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After that day, life seemed to be fast-forwarded.

The days passed repeatedly and quickly, except for completing the group presentations and course papers assigned by the professor day and night, as well as the work tasks sent by the internship studio at any time, there are really no other details that can be remembered deeply.

Luo Wenjiao went to faraway places for training and rarely came back.But they no longer avoid him deliberately, the two of them seem to have returned to the time when they first met, but they had far more opportunities to meet at that time than now.

It was only after I went to university that I realized that graduation is not the point where people break up. From the day they entered university, everyone has been working hard towards their own future, and they are no exception.

While busy, Shi was also waiting for an answer.

He didn't know exactly what he was expecting, but he just hoped that Luo Wenjiao could clarify some things with him.

But I don't remember many things clearly. I only know that the seniors who are about to graduate disappear all day long.

After the graduation thesis defense finally came to an end, Beiyuan finally ushered in a short summer.

Luo Wenjiao flew back from the far south, Tang Baiqiao finally scored 8 points in the IELTS test, Liu Zilei cried and bowed to the graduation photo, thanking all the tutors for not leaving him in the second debate.

There are many more people on the campus wearing academic uniforms for group photos. The freshmen who entered the campus wearing military camouflage uniforms last summer, after almost a year of college life, have gradually faded away from the old greenness, and looked curiously and longingly at these The seniors who were crying and laughing seemed to see themselves tomorrow.

On the last Friday in June, the school holds graduation ceremonies in the stadium.Before going out, Shi helped Luo Wenjiao fasten the cuff buttons of his white shirt.

"That's right, so handsome." Shi stood far away, looked at Luo Wenjiao again and again, and brought him the bachelor's uniform to put on, "The drape of your School of Information is yellow, and when I graduate next year, I have to wear pink." .”

Luo Wenjiao didn't speak, but stood obediently, looking at him with a gentle expression.

It would be great if I could wear a bachelor's uniform with him, Luo Wenjiao thought.

There was still class in the afternoon, so after taking a few photos with everyone at school, I hurried to the classroom where the class was held.The ceremony will take more than four hours, and it was almost at dinner time that the group sent back the news that it was about to end, plus some photos of the ear-plucking ceremony.

When I came to the coffee shop, I saw many large bouquets and small bunches of flowers on the shelf at the door.Some are wrapped in simple kraft paper, and some are hung with colorful lights. They are colorful and very beautiful.

There was a couple standing next to it. The girl pointed to a bouquet of white daisies and begged the boy coquettishly.

After looking at it for a while, I silently picked up a bunch of sunflowers in my hand and went to the front desk to pay the bill.

A lot of people gathered in the square outside the teaching area. The students who had just finished class hurried past, and the graduates who had just finished the ceremony poured out of the stadium and went to the steps to take photos in groups.

But I had no choice but to stand at the highest point and wait patiently.

There are more and more people in the square. Far away from the school gate, there is a tall and thin boy, wearing a clean white shirt and trousers, and holding a large bouquet of pale pink flowers in his arms. Come here.

But when he recognized it at a glance, it was Luo Wenjiao, and his heartbeat quickened unconsciously.

Luo Wenjiao stood still on the side of the road, looked for a moment at the exit of the stadium, and then took out his mobile phone, typing something on it with one hand.

"Wen Jiao—" Someone shouted not far away.

Luo Wenjiao looked up and saw Fang Zhizhi waving to him in the square.

The girl ran over quickly and took the flowers from his hand.

"Brother Yan said that you didn't answer the phone, and he was stopped by the guard at the school gate. He has something to go back to the club in a while, so please ask me to give this to you." Luo Wenjiao said indifferently.

Fang Zhizhi leaned closer and sniffed, "Thank you, it's so beautiful."

She was wearing a white dress, and she looked as pretty as a pink rose when she smiled.

But when he didn't hear what they were saying, he stood far away.

He hurriedly hid the bunch of sunflowers behind him, and wanted to throw it into the trash can, but he was a little bit reluctant at the end, so he could only secretly stuff it back into his schoolbag.

The sun in the sky dipped behind the horizon little by little until it could no longer be seen.

"Happy graduation." Shi quietly said.

That night, a large group of people from the basketball team booked a barbecue restaurant they had been talking about for a long time, clamoring that they would not return home if they were drunk.

At this time of year in the school, the atmosphere of parting is always very strong, and now is no exception.In the first two years, Shi Ke remembered the same thing. Everyone in the team was there to celebrate the successful graduation of the seniors.At that time, I didn't feel much, but at this moment, I suddenly realized that some of the people close to me were about to leave, so I felt a little sad after knowing it.

But when I realized that I had drunk too much alcohol, I was on the verge of losing my mind.

In fact, being too sober in such a scene is not a good thing after all, and one has to endure the fact that they are going their separate ways and the pain of parting.At the time, she didn't want to be vulnerable and sensual like a little girl, so she had to let herself drink more and forget about the troubles for a while.

Everyone chatted about their past and their plans after graduation.But when I heard it, I was dizzy, and I could barely remember what a few people said.

