Ji Guang

Xiang Huai looked at Lin Ji downstairs without making a sound, but Lin Ji didn't move, just raised his head and looked at him quietly.

After a while, Xiang Huai reached out his hand and took out a can ring from his trousers pocket. When he was drinking outside the abandoned city, he tore it off with too much force. At that time, he stuffed it into his trouser pocket when there was no place to throw it away. inside.

He slammed the pull ring towards Lin Ji downstairs, and cursed in a hoarse voice, "Get lost."

Too far away, his hoarse cursing voice couldn't reach Lin Ji, and his aim was not very good, the pull ring didn't hit Lin Ji, but fell into the snow next to him.

Lin Ji bent down and picked up the pull ring.

Xiang Huai was trembling all over, he gritted his teeth, took out his phone, clicked on the address book, found Lin Ji's number and dialed it.

He saw Lin Ji downstairs took out his cell phone, looked up at him, then picked up the phone, and his faint voice sounded next to his ear: "Xiang Huai."

"Get out!" Xiang Huai said, "What did you say, don't fucking stand downstairs in my house."

There was no sound from the other end of the phone. Lin Ji held the phone and didn't speak. He just looked up at him. Obviously, with such a long distance and the cover of the night, his facial features could not be seen clearly. Lin Ji's dark and quiet eyes But the eyes seemed to be right in front of Xiang Huai's eyes.

Xiang Huai suddenly looked away, and sat on the floor with his back against the wall.

"What an amazing person you are, you can do anything you say, and you can just break up..." He paused for a moment, barely stopped the choking in his throat, and cursed, "Get out, I don't care about you anymore !"

"Huaibao," Lin Ji said softly, "I miss you."

"I don't miss you." Xiang Huai covered his eyes hard, he wanted to pull his heart out of his chest to see what was going on, how could it be so painful and uncomfortable, he gritted his teeth and insisted, "I don't miss you .”

Lin Ji's breathing was white with snowflakes, he looked up at the window where he used to live, his eyes were soft.

The two didn't talk for a long time, only the sound of each other's breathing could be heard, one was quiet and the other was hurried, after a while, Lin Ji said: "Close the window and go to sleep, it's cold outside, don't catch a cold."

Xiang Huai said viciously, "It's up to you!"

"Happy New Year." Lin Ji said.

Xiang Huai maintained that movement, tears overflowed from between his fingers, and the vicious voice seemed to be separated from himself.

Xiang Huai hung up the phone, and the phone dropped to the floor with a bang, and then the whole world fell silent, and the new year began like this.

Cry ass, Xiang Huai, why are you so worthless!Who the hell cares about him, you don't miss him... He thought so, but stood up abruptly, pressed his hands on the thin snow on the window sill, and looked towards where Lin Ji was standing just now.

There is no one there anymore.

Song Lingran was still asleep, she was staring at the ceiling in the dark in a daze, when she suddenly heard movement outside the room, like the table and chair being bumped, making harsh noises against the floor, Song Lingran hurriedly got off the bed and left the room, He only had time to see Xiang Huai's back as he rushed out.

"Xiang Huai, Xiang Huai!" Song Lingran followed and ran towards the door, while anxiously calling Xiang Huai twice, but did not stop, Xiang Huai turned into the stairwell and disappeared.

Song Lingran was terrified, she didn't know what happened, and she didn't have time to wait for the elevator, so she ran downstairs with Xiang Huai in her slippers.Xiang Qi was awakened from his sleep, and when he rushed out of the room stunned, there was no one in the house, the door was wide open, and the solid wooden table in the living room was knocked out of place.

Xiang Huai rushed downstairs, and the wind and snow whizzed towards him. Xiang Huai's gaze paused for a moment at the position where Lin Ji was standing just now, and then ran forward without hesitation.

It didn't take long for him to see Lin Ji.

The road lights in the community are connected together, swaying and flickering due to the wind and snow. The world in the night looks more and more empty and vast, and Lin Ji walks in it alone.As if he had sensed something, he stopped and turned around, his eyes slightly widened.

When Xiang Huai was a few meters away from Lin Ji, he stumbled and fell hard to the ground.

"Xiang Huai!" Lin Ji came to his senses and rushed over to help him.

Xiang Huai got up without hesitation, like a ferocious cheetah in the wind and snow, and ruthlessly threw Lin Ji to the ground.

He used great strength, and the two fell hard on the snow. In the confusion, Lin Ji saw Xiang Huai's red eyes.

During the brief chaos and subduing, Xiang Huai didn't make a sound, he pursed his lips tightly, his men didn't have any strength left, and he was as fierce and violent as if he was treating an enemy.

Lin Ji didn't struggle, and let Xiang Huai pinch his collar against his chest, pressing him firmly under his body.

It was only at this time that Xiang Huai uttered the first word hoarsely: "Get lost!"

He said so, but Lin Ji was imprisoned so that he couldn't move.

