Ji Guang

The next day, Song Lingran was sitting in the living room watching TV, her gaze fell on the screen, but her expression was blank, as if she wasn't watching anything.

Lin Ji stood at the door of the room and watched her for a long time before walking over and calling "Aunt Ran".

Song Lingran came back to her senses and asked, "What's the matter?"

Lin Ji said, "Can I talk to you again?"

Song Lingran stared at him for a few seconds, nodded, got up and went back to the bedroom, Lin Ji followed her in.

After Xiang Huai fell asleep last night, Lin Ji thought about it all night. His self-esteem did not allow him to lower his posture. Inch short.

If it's Xiang Huai...

"Aunt Ran," Lin Ji squeezed his palm hard, and finally spoke, "Can you give me a chance?"

"I know I don't have much ability now. No matter what promise I make, it's like empty talk. There's no way to make you and Uncle Xiang feel at ease, but those things in the future, no matter whether they are good or bad, and no matter how far we can go, I want to make peace with you." Xiang Huai will try it together."

"I just want a chance," Lin Ji gritted his teeth, before holding back the choking in his throat, "I really like Xiang Huai."

"You want to go back on your word?" Song Lingran was also trembling.

"No, I will move out," Lin Ji said, "I don't need to live with Xiang Huai, but I don't want to be separated from him like this."

"I won't interfere with where you go to school," Song Lingran said, "You can continue to study in this school, and I will help Xiang Huai transfer to another school later."

"Please..." What was he saying?Lin Ji thought desperately, his pride had been completely wiped out by himself.

"No," Song Lingran shook her head, choking with sobs, "I beg you."

After a suffocating silence, Lin Ji suddenly asked: "Do you regret it?"

Song Lingran was taken aback: "What?"

After she asked, she immediately realized Lin Ji's meaning and closed her mouth tightly.Do you regret it?Regret it?

After a long time, Lin Ji smiled and said softly, "I see."

Song Lingran forced herself not to look at Lin Ji, and asked cruelly, "When will you move out?"

She spoke very fast, and she was afraid that she would not be able to speak if she slowed down.

"Before the weekend." Lin Ji said.

"Okay." Song Lingran said.

There was nothing to say between the two of them, Lin Ji turned around and opened the door to go out, but when the door opened, Lin Ji froze suddenly.

Xiang Huai was standing outside the door, looking at him expressionlessly, not knowing how much he had heard.

"Xiang Huai..." Lin Ji was stunned.

Xiang Huai glanced at him without saying a word, brushed past him, and walked into the room. Seeing his sullen expression, Song Lingran subconsciously took two steps back.

Such Xiang Huai made Song Lingran feel a little strange.

Xiang Huai stared at Song Lingran, and said in a deep voice, "You want to drive Lin Ji away?"

Song Lingran was stimulated by his straightforward word "drive", and Song Lingran screamed: "Am I willing to do this! Who forced me!"

Her voice rose higher and higher until she was hoarse by the last few words.

"Why did I force you?" Xiang Huai clenched his hands into fists by his side, his anger could no longer be contained, and he barked his teeth and claws on his face, "It's obvious that you all came to force me! I really don't understand , What did I do wrong!"

"I just like Lin Ji, I don't care what you think, who the hell thinks what the hell thinks!" Xiang Huai was so angry that he didn't know where to put his hands, and shook his hands violently in the air twice, "Lin Ji just If he wants to live here, no one can let him go!"

He looked at Song Lingran with unfamiliar and puzzled eyes, as if Song Lingran had suddenly turned into a strange species: "Who the hell are you? Are you still my mother?"

Song Lingran's lips were trembling, she staggered unsteadily, and leaned against the wall.

"Xiang Huai!" Lin Ji took two steps forward and grabbed his arm, "I'll tell you about this!"

Song Lingran said: "Leave him alone, let him talk."

"What the hell did I say wrong?" Xiang Huai's eyes turned red with anger, "You always talk about other people and what will happen in the future, hey, tell the truth, it's just that you two can't accept it, and you feel ashamed, that's why Talk about what's there and what's not!"

