sickness

On the afternoon when he came back from Bai's house, Zang Bai pierced through his whitewashing, cut off his way of escaping, and forced him to face it, only then did Lin Bochuan realize how deeply his escaping had caused the other party's hurt.

Zang Bai's tears and despair made him very sad.He was flustered and didn't know what to do.He forced himself to calm down and analyze and solve their relationship problems as if they were work problems.

When he followed this contradiction, he found that all the contradictions were concentrated on his Alpha attributes.If he's not an Alpha, no longer bound by this instinct, then there's no barrier between them anymore, isn't there?

Thinking of this, Lin Bochuan immediately called Dr. Chen.

Dr. Chen was silent for a long time, and then he said for a long time: "Removing the posterior cervical gland can indeed solve your marking impulse, and even solve the problem of your abnormal susceptibility period, but this...have you discussed it with your partner? ?"

Lin Bochuan had no choice but to confess Zang Bai's situation to the doctor: "It is because of this that we have irreconcilable conflicts."

Dr. Chen fell silent again: "I advise you to think again, removing the gland is not a trivial matter for Alpha, it's best to discuss it with your partner..."

Before the doctor finished persuading, Lin Bochuan interrupted him: "No need to discuss, I have made a decision."

There is no way to discuss it, Zang Bai will definitely not agree, and will even try to obstruct it, so he must not tell him his plan.After hanging up the phone, Lin Bochuan thought of a way to separate for a while to calm down.

According to the doctor, one month is enough for his preparation, surgery and postoperative recuperation.But after he went to the place to do the test, he found that things were not so smooth.

Because he received the Omega pheromone placebo treatment for too short a period of time, there is no effect yet, so the level of pheromone hormone in his body is still too high, so he cannot undergo surgery and needs to be recuperated first.In order to lower the hormone level as soon as possible, he also carried out drug conditioning and diet conditioning.

After working like this for a month, the weight dropped by ten kilograms, and the hormone level finally returned to the level where surgery could be performed.I didn't expect it to be more troublesome.

The test found that Lin Bochuan was sensitive, not only allergic to various antibiotics, but also allergic to anesthetics, which was difficult for the attending doctors.Then came another round of drug testing, and after more than a month, he finally found an anesthetic suitable for him.

During this period, Lin Bochuan was suffering both physically and psychologically, and missed Zang Bai like crazy.But in order for the plan to proceed smoothly, he dared not contact the other party at all.

Zang Bai was too sensitive and knew himself too well, Lin Bochuan knew that he couldn't tell a complete lie in front of him.

I couldn't help but look at his photos and videos one by one, read all the content posted on his social platforms one by one, and repeatedly opened their past chat records.With his eyes closed, he can repeat all the words Zang Bai said to him in the past few years.

He experienced this kind of suffering, and personally experienced the pain that Zang Bai had experienced.

Every time he thinks that Zang Bai has also experienced these things, he can persevere.

After finally having the surgery, he couldn't stay any longer.For three months, not only could he no longer bear the torment of longing, he was even more worried about what happened to Zang Bai.Liu Ran, Luo Chengcheng... All these crises that he expected and did not expect are all in Haicheng.

Regardless of the doctor's obstruction, he returned to the tea city just after the wound on the back of his neck stopped bleeding.But he didn't expect that after traveling all the way and being weak, the wound not only burst open, but also began to inflame after returning. Zang Bai couldn't let Zang Bai see such a desperate look.So I didn't contact him when I returned to the tea city, and I only called the family doctor to take care of him.

The doctor came twice a day to give him injections and change his dressings.The fever had just subsided this morning, and Zang Bai came back in the afternoon. The wound on the back of his neck burst open again due to the ups and downs of movements and emotions.

Zang Bai knelt beside his bed, took off the turtleneck sweater that Lin Bochuan used to cover up, carefully uncovered the red gauze, and moved as lightly as possible, he knew what kind of pain Lin Bochuan was going through right now.

He regretted it endlessly, if he hadn't broken through the anxiety in his heart and said those words, he wouldn't have forced Lin Bochuan to take this step.Alphas who lost their glands, this is a great humiliation for all Alphas.

Thinking of Bai Yuzhen's distress after knowing that he had lost his glands, Zang Bai thought that if Lin Bochuan's father was still there, his mother would not be like this now. Knowing that his child did such a stupid thing, he must also be very distressed. He will also resent himself as the culprit.

Zang Bai was also in great pain, the pain in his heart spread to his whole body, the pain was so painful that he couldn't hold back his tears.He quickly wiped away the mist from his eyes, carefully cleaned the dirt around the skin with tweezers and cotton balls, disinfected the wound, and put on clean gauze again.

