Because I'm too afraid of pain, it's worth all the looks

Before Ming Qiu spoke, Osamu Dazai stood up, approached Ming Qiu, and said in a low voice: "Qiu's revenge was indeed successful."

If she didn't shed tears while talking, she probably succeeded, or maybe she succeeded for a moment.

Ming Qiu thought a little bit self-destructively.

"As Qiu said, I am a coward. Every time I speak, I am duplicity. I am obviously very scared, and I am still forcing Qiu to do that. It is only natural that Qiu hates me and hates me."

Ming Qiu was slightly taken aback, and instinctively took a step back, leaning against the glass all of a sudden, she let go of Dazai Zhi's collar, and said in a trembling voice, "I don't want to hear what you say."

If this goes on, isn't it just to make it impossible for her to continue hating him?

Dazai Osamu did not intend to stop, as if he had guessed her thoughts, he held the window with one hand, and continued to whisper in her ear: "I like Qiu very much... I like Qiu's name, not because of Oda City And what became Oda Autumn is Ming Qiu. From the point of view of things, autumn is a grand withering. I can’t think of what kind of people would give you such a name, but in Chinese it is "Bright Autumn". Do you mean? I hope that autumn will continue to be bright, like autumn’s eyes, the beautiful sunset in autumn.”

This is what it means... When Ming Qiu was young, I heard my aunt mentioned that this was a name given to her by a very important person. After learning Japanese, I realized that it would be strange to separate this name and pronounce it as a single name. It seems to have the meaning of complaint and boredom. If a Japanese named her by this name, it must be a nickname for spoofing.

How did he know her name... must have asked Xiao Zhichan.

"I think the same way now." Osamu Dazai put the handkerchief into her palm and said, "Akiu doesn't need to forgive me, as long as she continues to hate me, avoid me, and let me go away, but no matter what, Qiu To live well in this world is my last request to Qiu, don’t let the setting sun go down, even if there is only a little light.”

Ming Qiu only felt that his body was frozen in place, he opened his mouth but couldn't say anything.

Did he know something to say that?What exactly is he trying to do...

The waiter in the store finally couldn't stand it anymore, walked over and said cautiously: "Well... two customers, if you have anything to discuss, you can go outside the store, and you should be more gentle with the lady..."

Osamu Dazai turned around and said calmly, "I'm sorry, I'm talking to someone who is very important to me, can I trouble you to pretend that you didn't see it?"

"Ah...?" The waiter looked at the black-haired lady who was almost surrounded by him. Her eyes and cheeks were red, and there were tears in her eyes. She was obviously crying. He summoned up his courage and emphasized: " In any case, don't scare girls!"

Osamu Dazai looked down at Ming Qiu, and said again: "I'm sorry. This sentence is for Qiu."

Ming Qiu stretched out his hand to push him away, and ran out of the coffee shop without looking back.

Her mind is full of mud now.

Akutagawa Gin was still fooling around with gin. Akutagawa Gin seemed to have obtained some information from Mori Ogai, that is, Gin had a strong hostility towards Ming Qiu.

But the more important thing was that Little Silver was deeply frustrated. Although she didn't have supernatural powers, she was a killer known for assassination anyway, so being knocked down by ordinary people so many times really hurt her self-esteem.

Ming Qiu also has no way to tell her that you were abused by the benefactor who saved you and Akutagawa-kun back then, so he can only comfort her that he will pay more attention to the situation around him next time and try to avoid such a situation.

Akutagawa Gin was even more disappointed, and in the end he made a solemn promise to Ming Qiu that he would protect her well in the future and that such a situation would never happen again.

That's good, at least I won't have to see Osamu Dazai again for a short time.

She hasn't figured out how to face him yet.

"I am back."

"Sister Qiu is back."

Ming Qiu blinked and said, "Yeah, Xinyi and Xiaolan are here today, what are you doing?"

Xingsuke scratched his head in distress, and said, "It's a manual homework assigned by the school. I have to do origami of small animals."

Xiaolan raised her hand and said positively, "I'm here to help!" She took Xinyi by the hand and said, "There's Xinyi."

Ming Qiu changed into her slippers, went to the bathroom to wash her hands, and asked, "Thank you for your hard work, did you bring out some snacks to eat together? It's cold and I can't drink cold drinks, otherwise I'm going to sue Xiao Zhijiang."

Kesi hid the drink bottle back and said, "I didn't drink it."

Ming Qiu sat with the children, looked at the papers on the table curiously, and asked: "What do you need to fold? I can also help."

"I'm going to make a lot of small animals, and there will be an exhibition this week and weekend." Saku Le gestured at her own paper and said, "I want to make little rabbits."

"Then let me help too." Ming Qiu said with a smile, "I'll help everyone organize the papers."

Yukisuke: "..."

