Ji Guang

"perhaps……"

Lin Ji bit the two words over and over on the tip of his tongue twice, but did not continue.

Some of these things were experienced by him personally, and some were told by his grandfather. The humiliating life of more than 20 years made the old man weird and bitter. He seemed to want to pour all these years on Lin Ji and let him Feel those tastes too.

After Lin Duanyi and Jiang Yue died, Lin Ji met those so-called relatives.His grandparents wanted to take him home and let him recognize his ancestors. Naturally, Lin Duanyi's ex-wife would not agree, and made a lot of trouble. At that time, Lin Ji was very indifferent to all this, as if he was still in a dream. , did not respond.

Later, he finally opened his eyes to look at the world around him, only to see countless pairs of peeping eyes, curious, mocking, poor, their eyes turned into mouths, their sights turned into chattering noises, he felt like A showpiece, his life has become a drama for people to criticize and amuse at will.

Lin Ji didn't get involved in the complicated relationship of the Lin family, but moved into the small courtyard with his grandfather. The two of them lived together for half a year, and that half year was like a long silent dream, until another summer came. One fine afternoon, when the sun fell into the room and the dust was flying lightly in the air, Song Lingran asked him if he wanted to live in his own house.

The room fell into silence, Xiang Huai and Lin Ji sat side by side on the edge of the bed, looking at the distant night sky outside the window.

"Do you think it's funny?" Lin Ji said, "I never thought that I would have contact with these people. I grew up in the city since I was born, went to the best school, received the best education, learned Piano, vocal music, painting, photography, going to concerts and art exhibitions, participating in various competitions and winning various awards, I always feel that I am standing at a high place, and I even look down on many people. Then, I suddenly fell into a small town, surrounded by various relatives I don't even know who yell, hate me, or pity me..."

"I think it's funny," he smiled. "It's like a movie, but it actually happened to me."

Xiang Huai held Lin Ji's hand and shook his head: "It's not funny."

Lin Ji laughed for a while, then suddenly asked Xiang Huai, "Do you know the names of those two people?"

Xiang Huai shook his head.

"One is Lin Hui and the other is Lin Xiao." Lin Ji said, "I only found out after the accident. It's strange, I don't know them at all, but I even continue their names."

It turned out that he was not unique from birth, his father took over from those two people, and even his name was just a continuation of the other two people.

"You are different from them," Xiang Huai said, "They are so bad, next time I see that red-haired man, I won't be able to beat him to death."

Lin Ji was amused by him: "There is nothing bad or bad. If you look at it from Lin Hui's point of view, you may think that I am the worst and the most damned one."

"Why should I stand on Lin Hui's point of view?" Xiang Huai said, "Are you Lin Hui? You are not. Of course I only stand on Lin Ji's side."

He spoke with integrity, showing a rogue who did not listen to reason, Lin Ji stared at him for a while, then suddenly lay back on the bed.He looked at the ceiling and laughed softly, with his arms across his eyes.

Xiang Huai looked at Lin Ji, the room was very dark, only a vague outline of facial features could be seen, Lin Ji's arm blocked his eyes, and the exposed lower half of his face was also hidden in the shadow.

Xiang Huai sneaked closer and kissed Lin Ji lightly on the lips.He couldn't tell what was going on in his mind at the time, he wasn't nervous or excited, he just naturally leaned over and found the closest way he could think of to get close to Lin Ji.

Lin Ji moved his arm away and looked at him coldly.

Xiang Huai and him looked at each other closely for two seconds, then lowered their heads and kissed Lin Ji's lips.

"Don't be sad." Xiang Huai whispered.

Lin Ji stared at him for a moment, and Xiang Huai became a little embarrassed, as if he had just realized that he had done something shocking to the world.

He coughed dryly, and was about to retreat as if nothing had happened, but Lin Ji grabbed his arm. Xiang Huai was taken aback, but before he could react, Lin Ji rolled over and pinned him down.

A kiss was firmly pressed down, different from Xiang Huai's light and fluffy touch just now, it was very solid and fierce, overwhelmingly enveloping Xiang Huai, his brain exploded and instantly turned into a ball of paste.

Lin Ji kissed fiercely, his tongue forcefully pried open Xiang Huai's lips and teeth, entangled his tongue, wrapped and sucked hard, Xiang Huai even forgot how to breathe, his lips and tongue were numb, he seemed to be trapped In the violent wind and torrential rain, the rain slammed on his body fiercely, making it impossible for him to move. In this suffocation, there was an intoxicating, crazy joy.

When Lin Ji finally let go, both of them were out of breath, and Xiang Huai was even more embarrassed, taking a big gulp of fresh air like he was dying, before he recovered, Lin Ji's kiss fell again, this time it was a little gentler, As if the squall had stopped and turned into a stroke, Xiang Huai's oxygen-deprived mind turned slowly. It was only at this moment that he realized that Lin Ji was kissing him.

When the two separated again, Xiang Huai's hands and feet were weak, and he almost no longer belonged to him.

