filled

In a flashing red advertising light.

The bright red light flickered on a small window, and the small room on the side of the hotel provided some necessary and timely small services, some small services that brought happiness or reduced trouble.Because there is no need to make a big statement, so when the lights are not turned on during the day, they can be easily ignored, and when the ambiguous and dangerous red is as bright as fire, jumping regularly and quickly, every word on it can blind the eyes , through the muscles and nerves, along the interstitial fluid into the brain.

"Non-developed breasts and never had a period... ok, I get it."

"But looking at the results of the examination, his female gonads are more fully developed in comparison."

"He can be operated on, but based on the recommendations of several of our doctors, the solution may be the opposite of what you imagined."

"After the operation, taking estrogen and progesterone to stimulate growth, the patient may have the ability to reproduce, that is to say, it is possible to become a normal woman, get married, become pregnant, and have children."

His penis is difficult to erect, his testicles are soft and small, and he will never pass out sperm. He will never be able to have his own offspring as a male. He will never have a human cub as cute as a kitten lying on his father's normal body. , yelled "Dad" from the middle of the throat stickily.

But after being born in such a body, two people who love him choose to comfort him with fairy tales, without guiding or hinting, just waiting for him to grow up naturally, and when he can walk and speak, he will smile Encouragingly: "Manman, you are a man, don't cry."

It was not his mother and that person who chose his gender, but he himself chose to live as a man.

In the nightmare that made his heart tremble in the morning, Yan Zheng hugged him on the bed again. When his body was entangled, the hot air from the jets formed a white mist on the lens.When the fragile mirror frame is removed, the tearful person is actually happy. He eagerly sticks out the tip of his tongue and opens his thighs. There are pink roses dripping with water, but there is nothing else.Yan Zheng poured heat into his body again, that person, not him, but her, happily looking forward to the hope of new life brought by the semen poured into the uterine cavity.

He realized again that he had once acted like a real woman.

Shi Fangman shivered in the cold summer wind, and at the same time, the cell phone that was placed in his pocket next to his thigh vibrated.

21:12:41

He'll do it (end of part [-])

Shi Fangman walked quickly to the huge shadow cast by a sycamore tree along the street. When he stood still, a drop of cold raindrops slid down the leaves, just dripped into the neck, and then quickly moved down along the arc of the neck, the whole back I can feel the sticky and cold water flow traces, slender and wet, like some kind of cold-blooded creature sticking to the back with its own mucus.

This feeling is too uncomfortable, but in comparison, what is more annoying is the constantly ringing mobile phone in the trouser pocket, which seems to never quiet down unless the owner picks it up.So Shi Fangman could only pile up the cakes and drinks he was carrying in one hand, leaving the other hand free to respond.

The two missed calls were all from Yan Zheng, and now, the caller ID on the screen made Shi Fangman's emotions even more overwhelming. He took a deep breath, quickly suppressed those cold and unpleasant thoughts, and lightly touched the Green call icon.

"..."

For a moment, neither of them spoke. Amid each other's clear gasps, words hid their shadows for a long time, until Shi Fangman was the first to lose.

The silence made him unable to control his thoughts even more, what had happened fermented in time.

"How is the cleaning going?"

Shi Fangman regretted in Yan Zheng's silence, considering his usual way of dealing with the world, this opening was too sharp.

After a while, Yan Zheng's familiar voice sounded.

"Brother, I'm here to deliver the keys."

His tone was low, but he seemed to be trying to cheer up, and carefully asked for advice: "I have arrived at the hotel lobby, which room are you in, can I send it to you?"

"Let's put it on the front desk."

If Shi Fangman hadn't seen the figure on the steps, hadn't seen the flashing red light in the dark sky, if he hadn't had all kinds of thoughts rushing to his mind, he wouldn't even have Yan Zheng's face. No, but now, he is really exhausted and has no energy to maintain the face that should be between them.

Just leave like this, and then each will go his own way, and each will go his own way. What the grown-up boy means to him is no longer important, and what he has done will gradually be forgotten. He does not have to be afraid, does not have to resentment.

"Brother, can we meet? If you don't want to tell me the room number, you can come down and get the key. I'm in the lobby."

"I'll wait for you to come down, okay?"

When he said the last three words, Yan Zheng was almost begging in a low voice. It was almost hard to believe that with his current height, he could still make such a soft, milky voice, harmless and pitiful.

