Nunnally the Rebel

Take this kind of unreasonable, disregard for the world's love, or hate, to the extreme.

Living on the edge of rationality and madness, struggling, never detached, the moment of release is destruction, this is what the devil wants to see most.

However, Frantum let him down again. Seeing that he was about to kill Nunnally, Frantum abruptly stopped his movements.At the same time, the power that imprisoned Nunnali's wrist suddenly dissipated, and her feet softened and she knelt on the ground like that. Even if she was ready to die, she would still be afraid when she really faced death.

I don't know how long it took, and the heart that was beating rapidly due to fear gradually calmed down, but the pain did not wait for a long time, and Nunnally slowly opened her eyes.Regardless of her distressed appearance, her eyes were full of surprise and puzzlement. She had clearly sensed the approach of death and had made up her mind, but why was she still in place when she opened her eyes.

She looked in Frantum's direction suspiciously, only to find that Frantham was covering his head, tightly grasping the hair on his forehead, as if he was fighting against another self in his body.Even the pitch-black blade became very heavy, making her trembling hands so bruised that she couldn't lift it up, like a beast that forcibly suppressed her bloodthirsty instincts, her pale face and blood-stained eyes were all the same. Look painful.

"Frantum, until now, why are you patient! Do you really want to hand over Lelouchu to others!"

Unlike Nunnally, the demon was extremely agitated after being shocked, and the Frantham he knew was by no means like this.

He had seen Frantham's madness and determination, she could do nothing for her beloved brother, and she could drag the whole world to be buried with her, just for the one she loved.It is by no means like it is now, and it has reached this point, and it is still unwilling to make a move.

"Obviously there are many ways to keep Lu Luxiu by your side forever, why do you have to give up what belongs to you? Since you like Lu Luxiu so much, why don't you take him away from that fake Nunnali?" That’s good! Just like what you did at the beginning, if you can’t get it, you’d rather destroy it!”

There is another she in her body vying for control. That is a personality formed by the negative things gathered in her heart under the control of the devil. It takes a lot of effort just to fight against her, so how can she spare her heart to answer the devil.

Because of the struggle between the two consciousnesses, Frantum's eyes alternated frequently in red and purple, as if he had noticed Nunnally's gaze, and the struggle in his body stopped suddenly.

He raised his head suddenly, revealing a pair of purple and red eyes of different colors, and thick blood slowly overflowed the eye socket along the red left eye.

——If I kill you... my brother will be sad... my brother will definitely... cry... I can't...

——Nuna Li...My brother loves you...because he loves you...so I want to protect you...the me I used to be.

Nunnally saw the real despair in Frantem's eyes, and that kind of pain penetrated her heart in an instant.

The emotional perception of the two people was in harmony in an instant, as if they had completely become one person. Nunnally got the answer that the devil didn't get. It was Frantum's deepest buried emotion, which made her want to cry.

"Frantum...?" Such tragic blood and tears were not limited to Nunnally, even the demon was shocked and didn't know what to say.

"Hehe, until now, you are still not honest at all, Frantum." After an unknown amount of time, Nunnally clenched and let go of the hand hanging by her side.

A choked chuckle broke the silence of the room. Under the eyes of the devil and Frantum, Nunnally stood up slowly, raised her drooping head, and revealed the picture that was originally covered in long hair. A face obscured by hair shadows.

"Do you think that I will be grateful to you if you give everything to me? I have always known that you want to protect me and my happiness, but it is just your lie." Nunnally rubbed After removing the wet tears on her face, under the surprised eyes of the devil, she walked towards Frantum step by step, her purple eyes full of sarcasm.

"Actually, you are very jealous, jealous that I can live with my brother, jealous that I can be hugged by my brother, jealous that I can get his kiss every night, so you dare not argue with me, so you will I think that if I can get happiness, it will be the same as you get happiness. Only by comforting yourself with such false reasons can you feel better."

Nunnally stood in front of Frantham, using sharp and pointed words, mercilessly pierced into the soft place in her heart, and gouged out her wound bit by bit, making her bleeding heart Being disturbed to blood and blood, "I was still thinking, if you are Nunnally, then who am I? Now I feel that my worry is unnecessary, because you will only keep running away, and you don't even have the courage to face it."

"No..." Frantum closed his eyes in pain.

"Because you know that Brother Lu Luxiu loves me, even if I am a false existence, I am the only Nunnally in this world." Naturally, Nunnally will not stop as she hoped, "So disappear, and Together with your demons, don't disturb me and my brother's life! I am Nunnally in my brother's heart, and my brother only loves me, not you anymore!"

"—!"

"You didn't give me these happiness, but I deserve it! I love my brother no less than you! So I won't give it back to you! Are you unwilling? Then try to snatch him back from me." ,coward!--"

"Shut up!——" Like a trapped animal struggling and roaring, his reason disappeared as he lost control of his emotions. Frantum's eyes were instantly stained with blood and turned bright red. The comparison is tragic and crazy, "He is mine! Only mine! You who hinder me, disappear for me!"

Nunnally looked at the out-of-control Frantham, her eyes were full of pain, she had always been like this, bearing the pain and loneliness alone.

Like a lost child, thinking that everything is his fault, thinking that he is hopeless, even he has to give up his own despair, but it is not like this...

"Well, he's yours..." Nunnally smiled until Frantum's sharp blade pierced her body.

Even though the pain invaded all her senses, the smile on the corner of her lips did not disappear, so she could repay a little bit of injustice to her, even if it was just a little bit, and wanted to share her pain.

It took only a moment to lose control of her emotions, so the blood in Frantum's eyes faded, and her sanity returned. However, seeing the knife piercing Nunnally's abdomen and the large amount of blood that fainted, she realized that she had done it herself. What, his face turned pale in an instant, and he wanted to pull out the knife to treat Nunnally, but Nunnally held the knife tightly.

