, he would be stunned to death by her electric shock.Cui Shengxian admitted that when he saw Liu Mini for the first time, his eyes really lit up, but it was only a bright spot.There are not one or two such women in the entertainment industry, and it is not uncommon to see a lot of them like the scenery, so it is even more uncommon.

"Okay, Ka!" the director yelled through a loudspeaker after a scene.

The sound of "cut" was the end of the day's shooting. Liu Meini wore a beautiful dress, but stepped on flat shoes, and her whole body was full of a friendly girl-next-door feeling.She walked to the side of Cui Shengxian who was wearing a coat, stared wide-eyed and said sweetly with a baby voice that is rare for Korean women: "Brother Shengxian, are you free tonight?"

Cui Shengxian stopped in the air while putting on his clothes, and looked at Liu Meini strangely.

It was probably his eyes that frightened her, she stammered like she was frightened, "I... I... I want to ask brother Shengxian about acting, I have something I don't know about tomorrow's play, I hope you can Speak to Brother Seunghyun."

Cui Shengxian continued his unfinished dressing action. After he slowly put on his coat and straightened his collar, he still said slowly in his characteristic low voice: "Miss Liu really worked hard. You should arrive at the shooting location early tomorrow. Just one click. Even at night."

Seeing that Cui Shengxian, who rejected her, wanted to leave with her bag, she immediately caught up with him and held him regardless of etiquette, "Brother Shengxian, I'm afraid I won't be able to make it in time for the first scene at 5 o'clock tomorrow morning. Let's go to Yakaiqi Western Restaurant tonight Well, there is the most authentic red wine and T-bone steak."

Cui Shengxian felt that this beautiful girl looked weak and weak, but she had a spirit of never giving up until she reached her goal, and her temper was extremely strong.He suddenly felt that she was somewhat similar to Chen Nianbei, but not quite. He couldn't tell what it was, it seemed to be a feeling.He wanted to explore this feeling because he was curious.

"Okay, then tonight at 7 o'clock."

When Liu Meini heard that Cui Shengxian agreed again, she was a little happy and incoherent, "Well, okay. This... Brother Shengxian... I... thank you for that."

It's cute that Liu Mei Ni is at a loss, and she smiles like a kitten.Cui Shengxian felt more and more like Chen Nianbei.He remembered that when Chen Nianbei laughed, his eyes would narrow into a line, but Chen Nianbei's eyelashes were long, so he became more and more lazy, like a lazy cat basking in the sun in the afternoon.He laughed at himself, why did he think of the doctor who was confused with Shengli?He unconsciously touched his neck, where the warmth and softness of Chen Nianbei's lips from the concert that day still remained.He admitted that he liked this feeling, not only filled with Chen Nianbei's body fragrance, but also a feeling of hormonal explosion.He thought that maybe it was because he hadn't had a woman for so long that he recalled an unexpected kiss like this.Perhaps he needs to work harder to forget this need.

At 6:[-] p.m., Liu Meini was waiting in the Yakechi restaurant in a white dress with a handbag and a script.She chose a corner location in case she was remembered for having dinner with Choi Seung Hyun.

She picked up the mirror in her handbag, took a picture, looked at her flawless makeup, and waited for Cui Shengxian confidently.

At 7 o'clock, Cui Shengxian changed into a suit and arrived at the Yakaiqi Western Restaurant on time. He was surprised that Liu Meini arrived early, but he felt that it was reasonable for others to ask him to arrive early, so he didn't need to care about it.The waiter diligently helped him open the chair, he gracefully took off his suit jacket and hung it on the back of the chair, took a step forward and sat down like a gentleman.And his white shirt just wrapped his strong body. When he bent over, the flesh color of his body was vaguely sexy under the white shirt, and that kind of sexy was exclusive to men.

Liu Meini admitted that she fell in love with this man the first time she saw him, and she knew this was her type.Apart from the script, the second purpose of today's dinner is to get close to Cui Shengxian. She is reluctant to let go of such a man.She looked at the ups and downs of Cui Shengxian's open neckline caused by the movement of her Adam's apple, and she couldn't help but feel a kind of desire. That kind of desire urged her to get closer to this man. She wanted him, wanted a man and wanted a heart.

