Let me have a drunken dream

Chen Nianbei, who had resigned, had been doing nothing at home with her belly up. Occasionally she would go out for a walk, but she was afraid of meeting paparazzi, so she had to be careful.But most of the time she stays at home, watching TV, reading books, or just sleeping to pass the time.The days of being rice worms are too boring, especially when Cui Shengxian comes back occasionally, he feels that the house is empty and uncomfortable.She finally understood why Cui Shengxian said that a person's big house is useless no matter how big it is. A house is a house, and there are people who have warmth, otherwise it is a cold container.

The day before New Year's Eve, Li Qiqi unexpectedly paid a visit.She took a lot of gifts, all of which are for pregnancy protection and health care.The big and small bags seem to be going home to visit relatives.Chen Nianbei took the things in her hand and said with a smile, "Come as soon as you come, what are you doing with so many things?"

Li Qiqi put on her slippers, "It's the first time I've come to your house, so I'm so embarrassed to come here empty-handed. Are you pregnant? I think you definitely need this supplement."

Chen Nianbei poured a glass of boiled water for Li Qiqi, "You really mean it, and I'm embarrassed." She sat next to Li Qiqi, and continued, "Aren't you going back for the New Year this year? Do you want to stay with me?"

Li Qiqi just picked up the water glass, when she heard Chen Nianbei's words, she turned her head to look at Chen Nianbei, then shook her head.She took a sip of water and said, "I used to think about going home when the new year was over. The sooner I can leave, the better. On the contrary, this year I want to go back later, so I am reluctant to leave."

Love without a bottom in my heart, when I love and love, I become grasping and grasping, I am reluctant to bear all the tenderness given by the other party, and I am afraid that if I turn around, he will no longer be my own, so I would rather be tired, and I would rather give up something, as long as we can rely on each other It's fine.

She put down the glass, and then asked Chen Nianbei the same question.Chen Nianbei replied with a smile that her reason was the same as hers, but there was one more helplessness. She smiled and said that they were in the same disease.Li Qiqi shook her head and denied it, she thought that Chen Nianbei was in the blessing, at least she could see a little bit, but she couldn't even see what was in front of her.

Obviously this topic is not a good one, Li Qiqi didn't want to say more, then she changed the topic, "I heard that Shengli has returned to City S recently.

"With his little fiancee?"

Li Qiqi was surprised that Chen Nianbei still didn't know about Li Shengli's remorse, "He and that little girl had separated a long time ago. He went back alone, and the company just gave him a holiday at the end of the year. I guess he went back to see his father, after all I haven't been home for so long."

"Really separated?" Chen Nianbei asked doubtfully.After all, Li Enzhu had come to her aggressively at that time, and she had also seen Li Shengli and the others flirting with each other.

Li Qiqi looked at Chen Nianbei's disbelief, smiled thoughtfully and said, "Why? You still don't believe this? Could it be that you still have some thoughts in your heart? You and him have had a deep sadomasochistic relationship Yes, the four years of university are nothing but waiting for the time to pass, but people are waiting for others. No one can be reconciled to this matter, even if he has no feeling, it doesn't show that he is unrestrained."

Chen Nianbei glared at Li Qiqi, "What nonsense are you talking about? I have a four-month-old baby in my belly, why are you still thinking about him?"

Li Qiqi apologized with a smile, and continued: "Their couple was originally a concubine and a ruthless man, and it was a matter of time before they separated. I heard that it was a misunderstanding that Shengli began to approach her, but for some reason they said they were engaged. At that time, Shengli His mother is critically ill, and he also has problems with the capital turnover of Shengli College. It is probably because Li Enzhu's family background is good, but he has made the best use of his "things". Now his problems have been solved, and of course they will part ways." She did not believe that Li Shengli and Li Enzhu could What's the result? Li Enzhu is too young and too arrogant to be suitable for Li Shengli.Besides, Li Shengli never let go of Chen Nianbei in his heart, but if some feelings are missed, they are missed, and there is no reason or possibility to come back, even if they were in love once.However, people always regard what has been lost as the best.

