[Twilight] Give me sunshine

In the end, they did not find the possible 'entrance'. Maybe it has been a long time. Both Tan Yi and Joan have vague impressions. Maybe it has changed a lot. There are always intertwined reasons, which made them time-consuming and laborious. Catch the slightest.

Joan inevitably felt a little frustrated with such a result, but Tan Yi calmly comforted her, telling her not to pay too much attention to it.

Now that this matter has come to an end, he has no plans to stay for a long time. After meeting with Joan in City A every June, he left in a hurry just like when he came.

After Tan Yi left, Joan felt that he seemed to bring his own memories and take away his own sadness and hesitation.In her heart, she even secretly rejoiced that he could stay, so that she could still have a point of intersection with the former world here.She suddenly discovered that she had never thought about leaving with him, and directly acquiesced that she would definitely stay.

It was at this moment that she really realized that her thoughts were already very clear from the very beginning. Although she thought about all kinds of things in that world and her previous life, she never thought about going back there.And the direct cause of this, how much is Caius?

When Tan Yi came, she was unexpected, and when he left, he suddenly calmed down as if nothing had happened, but what he left her made her think a lot in a short period of time, and she escaped like an ostrich. The psychology was torn apart by him and exposed to the surface, forcing her to recognize her own feelings.He knows and understands best that what he needs most now is someone who can pull her out of his protective shell like this.

And Caius was always reluctant to let her suffer a little bit of harm, including what she brought to herself.So he let himself shrink back, accompanied her to evade the root of the problem, gave her endless time, let her open herself bit by bit within the range she could bear, and only worried that she would feel uncomfortable in the face of everything suddenly.

She understood Caius' feelings for her, but only discovered the way he showed her feelings for her. She thought he was always sure and purposeful, and always had the strength to get what she wanted. Instead, what I showed was more of waiting, which was quiet and companionship beyond everyone's expectations.

So this time she is not afraid, she also wants to embrace him in her own way, and is willing to open her heart for Caius.For the first time, she felt reckless and wanted to try.Whether it's the Volturi or the taboo shackles, she has to challenge them one by one.

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But Caius's daily life seemed much more leisurely than she had imagined. Since the tension and anxiety on the day he rescued her disappeared, his whole body revealed a kind of idleness. Except for hunting, all the time he spent Stuck in the Cullen family's villa, Joan even felt that this was his right home.

It is a good name to say that since she is going, she must be well prepared, but she knows that he wants to give herself enough time to buffer. Seeing his indifferent appearance and embarrassment inside, Joan finds it funny and can't help being moved.

The most she needs to prepare is her own psychology, but every time she looks at Caius, she feels that she can be a little more brave, and that is enough.She wanted to go to the Volturi right away, not for the so-called recognition, but for Caius.

The two vampires, without any humans or interference, decided to walk over.Alice was troubled by the prospect of not seeing the outcome of their trip, as if she could start with them as soon as Joan asked.But in Joan's heart, Alice's first vision of her and Caius is the best blessing and omen for her, and this time they can only solve it by themselves.

Starting from the northern part of the United States to the Italian town of Volterra, the general travel requires a direct flight from Seattle for more than ten hours to Florence, the capital of Tuscany in central Italy, and then arrive at Volterra by car or by train.

But because of the special way they chose, they stopped and went all the way, as if preparing to face the difficulty of 'Volturi', and with the mood of a half-outing, they walked for more than half a week before arriving at the Volturi. Altera train station a few kilometers away from San Gimignano.

Every time she came to Italy, passed through Florence or San Gimignano, Joan felt that she was in a completely different state of mind.The first time I came here with Caius, she looked at every corner with admiration and admiration, as if everything in front of her could make her forget all dangers and fears.

Later, when she arrived in Florence, she had vaguely noticed the difference in herself, and she felt sad because of the separation from Caius, which was the biggest hint to her.

This time when she came back here, the relationship between her and Caius was completely different. Maybe she never imagined that because of Caius and the people in front of her, she would muster up the courage to return to her previous relationship. How to escape from the place.

Joan looked at Caius who half-hid his face because of the cloak, he held her hand tightly under the hem, his face was still as cold as usual, but as long as she called him, she would definitely be able to see it. Show his warmth.

"Caius, do you remember the first time we came to San Gimignano?"

He turned his face and nodded, walking slowly, waiting for her next sentence.

"Do you know how I felt about you at that time?" Joan smiled brightly.

"resist."

Joan shook her head, looking at the familiar tower, her whole body was plunged into memories: "I thought at the time, how could there be a person with a cold face that made me so scared and wanted to get close so much."

"When it was time to separate, the sadness in my heart scared me, and I tried to ignore my feelings, but I found that it only made me miss you more."

"So I fell in love with you so early."

When she seldom expresses herself in this way, she is the one who accepts silently in most cases, but under such an environment and atmosphere, no matter what she says, she will not seem sudden and awkward. She has a kind of not saying anything. Feelings of possible regret.

However, Caius fell silent unexpectedly, his entire face was hidden in the wide cloak, he couldn't tell what his expression was, and stood stiffly in place.

When Joan saw his appearance, she couldn't help but chuckled. She naturally put her arms around his waist, buried her head in his chest, and stuffed her whole body into his arms in a familiar posture, and was quiet with him.

After a long time, he hugged her back as if he had just become conscious, covered her tightly with the cloak, slowly followed her hair, and kissed her softly beside her ear.

"I love you forever."