How can a thousand crematoriums be enough?

"Hey, Yan Ziyao, where did Brother Yu go?" Shi Shuyi stopped Yan Ziyao who wanted to go back to the dormitory.

He hadn't seen Yu Mao for a whole day, and he didn't reply to his text messages.

"I don't know." Yan Ziyao waved away the hand blocking the front, "You don't need to ask me about him in the future."

"What do you mean?" Shi Shuyi frowned, "What happened between you and Brother Yu?"

"Don't worry about it." Yan Ziyao left the classroom without looking back.

"Tsk, brother Yu must have quarreled with this little boy, right?" Shi Shuyi scratched his hair irritably, and looked at his phone, but there was still no reply.

"Then don't ignore me, I did something wrong again."

When Yan Ziyao returned to the dormitory, all the things belonging to Yu Mao were gone, including the small basket that had been on the table.

It was as clean as if there was only one person in this dormitory all the time.

After a slight pause in his steps, Yan Ziyao put down his schoolbag expressionlessly, took out the information book and began to read.

"..."

can't see

I always feel too quiet, so quiet that I feel flustered.

Obviously, Yu Mao has only been here for half a semester, but he couldn't adapt to the quiet atmosphere he was used to before.

Eyelids lowered, Yan Ziyao forced himself to immerse himself in the book, and stop thinking about what is there and what is not.

he can't make mother sad

'boom! '

The bedroom door was kicked open, and Yu Mao threw all his things in.

He applied to the school for a single bed, but he had already thrown away the three mattresses.Anyway, if you sleep alone, it doesn't matter if you dream or sleepwalk.

The man said that his father, Yu Bai, happened to be coming to Z province to discuss a business recently, and he would drop by the school to see how he was doing, probably after the midterm exams.

"Be good."

Yu Mao leaned against the bed, although his eyes were looking at the screen of the phone, but it was not focused at all, it was empty.

Suddenly there was a slight noise, and the surroundings suddenly fell into darkness.

tripped

The body stiffened instantly, Yu Mao's heart beat wildly, the blood flowed backwards, and his fingertips were instantly cold.

It seems to be back to that period of despair, no one, no light, nothing.There is only endless darkness and pain.

Leaning on the edge of the bed and slowly squatting down, Yu Mao clutched the phone tightly, but didn't even have the strength to turn on the flashlight.

This time the darkness seemed to be more terrifying than before, because Yu Mao knew very well that no one would come to accompany him.

Either he overcomes his fear by himself, or he can only wander in the dark forever.

But he couldn't overcome it, no one had ever taught him how to overcome fear.

After all, I am a coward and a coward.You can only deceive others by bluffing, but you cannot deceive yourself.

With his head buried between his knees, Yu Mao bit his lips tightly, at least not to cry uselessly.

The smell of blood spread in his mouth, and the pain couldn't bring back any reason.It's like no matter how hard he struggles, he will always be the one who is given up.

'Snapped! '

The book was accidentally swept to the ground, but Yan Ziyao couldn't care less about it.

The power went out again, Nayu the cat...

He took out his mobile phone and wanted to call Yu Mao, but stopped halfway through.If he had called, he would have disobeyed his mother's words.

Thinking of Yan Yan's hardships these years, Yan Ziyao finally put down his phone.

It should be... all right.Didn't Yu Mao come here all those years ago?

The electricity didn't come on for a whole night, and when the sky dawned, Yu Mao raised his head in a daze.

He wanted to stand up, but because of numbness in his legs, he fell forward to the ground, and his head hit the corner of the table heavily.

'Tick tock, tick tock. '

The blood ran across the face along the forehead, and finally dripped from the chin to the ground.

"It hurts..." Yu Mao touched the wound, looked at the blood on his hand, and laughed to himself.

Whether it hurts or not, it means he is still alive.

It was only six o'clock, Yu Mao stood up slowly, took gauze to clean up the cut, and then packed the schoolbag.

If he wanted to go back to Yu's house, he had to behave well from today.

As soon as the door was pushed open, Yu Mao caught sight of Yan Ziyao who was also just out in the corridor.

At a glance, he noticed the eye-catching white gauze on Yu Mao's head, as well as the tattered lips that had been bitten.

"What's the matter with your injury?" Before he had time to react, the question had already blurted out.

Yu Mao's eyes were dim, and there was no fluctuation caused by Yan Ziyao's words.Carrying a schoolbag on one shoulder, she quietly passed by.

"Thank you classmates for your concern, it's all right."

With a lump in his throat, Yan Ziyao froze for a moment.

He thought that with Yu Mao's temper, he would definitely want to beat him up.After all, I am indeed too much.

But Yu Mao was furious at the beginning because he couldn't believe it, but now he was so calm as if they were just the most distant classmates.

For some reason, it was unbearable.

The two arrived at the classroom one after the other, Yan Ziyao was slower, and when he arrived, Yu Mao had already moved the table away.

She didn't sit at the same table with him, nor with Shi Shuyi, but sat alone in the corner of the classroom.

Shi Shuyi also came not long after, seeing this posture made him more convinced of his guess yesterday.Brother Yu really quarreled with this little boy, no, judging by Brother Yu's attitude, I'm afraid they broke up directly.

That's great, he has long felt that this little boy is not good enough for his wise and powerful Brother Yu.

and many more!

Shi Shuyi observed and found something was wrong, why didn't Brother Yu sit with him?Did he offend Brother Yu too?

