beautiful him

On the rest day of the first week of December, the final was held in a large venue in Tokyo.There were many TV cameras in the venue, and even Hirao, who just came to cheer on Kiyoi, became nervous after watching it.Led by Shirota and the others, not only from this school, but also many people from other schools came to watch the game.

Let me talk about the result first, Qingju failed to win the award.The champion is a college student in Yokohama, No.2 and No.3 are junior high school students in Sendai and high school students in Nara, but in Hirao's eyes, Kiyomi is the right No.1.The dance in the free performance segment was also very good.The judges are really clueless.

After the game, Shirota and the others met Kiyoi in the lobby of the venue with the group they used to play with.There were many girls there, "It's a pity" "But Qingju is the most handsome." Everyone comforted Qingju, and Qingju responded calmly.

The celebration will be held at a local family restaurant, and when everyone was preparing to go back together, Qingju said that he still had to greet the staff, let everyone go first, and returned to the lounge by himself.When Heshirota and the others went out, Hirao wanted to go to the bathroom, so he got separated from everyone.

There were a lot of people in the restrooms in the venue, and when he was wandering around looking for other restrooms, he arrived at the first floor that said "staff only".He just wanted to turn around but saw the bathroom not far away.The related people who came and went around seemed to be very busy, so Hirashi sneaked in.

As soon as he came out of the bathroom, Pingliang saw Qingju greeting the staff at the end of the corridor, so he quickly hid in the bathroom.Although he only came to go to the bathroom, it would be bad if Qingju misunderstood him and followed him.

After hiding for a while, Hirara sneaked a peek at the corridor again, wondering if he had finished greeting him, and saw Kiyoi leaning against the wall of the corridor alone.Hirara just wanted to hide, but was attracted by Kiyoi's rare fragile atmosphere.

Pouted slightly, staring at his feet like a pouting child.Then he sighed loudly and returned to the living room.

This is the first time he saw the lost Qingju.

This is a scene that should not be seen by oneself.

Qingju definitely didn't want to be seen.

So he just pretended not to know.

He understood all of this, but the soft emotions in his heart became more and more full uncontrollably.

While waiting in the cold outside the venue, Kiyoi finally came out.Putting his hands in the pockets of his coat, he strode towards the station.

Hirara silently kept a distance from him, following Kiyoi like a loyal dog guarding its master.

The celebration at the family restaurant had an eerie atmosphere.

"Qingju did a good job. Although I didn't win the award"

"There's nothing you can do about it. After all, they're all handsome guys gathered from all over the country."

"Even for Kiyoju, it's very difficult to make a national debut. The Yokohama college student who won No.1 is too good. That's not a level at all. But Kiyoju also worked hard."

Shirota and the others' words were permeated with malice.Qingju might have noticed it, but he didn't show any particular displeasure, he just casually echoed a few words.The girls who were with me during the fireworks show were also there. I don't know if they noticed this awkward and subtle atmosphere, but they just echoed it vaguely.Only Kurata who was sitting in the corner was drinking his drink with a blank expression.

"Little P, help me get the drink. I want Coke mixed with Calpis"

"I want cantaloupe juice"

"Me too. Black tea and orange juice for an orange iced tea"

After speaking one by one, Hirao stood up silently.

Picking up a drink at the drink corner, Hirata wished he had a machine gun.Beat everyone except Kurata into briquettes.It turns out that human killing intent is something that can be produced so easily.

Just when he was imagining killing Shirota and the others, Qingju walked over.Hirao thought he was going to the bathroom, but he just walked out of the shop.Ping Liang returned to the banquet with the drink.

"Did Qingju go back?"

"Ah? Go to the toilet. By the way, little P, you got it wrong. They say I want Coke and Calpis."

Hirara perfunctorily asked, "Is that so?" He took his bag and walked towards the door.Shirota thought he was going to change the drink and shouted stupidly behind him, "Don't take the wrong one this time."

After leaving the store, I looked around but couldn't see Kiyoi, anyway, Hirara looked in the direction of the station first.In order not to miss it, he ran and looked around, and soon he was out of breath.When I arrived at the station, I finally found Kiyoi on a bench at the departure station of the bus with various lines.