He stared at Lin Ji, seeing that Lin Ji didn't make a sound, he pinched Lin Ji's collar a little harder, and said angrily, "Aren't you going to leave? Let's go!"

"Don't cry." Lin Ji said softly.

Xiang Huai was so fierce that it was almost cold, but his tears fell straight on Lin Ji's face, scalding like boiling water in the bitter cold.

The two stared at each other for a few seconds in the wind and snow. Lin Ji suddenly reached out to wrap his arms around Xiang Huai's neck, and pulled him down forcefully. Xiang Huai stiffened his neck and refused to follow him. Huai loosened his strength a little, and was hugged and pressed into Lin Ji's arms, his head was pressed against Lin Ji's chest stiffly.

The other hand he held beside Lin Ji grasped the snow vigorously, his fingertips were red, but the back of his hand was stretched with blue veins, his whole body was like a bowstring stretched to the extreme.

Lin Ji hugged him tightly, tilted her head and kissed his cold ears and temples, and said in a hoarse voice, "Hey, don't cry."

"I haven't." Xiang Huai said.

"I'm sorry," Lin Ji's breath was also very unstable, his voice was very soft, as if it would be covered by the wind and snow, and only Xiang Huai could hear it, "I originally wanted to stand downstairs for a while. I'm leaving, but I miss you so much..."

In his voice, Xiang Huai finally let go of the strength in his body tremblingly, and raised his hand tentatively to hug Lin Ji.The moment his frozen fingers touched Lin Ji, he suddenly collapsed, let out an extremely suppressed sob, tears dripped into Lin Ji's clothes.

He hugged Lin Ji tightly, as if he was afraid of him leaving.

Xiang Huai is always flamboyant, he is not afraid of anything, he always smiles without hesitation, Lin Ji has never seen him cry like this, crying so much that Lin Ji's eyes turned red in an instant.

Snow mixed into the clothes of the two of them. Xiang Huai raised his head and kissed Lin Ji's lips in a panic. Both of their lips were so cold that they were almost numb. People cared about this recklessness, Lin Ji grabbed Xiang Huai's hair at the back of his head, and kissed him viciously and greedily.

Snow fell all over the sky, and they kissed passionately between the night sky and the snow.

"Don't go," Xiang Huai's teeth were chattering, his voice was a little vague, "Lin Ji, don't go."

He choked up and said, "I miss you too..."

Lin Ji's eyes were red and painful, he rubbed Xiang Huai's cold face, and whispered, "I know."

Song Lingran stood not far away watching them, she started to cry when she followed Xiang Huai down, and now she couldn't stop her sobs, her whole body was crying convulsively.

Xiang Qi had never seen this scene before, he looked away in embarrassment, and patted Song Lingran's shoulder comfortingly.Song Lingran grabbed his arm, pushed him in the direction of Xiang Huai and Lin Ji, turned around and went back without saying anything.

Xiang Qi stood there for a while, not knowing how to insert himself into the two hugging people, saw that the two finally separated after a long time, coughed and walked over.

Lin Ji hugged Xiang Huai and sat up, took off his down jacket, put it on for Xiang Huai, pulled the hat behind the down jacket and covered Xiang Huai's head.

He looked up at Qi, and called "Uncle Xiang" in a hoarse voice.

Xiang Qi was silent for a while, and said: "It's such a cold day, don't stay here, go home quickly."

Lin Ji said "Okay", Xiang Qi turned around, took two steps and then came back, took off his coat and gave it to Lin Ji.

Lin Ji was taken aback, and immediately wanted to return it to him, but was held back by Xiang Qi.

Xiang Qi left first, leaving only Lin Ji and Xiang Huai for a while.

Xiang Huai ran down in a hurry. He only had a thin sweater on his body, and he didn't even wear shoes or socks on his feet. He just ran in the snow for so long.

Lin Ji lowered his eyes, reached out and took off his shoes, held Xiang Huai's feet that were blue with cold, wiped off the snow and mud on his feet with his hands, put on and tied his shoes carefully bring.

While he was doing all this, Xiang Huai just stared at him for a moment, his whole body was frozen and trembling uncontrollably, but he didn't seem to feel it, just stared at Lin Ji.

The hat covered half of Xiang Huai's face, Lin Ji leaned over, rubbed against half of his forehead, and cursed in a low voice, "Stupid."

Xiang Huai's teeth were chattering, and he cursed back hoarsely, "You bastard."

"I'm an asshole." Lin Ji smiled lightly, followed Xiang Huai's words and admitted, then got up and pulled Xiang Huai to stand up, "Go, go back first."

When the two arrived home, the door of the house was open, and Xiang Qi just came out of the kitchen, holding two cups of hot milk in his hand: "Your aunt just warmed up, you two drink it quickly."

"There is hot water in the bathtub, which one of you will wash first?" Xiang Qi glanced at Lin Ji's socks-only feet, "You have to take medicine after washing, put it on the table."