"What are you doing?" His lips were so numb that he almost lost consciousness, and he murmured a little.

"Didn't you kiss first?" Lin Ji said.

Xiang Huai thought about it, and said confidently: "It's me! I've wanted to kiss you for a long time!"

"Well," Lin Ji said, "Me too."

He spoke so plainly that Xiang Huai almost thought he was hallucinating, and was dumbfounded for a long time.

After a long while, Xiang Huai blinked, and the eyes gradually shone, which was surprisingly bright.

He grabbed Lin Ji's neckline, gnawed viciously on Lin Ji's face, and said with a smirk, "Finally let me wait until this day! I will kiss you hard, kiss you to death!"

He hugged Lin Ji's face and began to gnaw, like a wolf cub who hadn't eaten meat for a year, biting, kissing and licking all kinds of things, Lin Ji was kissed expressionlessly by him, and felt that his face Like a big white bone in a dog's mouth, Xiang Huai gnawed away all the depression and sadness from before, and all the romance and sweetness were gone.

"I'm so tired..." Xiang Huai finally had enough kisses, and was so tired that he lay down on the bed with a plop.

"The kiss is over, right?" Lin Ji stood up, "I'm going to wash my face."

In the bathroom, Lin Ji was facing the mirror. The person in the mirror had red lips and red face. He didn't know if it was because of being bitten by Xiang Huai, or because he was ashamed.

When Lin Ji returned to the room after washing his face, Xiang Huai was lying motionless on the bed. Hearing Lin Ji's movement, he got up suddenly, and his face was even redder than when the two kissed before.

"What's wrong with you?" Lin Ji asked.

"I'm reminiscing." Xiang Huai's hair was messed up, and he sat cross-legged in the middle of the bed, his face flushed, and his whole body looked hot and soft.

As soon as Lin Ji went to bed, Xiang Huai came over again, his eyes were astonishingly bright in the dark, like two black gems.

Lin Ji separated his outstretched mouth: "I don't want to wash my face anymore."

"I'll be gentle this time." Xiang Huai pulled his hand away resolutely, it was really light, and he bit Lin Ji's lips lightly like savoring, and then licked slowly after biting, Lin Ji let it go He squinted his eyes and enjoyed it.

"Who is such a handsome man?" Xiang Huai asked.

Lin Ji raised his eyebrows.Xiang Huai pinched his chin and said fiercely, "Say it!"

"Tell me first and let me listen."

"It's from Xiang Huai..." Xiang Huai suddenly stopped talking halfway through, feeling embarrassed, shy and annoyed.

"Boyfriend." Lin Ji continued.

Damn it, Xiang Huai felt that he was holding his face a little bit like a mother.

"Who is Xiang Huai!" Xiang Huai asked again.

"It's Lin Ji's boyfriend." Lin Ji smiled.

Xiang Huai turned his head and bumped his head against the head of the bed twice, which startled Lin Ji.

Xiang Huaile said: "It hurts."

This boyfriend is an idiot, right?

"Boyfriend, should you go to bed?" It was already one o'clock in the morning, and Lin Ji pulled up the quilt.

"This, this is too fast..." Xiang Huai was so nervous that he began to stammer.

Lin Ji's eyes were complicated, as if he was looking at a pervert, Xiang Huai realized that this sleep was not that sleep...

The two were lying face to face, Xiang Huai refused to close his eyes, he kept looking at Lin Ji, his hands touched Lin Ji's face like a child, the quiet of the night finally spread to this small room, and some nights lingering.

"Don't touch it." Lin Ji said softly.

"You lived in the hospital for so long at that time, the best hospital, the best doctor, and the other injuries on your body are well healed." Xiang Huai paused and asked, "Why don't you care about this?"

Lin Ji's tone was a little light: "Do you think it's ugly?"

Xiang Huai shook his head: "It's you who find it ugly."

He said firmly, "You care a lot."

Lin Ji closed his eyes, and after a long silence, he admitted for the first time: "I really care."

It was because he cared that he kept them and punished himself.

Xiang Huai pinched him lightly on the face: "I'll find time to remove it later, you know?"

Lin Ji looked at him, rolled his eyes at Xiang Huai, and said fiercely: "Why, you don't listen to your boyfriend?"

Lin Ji reached out to cover Xiang Huai's hand, rubbed his cheek against Xiang Huai's palm, and said, "Okay."

"You are far, far away from those things, stop thinking about it."

"Ah."

"You are not wrong, you are very powerful, very powerful, no one can compare to you."

"Ah."

"You have to know that some people may not like you, but there are also many people who like you very much."

"I know."

Xiang Huai talked a lot, and every Lin Ji obediently responded.In the end, almost everything that should be said was finished, Xiang Huai paused, swallowed nervously, and asked blurted out: "Do you like me?"

Lin Ji grabbed his hand and kissed his warm palm.

"I like you very much, Xiang Huai," he whispered, "who can not like you?"