In the night, under the shining white fluorescent lights, Qingju sat alone on the old blue bench, with his hands in his coat pockets, looking at the pedestrians coming and going around him.

Hirara watched Kiyoi from a distance.

Don't bother him.Can't bother him.

Even if a person like himself talks to him, he can't do anything.

Dealing with people is only painful for me, so I deliberately kept my bangs long in order not to accidentally meet other people's eyes.A shield formed by the weakest and most unreliable bangs in the world.The world used to be so terrible, so terrible that even bangs became something to protect oneself.Captain Rubber Duck is his inner friend. With a fearless expression on his face, he keeps drifting downstream, but occasionally he still feels scared when he imagines the end of the river.

Now something has changed.Since I met Qingju, the number of times I go to the barber shop has increased.Although I would never go to such a scary place as a beauty salon, my bangs have returned to their normal length.I want a little longer and a little more, and see all kinds of Qingju.Even though I knew it was wrong, I still peeped at him like this.

--nausea.

But I still like you.

—annoying.

But I still like you to death.

The approaching bus blocked Qingju's figure, and after the bus started up again, there was no Qingju's figure on the chair.It seemed that he was leaving by car, and Hirao watched the bus with regret.

"Hey"

A voice suddenly came to mind.I don't know when Qingju has come to his side.

"Hey, why are you here"

Kiyoi looked at the shaken Hirara with angry eyes.

"That's what I wanted to ask. You followed me at the venue, right?"

Hirao flinched in fright.

"Do you think I'm pitiful?"

Eh?Hirao widened his eyes in surprise.Pitiful?Does this mean sympathy?This is the greatest insult to a king.Hirao shook his head in denial, but Kiyoi's eyes were still so cold.

"...every guy does"

Sighing annoyedly, Kiyomi turned around.

At this moment, the body moved automatically, and Hirao grabbed the corner of Kiyoi's coat.

"and many more!"

etc.Wait a moment.Please wait.Every guy does that, please don't say things like that.Don't think of yourself as Shirota and the others.Whether it's a stalker or a disgusting person, please don't treat me like Shirota and the others.

"Qing Jujun is the most important thing to me. No one can compare. It is the most special."

No stuttering at all.No trembling either.It was the first time Hirao wanted to convey something with such a clear will.Qingju looked at himself in shock.His face gradually became angry.

"...You don't really have a problem with your brain, do you?"

may be.It gets weird when it comes to Qingju himself.It hurts.But don't want to let go.Kiyoi tugged at the corner of his coat to try to let him go, but Hirao didn't let go.

"I'm different from Shirota and the others"

Qingju frowned.

"nausea"

"I like you"

"annoying"

"I like you to death"

This is a miracle.The conversation that had just started in my head became reality.The words uttered from the mouth are so true without a trace of lies, it doesn't take a deep breath to sink into Pingliang's body to soothe his mood.The sight that looked up with all the vision was easily defeated by Qingju.

"I hate you"

Qingju said coldly, and pushed Hirara away.The cruel figure turned away.so sad.But this is Qingju's style.Facing his longing back, Ping Liang could only stand there blankly and watch him disappear.

The next day, there was a weird atmosphere in the classroom.

"Did you see that? About Kiyoju"

"Hey, what?"

The girl at the next table approached her friend's ear.The friend took out his mobile phone in surprise and began to look at something.Everyone in the classroom is doing similar things.

"Who wrote it? It must be from our school."

"If it is discovered who did it, it will definitely be killed."

Behind them, Yoshida and the others were discussing in a low voice.What the hell are you talking about.Qingju?was killed?I care about it.Hirara turned around, and Yoshida and the others immediately stopped talking.

"what are you guys saying?"

Since the little P incident in the first semester, this was the first time Hirao spoke to Yoshida.

"Nothing. Didn't say anything"

"It's about Qingju. What does it mean to be killed?"

"We didn't write it"

"What are you writing? What the hell are you talking about?"