"Brother Shengxian, thank you for coming to the appointment." Liu Meini picked up the red wine on the table and toasted Cui Shengxian.

Cui Shengxian also picked up the cup and touched hers lightly, with a "ding", it was crisp but low-key.

When Liu Meini was thinking about what to start the conversation with, Cui Shengxian suddenly spoke. "The steak is here, let's eat the steak while it's hot. We'll talk about the script when we're done eating." Immediately, Cui Shengxian started.This made Liu Meini feel overwhelmed. Originally, she wanted to start the conversation by asking him about the quality of life, but she was stopped by a steak.She looked at Cui Shengxian, who was eating steak quietly and gracefully, with her head down, as if she was too lazy to even look at her. For the first time, she hated steak a little bit.But she had to maintain her gentle image, she had to swallow this breath, and pretended to be dignified and cut the steak.

A capture calculation that should have been perfect in Liu Meini's plan was in vain.Cui Shengxian's one is one, 22 let her smash her silver teeth and swallow them in her stomach.Before and after, besides eating steak, he talked about scripts.Liu Meini thought he would confront her again, but he refused.But if he refuses, he refuses. After eating western food, the man should be a gentleman to send the lady home, but Cui Shengxian said that Quan Zhilong's car happened to pass by, so he hitched a ride and asked Liu Mini to go back as she came.She looked at Quan Zhilong who arrived on time just as they left the house, and felt an indescribable sense of frustration and anger.But she still had to laugh, and sent those two people off with a smile, and then she walked back to her residence alone.But she doesn't give up, she doesn't believe that there is no man she can't catch.

Quan Zhilong played fashionable hip-pop music on the car, and Cui Shengxian heard the rap part and joined together.

"Brother, you can think about it. You are willing to let such a mixed-race beauty go back alone and drag me to be a villain. Tsk tsk, tell the truth, don't you think it's a pity?" Quan Zhilong glanced at Cui Shengxian and smiled wickedly explain.

Cui Shengxian stopped the rap in his mouth, "Oh, what a pity? It's not a pity at all. There are such women in the circle. The purpose of her asking me out for dinner today is clearly to seduce me, why should I fall into her tricks."

The car happened to hit a red light, Quan Zhilong turned his head and saw Cui Shengxian looked as if nothing happened and said: "Since that brother knows, why bother to go to this appointment? Isn't this a waste of time, and you still have to write a song?" I called over halfway through writing."

Cui Shengxian will definitely not tell Quan Zhilong that at first he felt that Liu Meini and Chen Nianbei were somewhat similar in character, and he missed Chen Nianbei who gave him a different feeling.He thought that what Chen Nianbei gave was just a feeling, and he felt that Liu Meini could also give it.But when he saw Liu Meini in a dress in the western restaurant, he finally understood that Chen Nianbei was Chen Nianbei, and Liu Meini was Liu Meini, they were not the same at all.The initial feeling was just Liu Meini's disguise, but in the final analysis, Chen Nianbei's taste was still lingering in his mind, so that once there was a slight resemblance, he felt similar.He will never forget that Chen Nianbei is the one who wears a blue shirt and khaki hot pants and a pair of pure white canvas shoes to eat in a western restaurant. She is a strong but aloof girl with a hint of aloofness. It is gentler than any high-end perfume.Such a girl can only be Chen Nianbei, others will never be able to do it, nor can they resemble her.So Liu Mei Ni's worldliness was immediately revealed in the western restaurant, which made him completely lose interest.

"At first she had the temperament of an old friend, just curious, but later I found out that it was just my illusion at that moment, two completely different people would not be the same. As for you, I saw you first on my phone, so it was you Already." Cui Shengxian answered Quan Zhilong's question.When it comes to Quan Zhilong, it seems to be a matter of course.