Chen Nianbei was not surprised that Li Shengli would do such a thing. It cannot be said that he was right, but it was indeed his style.She grew up with him, knowing that he always does things to achieve his goals by any means, and he can completely ignore the life and death of the people around him.He is always used to making compensations after the fact, but he is very good at calculating. He has exhausted those who have been used and calculated, and they will be of little value in the future. Of course, there are not many opportunities to deal with them afterwards.

"So that's the case. With Li Enzhu's personality, she is willing to let it go?" she asked.

Li Qiqi leaned on the sofa and said lazily: "The little girl is young. Li Shengli believed everything and recognized everything after she said a few good words. She just said that she didn't want to get married and it had nothing to do with Shengli. There is nothing people can do, and this matter will be over.”

"Hehe, one is willing to fight and the other is willing to suffer." Chen Nianbei sneered.Thinking that Li Shengli is worthy of it, speaking the truth, he is more sincere than anyone else when he pleads, and he can say it better than anyone else. If he understands it with affection and moves him with reason, there is no way he will not forgive him.It's Li Enzhu who is pitiful. After wasting so much time in vain, the cooked duck still flew away.

In the matter of feelings, even if you love me, it may not necessarily result in results.Even if the starting point of two people is on the same line, as long as they are not on the same point, the final result is inevitable or nothing. 'Same goal by different routes' is obviously not used in the emotional world.

Li Qiqi casually picked up a pillow at hand, hugged it in front of her stomach, and sat lazily, "The one in your family earns a lot. This house is big and grand, but it's a little less human." She said Looking around, he continued: "A man's work is important, it is the foundation of his life, but he is really willing to come back to accompany you occasionally? Home is what can accompany him for the rest of his life. Is it possible that he really intends to bring career into his home?" In the coffin?" Li Qiqi knows that Cui Shengxian's work progress is quite fast, and he is rushing to solo, and he is running around the world to start a tour, promote, and treat himself like a machine.

Li Qiqi was used to being casual in front of Chen Nianbei, she dared to pop anything out of her mouth.Chen Nianbei didn't care about it either, "Everyone has their own destiny and their own pursuits. He is busy with work, so there is nothing he can do about it. It is better to earn more than to earn less. If he has no career, I still think he is incompetent. Also It was during the period when I was at home every day with my child that I felt deserted, but when I was working before, he and I were so busy that it was common for us not to care about each other."

This made Li Qiqi feel unbelievable. She told Chen Nianbei that what he was talking about was not about love, but about life.The process of young lovers getting bored and crooked is skipped directly, and the life of young and middle-aged people in their 40s and [-]s is skipped.It's almost like the old and the young are standing up to each other.

Chen Nianbei also wants to be bored and fall in love, but time does not allow, she is content with being bored occasionally, it is delicious as a dessert in life. "Whatever you say, as long as I am satisfied."

Li Qiqi didn't take it seriously either, she shrugged casually. "I'm going back to City L tomorrow. My mother is about to be discharged from the hospital. I'm also going back to improve my family's life. It's my filial piety."

"Are you coming to Seoul again after the next year? I said you should let go of what you should do and don't procrastinate. Let's not mention Quan Zhilong's matter first, just say that your current situation is not good for you." Chen Nianbei stood up and changed Li Qiqi's cup of hot water water.

After receiving the hot water, Li Qiqi took a sip and said, "I know, let me think about it again. I will come back after this year if there is no accident."

Her temper is too stubborn, and she is always indecisive when dealing with feelings. Chen Nianbei feels that it is useless to talk, and she has nothing to do.Simply take one step at a time and let her go.

One month after the new year, Cui Shengxian officially enlisted in the army. On that day, Cui's father and Cui's mother went to see him off. The flashlights of the media kept flashing on him. Due to his identity, Chen Nianbei just watched him leave the house. The rest of the news It can only be learned from TV and the Internet.All of a sudden, she felt that her support had fallen, and her heart was empty and clueless.She told herself to be strong, Cui Shengxian just left for two years.Two years is not very long, it will pass in the blink of an eye.It was only when we parted that I realized that I was not that strong and open-minded. Not to mention two years apart, she felt that half of her soul had been taken away at the moment of separation, and time seemed to slow down from that moment on. .It was really necessary to live in a big empty house, it was really empty, every small sound in this room could be clearly heard, and even echoed in her heart.