"I know I was wrong. I didn't sleep last night and kept thinking about my brother. It's normal for you not to forgive me, and it's also normal for you not to want to see me, but...I..."

"I still like you."

"That day was just an accident, I won't drink anymore, I won't do things that I don't want to, I won't hurt my brother..."

He was muttering and saying that it doesn't matter anymore, in fact, they should all know that Yan Zheng's liking is of no benefit to Shi Fangman.He has no relationship-related experience in the past 30 years so far, and has very little experience in intimate relationships, but this latest experience is a good proof that he is still suitable for being alone.

"Put it on the front desk, I'm hanging up."

He tried his best to be as gentle as possible to make his words sound more sincere: "Also, Yan Zheng, school is about to start, I wish you a happy university life."

The sudden interruption of the call caused Shi Fangman to be at a loss for a while holding his mobile phone. Before he could say the word "happy", he obviously hung up the call in a very unhappy manner.There was no time to say goodbye, it couldn't have been worse than this ending, but after a long while of regret, Shi Fangman breathed a sigh of relief, squatted down and put the food in his hand on the ground, found a cup with Xiaobing A piece of taro ball milk tea, leaning against the tree trunk to drink slowly.

After finishing his drink, he wandered back to the hotel, and unexpectedly slept very peacefully that night.This will be the case for the next few days. When going to renew the room, the lady at the front desk is already familiar with Shi Fangman's face. When she took the ID card, she jokingly asked him: "Is it more comfortable for us to live here than at home?"

"I see your ID card, local, why don't you go home?

"The home is being renovated."

"Oh, that's it. It's not a big outfit, is it? If it's a big outfit, then it's more cost-effective for you to rent a house, and it will take half a year including the ventilation time."

"It doesn't take that long, just another week."

Shi Fangman went back once in the middle, handed over the house keys to the property management, and asked the property management to contact a reliable home improvement company. He was tired of seeing the curtains in his bedroom for a long time, and this time he chose a new one. Overwhelmed, I asked the other party to add a place to store clothes, and the balcony should be completely sealed to prevent potential safety hazards if he raises pets in the future, and the other room is full of time, so there is no requirement, as long as it is a pet suitable for cats to live and play time will do.

"Sir, are you sure you want to use the entire space as a pet room? Do you want to keep the original bed and furniture?"

"Because your house is quite large, if you want to add a room dedicated to pets, we can make a soft partition in the middle, one side is the pet room, and the other side is the guest bedroom, so that guests will not sleep on the sofa when they come. "

"If the guests come, you can stay in the hotel. Please help clean up the original furniture."

Shi Fangman spends all his time visiting the local pet market and learning how to be a responsible and loving cat owner in the milk tea shop.Chang Ling, the owner of the shop who made desserts and milk tea so so so that the business in the shop is also doing a good job, and his big meaty cat weighing [-] catties, and three small but well-nourished cats The solid hair balls showed to Shi Fangman that cat masters and cat slaves have their own happiness.And Shi Fangman then shoveled the cat litter for Roudun once, and silently vowed to control the food intake of his cats in the future. Compared with the fat and thin ones, he still likes the thin ones.

"Eat a lot, pull a lot, it's normal!"

Although Chang Ling said so, he turned his head and glanced at the hard-working meat pier, and said earnestly, "Of course, if you have a choice, you'd better buy something that eats less, and save money for the family, right?"

"Have you decided yet?"

Shi Fangman shook his head: "The cats in the two cats I saw before were too small. I think I'll forget it. I can't take care of them. The cattery you said was the backyard cattery I showed you yesterday, so I didn't contact anyone. "

"You can't have cats in the backyard, don't worry, let's take a look."

Chang Ling rubbed the hairballs in front of him: "If you like it, I can give you one when these are bigger, but Roudun is a stray cat, and the mother of these babies is the raccoon from the barber shop next door. Flowers are not breed cats, they are worthless, and they are not as good-looking as breed cats."

"I'll wait."

Shi Fangman hesitated for a moment, he was still thinking about the German roll that Chang Ling said didn't shed much, but unfortunately this kind of cat is really not very popular in China, and the breeding rate is not high.

Moreover, Chang Ling seemed reluctant to part with his big hair, Er Mao and Xiao Mao, so he readily responded, and took out some white steamed buns soaked in boiling water