After explaining to Qi, he went back to the room without further explanation, but Song Lingran never came out.

The two rolled in the snow for a long time, and when they entered the room, they were fully heated, and the snow particles on their bodies turned into water droplets, making their clothes wet.

Lin Ji pulled Xiang Huai back to the room, took off the down jacket on Xiang Huai and threw it on a chair beside him, pulled the quilt on the bed and covered Xiang Huai's head inside.

"Is it cold?" Lin Ji asked.

Xiang Huai shook his head, and unfolded one side of the quilt to Lin Ji. Lin Ji paused, took off his coat, and sat side by side with Xiang Huai on the edge of the bed, wrapped in the quilt.

The two of them didn't speak for a while, their cold hands held each other in the quilt. Gradually, their frozen bodies recovered, and there was scalding heat from the flesh, mixed with the pain of needles, but the two No one let go.

After a long time, Xiang Huai said, "I really want to kill you."

"Let's fight," Lin Ji said, "I'll let you this time, don't fight back."

"Fuck," Xiang Huai scolded without arrogance, "You can fight back whatever the hell you want."

His eyes ached from the pain, Xiang Huai felt a little embarrassed when he thought of the shameful crying downstairs, but he turned his head and saw Lin Ji, who also had red eyes.

"I lied," Xiang Huai's voice lowered, "I don't want to kill you."

"I know." Lin Ji said.

"I don't miss you either," Xiang Huai gritted his teeth, and stopped the weird crying that came from nowhere, "I miss you every day."

"I know."

"I'm not that angry with you," he said in a low voice, looking down at the hands they shook, "I'm angry with myself."

This time Lin Ji didn't say anything, Xiang Huai raised his eyes to look at him, the two met their gazes, Lin Ji asked, "Why?"

"I'm useless," Xiang Huai said, "I've made a mess of everything."

"No," Lin Ji grasped his hand tightly, "Those things have nothing to do with you, you are very powerful."

Xiang Huai pursed his lips, wondering if he had listened.

Lin Ji suddenly raised his hand and pulled the quilt over the heads of the two of them. The two were covered in a small darkness. Lin Ji rubbed the skin behind Xiang Huai's ear with his hand, leaned over and kissed his lips, and said softly : "Our Huaibao is the best."

"Don't coax me like this." Xiang Huai said this, but his hands grabbed Lin Ji's hair, and the two kissed in a small space, their breath interlaced with the heat of dampness.

Xiang Huai didn't want to go out any more, and hid in here, only the two of them, nothing else.

A few minutes later, the two of them sweated profusely, and poked their heads out of the quilt unbearably.

Lin Ji got out of bed and went to the bathroom. Xiang Huai stretched his arms and lay back on the bed, staring at the ceiling in a daze. For some moments, he still felt like a dream.He closed his eyes suddenly, wondering where the crying came from, thinking about those things for a while, it was like poking a wet sponge, some water came out after poking.

Lin Ji came back after washing a hot towel, sat in front of the bed, held Xiang Huai's ankles and wiped his dirty feet. The area around the little toes was red, indicating frostbite.

Afraid of getting wet on Xiang Huai's trousers, Lin Ji pulled it up, and a large bruise was pulled out, covering his fair calf, very conspicuous.

"What's going on?" Lin Ji's voice suddenly sank.

Xiang Huai glanced at it strangely, only to realize that such a big bruise had been knocked out on his leg, he tore off the bottom of his trousers indifferently, and wanted to take the hot towel from Lin Ji's hand, and said, "It's okay, I ran down just now Hit the table while going upstairs."

Lin Ji avoids Xiang Huai's hand, lowers his eyes and doesn't say a word, but moves more gently.

In the past, Xiang Huai always liked to act like a spoiled child to Lin Ji, showing three points of pain for one point, and wanted to kiss and hug him even if he was deceived, but now it is a bit different after all.

After Lin Ji had finished the medicine for Xiang Huai's leg injury, Xiang Huai was already lying on the bed in a daze and wanted to fall asleep.

Although he drank the medicine, Xiang Huai obviously couldn't stand it anymore. His headache hadn't stopped from the very beginning, but after taking the medicine, all the discomforts came out, and he was dizzy.

Lin Ji coaxed him to wake him up, told him to move his position and lie down under the quilt, and then sat on the edge of the bed and looked at him.

Xiang Huai felt extremely uncomfortable, but he grabbed Lin Ji's hand and refused to fall asleep.Lin Ji didn't force him, but just patted his body gently with one hand. After a long time, Xiang Huai finally fell asleep without holding on.His breathing gradually stabilized, but his brows were still furrowed, his mouth was slightly opened, as if he was asleep and uncomfortable.

Lin Ji looked at him intently, the whole world was empty and silent, suddenly, Xiang Huai's body trembled, he let out an unconscious sob, and his lips pursed uneasily.

Lin Ji bent down, put his cheek against Xiang Huai's hot face, and coaxed softly, "Hey, go to sleep."