"What are you talking about in the future, the road will be difficult to walk, and it's all your fault? Don't use it as a cover for my own good, you are obviously only thinking about yourself!"

"Xiang Huai!" Lin Ji shouted in a low voice, ignoring his resistance, cut off his hands forcefully, trying to drag him out of the room.

Xiang Huai is not crazy, but when he is crazy, he is big, and his words are no more than his head. The more he speaks, the more he gets angry, he wants to jump up and smash the ceiling.

He glared at Lin Ji viciously with red eyes: "You fucking don't touch me! I haven't settled with your grandson yet!"

"you shut up!"

"Who the hell are you shouting at!" Xiang Huai was so angry that he twisted his arms crazily and wanted to break away from Lin Ji to fight him, but Lin Ji's expression changed suddenly, and he let go and ran towards Song Lingran.

"Aunt Ran!"

Xiang Huai turned his head and opened his eyes wide in horror. He saw Song Lingran lying unconscious on the ground, and Lin Ji yelled at him, "Call 120!"

Everything that happened next to Xiang Huai was a little fuzzy, his ears seemed to be covered with a layer of veil, and all the sounds seemed distant and unclear. He couldn't hear clearly, so he could only be confused by Lin Ji. walk.

After arriving at the hospital, Song Lingran entered the emergency room, while Xiang Huai stared at the tightly closed door, as if he hadn't realized what happened.

"Xiang Huai, Huai Bao..." Lin Ji's voice seemed to come from far away, and it took a long time before it gradually became clear, and the veil was finally pierced.

"It's okay." Lin Ji breathed a sigh of relief when he saw that his expression was normal again, "Don't be afraid."

Xiang Huai pursed his lips and said nothing, his eyes were red, his hands unconsciously grasped the corner of Lin Ji's clothes, the piece of fabric was already crumpled by him.

Lin Ji wiped the sweat from his forehead, and repeated in a tone of panic that had not yet dissipated: "It's okay."

Xiang Huai and Lin Ji sat side by side on the bench outside and waited for more than half an hour. During this time, Xiang Huai didn't say a word, and there was no expression on his face, just staring at the door for a moment.

Until Song Lingran came out of the emergency room and was sent to the general ward, Xiang Huai followed.

Song Lingran's eyes were closed, and against the white bedding of the hospital bed, her complexion was even less blood-colored, making her look extremely haggard.

Xiang Huai only stood by the hospital bed for a moment, then quickly looked away, said "I'll call my dad", and walked out quickly.

There was no one in the stairwell, and Xiang Huai sat directly on the stairs. All this happened so quickly, his anger was replaced by fear before it subsided, just like a dream.

Xiang Huai sat for a long time before he took out his cell phone, found Xiang Qi's number, dialed it, and waited for the connection there. He was calm and normal when he did all this, but when Xiang Qi's voice appeared, his tears I don't know what happened, but it suddenly fell down.

"What's wrong?" Xiang Qi didn't hear the voice, and asked strangely, "Xiang Huai?"

Xiang Huai hummed.

Xiang Qi heard something was wrong, his voice sank suddenly, and asked, "What happened?"

Xiang Huai wiped his eyes fiercely, and his voice was still choked with sobs: "My mother is in the hospital, she's fine now, come over after get off work."

"I'll go there now," there was a rustling sound, it should be Xiang Qi packing up, "Which hospital are you in?"

Xiang Huai said, Xiang Qi said "Okay", while quickly explaining the next thing to the secretary next to him, Xiang Huai just wanted to hang up the phone, Xiang Qi comforted him: "It's okay, don't be afraid, wait for me to go over .”

Xiang Huai responded vaguely, and quickly cut off the phone.

He sat on the stairs for a long time without moving. Occasionally, some voices could be heard upstairs and downstairs, but they seemed to be far away.Xiang Huai's last words echoed in Xiang Huai's ears, and Lin Ji also said to him in the same way, "It's okay, don't be afraid."

He has always thought that he is very powerful and independent, but when it comes to things, he always seems to be the one to be protected.

