Ji Guang

The situation at home did not improve at all in the next few days. Song Lingran stayed up all night, sitting on the sofa in the living room and watching Xiang Huai and Lin Ji. Xiang Qi tried to persuade him, but it didn't work. Later, Xiang Huai angrily promised that he would Will not go to Lin Ji's room again, Song Lingran also does not believe him, and guards against them as if in a daze.

The situation in the school was similar, even Shi Fa and Zheng Zaoqiao were often harassed by rumors that they were stuck with Xiang Huai all day long, who knew if they were also perverted.Xiang Huai could beat up one person or two to make them shut up, but he couldn't control the gossip spreading like a virus in the dark. Later, he listened to Lin Ji's words and treated that group of people as a group farting.

Xiang Huai couldn't figure it out, he just fell in love with a boy, he was still him, nothing changed, why did everything around him change?

Fortunately, it was near the end of the semester, so they didn't have to suffer too many days of gossip in school.

The final exam was on NO.13 in July. It took two days to take the exam. Xiang Huai's grades improved rapidly.

The last exam is a comprehensive exam. After the exam is five o'clock in the afternoon, there will be more than a month of summer vacation.Before the class meeting was over, Lin Ji was called away by the teaching director himself. He didn't know what happened, and he didn't come back until the meeting was over.

Carrying their schoolbags, Xiang Huai leaned over the railing, watching the gradually sparse crowd downstairs.

Today, the ass-less Pixiu who cast the spell was going to treat guests to dinner for the first time, and left early with Zheng Zaoqiao, leaving Xiang Huai alone here waiting for Lin Ji.

"Xiang Huai."

Xiang Huai turned his head and saw Xiao An'an.

"You haven't left yet?" Xiang Huai asked.

Xiao An'an hummed, and walked beside him, looking a little hesitant.

Xiang Huai asked, "What's the matter?"

Xiao An'an bit his lip, pulled the schoolbag from behind, took out a book, and handed it to Xiang Huai: "This is for you."

Xiang Huai took it and flipped through it twice. It was an atlas of galaxies in the universe, and inside it was the vast and majestic starry sky of the universe.

"I used to like to look at the starry sky map when I felt that there was something difficult to overcome. When I saw the universe is so big, I felt that people were too small. Those difficult things suddenly became nothing." Xiao Anan was a little embarrassed , insisted, "I have heard about those things, don't be sad, it will definitely get better slowly."

Xiang Huai listened carefully with his gaze lowered, and only after Xiao An'an finished speaking did he raise his eyes, and smiled at her from the bottom of his heart, "Thank you."

"No, nothing," Xiao An'an blushed, and said, "Then I'll go first."

After Xiao An'an left, Xiang Huai flipped through a few more pages of the atlas. Compared with the universe, the Milky Way seemed small, and the earth was as tiny as gravel, let alone human beings.

Xiang Huai smiled, and carefully stuffed the album into his schoolbag.

When Lin Ji came back, the school was almost empty. He took the schoolbag from Xiang Huai, and quickly kissed him on the lips while there was no one around.

Xiang Huai felt that he was worthless, and the two of them had been together for a long time. They had kissed a hundred and eighty times, but he still blushed and his heart beat.

"What do you want?" Xiang Huai asked.

"It's nothing, it's just something about grades."

"Come out so soon?" Xiang Huai was surprised.

The final exam this time is the city's joint exam, so the results will naturally not come out so fast, but Lin Ji, as a top student who has been given special care, asked someone in the school to inquire about his scores in the first few subjects. 25 was deducted, and the teacher who had just handed in the science and comprehensive examination quickly browsed through it before sealing the paper, and basically did not miss the perfect score.

The school wants to catch him firmly, but Lin Ji has too many unstable factors now, who knows what will happen in a summer vacation, so the school wants to give him a reassurance, although it is not too straightforward, but It means that if he can maintain this grade, he can fall in love with whoever he likes.

Lin Ji behaved very flatly about this, not at all flattered by those teachers' initial assumptions, he didn't care about what the school thought, and the malicious comments of the students around him didn't matter to him, what he really cared about and was also really afraid of was Xiang Huai , Xiang Qi and Song Lingran.

When Xiang Huai and Lin Ji arrived in the abandoned city, Shi Fa was blowing fire with his ass pouted, and the yard was full of smoke.

"Fuck you, are you lighting a fire or setting it on fire?" Xiang Huai threw away his schoolbag, "Get up!"

"Don't bother your uncle," Shi Fa triumphantly raised his cat's face, "It's done!"

Shi Fa took a bottle of water to the side to wash his face, and Zheng Zaoqiao was in charge of putting skewers on the grill. The skewers were bought and marinated, which was very convenient, and the tempting aroma lingered within a short while.

Xiang Huai lay on Lin Ji's back and looked around with great interest. This courtyard was the place where he used to confess his love to Lin Ji. It was only early spring, and there were only sporadic tender grass in the courtyard. Roses filled half of the yard. It is midsummer now, and there are no roses, but there are lush grasses and wildflowers all over the yard.

Xiang Huai's face was pressed against Lin Ji's back, feeling the warmth of Lin Ji's body. He was very addicted to these small and intimate physical contact, and he didn't want to let go of Lin Ji.

His mobile phone vibrated and kept vibrating non-stop. Lin Ji turned his head to look at him, and Xiang Huai curled his lips and took out the phone.

Instead of answering Xiang Qi's call, he poked and sent a text message.

"Student dinner, go back before ten o'clock, don't bother me."

He turned off the phone immediately after sending, and stuck to Lin Ji's back again.