Facing Pingliang's questioning, Yoshida had no choice but to tell him reluctantly.

"It's on the Internet. Someone started writing some strange comments about the game on the forum yesterday."

"message?"

Hirara took out his mobile phone and searched for the keyword Yoshida told him.

"Nah, we didn't write this. Don't let Qingju misunderstand him."

Hirara didn't pay attention to what Yoshida was saying.There was a post on a popular forum about a contest Kiyoi participated in, and Hirao flipped through it.

[What do you think about Qing Juzuo, who was last in the final? 】

[What the hell is the last one?Except for the champion, runner-up and third place, no one else has a ranking]

【Qing Ju-jun is so handsome.It's a pity that I've supported him since the qualifiers]

【Your eyesight is too bad.He is the last one.]

[So, except for the champion, runner-up and third place, there is no ranking, are you an idiot? 】

[It is already a miracle that he can enter the final at that level]

--what is this.

Since yesterday, there have been many such unknown and malicious messages.In the process of reading the post, Hirao noticed something and started to flip through the post.The first message about Qingju appeared at 07:30 yesterday.It was the time when I and Qingju came out of the family restaurant.Just when Hirara was thinking wildly with his mobile phone, Kiyoi walked into the classroom.The air in the classroom became inexplicably tense.

"Qingju, good morning—"

Shirota's group behind the classroom raised their hands.The voice was bright and bright, as if it was deliberately pretended. I don't know if this is Hirao's illusion.Qingju casually replied 'morning' and sat down in his seat.

"Qingju, why did you go back yesterday without even saying hello?"

Shirota and the others surrounded Kiyoju.

"Suddenly there is something urgent. Sorry, I will accompany you next time"

"It doesn't matter to us, but after you left, little P also disappeared."

Qingju's hand that was holding the textbook froze for a moment.

"Would you two go back together?"

"Idiot, how could Qingju get mixed up with little P?"

Shirota's complaints caused hilarious laughter with unknown meaning, and Hirao regretted what he did yesterday. 'Qingju and Pingliang are gone together', how disgracefully misunderstood Qingju has been.

"Well, but we are really worried about you."

Shirota's voice suddenly dropped.

"Yesterday Qingju looked very disappointed, are you okay?"

With a flattering and disgusting voice, Qingju slowly looked up at Shirota.

"What do you mean?"

Hearing Qingju's indifferent question, Shirota and the others let out ambiguous laughter: "That's what it means..."

"Shirota, why do you want to say what you want in your heart?"

"That's right. Qingju must be very shocked by the result."

The other two interrupted, and Shirota nodded "Ah, that's right". "I'm sorry." Shirota looked at Kiyoi with a triumphant expression.The remaining three people also sneered and exchanged glances.

Ping Hao would like to have a machine gun.

Now turn Shirota and the others into briquettes.

It's none of Shirota's business that Kiyomi didn't win the prize.But they took the opportunity to add insult to injury, as if they were victorious.It's so stupid it makes me vomit.

Equally disgusting were the students who watched all this silently. "Which side is safer to take refuge in?" Hirao seemed to hear a weak chirping like a bird's song.

The disgusting vibe I felt that day became more pronounced as time went on.The students were all sensitive to the strange changes in the top group of the class.The group of girls who usually chased Qingju also became quieter, but Yoshida and the others became noisy.

On a Monday when the winter vacation was just around the corner, Shirota had been in a bad mood since the morning.

"That guy is cheating. He's a whore for pretending to be innocent."

Shirota kicked the table angrily.Pingliang guessed that he was probably dumped by Xiaotao.Seriously, Hirao clapped his hands inwardly, but unfortunately when it was lunch break, Shirota's anger spread to Hirao.

"Why eggs. I told you I want coconut flavor. Do you have any brains?"

Send someone to run errands and still talk like that.Seeing the silent Hirara, Shirota threw the sandwich on Hirara and told him to change it.Hirao squeezed the sandwich tightly and just stood still.

"Hurry up. Lunch break is coming to an end."