Xiang Huai suddenly had doubts about himself. This feeling was somewhat similar to when he heard Shi Spell saying that he was going to drop out of school. It was very complicated and vague, like a cloud of white fog. He could occasionally see a few flashing black veins, But I can't see the whole thing clearly.

That kind of feeling may be ignorance, powerlessness, the loss after the skin of arrogance is pierced, the first time facing real panic, and the annoyance of finding that you are not as powerful as you thought. Maybe it is these, he said. I don't know, he just felt very uncomfortable.

When Xiang Qi arrived, Xiang Huai was still sitting on the stairs in a daze, it was Lin Ji who came over to call him.

The two walked to the door of the ward in silence, Xiang Huai hesitated for a moment before opening the door and walking in.Song Lingran suffered from an old heart disease caused by excessive emotion. She just woke up, and Xiang Qi was sitting beside the hospital bed, helping her adjust a comfortable posture.

Xiang Huai turned around twice at a loss, and finally called out: "Mom."

Song Lingran ignored him, and said to Xiang Qi in a low voice: "I'm fine, you can go back to work."

"Don't worry so much," Xiang Qi said, "I've explained everything. Is it still uncomfortable, why don't you sleep for a while?"

Song Lingran hummed, and closed her eyes obediently. She hadn't had much rest in the past week. She was extremely tired and her body was weak, so she fell asleep after a while.

Xiang Huai ignored him, turned around a few times and sat on the single sofa next to him. The sofa was so soft that it sank halfway when he sat on it. He nestled in it, shaking back and forth, lowering his eyes and making no sound throat.

Xiang Qi glanced at him, then looked back, Lin Ji stood silently against the wall next to the door, a few meters away from them.Both of them looked like they had made a mistake, and they looked a little pitiful.

Xiang Qi's gaze finally fell on Song Lingran's pale face.

Regarding the matter between Xiang Huai and Lin Ji, he was indeed shocked at the beginning, unbelievable and at the same time unacceptable, but later, Song Lingran's thoughts did not change, and Xiang Huai and Lin Ji's thoughts did not change, but his thoughts changed somewhat. .

He has never been able to accept it until he feels that it is not so unacceptable, and he can even barely accept it, but he can't say this for the time being, one is because Song Lingran is firmly opposed, and he has to stand on the same line with her, and the other is that everything is still uncertain , Maybe two people will be separated by beating and beating. After all, it is not a good thing. If you can avoid it, try to avoid it. If there is no other way, you can only accept it.

He always wanted to talk to Song Lingran after she calmed down, but now that Xiang Qi was holding Song Lingran's cold hand, he didn't think so anymore.

Song Lingran basically slept throughout the day, as if she wanted to make up for the sleep she had lost in the past week.In the evening, Xiang Qi rushed Xiang Huai and Lin Ji home, and he stayed in the ward by himself. At the beginning, Xiang Huai was not happy and insisted on staying.

After Song Lingran woke up, her attitude towards Xiang Huai was very cold, she didn't talk to him, but just said to Xiang Qi: "I don't want to see him."

Xiang Huai said angrily, "I'll bother you tomorrow."

There was no momentum in the words, but it seemed to be flattering and coquettish.

Coming out of the ward, Xiang Huai held up his face and complained to Lin Ji: "I don't want to see her yet!"

Lin Ji smiled, the two of them didn't have much to say after that, they returned home in silence, and consciously went back to their respective rooms.

At night, Xiang Huai couldn't sleep and lay in bed in a daze.

He didn't know what was going on with him, it seemed that he had suddenly distanced himself from Lin Ji, and his arm seemed to be wrapped with some invisible silk thread, which prevented him from doing what he wanted to do to Lin Ji as usual. A polite and intimate gesture.Even when they were talking, there seemed to be Song Lingran between them, her pale and thin face.

Xiang Huai's thoughts were in a mess, and suddenly he noticed too many things that he hadn't noticed before, and these things buried him in it, occupying most of his thoughts.

It wasn't until dawn that Xiang Huai fell asleep in a daze. His mind was still spinning non-stop. He thought about Lin Ji, Song Lingran, and in the future, these things followed him into sleep , he didn't dream, but he seemed to have been dreaming, and he still felt sad when he woke up.