At home, Xiang Qi glanced at Song Lingran, and comforted him: "The classmates in their class went out to have dinner together after the exam, and they will be back after nine o'clock, don't worry."

Song Lingran showed no expression, she just said, "Call their homeroom teacher."

"Not at all," Xiang Qi said, "He hangs out all day, just having dinner with his classmates..."

Song Lingran is now looking for her own cell phone: "If you don't call me, I will call."

"I hit, I hit." Xiang Qi compromised.

Chen Jingyu was stunned for a while on the phone, and then quickly realized, she said, "The students who just finished the exam want to relax. Some students have organized a meal out, so don't worry."

Xiang Qichong and Song Lingran nodded.

"Okay, thank you, Mr. Chen, for bothering you." Xiang Qi said.

However, Chen Jingyu didn't hang up the phone immediately: "I know that the incident between Xiang Huai and Lin Ji has had a great impact on you. No one can accept this kind of incident."

"I've also checked some information these days. I've been thinking about what we should do in this kind of thing." Separate, is there any other better way?"

Xiang Qi was silent for a long time, then sighed: "I know, thank you, Teacher Chen."

After hanging up the phone, Xiang Qi said: "There is such a thing."

Song Lingran finally calmed down, closed her eyes and leaned wearily on the sofa.Xiang Qi pulled her leg onto his own, squeezed it gently, and said, "Before they come back, let's talk about their affairs first."

Because of Song Lingran's resistance, Xiang Qi didn't dare to mention this matter to her these days.Sure enough, upon hearing him say that, Song Lingran immediately stared at him: "What do you mean?"

"I don't mean anything," Xiang Qi frowned, and explained with a gentle voice, "I just thought that Xiang Huai is now in a rebellious period. The more we oppose him fiercely, the more he will oppose us. Ji, we can't speak too much, so I thought, can we find a more relaxed way..."

"No," Song Lingran said resolutely, "I will never let my son become that kind of person."

"Don't think too much," Xiang Qi said, "You may not be the same as that person, the times are different, and besides, don't we still have us..."

Song Lingran shook her head: "There is no possibility at all."

Many years ago, Xiang Qi and Song Lingran had just married and hadn't bought a house yet, so they rented a house in another community in the west of the city.On the first floor of their building lived a single man in his 30s with a lame leg. He had no relatives or friends.

Song Lingran occasionally greeted him when she met him downstairs, but that person always seemed to be very scared, shrugged his shoulders, didn't even lift his head, hummed quickly and weakly, and flashed into the room in a panic .

Later, a neighbor reminded Song Lingran not to get so close to that person. That was the first time Song Lingran knew about homosexuality.

It happened almost 20 years ago, but Song Lingran can still clearly remember that neighbor's disgusted tone and the malicious look on his face at that time, and she remembers even more clearly how she came home excitedly, How did you grab Xiang Qi, lower your voice and tell him mysteriously that the man downstairs is gay, gay, just likes men.

That scene spanned a long time and space, and came to the present, lingering in front of Song Lingran's eyes, lingering, repeating, exaggerating, and deforming over and over again, her mysterious posture back then was so vivid, and so frightening to her And gagging.

The discussions at that time, the disdainful contempt of the neighbors, and the man's pale face and shrunken shoulders seemed like the past and the future.

About half a year later, the man committed suicide. He left the community in the middle of the night, walked alone to the bridge by the lake, jumped into the water, and was dead when he was fished out.

His death did not arouse pity and tolerance, but only added a little bit of chatter after dinner. Song Lingran rarely participated in those discussions. She always felt that the reason why the man chose to walk so far to die in the lake was not in the community. Ending life, perhaps because I don't want to disturb the people who live here.

Her thinking is actually groundless, but she just thinks that man is a good person, maybe because one day before, when she came back from get off work, the fruit bag was rotten, and the little tomatoes rolled all over the ground, and the man helped her pick them up .At that time, Song Lingran stared at the plastic bag in his hand for a long time. The man looked at her in a daze, and was at a loss with a handful of tomatoes. The tomatoes were taken away, and the rest of the bag was given to him.

After that, Song Lingran really wanted to meet him a few more times, but they didn't meet a few times, and they didn't say more than ten sentences in total, and then the man died.

No matter how good he is, the world will not tolerate him.

After another half a year, Song Lingran and Xiang Qi also moved. At that time, their family was about to welcome a child, and they needed to change to a bigger house.

This kid has been mean and naughty since he was a child, and he is very capable of causing trouble. He often makes Song Lingran angry, but this bad-tempered kid is also so likable. He acts like a baby and loses his temper. It is gratifying that Song Lingran is willing to give him his life.

She hoped that his life would be smooth, safe and happy. Of course it would be best if he could get outstanding grades, but it doesn't matter if he can't.She just couldn't bear any rumors, rejection, and contempt to hurt him, she couldn't bear his life being looked at differently by others, and she couldn't bear the path he took when he came into contact with that man back then. No matter how small the possibility was, she was terrified.

However, she put this road in front of him with her own hands. She was the one who took Lin Ji to their home. She urged the two of them to get along well. If she could be a little more vigilant and notice the abnormalities in those obvious intimacy, Things would not have developed to the point where they are now.

"It's my fault." Song Lingran said.

"What are you talking about?" Xiang Qi frowned, "What does it have to do with you?"

"It's my fault," Song Lingran said stubbornly. There were tears in her eyes, but she tried not to let them fall. "It doesn't matter if Xiang Huai hates me. Anyway, I absolutely don't agree."

Xiang Qi looked at her quietly and sighed for a long time.