How can a thousand crematoriums be enough?

Back in the dormitory, Yan Ziyao thought about Kong Xiaosi's words, and found that Yu Mao's clothes were indeed full of alcohol smell, so he found a piece of his own clothes and planned to change for her first.

"Hmm... don't touch me, I'm so annoying..." Yu Mao lay on the bed, waving his hands wildly, muttering in a still not sober state, "I can still drink, how about wine?" , quickly bring the wine!"

As soon as he heard this Yan Ziyao became angry, recalling how Yu Mao kissed after being drunk before, maybe he has already done it to others this time.

"What do you drink? If you drink poorly, you will die!"

Grasping Yu Mao's frantic hand with one hand, Yan Ziyao grabbed the hem of the clothes with the other hand and took off the wine-stained clothes.

The upper body suddenly caught cold, Yu Mao shivered, subconsciously shrank, "Cold..."

"..."

On the white neck and collarbone, several red lip prints were strikingly imprinted on it, piercing the jealousy in Yan Ziyao's heart, and he could no longer suppress it.

"Who kissed it?" Yan Ziyao grabbed Yu Mao's shoulder, and his voice suddenly increased, "Yu Mao, you just let someone else kiss you?!"

"It hurts... who are you, let go!" Yu Mao felt a pain in his shoulder when he was drowsy, and his ears were full of buzzing, and he couldn't hear what the other party was saying at all, "What are you? If you dare to control me, no matter how annoying...I'll let you know how powerful it is!"

Yan Ziyao laughed back in anger, "Amazing? I'll let you know how awesome it is now!"

His fingers rubbed heavily on those lipstick marks, not only failed to wipe them off, but smudged the lipstick, staining a large area of ​​fair skin red.

His eyes were getting darker and darker, and on impulse, Yan Ziyao lowered his head and slapped Yu Mao's collarbone hard.

"Fuck! Who the hell bit me, I belong to a dog!" Yu Mao was bitten so much that his eyes opened, and after most of the drunkenness, he finally saw the appearance of the person in front of him clearly.

"Yan Ziyao? Why are you in my bedroom?"

He lightly licked the wound, causing Yu Mao to tremble slightly.Yan Ziyao slowly raised his head, his expression still gloomy, "Look clearly, whose dormitory is here."

Yiyan stared at the surroundings with blurry eyes, and found that it was really Yan Ziyao's dormitory.

No, isn't he drinking outside, why did he come into the dormitory?

"Why am I here?"

"It was the doctor who called me and asked me to take you back to school." Yan Ziyao still didn't intend to let go of him.

Yu Mao recalled it with difficulty. It seemed that he was indeed drinking with Kong Xiaosi, but afterward, he got drunk and couldn't remember anything.

But he clearly deleted Yan Ziyao's number, where did that woman get her phone number from?

Gathering his senses from the chaotic memories, Yu Mao realized that he was still being crushed by Yan Ziyao.

I pushed it with my palm, trying to push the person away, but I couldn't use much force.

"Student Yan, can you please let me go?"

Being called 'classmate Yan' back to his senses, Yan Ziyao could barely realize what he had done just now.

He broke his promise to his mother.

But I don't want to let go. If I let go, will this person go to find someone else again?

As long as he thought that Yu Mao would get close to others and treat others like he did to himself before, Yan Ziyao felt that he was going crazy.

His eyes once again fell on the red and swollen tooth marks on Yu Mao's collarbone, and there were traces of lipstick that hadn't been wiped off.

Holding Yu Mao's hand tightened again, Yan Ziyao stared into Yu Mao's eyes, "Do you like that woman?"

Yu Mao didn't react for a while, what girl?Besides Kong Xiaosi, who else is there?

but it doesn't matter

Yu Mao took a deep breath, took advantage of the slightly cool air to dispel the alcohol, and said lightly, "I'm going back to the dormitory, I'm sorry to trouble you today, and I will pay you, so can you let me go first?"

It was an understatement, but it seemed to carry a heavy weight, making Yan Ziyao unable to breathe.

He let go of his hand in a daze, watching Yu Mao pick up the things and leave.

"Yu Mao!" subconsciously called out, Yan Ziyao almost pinched his fingertips into his palm, and his voice was dry.

"Can you... start over?"

As he was about to walk out of the door, Yu Mao stopped and turned around, grinning suddenly.

Anticipation flashed in Yan Ziyao's eyes, but he was shattered in the next second.

"I learned a sentence today, which is called never turning back." He waved his hand nonchalantly, "Student Yan must devote his mind to his studies, and don't let his parents down."

After saying this, Yu Mao left without any hesitation.

He took out the key and opened the door, and fell directly on the bed.I really drank too much, and it was already very powerful to be able to stand for such a long time just now.

Yan Ziyao's words sounded in his ears, and Yu Mao twitched the corners of his mouth lightly, with a hint of sarcasm in his eyes.

He didn't care what he said when he turned back, but he hated everyone who gave up on him.

Even if one knows that there is nothing wrong with those people rationally, there is no need for a reason to hate them or not.