When applying iodophor, the cotton ball was soaked too much, and the brown liquid flowed down Lin Bochuan's neck and onto his pillow, staining it with a dirty color.

Knowing that Lin Bochuan couldn't stand this the most, Zang Bai changed the pillow for him, and was about to take out the dirty one, but Lin Bochuan grabbed his hand: "Stay here."

"I'll take the pillowcase out first."

Lin Bochuan was lying on the bed, the back of his neck was so painful that he couldn't look up at Zang Bai: "Just throw it on the bed, the bed is not clean." These days, he spent most of his time on the bed, sweat and blood stains, and he was in a semi-unable to take care of himself , I can't care about anything, I can only endure this kind of dirt.

"Go to my room and I'll change the sheets for you."

"Let's talk about that later."

Lin Bochuan held him but didn't let go, Zang Bai said helplessly, "You tell me to put the pillow out first... so I can't wait for a minute."

"...It hurts...It hurts..." Lin Bochuan began to moan, moaned long and short, and gasped for air.

"..." Zang Bai had no choice but to throw the pillow on the sofa and sit down beside the bed, "Where's the painkiller?"

"General painkillers are useless, and painkiller injections are prescribed. The effect is not very good, and it will also affect wound healing."

"What should I do?"

"Can you just stay here?" Lin Bochuan groped to open the drawer beside the bed, "There are novels here, you can read them if you're bored... Help me turn over so I can see you."

With Zang Bai's help, Lin Bochuan moved his neck slowly for a long time before finally lying down on his side.Zang Bai was sitting next to him, he could see it when he raised his eyes, he could touch it with his hand, and he could hug him with his arms outstretched. Blood.

But holding hands is still possible.Lin Bochuan held Zang Bai's hand in his hand, crossing his fingers for a while, holding them in the palm of his hand for a while, pinching his fingers over and over again...

Puppies wag their tails to express their love, cats rub their heads to express their love, and humans hug, kiss, and touch every inch of each other’s skin when they express their love...

Lin Bochuan can't even do it now. All he can do is hold the other with one hand, hug, kiss, and rub every inch of skin on Zang Bai's hand with his fingers, and use one hand to the other. pour out love.

"Does it still hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt anymore."

Zang Bai saw that his face was pale, and his temples were covered with cold sweat, he was speechless: "Whatever you do, it won't hurt, I think you should take some painkillers first, and then sleep."

"I don't want to sleep now, and I don't need to take medicine." He looked at Zang Bai and blinked his eyes. "It really doesn't hurt. You are more effective than painkillers."

"..."

He grabbed Zang Bai's hand and gently pulled it down, a little embarrassed: "You... lie in my arms.... Let me hold you."

Zang Bai did not lie in his arms, but squatted down along the edge of the bed, with his upper body lying on the edge of the bed, just level with Lin Bochuan's face.

They wanted to touch their noses and looked at each other seriously.Zang Bai held Lin Bochuan's face, rubbing his thumb lightly on his cheek, Lin Bochuan's hand covered the back of Zang Bai's hand, rubbing his face into his palm.

"Am I really that useful?"

"Really..." Lin Bochuan lowered his eyelids, and his eyes fell on Zang Bai's lips, swallowing his saliva lightly.He wished he could bite those two lips, but he also expected them to take the initiative to kiss him.

"Isn't this more effective..."

As soon as he finished speaking, Zang Bai turned his face sideways, staggered the tip of his nose, and put his lips on those cold lips.

After sticking it for a while, he parted his lips, took Lin Bochuan's lower lip and sucked it lightly, sweeping the tip of his tongue over it.The four soft lips came together and squeezed each other, feeling each other's soft and moist breath.Soon, the coldness turned into hotness, the paleness turned into bright red, the ripe fruit fermented, and the sweet juice overflowed from the squeeze.

Lin Bochuan was very emotional, he couldn't wait to use his teeth and tongue, but Zang Bai stepped back a little to prevent him from capturing him.Frowning, he said angrily, "Don't move."

He really didn't move.Wait for the pain-relieving kiss to come closer, slow and sticky, like shredded hot cheese, soft and creamy, like glutinous rice balls dipped in soup.He swallowed each other whole, then spat it out reluctantly, over and over again, entangled together.The breathing has already merged, and the soul that swung out from the dizzy direction seems to be merged too.

The whole afternoon, the two ate each other bite by bite, tirelessly, and there was no end to the bubbling love, until the sky gradually darkened...