Let me have a drunken dream

A year and a half has passed quickly, and the little doll in Chen Nianbei's arms has already learned to babble, trotting on the ground to play tricks on her, he is like a little devil in the world.

After learning the news of being deported that day, she returned to City S three days later.She leaned against the wall in the 'little room' at immigration headquarters and thought a lot.She thought of her college life again, and recalled the reunion with Li Shengli and Cui Shengxian's first meeting.I remembered the little things between them, and remembered every word he said to her.Thinking about her blurred his vision, thinking about her thinking about him, thinking about it terribly.Then she began to close her eyes, imagining him sitting next to her and holding her, stroking her hair with his broad palms, and kissing her forehead as usual, whispering 'here I am'.But there was silence in her ear, where there was no whispering, the cold wall behind her reminded her that there were no kisses, no generous palms, no embraces, nothing.Even so, she is still unwilling to open her eyes, because the memories are the most profound only when her eyes are closed.

The time in "Little Room" is almost "stationary", and it is really not an exaggeration to live like a year.She couldn't bear to use memories to numb herself every night. The moment she saw Xiao Yujing, she tried every means to buy a plane ticket back to China, thinking that she must leave this place.The day she walked away with Xiao Yujing in her arms, she was extremely embarrassed. When she passed through the customs, she couldn't forget the contemptuous eyes of the people around her and the excessive body searches.When she set foot on the land of S City, she didn't have the pride of returning to her hometown. She thought she would be happily brought back home by Cui Shengxian, but now she was forced out of the airport penniless by the customs, like A fugitive living abroad.How unforgettable, what a shame, what a hate!These were given to her by others.

Since that day, she never wanted to mention any details about that time.She instinctively avoided and forgot.When Xiao Yujing followed her home, Wu Meifeng was taken aback.She didn't tell Wu Meifeng whose child Xiao Yujing was, she just said that she was married and divorced, and that next time she wanted to arrange a blind date, remember to tell others that she was a second-married woman and had a troublesome life.

Chen Nianbei looked as if he had been irritated and his whole nerves were fragile.Wu Meifeng didn't dare to ask more questions.Let's talk more, and don't even care about the fact that she didn't go home for a year and a half.She took care of Chen Nianbei and Xiao Yujing for a whole week, and Chen Nianbei's trance and lethargy this week made her heart ache as a mother.

The first thing Chen Nianbei did after he recuperated was to register for Xiao Yujing's household registration. The child's vaccines and welfare should be all there is, and moreover, it does need a household registration.She hesitated for a long time when writing her name, and the aunt at the registration office urged her two or three times and finally wrote down 'Chen Yujing'.She thought that the possibility of going back to Seoul is almost gone, the child will live with her after all, it's not that she has no confidence in Cui Shengxian.It's just that after going through that incident, she suddenly understood that she didn't dare to place any hope on anyone anymore, it was because she believed in Cui Shengxian so much that she ended up with today's result.If Cui Shengxian came back to find her if he wanted to, it would not be difficult to change the child's name at that time.The difficulty was that she was afraid that she might never be able to wait for this man again.

In a year and a half, she "officially" went to Seth International to accept a "transfer" and returned to work under Wang Nan.Chen Nianbei slapped herself severely for the 'big words and ambitions' she said to him two years ago.It was she who lost, because she was young and frivolous, and she didn't know the heights of the sky and the earth.When Wang Nan saw her coming back, he didn't sneer at her at all, and directly promoted her to be his assistant.It seems that the past has never happened, and no one mentioned it.

This year's winter in City S was extremely cold and wet, and Chen Nianbei happened to work overtime until late at night.Since returning to S City, overtime work seems to have become more frequent, and it has a tacit understanding with this high-paced city.After get off work late at night, Wang Nan offered to take her home.Chen Nianbei didn't refuse either.Although it was late at night, the nightlife in City S had just begun, and the car was jammed up unsurprisingly.

The time in the traffic jam was the slowest, so Wang Nan turned on the radio in the car and tuned to the entertainment news channel.What was broadcast on the radio was still gossip from the entertainment industry.It's nothing more than which female star and male director, and which male star has a love history with several female stars.

"You like to hear this kind of news?" Chen Nianbei looked at Wang Nan with a smile, his words were teasing.

Wang Nan didn't take it seriously, and replied with a smile: "What's wrong with listening to entertainment news? I'm also an ordinary person, so I can't avoid it."

"You don't look like you're listening to entertainment news, your temperament doesn't match." Chen Nianbei said.

Wang Nan looked out of the window and smiled: "You think highly of me, what kind of temperament does not match, I am just an ordinary person, watch the entertainment news to adjust my life." Life is a script of ups and downs, and occasionally You need to read other people's scripts, to affirm yourself to a certain extent, and to be alert to yourself to a certain extent.

"Oh." Afterwards, Chen Nianbei listened to the entertainment news and stared at the slow-moving vehicles outside the window.

Wang Nan is not a person who can chat very well, at least he and Chen Nianbei feel that there is a gap between them.This gap exists both materially and spiritually.As a result, whenever there is a topic between them, they can't stick to five sentences, and in the end they always have to end with Chen Nianbei's lack of words.

At this moment, a piece of Korean entertainment news was broadcast on the radio. This piece of news was something that Chen Nianbei thought about day and night—Cui Shengxian retired from the army.

There has been no contact between them for 2 years, and she has undergone tremendous changes in the past two years.But no matter how many things changed, her love for him never wavered.She didn't know how much her departure would affect him?She took out her mobile phone, and the number in the address book was still there.Although she left for no apparent reason, it was time to give him an explanation.She was always happy when he came back.