both you and me

After I finished speaking, I continued to lower my head to eat my meal, and my mother seemed to eat in silence because of guilt, and put some dishes in my bowl from time to time.

"Have you bought any New Year's goods?"

After dinner, I asked my mother while washing the dishes, and my mother, who was helping me at the side, gave me a hand. Obviously, she didn't need to answer me, because her reaction had already told me.

"It's okay, I'll go buy it tomorrow."

I put the washed dishes and chopsticks into the disinfection cabinet. Wang Yunxi did all the work before, and I haven't washed the dishes since I was with her.

"I'll accompany you tomorrow!"

I can feel that your attitude towards me is different from before. It was not bad if you were not good to me before, but now you seem to be a little more afraid of me, and you are cautious no matter what you do.

"No, I think there should be many people who need you to 'accompany'."

I know this sentence will hurt her very much, but I can't help myself, I would rather she treat me like this than she did.

"Obviously, are you still blaming me?"

She lowered her head like a child who did something wrong, do I blame her?Of course, she let me have no childhood, even a woman's most precious thing was almost ruined, how can I not blame you?

"What happened to you? Who dumped you?"

I wanted to comfort her, but the words turned into a sharp weapon to hurt people again.

"Obviously, I really changed..."

She looked in pain, I turned my back on her and went back to my room, I don't know how my mother got through that night, anyway, I couldn't sleep because of the words that hurt her today first, second The second is because Wang Yunxi took out his mobile phone many times to dial the familiar number, but in the end he gave up and put the mobile phone aside.

I got up very early the next day, but my mother got up earlier than me. When I walked out of the room, my mother had already bought breakfast. I had never eaten breakfast made or bought by her before, so this That scene shocked me a lot.

"Mingming, are you up? Come and have breakfast, I don't know if you like it or not."

"I'm going to wash up first"

I came to the bathroom and began to wash up. I raised my head and looked at me in the mirror. This face was six points similar to my mother. I didn’t know who my father was. I only knew that there was only my mother in my world, even if she Not a qualified mother, but she is really the only one in my family.

"Mingming, try this steamed stuffed bun. It's delicious. I bought it when I queued up very early."

My mother put a bun on the dish in front of me like a treasure. I took a bite of the bun. Although the taste is nothing special from other buns, I have a different taste here. Maybe it’s me. The taste of 'maternal love' that I have always wanted.

"Mom, I'm going to buy new year's goods, do you want to go with me?"

Before going out after dinner, I changed my original decision. In fact, I have been very resistant to going out with my mother before, because every time I go out with my mother, I will meet all kinds of 'uncles', so slowly I would rather I don't want to go out alone with my mother.

"Okay, okay! I'm going to get my wallet!"

My mother never thought that I would change my mind and go out with her. She hurriedly put down what she was doing to get her wallet, but I stopped her.

"I have money"

"You haven't worked yet, Mom takes the money."

Speaking of which, my mother went back to her bedroom, changed clothes, took the money and went out with me. If you look at it purely from the perspective of society, my mother is definitely a single woman with good conditions. Fei's work, her long and beautiful figure is well maintained, and she still has a high rate of return even after she is over forty.

"Obviously, where should we go first?"

My mother opened the car door and signaled me to get in the car, but I didn't intend to get in the car, because this car was given to her by a lover of my mother a few years ago, a man who could be my grandfather, my mother saw that I was not good Ruan then closed the car door, put the key in the bag and walked over.

"Let's take a taxi!"

Speaking of my mother pulling me towards the gate of the community, my mother seems to have really changed a lot. She didn't worry about my feelings before, just like she knew that I didn't like her private life so corrupt, she still went her own way.

We bought a lot of things that day, including dried fruits, decorations, and Spring Festival couplets. My family never posted Spring Festival couplets before. I don’t know why and I never asked.

It was New Year's Eve in a blink of an eye, beautiful fireworks were set off outside, and firecrackers were set off downstairs. I was making dumplings in the kitchen. At this time, my mother came in with a ringing mobile phone.

"Obviously, someone called you."

I wiped off the flour on my hands and took the phone from my mother. The caller ID told me that it was Wang Yunxi who was calling. I went back to my room and answered the phone but there was no sound.

"What are you doing?"

I looked out the window and didn't speak. You are more patient than me. If I don't speak, you don't speak. Until 10 minutes later, I was really distressed that the phone bill was roaming, so I opened my mouth.

"Are you calling to ask me why?"

"Still angry?"

"Angry? Who are you angry with??"

"I'm in City X now, the fireworks here are very beautiful, how about you?"

You started trying to find some topics with me, and I took a look at the colorful fireworks that were being set off.

"Fortunately, the fireworks are not all the same."

"Obviously, I miss you."

The corners of my mouth curled up unconsciously, she has never said anything more nasty, let alone something like miss you and love you.

"Wang Yunxi, I miss you too."

You see, in fact, what I want is not much. Just saying I miss you can make me let go of so many unhappiness and even forget that she and I are still in the cold war.

"Then you go home early? I want to spend the Lantern Festival with you."

"Okay!"

This phone call did not talk too much, firstly because Wang Yunxi is not a talkative person, and secondly, although we have only been together for a few months, we have a good understanding between each other, even through the phone I can think The expression and attitude of every word she said.

"Whose phone number?"

When I walked out of the room, I saw my mother making dumplings in the kitchen alone. I walked over and put on an apron to continue making dumplings with my mother.

"a classmate"

I don't want to talk too much with my mother, although I don't think she has any right to oppose my love, but one more thing is worse than one less thing.

"If you have a boyfriend, remember to take it home and show it to me."

Perhaps this sentence is what every mother would say to her children. At that moment, I looked at my mother, and suddenly felt that she was getting older and caring more for me, and she was more and more like me. a mother.

"I see"

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