After Cui Shengxian left, Cui's mother came to her and brought her some supplements.Tell her to take good care of the baby, and she will visit her once a week until she gives birth to the baby.Then he left, neither affectionate nor cold.Chen Nianbei knew that Cui's mother didn't like her, and he was able to visit her only because of the child in her belly.I also know that before Cui Shengxian left, he must have told Cui's mother that he would take care of her.

It is not easy to conceive a child, and it is even more difficult for a person to take care of himself and give birth to a child.It was late spring and early summer when the child was born. She lay in the delivery room with heartbroken pain. She stayed there for 4 hours and finally gave birth to a girl in the early morning.The wrinkled little face was red, and she closed her eyes without crying.The doctor patted the baby's buttocks, and the crying of the newborn baby resounded throughout the delivery room.This cry made Chen Nianbei feel that the previous pain and hardships were all worth it.When the nurse showed her the baby, she felt the joy of being a first-time mother.

After giving birth, she recuperated in the hospital for a few days, during which time Li Qiqi visited her.She brought a gift and greetings for Li Shengli.Chen Nianbei opened the gift and found that it was a small platinum zinnia necklace, just big enough for a child to wear.This gift is a token of their friendship, and since then there has been nothing but friendship, and it is so precious.

Li Qiqi teased the baby lying in the cradle, and said with a smile: "This child's eyes, eyebrows, and nose all look like Cui Shengxian, but his mouth, ears, and face shape look like you. He will definitely be a beauty when he grows up. At that time, I don't know how many boys will be vying for your daughter."

Chen Nianbei looked at his daughter, really proud, and said angrily: "Don't praise her, the old man said that children are stingy, but if you say she is not good-looking, she will look better the longer she grows."

Li Qiqi hugged the child and teased, saying: "Baby, your mother is so bad, she said you are not good-looking. You have to look pretty and look good to your mother."

Chen Nianbei had nothing to do with Li Qiqi, she took the child and touched her eyebrows, eyes and nose.Looking at Cui Shengxian's shadow through the child's eyebrows.

"Have you named the child yet?" Li Qiqi sat on the chair beside the bed and asked.

Chen Nianbei tightened the swaddle for the baby, "Not yet. I originally wanted to wait for the elders of the Cui family to come to ask for advice, but I haven't seen them since I gave birth. The name selection has also been put on hold for a few days."

Having said that, Li Qiqi also felt strange. This should be something for the old man to celebrate, but she has never seen anyone from the Cui family come to express anything. She seems to have noticed something, but she is not sure.Seeing Chen Nianbei holding the child with a happy face, she hoped that everything would be better.She said: "Don't wait for the two elders, I will help you refer to the same thing. I said it is called 'Zhou Yao', which is taken from 'Jiang Shang Zhou Yao, upstairs curtain move'."

Jiang Jie's "One Cut Plum" expresses the feelings of hurting the spring and longing for longing for a foreign land. Chen Nianbei feels a little sad, and she shakes her head, "It's called 'Yu Jing', which is taken from 'Cicada Noisy Forest'. More quiet, Niaosing Mountain is more secluded.' I hope she can be gentle, pleasant and wise."

"I can even imagine what kind of beauty your girl will be in the future." Li Qiqi said with a smile while propping her head up.

Chen Nianbei asked back, "What kind?"

"Little Dragon Girl is like that, she doesn't eat the fireworks in the world, maybe she is still magnificent. It's just that she has a cold temper." Li Qiqi pretended to be special.

Chen Nianbei smiled and glared at her, "You're just talking about the little dragon girl. I just hope that she will grow up healthy and happy. Don't come here if she's so beautiful or otherworldly. This kind of wonderfulness is seen by others. I want my children to be happy by themselves."