When the green light came on, Quan Zhilong drove forward, "Brother, who is the 'old friend' you are talking about?" The "sister" that Quan Zhilong said was Cui Shengxian's ex-girlfriend Jin Yuling, who was also Cui Shengxian's first love.Choi Seung Hyun hasn't had a girlfriend since his first love ended.Perhaps it was because Jin Yuling gave him too much that no woman could compare to Jin Yuling, and it also made him unable to get out of the three words Jin Yuling for a long time.However, Jin Yuling and Chen Nianbei are completely opposite people. If Chen Nianbei is a piece of warm jade, then Jin Yuling is a spring of water.One is strong on the outside and fragile on the inside, and the other is weak on the outside but strong on the inside.

Cui Shengxian obviously didn't want to answer this question, he wanted to change the subject: "Where is Victory? Usually he will come out to join in the fun at such times."

Quan Zhilong is not a fool, he understands Cui Shengxian's intentions.He understood that this was Cui Shengxian's Achilles' heel, so it was best not to mention it.He climbed down the pole, "He went to talk to President Yang all afternoon today, and he heard that President Yang lost his temper. I really don't know what this kid said?"

"He has always been impulsive, but President Yang's methods are not one or two points. It is conceivable that he went to negotiate. But what he talked about makes me curious."

"How do I know, you can ask next time." Quan Zhilong parked the car in the parking space, turned off the engine and got out of the car with Cui Shengxian.

"Go in and have a drink." Cui Shengxian called to stop Quan Zhilong who escorted him to the door.

"No, I still haven't finished writing the song when I go back. I have to go." Quan Zhilong politely refused.

Cui Shengxian also understands Quan Zhilong's character, and also knows that the meaning of music to Quan Zhilong is comparable to life.So I didn't do anything to keep him, and let him go. "Well, it's the same when I invite you to drink next time. Be careful on the road."

"Understood, brother." Quan Zhilong waved his hand behind his back.The car keys in his hand also drew a silver halo in the dark night.

After watching Quan Zhilong's car drive out of his high-end residential area, he entered the house with peace of mind.

His house was bought with the money he earned from filming and commercials over the years.At that time, buying such a high-end villa was actually just to prove to his father who was an officer that he could also obtain extraordinary financial and material resources by relying on his strength.There was a sense of accomplishment during the period after the decoration was completed, but after that period, such a big house made him feel lonely, and he felt empty and had nowhere to go.No matter how beautiful the house is, no matter how much I can prove, I can't resist the feeling of emptiness.After living for a long time, he realized that such a proof was simply naive. What his father wanted to see was how well he lived, not how rich he was.It turns out that being rich has never meant happiness and success.

He took a bottle of beer from the fridge, which he drank as he walked, turning on all the lights in the house.He felt that only bright ones would make him feel less lonely and deserted.But this bright light illuminated the room, it was deserted but it couldn't shine into his heart.He is used to lying on the bed and watching TV. In fact, he doesn't know what is on the TV. He only knows that his voice and the voice on the TV are coming out of the house. He is not alone.

After drinking too much, he got up in a daze and went upstairs to take a shower and go to sleep.He walked quietly by himself, still slowly but swaying a little.He held on to the railing and went upstairs, ignoring the TV that was playing in the living room and all the lights that he turned on.He walked on the stairs and sat on the steps, his head resting on the handrail of the stairs, with his eyes closed, he finally admitted that he was afraid of being lonely, he was vulnerable, and he was looking forward to warmth.Just who will drive away his loneliness and make him happy?Who will understand his fragility and comfort him?Who will warm him and make him happy?He suddenly thought of Chen Nianbei, but he immediately shook his head with a smile, laughing at himself for drinking too much, how could it be her?There is such a long distance between him and her, such a deep culture, reality, and so many things that maybe he can't even think of.Moreover, identities, positions, occupations, and nationalities are all different, and the right time, location, and people are the same as them.

He continued up the stairs, then took a quick shower and threw himself under the covers.Perhaps it was the effect of the alcohol, and he fell asleep quickly.He remembered that he had a dream, in which he dreamed that Chen Nianbei was wearing an apron and cooking in the kitchen of this house.He remembered that Chen Nianbei told him that the bath water in the bathroom had been put away, so go take a shower quickly.