Ji Guang

Their sophomore year of high school ended like this. Lin Ji and Xiang Huai didn't have to go to school to face those gossip anymore, but only one Song Lingran brought Lin Ji more pressure than everyone else combined.

Since he was twelve or thirteen years old, his family has been full of quarrels, confrontations, hatred and mutual dislike. It was Song Lingran who brought him into a new environment, which was full of parental gossip, but also full of pure and vigorous emotions. like.

He likes Xiang Huai very much, and he also likes this family, but now, because of his existence, this family is no longer warm, only suffocating silence and suspicion remain.

On the night they returned home from the abandoned city, Song Lingran and Lin Ji had a second conversation.

Song Lingran's hands were tangled together forcefully, her voice was hoarse, her whole body was pale and weak, without a trace of vitality in her body, she asked Lin Ji: "Isn't it a good day these days?"

Lin Ji didn't say anything.

Song Lingran smiled lightly: "Me too. Have you changed your mind?"

Lin Ji still only had one sentence: "I'm sorry."

Silence fell between the two, and it took a long time for Song Lingran to speak slowly: "It was around this time last year when I first saw you. It's also good for people of the same age to play with him..."

"Why?" Her voice was full of confusion, "I've thought about it for a long time, but I just can't figure it out. Why is this happening?"

Lin Ji stared at a small piece of floor in front of his toes, he thought, why is this?Like is like, what reason do you need to like?

"Aunt Ran," Lin Ji said softly, "Can you tell me about your concerns?"

Song Lingran stared at him and didn't speak for a moment. In fact, there were so many clear reasons. Her mind was always in a mess these days, and she couldn't figure it out in an orderly manner. As long as she thought about Xiang Huai's possible suffering The white eyes were already unbearable for her.There was only one clear thought in her mind, and that was never to allow it.

After a long time, Song Lingran spoke slowly: "Can you guarantee that my son will not be discriminated against or looked down upon by others?"

Before Lin Ji could answer, she asked word by word: "Can you guarantee that your liking will not change for the rest of your life?"

"Can you guarantee that neither you nor Xiang Huai will regret it in the future?"

Lin Ji opened his mouth, and Song Lingran said sharply, "Don't lie to me, let's talk after you think it over."

Under Song Lingran's sharp gaze, Lin Ji found that he was unable to speak. If it was the cold-eyed comments of others, he could work harder to climb higher so that those discriminations could not catch up with them, and could not cause them any harm. But like it?

The distorted face of Lin Duanyi and Jiang Yue flashed before his eyes. For a moment, he seemed to be back many years ago, in the huge and gorgeous villa, he sat on the steps and watched the fierce quarrel downstairs with indifference.

Can his love last a lifetime?

Can Xiang Huai's love last a lifetime?

Will there be firm and unchanging feelings in this world?

Wasn't Jiang Yue and Lin Duanyi not loving enough when they left here in a state of contempt and insult?How long did it last?Five years, six years, or seven years?

"Lin Ji, I believe there is liking between you now," Song Lingran said in a hoarse voice, "but only liking can't sustain life, life will in turn wipe out liking, and even if you regret it at that time, you can't get it back."

Her tears fell down: "I don't want my son to go this way, can you like someone else?"

Lin Ji looked at Song Lingran in a daze, her tears seemed to fall on him, they were so hot that his arms trembled suddenly.

"I..." He opened his mouth a little helplessly, and when the first sound came out, he closed his mouth tightly, because he could hear the trembling choking in it, and he didn't want to appear so useless.

"Lin Ji," Song Lingran said weakly, "You should move out."

Lin Ji didn't understand what she meant for a while, maybe he understood, but he couldn't believe it.

Song Lingran gritted her teeth, and said cruelly: "You have also seen the current situation in our house, I don't want my house to become like this. You should move out of our house."

She was clearly speaking to Lin Ji, but these words were like steel needles and iron blades, and each word pierced her body with blood. Her face became paler and her whole body was a little shaky.

After a long silence, Lin Ji opened his mouth, and only a hoarse voice came out: "Okay."

He agreed, but Song Lingran didn't breathe a sigh of relief, instead she couldn't help explaining: "Don't think too much, it's not because you didn't do well, nor did I drive you out..."

She shut up, why not?Then explain what she means.

Lin Ji didn't say anything else, just bowed to Song Lingran, Song Lingran subconsciously hid, and explained palely: "I'm sorry, I really have no other way."

Lin Ji shook his head, turned around, opened the door and went out.

Xiang Huai happened to poke out from the room. He made a video call to Lin Ji and no one answered, so he came out to check if Song Lingran was still sitting on the sofa watching him, looking for a chance to sneak into Lin Ji's room.

When he saw Lin Ji coming out of Song Lingran's room, his expression changed suddenly. He stepped forward a few steps, and when he was about to grab Lin Ji's arm, his movements suddenly stopped.

"What's wrong?" Xiang Huai frowned, but his tone was very cautious, "What did my mother tell you again?"

"It's nothing." Lin Ji's voice was very calm, and there was even a smile on his face.

Xiang Huai followed him step by step, and squeezed into the room with him.

Lin Ji looked at him strangely, not understanding why he was so nervous.It wasn't until he followed Xiang Huai's gaze to look at himself that he realized that he had been shaking.

The smile on Lin Ji's face disappeared, he pinched his palm vigorously, trying to stop the weird trembling, but a layer of burnout surfaced in his heart.

His trembling came from fear of the future, but more from shame and anger.He was like a lost dog that no one wanted, he was swept out of the house by others, and he had no choice but to leave in disgrace.

Xiang Huai hugged him, his voice was very soft: "What's wrong?"

Lin Ji raised his hand to rub his hair, and forced the corners of his lips to bend: "Good boy, it's okay."

"Did my mother scold you?" Xiang Huai's voice was soft, "Don't take it to heart, she wasn't like this before, it took a little longer this time, but believe me, she will regret it soon Yes, don't be mad at her."

"No." Lin Ji said.He didn't blame Song Lingran.

Xiang Huai raised his head, his eyes were filled with panic and uncertainty that did not suit him.In the past few days, no matter what Song Lingran and Xiang Qi said, scolding harshly, begging softly, losing their temper, or shedding tears, Xiang Huai always acted as if nothing could be eaten, smelling harder than the stones in the latrine.But in fact, it was not easy for him. The life he was used to was turned upside down overnight. As time went on, Song Lingran's attitude did not change at all, and Xiang Huai's inner confusion and confusion became more and more.

"You promised me." Xiang Huai hugged Lin Ji again, and said softly, "No matter what happens, we can't separate."

After a long time, Lin Ji hummed in a low voice.