glare effect

Winter, heavy snow.

The biting north wind outside the window rolled goose-feather-like snowflakes, whistling and hitting the glass, forming a thick layer of white.

The room is very warm. If you don't look at the scene outside, you won't feel that Beiyuan is already a world of ice and snow at this time.

There was a rushing sound of a mechanical keyboard from the table next to it, and Xie Cheng and Liu Zilei were in full swing and landed in the online world into boxes.But Shi was sitting cross-legged on the ground beside Xie Cheng's bed, holding a laptop in his arms.

On the screen was an email that had been sent a long time ago, and the computer stayed on the successfully sent interface.

But he was not looking at the computer seriously.

Just now he declined the invitation to play with Luo Wenjiao at the club, and slipped out early on the pretext that he wanted to play games with Xie Cheng.

The reason was that he couldn't pretend to be nonchalant and get along with Luo Wenjiao as usual.

If he still wants to continue this friendship, he can only hide it in such a clumsy and heartbreaking way, don't let Luo Wenjiao see it as abnormal.

It's just that Shi Que's acting skills have not been very good.

What he was sure of was that Luo Wenjiao had sensed something, and seemed to be avoiding him intentionally or unintentionally.

Annoyed curses erupted from the computer, Liu Zilei and Xie Cheng both took off their headsets and leaned on the back of their chairs bored.

"It's fucking boring." Liu Zilei crossed his long legs, turned off the game interface on the computer, and clicked on the website with the mouse, "Cheng'er, is there any good-looking website, share one with my brother."

Although Xie Cheng rolled his eyes at him full of disdain, he still moved closer. The two of them huddled together in front of a computer, tinkering with each other, and giving soft smirks from time to time.

Seeing that Liu Zilei was about to take off his trousers, Shi closed his laptop and retreated out knowingly.

He has always been very little involved in the "communication" in the boys' dormitory.

When they discuss things, they will listen casually from time to time, just for fun, and occasionally feel blushing and excited when they see the dialogue and plot in the film, but compared to those beautiful and fair women, he seems to be surrounded by them. strong men are attracted more.

If it wasn't for the fact that he didn't want to meet Luo Wenjiao recently, he wouldn't take the initiative to go to Xie Cheng's room and endure the smell of sneakers thrown everywhere, as well as the ubiquitous noise and bad taste.

When he tentatively came to the room at the end of the corridor, the door was locked, which meant that Luo Wenjiao had already left.

He took out the key and entered the house, and fell headfirst on the single bed that belonged to Luo Wenjiao.

The various good-looking women I saw in Xie Cheng's room just now were far less exciting than a bed with that person's scent on him.

This made him feel a little annoyed.

He lay on the bed, took off his glasses, buried his whole head in the pillow, and panted heavily.

"Oh shit."

There was no comfortable place in his body, so he couldn't help cursing.Closing his eyes, some familiar lights and shadows kept flashing through his mind.

The profile of a boy in a red sportswear in a swimming pool is blurred.

In the room without lights at night, the boy sat quietly on the side of the bed, his back was illuminated by the moonlight, making him three-dimensional like a sketch.

On the stadium in summer, someone ran into the shadows with a flat expression, sweat dripped down the texture of the skin, and lay on other people's legs without saying a word.

"what……"

But when he turned over, he stared blankly at the blank ceiling, with a thin layer of sweat on his forehead.

He wanted to hold back, but this place was full of that person's smell, which made him unable to help himself.

He should have held back, if he had known that the door would be unlocked the next second.

The door opened a small gap, enough for Shi Ke to meet the eyes of the person who opened the door.The moment their eyes met, Shi Shi could read a trace of surprise and embarrassment from Luo Wenjiao's eyes.

Oops.

He was supposed to be at the club, but he didn't know why he suddenly appeared here.

A very strange look suddenly appeared on Luo Wenjiao's usually calm face. He was stunned for a long time before closing the half-open door with all his strength.

The situation in the room really surprised him. He calmed down as much as possible, and said to the junior who asked him to borrow the ball: "I just remembered, I put the ball in the locker, I will give it to you on Monday."

The junior didn't suspect anything, nodded and left.

Luo Wenjiao let out a long breath.The room was quiet and there was no sound, he hesitated for a moment, and pressed the doorknob.

At that time, he had already sat back on his side, with one leg bent in front of him, and his cheeks were red.

The moment Luo Wenjiao opened the door and came in, he woke up from the haze almost instantly, tidied himself up in a hurry, trying not to look so embarrassed.

"Going away?" Shi pointed to the direction of the door with his finger, and said with a smile on his face, pretending to be calm.

Luo Wenjiao walked over slowly, just looked at him with his usual cold and calm eyes, and didn't answer.

After being looked at by him like this, Shi suddenly felt like sitting on pins and needles, and only thought about how to find an excuse for his behavior.

He was uncomfortable, so he could only pretend to be indifferent and explained: "Hey, it's all the fault of Brother Lei and Xie Cheng, they still watch movies in broad daylight, thank you, if the junior comes in at this time, it will be embarrassing."