In fact, even if Yan Ziyao said that he could accept pretending to break up with Yu Mao that day, but the other party didn't.Instead, he simply gave up on himself.

In this case, Yu Mao also gave up.It's like giving up dependence on Yu Bai and Yu Xiujun.

Kong Xiaosi is right, there is no way to catch up and post backwards.

Thinking that Yu Bai would be here in a few days, Yu Mao chuckled, it had been a long time since he had seen his respected father.

Yan Ziyao went out early the next morning, passing by the door of Yu Mao's bedroom, his footsteps gradually slowed down, and he paused for a while before leaving.

"Hey, Mom, I'm coming out."

In a cafe, Yan Yan looked at her son with a smile on her pale face, "Is Zi Yao looking for mother today?"

Yan Ziyao glanced at the gauze-wrapped wound, filled with guilt for what he was going to say next.

But thinking of the same horrible wound on Yu Mao's head, he made up his mind again.

"Mom...do you know why those loan sharks were arrested?"

Yan Yan didn't expect that what Yan Ziyao was going to say was this, and he was slightly taken aback before saying, "Of course their criminal evidence was caught."

"It's not that easy." Yan Ziyao pursed his lower lip and looked at Yan Yan, "Mom, Yu Mao did those with help."

Without waiting for Yan Yan to speak, Yan Ziyao continued, "Actually, I was found by those loan sharks before, and that man asked you to pay them 100 million to repay the loan."

"It was Yu Mao who cleaned up those people." As he spoke, a faint smile appeared in Yan Ziyao's eyes, "If it wasn't for him, I'm afraid I'd still be in a cast now."

"...Ziyao, are you still thinking about that person when you tell mom these things?" Yan Yan's smile disappeared, "Ziyao, do you still want to find that boy?"

"Mom, Yu Mao is different from those two men,...he's really nice."

Shaking Yanyan's trembling hand, "Mom, don't get excited."

Yan Yan firmly held Yan Ziyao's hand back, took several deep breaths to calm herself down, and said in a trembling voice, "Ziyao, you have to listen to your mother, please, don't be gay."

Yan Ziyao looked at Yan Yan silently, and waited until the other party's expression calmed down before continuing, "Mom, why do you hate homosexuality?"

"Of course it's because they are extremely vicious. They lied to my feelings and abandoned their families. Those people deserve to die! They will definitely be punished!!" Mentioning this, Yan Yan became agitated again, his eyes full of hatred.

"Mom, do you hate gays or those two men?"

Startled suddenly, the words stopped.After a long while, I moved my lips, "Aren't they gay? Homosexuality is not a good thing..."

Yan Ziyao lowered his eyes, "I'm also gay now, so mom, do you think I'm hateful?"

"Of course not!" Yan Yan quickly denied, "Zi Yao, you are the best in mother's heart, and mother loves you the most."

"But I'm gay, mom, don't you hate homosexuals the most?"

"I..." Yan Yan was speechless.Yes, she hates homosexuality, but her son likes men.

But even so, she would never feel disgusted by her son.

Yan Ziyao walked over and hugged Yan Yan, and said softly, "Mom, I will never leave you, I will always be by your side. It has nothing to do with who I like, no matter who I like, you will always be with me." It's my family."

As if touched, Yan Yan hugged Yan Ziyao back with trembling hands, "Ziyao, what you said is true, you will never leave mother behind?" What Yan Yan is most afraid of is that Yan Ziyao will be like that man Same, for the sake of the men outside, abandon yourself.

"Of course." Yan Ziyao smiled softly, "Mom, have you forgotten, I told you when I was a child that I will protect you."

A tear slowly fell from the socket of his eye, Yan Yan suddenly laughed at himself.

Yes, how could she forget.Ziyao has been sensible and obedient since she was a child, and never let her down. Even though she grew up in a single-parent family, even if the neighbors around her were making jokes, Ziyao still became the outstanding person she is today.

On the contrary, she actually forced her son to do things she didn't want because of her own knots.Just because she knew that Zi Yao would not disobey her.

"...Zi Yao, I'm sorry."

Yan Ziyao hugged Yan Yan tightly, "Mom, I understand you, you were just stimulated for a while that day, you are not like that usually."

Yan Yan has always been a very open-minded parent and rarely interferes with Yan Ziyao's choices.Only that day, when the sudden blow collided with the long-standing knot in my heart, did I lose control of my emotions and make an extreme move.

Wiping away the tears from the corners of her eyes, Yan Yan smiled a little embarrassedly, "It's my mother who is naive, she's still acting like a child."

He took a breath to calm down, pulled Yan Ziyao to sit beside him, and smiled gently, "Then Ziyao, tell mom again, how you met that boy, mom also wants to know."

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The author has something to say:

Yan Ziyao: I have never realized that I can speak so well.

虞猫：可把你能的，来，你尽管说，说得动我算你厉害、感谢在2021-01-2721:00:01~2021-01-2823:00:55期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: not to mention 5 bottles;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!