"Brother Yu, what are you doing sitting there alone? Come and join me." Shi Shuyi said with a smile, "We can form a team to compete in class or something."

Yu Mao turned his head, and Shi Shuyi saw the gauze.

"I rely on Brother Yu, who dares to hit you after being so ambitious!" Shi Shuyi said and moved to Yu Mao, carefully touching the gauze with his fingers, "Oh my god, the blood is oozing out, what should I do?" What a mouthful it is."

Yu Mao slapped Shi Shuyi's paw away, "I just accidentally knocked on the table leg, don't make a fuss."

"Knocked to the corner of the table?" Shi Shuyi nodded, "That's right, I thought someone was provoking Brother Yu."

Suddenly thinking that Yu Mao was missing for a day yesterday, Shi Shuyi asked again, "Brother Yu, where did you go yesterday? I didn't reply to your messages."

It made him worry for a while, thinking that Yu Mao had killed someone and destroyed the corpse.

Yu Mao turned over the unopened textbooks from the table, and arranged them one by one according to the schedule on the blackboard. Seeing this operation, Shi Shuyi was stunned for a while.

Brother Yu actually took out the book, which is even more inconceivable than someone telling him that the sun will rise from the west tomorrow.

Could it be that he accidentally smashed his brain when he hit the corner of the table?

"Yu, Brother Yu." Shi Shuyi swallowed his saliva, "What are you doing with the book?"

"Learn, what else can you do if it's not difficult." Yu Mao replied lightly.

It's over, it's over, and I really kowtowed my head.Shi Shuyi was in a hurry, how can he cure this? !

"When are you going to go home?" Yu Mao asked suddenly.

"Ah?" Shi Shuyi was taken aback by this very wide-ranging question, and then thought for a while, "Probably at least this semester will be over, Brother Yu, why are you asking this?"

"My father is coming here in a few days."

"Your father is coming?!" Shi Shuyi was taken aback, and the volume could not be controlled for a while, spreading throughout the classroom.

A few classmates turned their heads curiously, didn't they say that Yu Mao is an orphan, so he still has relatives.

Yan Ziyao paused while holding the pen, Yu Mao's father is coming?

Does it mean that Cat Yu is leaving...

Shi Shuyi was stared at by Yu Mao, and quickly covered his mouth.

It can't be blamed on him, it's really Yu Mao's father, that man named Yu Bai is too scary.

It can be said that if the children in their circle were disobedient when they were young, the parents only need to send you to the Yu family to be taken care of by the head of the Yu family, and all the children will behave like little sheep.

Just say how brutal it must be.

Yu Mao tapped the table for a while, and there was not much expression on his face, only his tone was very calm, "So I have to perform well these days, you should find someone else to form a team."

"If that's the case." Shi Shuyi swallowed, and jumped three meters away from Yu Mao in an instant, "Brother Yu, don't worry, I will definitely not disturb you during this time, I also want to live a few more days."

He usually plays crazy with Yu Mao, but once the elders are involved, especially the head of the Yu family, among all his peers, only Yu Mao dares to fight with those people, and the others don't dare to breathe too much. use force.

Now that even Yu Mao is obedient, how could he be so determined to seek death.

Yu Mao twitched the corners of his mouth, lowered his head and flipped through the book.

At the beginning of the first class, as soon as Liang Qiuxi came in, he noticed the 'separated' Yu Mao and Yan Ziyao.

"Yu Mao, why did you change positions?"

Yu Mao raised his head slowly when he heard the words, "It's about to take the mid-term exam. I didn't sit a little farther away because I was worried about affecting Yan's performance."

Just as Liang Qiuxi was about to speak, Yu Mao followed up, "Don't be too moved, teacher, let's start the class."

"..." Liang Qiuxi's mouth twitched, she didn't expect Yu Mao to speak well.

"Okay, students, we are studying the last text of the mid-term exam today, everyone open the book."

Yu Mao opened the book as he said, but he didn't look for the specific page.Anyway, what Yu Bai wanted was not for him to get good grades in the exams, but for him to be quiet and not make trouble.

Spreading the books on the table, Yu Mao held a pen in his hand and started to be in a daze.

"..." Yan Ziyao was listening to the class, but his eyes subconsciously looked to his side, and he didn't realize until he saw an empty space, Yu Mao was no longer sitting here.

He kept telling himself not to think anymore, but his eyes still fell on Yu Mao in the corner uncontrollably.

Although I didn't see it, I think the bloody lips and the wound on the forehead are also inseparable from the power outage last night.

The image of Yu Mao cowering in a corner and trembling flashed across his mind, and Yan Ziyao unconsciously clenched the pen in his hand.

How did he spend last night?

And I still don't know why Yu Mao is so afraid of the dark.To be so afraid, there must be some kind of shadow.

"Yan Ziyao, Yan Ziyao!" Liang Qiuxi frowned tightly, "Yan Ziyao, what are you thinking?"

Only then did he come to his senses, Yan Ziyao stood up, "Teacher."

Liang Qiuxi took a deep breath, "What are you thinking, the teacher called you so many times."

"Sorry, I was thinking about a topic just now."

"That's good." Liang Qiuxi pointed to the blackboard, "Come and analyze this reading question."

It wasn't until Yan Ziyao finished speaking without missing a single point that Liang Qiuxi looked better, "Next time you have to concentrate in class, don't let your mind wander, you know, think about the topic after class."

"understood."

"Sit down."

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