Because I'm too afraid of pain, it's worth all the looks

After calling Sakunosuke Oda, the two sat in the drink shop of the amusement park, Ming Qiu ordered a cup of hot cocoa, and Dazai Osamu ordered a cup of coffee.

Even though she had already spoken to him, Ming Qiu still didn't want to have too much communication with him if it wasn't necessary.

"Qiu Du has already spoken to me."

Ming Qiu waved to the waiter at the side, borrowed a pen and paper and began to write.

Osamu Dazai rested his chin on the side, and said leisurely: "Can Qiu write so smoothly now?"

The real proficiency is because he has to write a letter to Osamu Dazai. Ming Qiu looked through the dictionary for a long time, worked hard to word words, imitated the tone, and naturally mastered the skill of writing.

Ming Qiu handed the completed notebook to Osamu Dazai.

"Whether you got it from me or other channels, how much do you really know?"

I thought Osamu Dazai would start chattering about Tai Chi, but the other party took the notebook and began to write quickly.

Ming Qiu clenched his hands tightly and looked down at his left arm.

"It's done!"

Ming Qiu raised his eyes, and the other party left handwriting under her question like a primary school student's answer.

"Qiu knows, I probably know everything, and I guessed something else."

If possible, Ming Qiu really wanted to turn him around, and then pour out all the secrets in this guy's belly, to find out what he was thinking.

"What do you know?"

"Everyone competes for you like this, including Renhu, all because of the 'book'."

Ming Qiu tried his best to restrain the surprised expression.

"After all, I also worked in the port of Mafia before. The prey of 70 billion US dollars offered by the three supernatural organizations must be something that has a strong connection with supernatural powers, so that it can attract so many people. It should be a 'book'. No matter Whether it is a body that cannot be injured like Qiu Jiang, or a situation like Renhu, it is a very special case."

Osamu Dazai's deduction was exactly the same as that of Mori Ogai.

When he heard him say "it won't be hurt", Ming Qiu breathed a sigh of relief.

She accidentally scratched her neck when mercury was used in the last fireworks display. Whether it was because she was afraid of being caught by him to "achieve a miracle" again or because of some reason she deliberately hid, she didn't want the person in front of her to know.

"Except for 'books', those so-called body modification experiments cannot naturally achieve this kind of 'miracle'."

Miracle, obviously should be a word that can move people to tears, but it has become the word she hates the most

Ming Qiu's eyes suddenly turned cold, and in the silence, she said: "What a disgusting miracle is this, if anyone wants it, just take it away, don't use it to interfere with my life anymore."

When Osamu Dazai heard her voice, he still didn't speak, but continued to write on the notebook:

"Qiu is a child created by 'Book', right?"

Ming Qiu's eyelashes trembled slightly.

"Book"?She never thought about it...

"When the blue follower was still there, he once mentioned Qiu's past to Oda Saku. He lived in a place completely isolated from others and never interacted with anyone. The only person who remembered was my aunt, with black hair and black eyes. But apart from the vague memories of the past, since Qiu grew to a certain level, the two have hardly met each other." Osamu Dazai rested his fingertips in front of Ming Qiu's eyebrows, and said, "But Qiu's eyes are different from hers, right? ? To be precise, Qiu’s eyes are different from many people’s.”

Ming Qiu instinctively avoided the other party's gaze, and said, "I don't know..."

She really didn't think about this, because time was slower than others. She simply imagined that she would always live alone because she couldn't get along with normal people.

But what if, as Osamu Dazai said, someone created her with a "book"?

What is the purpose of letting her grow up like this?

"...Wait a minute, so you put a monitor on Xiaozhijiang, right?" Ming Qiu raised his head to look at him, and said, "Setante hates you very much, you probably have no chance to put that on him. "

"Sorry." Osamu Dazai didn't mean to avoid Ming Qiu's gaze, and said, "But it's true."

Ming Qiu couldn't help showing an expression of boredom and disappointment.

It's like this again... Although there is no intention to hide from her now, there have been too many lies in the past, and she can't even trust the person in front of her.

Ever since he found out about Osamu Dazai's departure from the port of Mafia, Ming Qiu had already faintly noticed it.

This person used to have no stand, and lived his life with the tide. For him, death was just a certain experience, and he was just an insignificant roadside pebble in this experience.

But he is not completely hopeless, at least there are still things in this world that he can care about.

"That's it." Ming Qiu no longer had the desire to continue talking, she took a sip of hot cocoa, got up and said, "I'm going back, I hope your mission will end as soon as possible."

Maybe he will leave Yokohama or something by then, so they will be a lot easier.

Osamu Dazai looked at her figure, and slowly said: "What is the purpose of going to the clock tower to find that little man? Dating? Falling in love?"

Ming Qiu stopped in her tracks, "Wei Bo is my friend, so it doesn't matter whether we meet or do something else." She turned her head slightly, and with a faint smile, said: "But all of this It has nothing to do with the stranger—you."

Osamu Dazai was taken aback for a moment, although he didn't make any extra movements, but compared to his usual appearance, that expression looked like he was being stabbed.