There was a smile on his face, but Luo Wenjiao acted as if he hadn't heard what he said, still kept his face cold and didn't say a word.

"Do you mind, I... I'll just lie down casually." Shi continued blushing, his voice getting smaller and smaller.

To his bewilderment, Luo Wenjiao still didn't respond.

Luo Wenjiao's quiet and alienated face did not reveal any emotion.At that time, my heart was full of panic, I just wanted to escape as soon as possible, and sat up from the bed hesitantly.

"I'll go first..." Shi Shi walked past Luo Wenjiao, his voice lower than that of a mosquito, "Let's go to Xie Cheng first..."

What he didn't expect was that the moment he rubbed shoulders with Luo Wenjiao, his wrist was grabbed hard with a "snap".

Shi Shi's body froze, and he searched and looked back.

"What's the matter with you?" Luo Wenjiao asked softly after being silent for a long time.

He clearly noticed that something was wrong recently, whether it was avoiding everywhere before, or what happened in the house today.

"Me?" Shi tried his best to smile, and wrote lightly, "What can I do, it's okay, I just had fun with Xie Cheng and the others, man, isn't it normal."

"I'm not talking about that." Luo Wenjiao asked worriedly, "What's the matter with you recently?"

"I'm fine." Shi wanted to pull back the grasped hand, but Luo Wenjiao was much stronger than himself, no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't pull it back, so he could only walk out.

When he saw him, he resisted fiercely. Luo Wenjiao didn't dare to use too much force, for fear of hurting him, he had no choice but to wrap his arms around his waist tightly from behind, so that he couldn't escape temporarily.

"What are you hiding from?" Luo Wenjiao breathed heavily in his ears when he was there, and there was a lot of sadness and puzzlement hidden in his calm words.

He didn't understand why he suddenly seemed to be a different person in the past few months. He no longer babbled in his ears all day long. Luo Wenjiao came and Luo Wenjiao went, and he even cared about what color jersey he changed into.

Luo Wenjiao hugged the person in front of him vigorously. He just came in from the outside, and his body was still a little cool, which was completely different from the hot body temperature when he was there.But when he was hugged like this, I felt more and more hot all over.

"I didn't... didn't hide, you let go first." Shi wanted to turn around, but his limbs gradually became weak, and his instinct was gradually occupying and eroding his heart, making him unable to bear to resist any longer.

Even though he kept reminding himself in his mind that he and Luo Wenjiao should only be friends, the most ordinary friends.

But when he closed his eyes, his back arched slightly in pain, and his whole body seemed to have fallen into a dizzy world.

In his original impression, Luo Wenjiao was so lonely that he never seemed to care about other people's emotions.

"Luo Wenjiao!"

But when he lowered his head, his chest heaved up and down violently, and finally he yelled loudly.

Luo Wenjiao put his hand down, as if he had done something wrong, he raised his head in a daze.

"Please..." Shi Que's voice was full of tears, and there was a sparkle in his eyes, and he begged in a low voice, "Don't do this."

When he saw it, he was about to cry, Luo Wenjiao hurriedly pulled himself away, took a tissue from the table, and carefully stuffed it to him.

"I..." For the first time in his life, Luo Wenjiao felt that someone overwhelmed him, "I'm sorry."

At that time, he pushed away his shoulders, straightened his clothes, and stood weakly against the wall.He had never felt this way before, and a strange sense of contradiction gradually took over his heart, making it impossible for him to understand the current situation.

Luo Wenjiao hesitated several times, but still whispered: "If it makes you uncomfortable, and the few times I kissed and hugged you before... I'm sorry, I will listen to you in the future, if I don't do this, it's you Don't... avoid me."

At that time, he felt that this was the longest sentence he had ever heard Luo Wenjiao say since he met him.

His heart softened, he took a long breath, and slightly suppressed the bitterness in his throat, "Wen Jiao, I'm a bit confused."

Luo Wenjiao looked at him quietly.

"Have you ever thought about our relationship?" Shi turned his eyes away and said hesitantly, "Classmate, roommate, good brother."

He paused, then looked at Luo Wenjiao tremblingly, "Still a couple? Or let me ask you again, do you like men or women?"

Luo Wenjiao was taken aback for a moment, these questions were obviously difficult for him.He thought about it seriously, and shook his head after thinking to no avail, "I...don't know."

He didn't think it made any difference. To him, other people were just passing scenes in a complicated life, regardless of gender.Only sometimes, he couldn't help but want to get closer.

If such a strange emotion can be called "love", he thinks love is like this, but he has never understood how to truly like someone.

But when he had no choice but to lower his head, he shouldn't ask so bluntly, because it would hurt his sensitive and complicated heart even more.

"It's okay." Shi tried hard to get himself back to normal, cheered up a little, and comforted Luo Wenjiao, "Forget everything before, we are still the same as before."

Luo Wenjiao was silent, not knowing whether to nod or shake his head.

"We are still good friends." Shi said seriously.