Rebirth of Debut

After Xiao Yuancheng left the film group, he began to lose weight crazily. He drank a lot of water, ate vegetables, and took Chinese patent medicines for clearing away heat and detoxification to promote metabolism. Among all kinds of weight loss, muscle is the most difficult to lose, and Xiao Yuancheng's current figure is in line with bodybuilding standards, fat The ratio of fat to muscle is very low, and it is difficult to completely lose fat in a short period of time. In order to cooperate with the modern crew, Ren Zeyue helped Xiao Yuancheng contact a Chinese dance troupe to change the shape of the muscles from block to vertical strip.

(It's not that dancers have no muscles, but dancers have stronger muscle power and toughness, but dancers' muscle shape is different from bodybuilding.)

So Xiao Yuancheng had to go to the dance class to take dance classes with a group of sixteen or seventeen-year-old children during filming. Fortunately, he was an idol artist and learned hip-hop and modern dance before. His ligaments were relatively soft, and the dance class trained him heavily. Barely keep up.

Xiao Yuancheng is quite famous in the modern film crew, and many girls like it. The overall atmosphere is different from the film crew, and the shooting task is not heavy. Xiao Yuancheng has relatively more free time. Whenever he is free, he plays psv , seldom talk to people, even with Ren Zeyue.

But if you want to say that his mood is not right, he will laugh when you joke with him, and will get along with others very gently. He is not as irritable and gloomy as in the film team. Ren Zeyue feels that he recovered too quickly and calmly Now, getting along with people is like separating a layer of membrane. It turns out that the lively and cheerful Yuan Cheng seems to be sealed in his heart by him. On the outside, this Yuan Cheng is not the real Yuan Cheng.

Another point is that Xiao Yuancheng is too keen on losing weight. He can spend several hours practicing basic skills in dance classes when he has few scenes. Excessive training caused him to severely strain his ligaments. Ligament strains are different from muscle strains. Muscle strains The pain can heal itself in two to three days to a week. If the ligament is strained, you need to go to the hospital for treatment. Xiao Yuancheng will go to the dance class the next day after the treatment. When it's over, open your shoulders and press your insteps, and you won't be idle anyway.

Feeling a bit masochistic.

The problem is that after the filming of the urban drama is finished, this time is approaching the beginning of April, and when the spring comes to the studio, all the artists are busy. Boss Lin has to live in the United States for a month and a half because of the problem of his child's education. Bored in the house, not going out and not talking, Ren Zeyue wanted to take him out on several dates, but his girlfriend was not happy to be disturbed in the world of the two, and Xiao Yuancheng was even less likely to go out slowly.

About a week later, Ren Zeyue came back from a date with his girlfriend at two o'clock in the night, because he was very emotional when he heard Boyce's song on the street, and wanted to talk to Xiao Yuancheng, when he opened the door, he saw Xiao Yuancheng lying naked on the ground crying, drunk, Crying so badly, Ren Zeyue immediately took the door and retreated, and tricked him to go to a psychiatrist the next afternoon.

The psychiatrist was surnamed Fan, and had a good relationship with friends of Ren Zeyue's friends. The fat one was bald, and he was a visiting professor at a certain university. He charged by the hour, which was expensive.

At first, Xiao Yuancheng didn't know where Uncle Ren took him. Uncle Ren said that a director asked him for an audition, and they made an appointment to meet in a hotel. When the door opened, he saw a middle-aged man sitting inside. Xiao Yuancheng asked the director very politely. good.

The middle-aged man did not deny it either, and asked a lot about Xiao Yuancheng, Xiao Yuancheng answered them one by one. The middle-aged man said that he had a movie in his hand, which was a police movie. Said that he had just finished acting in a film like this, so he happened to have experience.

The middle-aged man asked him to play a part. Ren Zeyue originally thought that Xiao Yuancheng would refuse, but who knew that Xiao Yuancheng didn't mind at all, so he stood up and acted for a part.

At this time, Xiao Yuancheng was already able to let go of acting, and he acted ordinary roles as soon as he could talk about acting. The scene where Xiao Yuancheng stood up and acted was a policeman who was shot and died after being discovered by gangsters.

The middle-aged man gave a few words of appreciation after reading it. Just when Xiao Yuancheng was about to be humble, the middle-aged man suddenly changed his face and shouted: "Say! Who are you!"

This sound came without warning, let alone Xiao Yuan, even Ren Zeyue was terrified.

I saw Xiao Yuancheng's expression was dull for a while, and it took a long time before he replied that my name was Xiao Yuancheng.