Ming Qiu's covered hands could not help but clenched nervously.

Why on earth does she care about this person's mood?Obviously, I haven't retaliated against him decently until now...

Before she could bear it any longer, Osamu Dazai walked up to her and said in a low voice, "If he simply found the 'book' and handed it to Ango, Qiu would probably have done it long ago. Are you trying to kill someone?"

Ming Qiu's eyes slowly turned to look at Osamu Dazai, showing a smile, and said, "Destroy the whole Yokohama."

Osamu Dazai was taken aback for a moment, and then couldn't help but burst out laughing.

The waiter in the store looked at the two curiously.

Osamu Dazai moved closer to Ming Qiu, his kite-colored eyes shone with light, and said in a low voice: "Then I will definitely not let Qiu's goal be achieved."

Although Ming Qiu seemed to be saying harsh words, Osamu Dazai almost immediately guessed what she wanted to hide.He is obviously an actor, but he can't perform well in front of him. Every time he says something that seems fierce, it's just irony.

To outsiders, it looks like a joke between two lovers.

Ming Qiu turned his head away, and quickly walked out of the drink shop.

It's so disgusting, the look that seems to have understood everything.

After returning home, the children were already tired from today's play and fell asleep in a hurry after washing up. Oda Sakunosuke and Ming Qiu put them to sleep separately, and then they had time to sit in the living room and let themselves go.

After counting today's accounts, Sato Shigeru asked with a smile, "Did you have fun today?"

Ming Qiu lay lazily on the sofa and muttered, "Except for the roller coaster, everything else is fun."

"Still on the roller coaster?" Sato Shigeru seemed to be taken aback, and said, "Will Qiu-chan still play this kind of exciting event? Isn't he physically weak? He will definitely vomit."

Ming Qiu said aggrievedly: "It's not because the children want to ride the roller coaster together, but at least two guardians must go on it together..." She immediately emphasized: "So next time Sato-chan must go with us, So I can take pictures of you guys down below."

Shigeru Sato patted his stomach, and said, "Oh, I may not be able to get up with my figure."

Ming Qiu: "... woo woo woo."

Shigeru Sato waved his hand and said with a smile, "How is Qiu-chan's job now?"

Ming Qiu couldn't help but look at Sakunosuke Oda. It would be very troublesome to explain her current situation to Shigeru Sato. In addition, the port Mafia had been closely watched before, so it was Sakunosuke Oda who had been explaining to Shigeru Sato.

"I heard from Oda that Qiu-chan is doing paperwork by Nakahara-kun's side."

Ming Qiu was taken aback for a moment, then sat up awkwardly, and said, "It's like this..."

As if aware of her eagerness to explain something, Sato Shigeru said: "Qiu-chan is a very sensible child, and there is always a reason for what he does. I have always believed in this. So Qiu-chan can rest assured to be herself The children have me, the others have Oda, as long as Qiu-chan returns home safely."

"Sato-chan..."

Everything else is fine, except for this, she has no way to promise anyone.

Obviously something should be said at this time, but Ming Qiu couldn't pretend to promise.

Seemingly aware of Ming Qiu's bewilderment, Sato Shigeru said, "Qiu-chan will be staying in Tokyo for a while, right? I have developed a lot of new delicacies recently, you must try them out."

Ming Qiu clenched his hands, tried hard to remind himself not to tell such a cruel truth, and then hummed lightly.

Even so, she hid in her quilt and cried hard.

Early the next morning, Ming Qiu was woken up by the children.

"Sister Qiu finally came back, so don't go to bed!"

"That's right, isn't sister Qiu a mature adult? Why are you still sleeping at this hour!"

Ming Qiu said with a weak face: "Even an adult has to sleep, otherwise do I have to eat batteries to survive..."

Yesterday, she was so busy worrying about the so-called organization's attack on the children and dealing with Osamu Dazai that she even forgot to vomit.

The children saw her drowsy appearance, and Xingsuke leaned over curiously and asked in a low voice, "Did Sister Qiu have a good date with Mr. Dazai last night? We will wait for you to fall asleep in the car."

Ming Qiu opened his eyes again, picked up the quilt to cover these little guys, and said: "Obviously still a primary school student, talking about boyfriends and dates all day long! Are you guys still there?" Look like a schoolboy!"

"Wow! Sister Qiu, we were wrong!"

Ming Qiu patted their foreheads viciously, then stretched, and said, "Where are Sakura and Saku Le?"

"I went to the store to help..."

Ming Qiu couldn't help but grabbed the group of little guys who were wrapped in the quilt and swayed, saying: "Be as conscious as Sakura and Saki! Get to work quickly! You know how to hang up messy things every day." In the mouth, there will be no future in the future!"

The four boys were dizzy from being shaken, and they muttered: "I know, I know! Sister Qiu, stop now!"

Ming Qiu couldn't help sighing, and then said: "Let's go, I'm going to help in the store."

In a few days, I will go to see the people from that organization again. Before that, let her enjoy a normal life.