"What a fool, why do you want to let go? You should hold the so-called happiness tightly in your hands like this, and then I, who may threaten you, will be completely—" Before Nunali finished speaking, she held the blade of the knife With a sudden force on her hand, a painful grunt, mixed with the sound of blood gushing from the flesh, the knife in Frantum's hand pierced her completely along with her strength, protruding from the back, "—— kill."

"Nuna Li—!" Frantum's pupils suddenly shrank, and he forgot to respond in horror.

Even the devil showed an unbelievable expression, and what he saw was an extremely tragic scene. Nunnally ignored the stabbing wound in her abdomen, and walked forward step by step against the blade.

Every step she took, the blade deepened an inch, and the pain of her internal organs being pierced couldn't stop her until it was completely submerged, only the handle of the knife was in front of her, and she couldn't move forward, and the blade mixed with blood completely leaked out from behind her.

To her, these short steps felt as if she had walked for centuries. After finally walking in front of Frantum, Nunnally grabbed the handle of the knife with bloody hands. Frantum's hand, and then tightly grabbed her skirt so as not to fall down.

"From the time I realized all this, I have already expected this day..." Because I had already expected it, I would not feel fear when facing death at close range. Instead, I breathed a sigh of relief, "It was very early. Since then, I have the awareness to face it... Ever since I came here, I have never thought about going back alive..."

"Just like what the devil said...I am a phantom, a falsehood, an existence that should disappear...Only disappearing is my destined ending...Only in this way can you..."Relieve...

Before he finished speaking, he couldn't help coughing, blood gushed out from the coughing, his trembling body touched the wound, and his face was pale with pain.Then, Nunnally leaned against Frantham as if she had collapsed.

If you don't look at the knife mixed with blood coming out of Nunnally's back in her hand, the two of them are like sisters embracing, and no one is closer than them.

"I'm sorry... for saying those cruel things to you..."

"...Why?" Frantum took a long time to find his voice.

Nunnally lowered her eyes wearily, "Because I am you...I don't know when...I can feel your feelings...I can see your memory from dreams...So your thoughts, I know everything...including your hatred for yourself..."

Hatred burns the soul, the pain is so deep, remembering the scene in the dream of the blood-covered brother falling into his arms, just seeing it makes people collapse in despair, what if she had to experience it herself, what will happen? It's a terrible hypothesis that I dare not even think about.

"Even though you have repeated countless times, you have trapped yourself in the same place and shouldered the crime of murdering your brother... But I know that none of this is your fault... If I were to face the same desperate situation as you, I would I will definitely make the same decision as you, and it will definitely not be better than you..."

"I am the you you used to be, and it is because of this that I understand what you really think... You are not wrong, all this is for brother, it is your love for brother Lu Luxiu, we are the same in this regard... ..." Nunnally lowered her eyes and said gently, "Forgive yourself, if you think you are guilty, then I will bear it for you..."

"What?!" Frantum never thought about getting forgiveness from anyone, let alone that such words would come out of the mouth in front of her. This kind of willingness to bear the sins for her is undoubtedly a kind of salvation. Saved her from the abyss of despair, she had imagined countless times that the redemption was in front of her eyes, but she dared not accept it, "I, I am not qualified... I did a lot of mistakes, I killed my brother... I..."

"It's okay, forgive yourself, I forgive you..." Nunnally smiled sadly, "These seemingly wrong processes are the only way for you and me to go home... Even if it is painful, the source of all this Because of my love for my brother, so... I am willing to bear it for you... I will bear it with a smile... After all... I am you..."

"So, go back, go back to my brother's side... I have the courage to end all of this... You too, don't run away anymore... Live, restore your and my original... wish..." Saying these The words exhausted all of Nunnally's strength, cold sweat kept breaking out from her forehead, her physical strength was lost with the continuous bleeding, and her vision was already blurred.

How long she can live, she doesn't know, but the time of living with Lu Luxiu keeps appearing in front of her eyes, she can never go back, can't see it again, she realizes this, she can't help but feel a little sad , that's why he confessed to Lu Luxiu on his birthday.

The reason why Lu Luxiu didn't answer was not because she was afraid of being rejected, but because she was afraid that her future-less self would be reluctant to part with Lu Luxiu, because even a simple sentence from Lu Luxiu could crush her consciousness in an instant.

So she kept telling herself that as long as she could tell him her heart, it would be fine, as if this would make her no longer have regrets, as if only in this way could she gain the courage to move on.

"Heh...why do you show such a sad expression?" Nunnally was stunned when she saw the hot tears dripping down Frantum's face, and then smiled weakly, wanting to wipe them away. Her tears, "I gave you everything back..."

"So, laugh... don't cry anymore... Nunnally..." Nunnally's words became slower and lighter at the end, until she could no longer hold onto the clothes of the person in front of her, and could no longer Unable to support the weight of his body, he fell to the ground.The hand that originally wanted to wipe Frantum's tears was stained with blood, and when it fell down, it wiped the corner of her eye, leaving a glaring mark.

Frantum even forgot to react, and could only watch Nunnally fall down. He even pulled out the knife that pierced her abdomen. Going, like a flower of life that exhausts all the vitality and blood, blooms beautifully and withers at the same time.

All this was beyond the devil's expectation, so he kept frowning as a bystander, not saying a word, until the door was suddenly pushed open from the outside, like a sealed box being torn from the outside, and the outside wind and snow and The light scrambled in, and even the frozen air and time seemed to flow again - it was Lu Luxiu standing at the door against the light.

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It's the same music I used in the book of the contract again... I'm on my knees... Tried and tested, only this music fits...