Sitting next to Ming Qiu, Xinyi asked in a low voice when everyone was making origami: "What is sister Xiaoqiu doing now?"

Sakura reminded her a long time ago that Shinichi seemed to be very interested in her affairs, so Mingqiu also prepared a complete countermeasure to deal with him.

Mingqiu looked very relaxed, and he didn't forget to look at Xinyi when sorting out the jammed paper, and explained: "It's the company's miscellaneous secretary job, and I often have to help go to the branch to collect documents, and occasionally I will be sent to the company My partner is very busy discussing business or something."

Xinyi didn't meet her eyes, but looked at her hands, and said, "Sister Xiaoqiu seems to have a lot of calluses on her hands."

"I heard that there will be people with malicious intentions in the workplace, so I specially learned kendo for self-defense." Ming Qiu patted his muscles that might not exist, and said, "How about it, do I look super fierce? "

Shinichi: "..."

Seeing her like this, Xinyi didn't think she would do anything bad, but worried about whether she would be cheated by some pyramid scheme or something.

"So sister Xiaoqiu is negotiating business with some company in Tokyo now?"

"That's right." Ming Qiu followed his words: "The people in that company are so fierce, I really want to use my swordsmanship to deal with him severely."

Xiaolan on the other side said, "Xinyi, you talk a lot today, even Sherlock Holmes is too much, sister Xiaoqiu is not a suspect."

Ming Qiu blinked and asked curiously: "So Shinichi is playing detective games with me? That's right. After all, Mr. Yusaku is a detective novelist. It's normal for Shinichi to want to be Sherlock Holmes."

Shinichi muttered, "It's not all..."

"So my answer just now proves my innocence?"

Shinichi and her looked at each other for a while, and emphasized: "I always feel that sister Xiaoqiu, you are acting strange recently."

"Is that right?"

Xingjie said naturally: "That's because sister Qiu is not alone now, so her emotions fluctuate a lot."

"Eh?" Xiao Lan looked at Ming Qiu blankly, and said, "Sister Xiao Qiu? What does it mean that you are not alone?"

Ming Qiu smiled and elongated his voice, and said, "Xing—Jie—"

"I was wrong, sister Qiu..."

Saku Le made a hush gesture, and said: "This is a top secret—someone likes Sister Qiu, and Sister Qiu is very distressed." She explained seriously: "I heard it when I was doing my homework before the holiday, Oda said That person really wants to get close to Sister Qiu, I think, Sister Qiu is so distressed, it must be because she also likes him very much."

Xiao Lan nodded heavily, then looked at Ming Qiu with some concern, and said: "There are often such storylines in TV dramas, too. They obviously like each other, but they can't tell each other, and they can't be together openly... ..."

Xinyi twitched the corner of his mouth, and said: "Don't talk about love in everything, I was asking a very serious question just now." He looked up at Ming Qiu, but only saw her thoughtful expression.

No, is it really a matter of love as they guessed?Where is his dignity in aspiring to be a detective?

Ming Qiu asked seriously: "What TV series is Xiaolan watching? I want to watch it too."

Shinichi: "..."

"Just kidding, but I am indeed disturbed by similar things, there are always people pestering me." Ming Qiu asked: "If it were you, what would you do?"

"Call the police."

Xiaolan couldn't help scolding Xinyi, saying: "Xinyi is really, you are too confused!"

Xinyi said solemnly: "This situation can easily turn into a 'mind' incident. It's better to call the police or seek help from a doctor."

Everyone fell silent, showing panic expressions.

You trembled and said, "Sister Qiu, do you need us to call the police for you..."

Only Ming Qiu asked curiously: "What is 'heart'? Does it mean that you like someone very much and put him in your heart?"

"'Heart' refers to the death of a man and a woman. A playwright split the Chinese character 'loyalty' into two characters. Generally, the death of a man and a woman is because of loyal and unswerving love." Shinichi spread his hands and said, "But I think since it's just 'entanglement', Sister Xiaoqiu shouldn't be so hard-pressed, and it's more appropriate to call the police."

For some reason, Ming Qiu suddenly thought of the scene where she and Osamu Dazai died together. Thinking about it, she felt very weird. It must be because this person always used the word "suicide" on his lips.

It seems that Osamu Dazai, who is still alive and kicking, is more like him.

Ming Qiu thought about it for a while, and said, "If I must die, it's better for me to be alone."

She didn't want to see anyone die in front of her again, so she might as well hide in a corner and fend for herself.

Xinyi was taken aback for a moment, she didn't expect her serious expression to be thinking about "death".

Xiaolan took her hand and said, "Sister Xiaoqiu won't die! Sister Xiaoqiu is the best sister, she should live happily!"

Ming Qiu couldn't help reaching out to hug her, and together with the other children, said with a smile: "Everyone is really my little angel! As long as I see you, I feel very happy!"