"Are you Xiao Yuancheng? Are you sure you are Xiao Yuancheng?" Doctor Fan kept emphasizing the three words Xiao Yuancheng, "Is Xiao Yuancheng your name?"

"Yes, this is my name." Xiao Yuancheng looked puzzled, "Are you the director?"

"This is a famous psychiatrist. Uncle is worried that you won't be able to get out of the role, so I will show you. Don't blame Uncle. Uncle is for your own good." Ren Zeyue hurriedly came out to explain.

"I'm fine." Xiao Yuancheng smiled, "Uncle Ren, why do you trust these charlatans, it's just a play, there is nothing I can't get out of."

Dr. Fan took out a piece of paper from his pocket and handed Xiao Yuancheng a pen, "Is it a charlatan? You can draw me a picture and I'll know. You can draw anything you want."

"Want to test characters? Wait, are you going to say that I have a bloody disaster and have to go bankrupt to avoid disaster, sorry, I have no problem." Xiao Yuancheng refused, "If you are not the director, then I will go first."

"I paid for an hour and it's not yet an hour. It's a waste if I leave. Yuancheng, you can just draw a picture. There is nothing to lose anyway." Ren Zeyue stood up and wanted to stop Xiao Yuancheng.

"The consulting fee will be deducted from my salary. I'm not sick. Uncle Ren, don't worry about it in the future." Xiao Yuancheng left quickly.

After Xiao Yuancheng left, Ren Zeyue communicated with Dr. Fan, and Dr. Fan said that Xiao Yuancheng had symptoms of depression, which was due to inaccurate self-positioning. He had a recipe, and asked Ren Zeyue to go back and buy him a mirror that could only reflect his face. Look in the mirror for a while, and come to him again if you have any questions.

After Ren Zeyue went back, she quickly bought a very delicate handicraft mirror, and asked Sanhua to take it as a gift to Xiao Yuancheng. Xiao Yuancheng opened the gift box and took out the mirror to take a look, and threw the mirror on the ground with a shake of his hand in front of Sanhua. Then the door slammed shut.

This is definitely not something a normal Xiao Yuancheng would do.

After listening to Sanhua's description, Ren Zeyue thought it was funny, but he was very smart and knew that Xiao Yuancheng couldn't be provoked at such a time, so he didn't go to him that day, but Xiao Yuancheng moved back to his and Boss Lin's house the next day, and disappeared completely. In front of Ren Zeyue.

This is called evasion, Ren Zeyue called him but answered, Xiao Yuancheng said he was fine, and Boss Lin came back in the past two days, he went home to clean up and buy some food to wait for Boss Lin, anyway, there are no dramas for the time being. He, he wants to take a good rest for a while, send him a text message if there is something important, it's not that he's disobedient, he's just upset recently.

Ren Zeyue really had no choice but to tell Boss Lin's personal assistant the truth about the situation, and hoped that the assistant would contact Boss Lin to tell him when he had time.

About three days later, Boss Lin finally came back from the United States. Abao reported Xiao Yuancheng's situation. Boss Lin was not in a hurry, he dealt with the things accumulated during the trip in an orderly manner, and then drove home by himself.

When I got home, I saw Xiao Yuancheng shut all the windows and curtains in the house, and he was nestled on the sofa in the living room watching a horror movie.

Lin Guangwei went over to turn off the TV, and picked Xiao Yuancheng up from the sofa. Xiao Yuancheng looked at him deliriously, put his arms around his neck, leaned on his shoulder, frowning and did not speak.

"I don't think so." Lin Guangwei went up to the master bedroom on the second floor and put him on the bed, "Have Ren Zeyue said that you are unhappy recently?"

"I'm not unhappy." Xiao Yuancheng answered quickly.

"I don't think so."

"I really want to." Although Xiao Yuancheng said so, his expression was very calm.

"Think? Who lost his temper that day, and didn't make a single phone call after that." Lin Guangwei looked at him.

"I have nothing to do with Uncle Ren, and I have nothing to do with anyone. If you don't believe me, it's useless to explain. You always emphasize this matter, which makes me feel a little helpless. I didn't call because it was only a few days after you left the crew. Just go abroad, I don’t know how to make international long distance calls.”

"Oh..." Lin Guangwei took off his pajamas slowly, Xiao Yuancheng stretched out his hand to block it, and Boss Lin immediately stood up, "Don't you really miss me?"

"I'm going to wash it up."

"Forget it." Lin Guangwei held him down, "Let's chat, I haven't chatted for a long time."