Liu Zilei found a passable job in his hometown, although it had nothing to do with his major.Tang Baiqiao has received admission qualifications from British universities and plans to bid farewell to basketball and become a shrewd financial practitioner in the future.Luo Wenjiao entered the training camp of a well-known basketball club in the south, and he might be able to sign a contract as a professional player.

When they left, there were only him and Xie Cheng left in Beiyuan A University.

His head was dizzy and painful, and he was in a haze, as if someone hugged him gently, and walked for a long time in the cool summer night.He frowned, bowed his head and spat all over the man.

Luo Wenjiao was not angry, but caressed his back carefully and slowly.

The others were also drunk, supporting each other, and finally returned to the Pine Forest Bathhouse.

After entering the room, Luo Wenjiao put Shi Que on the bed and lay down, took a wet towel to wipe off the dirt on his body, and helped him change into clean clothes.

At that time, he was really drunk, his cheeks were flushed, his big eyes were dazed and slack, and his mouth was still chattering as usual.

"Wenjiao...haha, I bought you flowers, very beautiful flowers..."

Luo Wenjiao watched helplessly as he struggled to get up, ready to support him at any time.At that time, I searched for the zipper of the schoolbag for a long time, and just took out a handful of sunflowers that were crumpled from the inside, revealing a row of neat teeth as if showing off.

"For you, big star."

Shi was smiling softly, suddenly stretched out an arm, and with a slap, smashed the flower into the arms of the person opposite.

The golden flowers are in full bloom, and the upright posture seems to declare the dazzling love for the sun over and over again, from life to death.

Luo Wenjiao suddenly realized that this feeling is called heartbeat.

He likes the way he grinned lightly, like a sunflower blooming in a dream, young and full of vigor.But he never said it, he just loved silently and faithfully.

Perhaps there was a time when friendship was surpassed between them.

Sometimes Luo Wenjiao wanted to be selfish and wanted to kiss him while drinking, but he held back immediately.It's rare to sleep soundly, so it's better not to wake him up.

Luo Wenjiao dragged his limp body to the side of the bed, and took out his mobile phone that had been in flight mode for a long time from his trouser pocket.Turning on the mobile network, countless messages popped up from the top of the screen, most of which came from Yao Jun.

He sighed and began to read one by one.

"Huzi, think again, why are boys more attractive than girls?"

"You were fine when you went home last year, why did you become like this in the past few months..."

"It's my mother's fault. I haven't disciplined you well since I was a child, which makes you so deviant."

"Let's think of a way, we must be able to overcome it?"

……

He clicked off the screen.

Ever since he talked with Yao Jun on the phone a few months ago, when he mentioned that he fell in love with a boy, persuasion about this matter kept appearing in his mobile phone.

The headache caused by the alcohol became more and more intense. He took a few deep breaths, opened the dialog with Yao Jun again, and reposted the two photos he just took today.

"Mom, I graduated today."

When I was there, I stopped being noisy, and seemed to have fallen asleep peacefully.Luo Wenjiao stared sideways at him, his eyes softened suddenly.

"I have to go again tomorrow morning." He said in a deep voice.

A blank expression appeared on Luo Wenjiao's face, although he knew he couldn't hear him, he still whispered.

"The training camp will be closed for four months. If you want to sleep in, it's too late to say goodbye to me." He said, couldn't help but stretched out his hand to smooth the broken hair on Shi Ke's forehead, thought for a while, and smiled rarely With a low voice, he teased, "But I know you probably will sleep until noon."

Luo Wenjiao stood up, carefully put down the mosquito net over Shi Ke's head, tucked every corner carefully, then turned off the light, and stood in the dark looking at him.

"I... If it goes well, I want to enter the Ming Hailansheng Club, so that after you graduate, we..."

Luo Wenjiao paused, his eyes flickered for a moment, and finally he spoke firmly.

"We will be able to see each other in Minghai."

"I'll train hard."

"Would you like to see me..."

In the past few months, Luo Wenjiao has seized all the opportunities he could take advantage of and stepped up his training in order to win the place to enter the professional club.

He even finally called Yao Jun after hesitating for a long time, just because Shi asked him whether he liked boys or not.

He stood there looking at it for a long time, until the night was very deep, and he really felt sleepy, so he lay down to rest with some reluctance.

When Shi woke up the next morning, Luo Wenjiao had already left.

The room was quiet, only the dizziness when getting up and the clean white shirt hanging by the bed, barely proved that Luo Wenjiao had been here yesterday.

But when he propped himself up, he reached for the clothes hanger on the pair of lanyards.

The shirt was completely dry, and it smelled exactly the same as Luo Wenjiao's, which was very nice.

On the table near the window, there was a white porcelain vase at some point, and there were several sunflowers in it, which were thriving.

But when he sat on the bed for a while, his eyes became inexplicably blurred.

Everything in the world has traces to follow.I get a headache when I get drunk, my eyes get swollen after crying, I vomit all over Luo Wenjiao, and I see the laundry the next day.

Only the overwhelming thoughts in his heart will never be noticed by anyone other than himself.

Luo Wenjiao, I miss you very much.

Miss you very much.