"You haven't given me the money from last week"

Ping Liang lowered his head and said.Recently, Shirota stopped giving money again.After being told by Qingju before, he gave money reluctantly, but now even if Qingju told him, he was just playing sloppy and fooling around.

"Didn't I say I will give it next time. What are you talking nonsense?"

Shirota leaned over and said threateningly.But Hirashi remained motionless, and Shirota's face became increasingly ugly.

"You suddenly became rebellious."

Shirota kicked Hirao lightly a few times.The past self must have been scared at this moment, but now he wants to resist more strongly.Hirara bit his lip and looked at Shirota. "What kind of eyes do you have?" Shirota glared at him. "Hey, what do you mean?" Shirota kicked him several times again. "Hey, what's the matter?" The anxious voices of girls sounded from around.

"Stop it, you're too ugly"

Kiyoi opened his mouth and said, Shirota stopped kicking Hirao.

"What did you say?"

Shirota tilted his head and looked at Kiyoi who was sitting diagonally behind.

"Sorry, I didn't catch you. Can you say it again?"

"Dumped by a woman, don't vent your anger on others here"

Shirota raised the corners of his eyes, and in the next instant, a loud sound resounded.Shirota kicked Kiyoi's table.

Everyone gasped, and Shirota spoke in the silent classroom.

"Don't always put on a condescending look to me"

Kiyoi was completely unmoved, and just looked at Shirota with a displeased face.

In the silent classroom, birdsong sounded again. 'Which side are you going to take? ', but what is different from the past is that everyone watched the swinging balance with a wonderful mood of watching a drama.

After the winter vacation, the atmosphere in the classroom changed dramatically again.

"Have you seen the one in Qingju? Isn't it too much?"

"Ah, that. The people who did this are disgusting"

The girl next door was talking about Qingju's elementary school composition that was posted online during the holidays.The composition says [I want to be an idol when I grow up].

"It's surprising. I didn't expect him to want to be an idol"

"Well, it feels like the human setting has collapsed"

Listening to these endless gossips, Hirashi set up his imaginary machine gun and fired at the next table.

Although everyone remained neutral, they were just watching a show.Starfall will seduce the thrill of the people.Everyone secretly revealed their cruel curiosity.

What Shirota and the others did made Hirao feel disgusted.If you are not happy with Qingju, then you can just get out, but they still pester Qingju all the time.To say it's indecisive is presumably insulting the word indecisive.However, in the face of Qingju, who has always had the same attitude, the behavior of this group of guys has become more and more vile.

One day after school, Hirara mixed in with the students who were leaving school and went down the stairs.Qingju walked not far ahead.Among the crowd wearing the same school uniform, only Qingju never made a mistake.With a small head and a high waist, she always stands out in the crowd.

Just as Hirara was going down the stairs while chasing Kiyoi's back, something suddenly fell from his field of vision.In the next instant, Kiyoi's head and shoulders were stained with bright red liquid.

--Blood?

It almost caused a commotion, and the girls who were affected shouted "Damn——, what is this?" "Tomato?" Hearing these words, Hirara was relieved.At this time, someone's voice came from above.

"I'm sorry"

“Accidentally spilled the juice”

Shirota and the others apologized on top.Definitely on purpose.

Most of the juice was spilled on Kiyoju, and Kiyoju's body became a mess.The red water drops ticked, Qingju looked up at the upstairs without even wiping.Kiyoi's expression could not be seen from Hirara's position.But he saw Shirota and the others gasp.

Qingju walked down the stairs and walked in the direction opposite to the exit.The students who stopped because of this farce also dispersed, and Hirao did not hesitate to follow the direction Kiyoi left.

Walking into the special teaching building, the hustle and bustle after school was suddenly left behind.Qingju walked into the toilet.Hirao heard the sound of the faucet being turned on.Then came the sound of water.

Hirara was standing in the corridor in front of the toilet. "Qingju looks calm, but in fact he still feels very painful." Hirao would not be so stupid as to guess what Qingju really thought.How could it be possible to do this.

—…every guy does.

Hirara recalled Kiyoi's annoyed sigh at that time.no.I will never become like Shirota and the others.Nor will it be the same as those students who are sloppy.