Xiao Yuancheng rolled out from under Lin Guangwei and sat cross-legged against the head of the bed with his arms folded, waiting for Lin Guangwei to chat with him.

"You are so guarded that we can't communicate well, Xiao Yuancheng, I don't like you very much."

"You're not my parent, so you don't need to act like you're teaching me a lesson." Xiao Yuancheng wrapped himself in a quilt, lowered his head and fell silent.

"Okay, let's chat like friends, your performance in this drama is very good, what are you dissatisfied with yourself?"

"I'm really fine, why don't you just keep quiet for a while? Are you as careful as you are when you see a patient every day? If this continues, I'll be forced to get sick even if I'm not sick!"

"I don't have any careful plans, remember how we agreed? I am an eagle, you are a kitten, the best training method for you is to fall directly off the cliff, now I let go, you didn't fall to your death, fly After coming up, he refuses to fly no matter what, is this your problem or my problem?"

"I don't blame Mr. Lin for not caring what I mean. I have to bear the good and the bad. It's okay. What are you doing? I'm really fine."

"Then why don't you dare look in the mirror?"

"Long and ugly."

"I'm tanned, my skin is getting worse, my pores are enlarged, and it's not as tender as it was when I was an idol. I can't accept my current appearance, so I don't want to look in the mirror, right?"

"Boyce's new song is very popular, even more popular than Tsunami's, and I don't care about anything now. Everyone said that the movie was well acted, but no one knew the evaluation before the movie was released. As strong as an orangutan, it is not suitable at all..."

"Orangutans don't think you are like them, you are a monkey at most. I probably understand what's going on, little guy." Lin Guangwei pulled Xiao Yuancheng out of the quilt and hugged him again, "You think boyce has become more beautiful , You have become ugly, he used you to hype up the popularity, you can't even hype, and then you feel unbalanced."

Xiao Yuancheng didn't speak.

"Not only will you not be allowed to hype, but you will not even be allowed to use the advantage of your looks. The makeup has become ugly, and you are forced to work out. You can't lose weight now. Compared with your former group members, you have low self-esteem."

"It's not to the extent of inferiority complex, at most it's very uncomfortable."

"Is that so... That's because you feel that you are very similar to the character, and you are afraid that you will end up in the same way as the character."

Xiao Yuancheng struggled in Lin Guangwei's arms, but did not answer.

"Your role...let me think..."

"Being framed by someone I like, and killing another person to achieve my goal." Xiao Yuancheng began to have emotional fluctuations, "He is very capable and has always been trusted. He always feels that as long as he works hard, he will get more I agree with him, but in fact, some people don't like him long ago, and the person he likes is just taking advantage of his feelings..."

"This is a gangster movie, right? Why do you tell it like a workplace movie? Little guy, listen to me, it's right for an actor to put his own experience into the role to understand the role, but after the movie is over, you have to get out of the role , A play is a play, and everything in front of you is real."

"No, you don't understand my feelings. I have some experiences that I will never be able to tell anyone, including you. You don't understand, so you can persuade me like this, but if you are me, you may not be better than me."

"A play is like life, and life is like a play. If you can't distinguish between reality and drama, you are not a qualified actor. I also encountered such a situation. At that time, I had nightmares every day, and there would be phantoms in front of me. In order not to delay I set a role for myself at work, and acted out daily life as a drama.”

"I'm afraid that one day I can't help telling others what I have experienced. When I sleep, I always dream about the scene at that time. I start to imitate the old Xiao Yuancheng. If he would greet people, if he would How to chat with people, how to do things and how to talk, everyone around me was deceived very well by me, except Uncle Ren."

"Ren Zeyue has been in touch with you for too long and knows you very well. It is easy for him to tell whether you are acting or real."

"I started to suffer from insomnia, and I finally understand why you suffer from insomnia. It was okay when I was on the set. I was busy losing weight and filming every day. Once I was free, I would think about many things, so I had to divert my attention, drink or play games. , In short, I just don’t want to wake up. This state is the last decadence in my previous life... It’s too similar to my previous bad state. I started to hate myself again, I don’t want to see myself, especially this unshaven and unkempt appearance, and I don’t want to see Lin Sir, I'm afraid that Mr. Lin doesn't like the way I am now."

"It's okay, it's a lot ugly, but you can still look at it. If you don't clean up yourself, you will be really ugly. If your skin gets worse, you need to take care of it more. If you eat fat, lose weight. You are not a poor foundation, so there is no need to give up on yourself." , do not comment on the passage Xiao Yuancheng said, "It seems that I am still not attractive enough, you are not even interested in seeing me after packing up."

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