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Ye Zhihui tried his best to maintain the etiquette on the face, and greeted generously: "Old Wei, come in quickly, you came here to see me this winter, thank you so much."

The secret love affair between Jiang Yahui and Lao Wei has already been revealed, but Ye Zhihui has always saved enough face for the two, and doesn't want to make things too ugly.

Ye Zhihui knew that they had traveled together before.

That day, Lao Wei and his friends borrowed a light-driving car and took Jiang Yahui to the beach for a drive.

Lao Wei believes that Jiang Yahui's nature is the woman he has been looking for for many years, not only expressing his inner desire to her, but also expressing his willingness to wait for her.

Just like when he was young, he was one step behind Ye Zhihui. At that time, he didn't know how to confess, and fell in love with this girl who was supposed to live in the city at a glance.

Later, I asked my parents to find someone to come to inquire about it, but she had already found a wife.

Day and night, he endured the torment of physical desire and the torment of being one step too late. He wrapped Jiang Yahui's hair rope in the movie theater tightly around his wrist, and fell asleep with his arm in his arms every night.

During that seaside trip, although Jiang Yahui was unwilling to have further development with him, she still acquiesced in his approach as a friend.

He couldn't let go and kissed her desperately until she gave up resistance and snuggled into his arms like a docile sheep.

He then dropped her off the car and watched her walk into the house.

At that moment, his heart changed from fullness to incompleteness, from incompleteness to hunger, from hunger to torment, and Old Wei vowed to get her.

After finally waiting for this opportunity, Lao Wei wanted to continue the elopement with Jiang Yahui that he failed to finish last time. This time he insisted on coming back with Jiang Yahui, just to watch her break up with Ye Zhihui, and then take her hand and leave here together.

Old Wei squeezed Jiang Yahui's shoulders with great force, and said softly in her ear: "You better think clearly, this time I want to keep you by my side forever." Then he jumped into the car and waited for her.

The half-new red taxi was still parked at the gate, exactly the same as the one Ye Shiyu saw last time.

The courtyard was empty, and there was a cold wind blowing.

Ye Shiyu couldn't imagine where Jiang Yahui was going, what she was going to do, and why she came back.

Ye Zhihui and Jiang Yahui closed the door and chatted in the east room, while Ye Shiyu and Ye Shiyu were so anxious that their palms were sweating in the west room.Ye Shiyu tried to break in the door a few times, but was stopped by the surroundings.

They held his hands around, put them in their palms, and kneaded them repeatedly, exactly the same as when Ye Shiyu had a stomachache due to intestinal spasms that night.

With a dry cigarette in his mouth, Ye Zhihui spat at Jiang Yahui's feet: "If you want to watch me make a fool of myself in front of him, it's just wishful thinking."

Jiang Yahui sat next to him as usual, her eyes kept moving down, stopped at the injured leg, and looked away, she denied, "That's not the case, I just want to see you."

Ye Zhihui coughed, his eyes were red from the smoke: "Stay away from me, I think you are dirty, since you have decided to leave with him, don't come back in the future, don't come back even if you want a child, you did it yourself Choose, don’t blame others.”

Ye Zhihui stared at Jiang Yahui's back silently like a beast whose claws had been smoothed out, opened his mouth and said, "Take good care of yourself. If he treats you badly, you should leave him boldly. You were not Are you brave enough to live alone in a dilapidated house in the countryside, and I didn't see you afraid. But you are afraid of starvation, so you agreed to marry me with a steamed bun."

After speaking, Ye Zhihui smiled unnaturally.

Jiang Yahui stood leaning against the wall, scribbling on the ground uncomfortably with her toes, rubbed her eyes and said, "It's not because I'm afraid of being hungry, and it's not because you gave me steamed buns, but because when I was abandoned by my parents and brothers, I was alone. When one person was hungry, only you risked being outnumbered and gave me steamed buns that no one in the family had eaten."

Jiang Yahui raised her face, smiled with tears in her eyes, and wiped away her tears vigorously: "Besides, you were so handsome when you were young."

"Yahui, don't blame yourself. You are not living well. It's all the responsibility of the gods. I delayed your life. Go live a good life in the future. From now on, you will only choose expensive food, and you can choose whatever skirt you like. Buy it, don’t feel wronged anymore.”

Ye Zhihui waved at her: "Let's go, don't look back, what's so good about this place, forget this half of your life, and live the rest of your life well. Don't worry about Xiao Yu, I will take care of this old life even if I lose it He, besides, there are people around, you should know how good he is to Xiao Yu, and you can't wrong him."

Jiang Yahui's voice trembled with excitement: "I'm sorry, don't hate me."

Ye Zhihui shook his head, and said in a commanding tone: "Hurry up, don't let us see you in the future."