Like the last soldier loyally guarding the king, Hirara stood in the corridor.The current self must be able to jump into the sewage and rescue the rubber duck captain who was washed away by the sewer.

Just when Hirao tensed his nerves and concentrated, there was the sound of the faucet being tightened, Hirao hid in the corner of the stairs.I am right beside you.But it doesn't matter if you don't know about it.footsteps.It was Qingju who came out.Pingliang waited for Qingju to leave, but heard a sound of hello.

--Eh?

Just as Hirara froze in place, another voice came.

"Are you there?"

Listen to the clearly impatient voice.Being called out like that, Hirao couldn't pretend he didn't hear it.Had to walk out in fear.Qingju was holding a washed shirt in his hand, and was directly wearing a gray sweater.Seeing Hirara, Kiyoi sighed helplessly.

"Yes, I'm sorry, I'll disappear immediately"

"Hey"

Seeing Hirara was about to leave in a hurry, Kiyoju called him back again.Just when Hirashi thought he was going to be scolded, he turned around and saw Qingju raised his chin in the direction of the corridor.Then turned around and left.

As if to let himself follow, Hirao cautiously followed behind Kiyoi.After washing her hair, the transparent water dripping from the collar stretched across Qingju's slender neck.

Qingju walked into the empty music classroom.I reached into the desk and rummaged inside, and finally took out a key.Probably some teacher or student is hiding here.

Qingju opened the door of the preparation room with the key and walked in. "It's so cold," Qingju murmured, turning on the air conditioner in the classroom.With a humming sound, the air conditioner blows warm air.Qingju hung his clothes on the chair and put them under the air outlet, and then sat on the desk again as if he wanted to dry himself.

"It's so warm——"

Qing Ju with his eyes closed was covered with the orange sunset that came in through the window, which was really too beautiful.

Hirao couldn't help staring blankly, at this moment Kiyoju suddenly opened his eyes.

"It's disgusting for you to stare at me without saying a word"

"Hey, ah, ah, that..."

Something has to be said.But when he was in a hurry, the words got stuck in his throat again.Besides, I really have nothing worth talking to Qing Ju.Just when he was at a loss what to do, he suddenly thought of something.

"Can I take a photo?"

"photo?"

"Ah, forget it, I'm sorry, when I didn't say..."

Qingju has already regarded him as a stalker, so he will definitely not let himself take any photos.

"MMS?"

"No, it's just a normal photoshoot. But forget it, I'm too thick-skinned and sorry"

"It's okay if it's not MMS"

Pingliang was stunned.Hallucinations?He opened his mouth stupidly and looked at Qingju.

"What's your reaction? It's fine if you don't shoot."

"Ah, no, I want to shoot. Ah, no, I want to shoot, please let me shoot"

Hirara hurriedly took out the camera from the bag.

"Wow, it's a SLR"

Qingju couldn't help leaning over, the expression on his face suddenly changed.

"...Isn't it for sneak shots?"

Seen by Kiyoi with suspicious eyes, Hirao quickly shook his head like a rattle.

"The SLR camera my parents bought me when I was in elementary school, I have always regarded it as my hobby"

"The rich"

"Eh?"

"How can ordinary families buy such expensive SLRs for elementary school students?"

"That's because there is a special reason..."

While making preparations, Hirao continued hesitatingly.

"I have stuttered since I was a child, and I don't have many friends. My parents worried that I would not be able to integrate into the class, so they bought it for me so that I could have a hobby that can change my mood."

Perhaps it was the habitual action of preparing the camera, but Hirao finished the explanation relatively smoothly.

"What is stuttering?"

"Eh?"

"What do you mean stutter?"

—Ah, so he didn't know.

"That is a disease that cannot be spoken smoothly when speaking."

"Hey, is this a disease?"

Qingju frowned.It seems to have been hit by something.

Ping Liang felt that this was also helpless.Stuttering is a word that surprisingly few people know.Maybe saying "stuttering" is easier for people to understand, but saying "stuttering" does not mean that it is a disease, but it is reminiscent of being unable to speak well simply because of nervousness.Of course, there are reasons for this, so it is more difficult to explain clearly.

