[Twilight] Give me sunshine

It was already the third day after returning to the Karen family, and everything seemed too calm. She hadn't recovered from the sudden tranquility, and she did everything in a daze.

She was sure she would go to the Volturi for Caius, but she had no idea what she could do.The Volturi have gone through thousands of years, the family law is strict, and the class is serious and unquestionable. Is it really possible to accept her, accept a half-'opponent' and a 'vegetarian'?

It wasn't that she was afraid, it was an easy task to agree to Caius, but she didn't want to fail here because of her own inadequacy.Caius seemed to be willing to give her time, he was not in a hurry, and he always did everything with a certain calmness, as if he would wait slowly if she needed decades.

She wanted to calm down and think, and to get rid of Aro's shadow. From the very beginning, Aro brought her too much pressure and shackles. If she wanted to defeat the Volturi, she had to win first. 'Aro' in her heart.

When hesitating where to go, Tan Yiyi extended an invitation to her, and he seemed to have buried such thoughts, so he accepted decisively.So she spent a lot of time following him to find the possible 'exit', unable to tell if she was helping Tan Yi or trying to find an answer for herself.

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There are many small towns between Seattle and Fox, and around these small towns are rings and rings of forests.Surrounded by roads, although it is not a virgin forest, it is also an inaccessible place.

Tan Yi's walking speed is very slow, and his body is not feeling well. He can only walk a few miles in a morning.He himself is not in a hurry, and Joan is not a character who can rush, but the two of them walked slower than ordinary climbers.Gradually entering along the edge of the forest, it doesn't look like looking for something, but it looks like a walk and sightseeing.

"Do you know, your ending is written in the book." Tan Yi suddenly broke the calm, with a slightly tired gasp in his voice.

Joan was brought back to her senses by his words, the calmness and birdsong all the way made her startled again and again, but the content of his words pushed her back into her own thoughts.

She knew that her ending was written in the book, because in the handwritten notebook that Tan Yi gave her in China, she still had more than a dozen thick pages that she hadn't read.She stopped the content at the place where she had already happened, and she never touched the unknown part.

It may be a romantic idea developed by her from reading novels since she was a child.For what she already knows, she is willing to observe again from different angles; for what has yet to come, she hopes to maintain a mentality full of expectations, and let herself uncover step by step instead of knowing everything about the story at once.

She didn't turn it down, not because she was afraid of knowing the ending of the future, but because she felt that the ending of everything was like Alice's foreseeable scene, which would vary according to one's own ideas.And as she who really lives here, the most beautiful and wonderful thing is to experience all this in person.

She might be interested to see how her story will be written in the books when all is said and done.

She didn't shy away from Tan Yi: "I know, but I didn't watch it."

"Aren't you curious? Maybe I can see your fate with him."

"I'm curious, but if I read it, it will be affected." Joan shook her head and explained to him, "Whether it's a good ending or a bad one, I will lose a little seriousness about the process."

"I want to experience everything about Caius myself."

Tan nodded a little, and didn't continue talking about this point. He motioned for Joan to stop, and leaned against the tree trunk to rest tiredly, with his head down, unable to tell what kind of thoughts he was thinking.

He half-closed his eyes and looked at the sky, only to be forced back by the glare of the sun.Today is actually a hot and sunny day. Although I came to the forest and would not meet anyone in most cases, Joan still said that she was tightly wrapped up to avoid accidents.Even so, because of her cold body that doesn't sweat, she is still much more comfortable than Tan Yi who seems to be wearing less clothes.

From the start to the present, they only drove about three miles on the road from Karen's house to the edge of the forest. Joan didn't feel any fatigue, and Tan Yi was already sweating profusely.She offered to support him or carry him, but he gently but stubbornly refused.

Looking at his appearance, she half-jokingly asked him, "Why don't you transform into a vampire?"

When Tan Yi heard her words, he smiled and shook his head and replied: "Birth, old age, sickness and death are all processes I want to go through. Unless there is force majeure, I still hope to let nature take its course."

Joan knew him well, and naturally knew his character. Except for the accident of Caius, he always treated the people around him gently.Staying with him when she was a child, although she already felt that she was more independent and precocious than her peers, she was still like a child compared to him.He often thinks about problems that seem inexplicable to others, and he never complains about the illnesses that have plagued him for many years. He always says that he will seriously think about and accept everything that happens to him, but in her eyes, how important life is to him unfair.

"You always have your reasons." Joan pouted.

"You always have your own thoughts." Tan Yi said gently, his voice seemed to have a soft touch, "Actually, you know where you are going."

"Sometimes it is enough to know the direction, not everything can be sure."

"Our life still has more accidents than peace." Tan Yi patted her head lightly, overlapping with her childhood appearance, teaching her like an older brother, "Didn't you also say that whether it is good or bad, you willing to go through it.”

Joan smiled back tacitly, Tan Yi always knew what she wanted to hear best.

She has always understood her thoughts, and what she really wants is an affirmation.Since she avoided the problems between the two of them in order to stay with Caius for a while, she already understood what Caius meant to her, and gradually knew what might happen to her.

"it is good."

The two looked at each other and smiled, then walked up slowly.

From morning to evening, from sunrise to sunset, this piece of forest is not too big, but for human steps, there is still a long way to go to find a small corner that is not clear.

So far, they have only been able to circumvent the direction near the small town of Fox.They thought that all the stories revolved around the Karen family, maybe this location would also appear nearby, but they didn't see a trace of it.