He gritted his teeth and wanted to stand up to see her off, but his face was flushed and he couldn't support half of his body, so he turned his head, didn't look at Jiang Yahui, and ordered seriously: "Go, don't say anything to Xiaoyu, wait He'll understand when he grows up."

Jiang Yahui turned her head and ran out of the east room, and stood by the window. The two of them looked at each other through the window. She said in a naive and somewhat sincere tone: "Old man, although I can't grow old with you, I always feel that the two of us When the time comes, I will call you old man... third brother... I'm leaving."

Ye Zhihui shouted at her back: "Go, don't look back, and don't come back to me if you regret it."

Jiang Yahui took out a bag of things from her bag, quickly opened the window and threw it on the kang, and then left without looking back.

Ye Shiyu looked at her through the window, and soon his vision became blurred, shaking his head, trying to shake off the tears that poured out.

This time, Jiang Yahui really returned to the familiar sea like a mermaid who had been stranded on the shore for too long.

She will be free from dryness and embarrassment and become alive again.

Jiang Yahui's father passed away when Ye Shiyu was born. Jiang Yahui once told Ye Shiyu that his grandfather was a very outstanding person, and his only shortcoming was his habit of gambling.

When Jiang Yahui was depressed, just like her father, she liked to gamble a few times.

Now Jiang Yahui is like a tired gambler, betting the rest of her life on Old Wei.

This may be the last bet in her life. If she loses, she will really be alone.

Suddenly, Ye Shiyu heard a weak and vigorous voice, and then he saw Ye Zhihui hopping on one leg while leaning on crutches, running staggeringly forward, but unfortunately, he didn't even touch the exhaust of the taxi.

He fell down and sat there, slapped his injured leg with the external fixator bracket hard, and cursed plaintively while crying: "Old lady, come back to me the fuck, who can treat you better except me."

When Ye Shiyu and his surroundings chased him out, Ye Zhihui was lying on the ground in an awkward position, motionless.

The gauze on his leg was soaked with blood, one can imagine how painful it must be for him to walk this short distance.

None of them expected that Ye Zhihui would never get up again.

This is the end of Ye Zhihui's life, Ye Shiyu thought sadly.

Ye Shiyu had thought about the same sad thought countless times, but none of it was so cruel.

When Ye Zhihui was young, he was very honest. Everyone in the village said he was weak and cowardly. For several years, he worked under a contractor who was also his best friend when he was young.

But people will change, and the contractor will also change.

Not to mention wage arrears several times, Ye Zhihui was never paid throughout the year.Every time Ye Zhihui mentioned the matter of salary, the contractor repeatedly shirked it, always talking about the friendship when he was young.

In the end, the contractor took the money and ran away, leaving behind his son and half daughter.Ye Zhihui also lent his family's savings to others, but of course he didn't return it in the end.

Later, I opened a small shop with Jiang Yahui. At that time, some people in the village had to gamble in the small shop. Someone called the police. Ye Zhihui also fell into the crime of sheltering others for gambling, and was fined a lot of money. At that time, my sister helped to pay in advance. .

After the small shop turned down, Ye Zhihui took part-time jobs everywhere, and his income was extremely unstable, but he didn't want to wrong his wife and children, so he lived a tight life, spending most of his time paying off debts while living.

Ye Zhihui worked hard under the sun for half his life, never complained, but was rejected by the woman he loved deeply, and died at the gate of his yard with a tall green hat on his head, like a dog.

Ye Shiyu has always compared Zhihui to an old kerosene lamp, the light looks dim, but the light is actually blocked by people.

Those who have been in contact with him for a long time will understand.

As a father, Ye Zhihui's parents passed away early.

He got married at a young age and had Ye Shiyu, his only son, but soon found that he could no longer get rid of the fetters of his family.

He also had a dream, wanting to be a vagabond, backpacking alone, traveling all over the great rivers and mountains of the motherland, and recording all the little things in the mountains and rivers with words and cameras.

But family and children brought him unspeakable loneliness and responsibilities. He didn't know if he would treat his children like his father treated him, and he didn't know if his children would love him in the future.

As Ye Shiyu grew up, he began to feel that the child was just a passer-by in his life, secretly taking away his ideals and ambitions.

He had to throw himself into real life, following in the footsteps of most grown men sadly and fearfully.

Facing an uncertain future and an uncertain economic income, he thought that as long as he thought of a solution, he would be able to solve the problem, and he would not have to face the preaching, exclusion, slander and condemnation of the world. It was solved like a cocoon, but it intensified and became a cocoon.

Sometimes he didn't understand enough, what kind of life did he get in exchange for squandering his talents and walking in the world?

It would be great if being honest was not called weak, being poor was not called being lazy, being introverted was not called incompetent, being stupid was not squeezed out, and being deep was not contradicted.

The author has something to say: Collect what you like, and cast a starfish.Xiao Yu and her surroundings are about to start a new life!My favorite Zhu Fan (male) is coming soon!