Recently, the word "stuttering" has also become a discriminatory term, and it is no longer seen in novels and TV.But this does not mean that "stuttering" is known to more people.As the language changed, the existence of the disease became less and less known, leaving patients in the painful situation of needing to explain to others what "stuttering" was.

"But, aren't you talking normally now?"

"I don't stutter all the time. If I stutter all the time, it might be easier for everyone to understand, but stuttering sometimes happens and sometimes doesn't happen. I saw a doctor when I was a child, so I can control it to a certain extent. ... But when I get nervous, I still feel like Same as the shift day”

Flat, flat, flat, flat.Pingliang recalled that day when he kept spitting out monosyllables like a cannonball.

"……sorry"

Qingju lowered his eyes.That look was not at all befitting of a king.

"It's okay. I'm used to it"

"Why do you have to get used to it. Seeing you in such a humble way makes people angry."

Qingju's eyes suddenly became sharp.Ah, sure enough, Qingju is Qingju.Hirao unconsciously narrowed his eyes.

"Thank you"

He replied naturally, Qingju turned his face away in embarrassment.

"There's nothing to be thankful for. It should be the other way around."

"However, Qingju never called me Little P. Why is that?"

Kiyoi tilted his head as if thinking——.

"Well. I probably just don't want to shout like that."

Sure enough, it was Kiyoi's answer, and Hirao was even happier.Even if he didn't know what stuttering was or if it was a disease, Qingju never called himself a humiliating nickname.What is the reason for this, Qing Ju himself must not be able to say the reason.Willful, self-centered, not gentle at all.But Qingju has his own bottom line, and Pingliang is saved by his bottom line.That's the whole truth.

"I like Qingju Jun"

Hirara said, looking at the camera in his hand.It gets dark very early in winter, and the gradually darkening sky makes people's perception higher.Focus and quickly press the shutter.Hirara rarely took pictures of people.Originally, he never had the idea of ​​wanting to photograph people.But now he wants to take the best photos.He set up the camera and pressed the shutter at the moment when Kiyoju was shocked.

"Tell me before shooting"

"sorry"

While apologizing, he pressed the shutter button again.

"Are you listening to me?"

"Sorry, I'm going to shoot"

"What kind of report is this? It's too late while filming."

Qingju looked at this side slightly angrily.Rarely seeing his expression like this, Hirara pressed the shutter again.Qing Ju had nothing to say this time, with a helpless expression on his face.This expression should also be photographed.He hummed and turned his back.Ahhh, his slender neck became even more striking from this angle.On the day of the shift change, he also wanted to take a picture of the line of the jaw that fascinated him. He knelt down on one knee and pressed the shutter at an angle of elevation.

"Qingju-jun, you are so beautiful"

Whispering while pressing the shutter.

"What kind of sex//erotic photographer are you?"

Qingju looked at him and muttered.

"Feeling like I'm going to take my clothes off at the end, it's scary"

"I, I won't do this kind of thing"

Hirao put down the camera with a blushing face, and Kiyoi looked down at him.

"Idiot, I won't take it off"

Seeing Kiyoi's mischievous smile for the first time, Hirao forgot to breathe.

"……what"

Even forgetting to blink, he will use the retina with higher performance than any camera to engrave this scene forever.In the distant future, I can continue to play back after I become a grandfather and my eyes can no longer see clearly.

"Don't keep staring at me. Disgusting"

Qing Ju quickly put away his smile and turned his back.

In front of Hirara, who was kneeling on one knee, was Kiyoi's hand on the table.What slender fingers.The thinner it gets to the fingertips, even the shape of the nails is so perfect.Hirara unconsciously leaned over and kissed Kiyoi's fingertips.The touch of lips to nails.Pingliang's brain went numb like an electric shock.

"...You really are a homo, right?"

The sudden question brought Pingliang back to his senses.

"Yes, sorry..."

He hastily stepped back.Unbelievable about what I did.I can only keep repeating sorry, sorry.

"Nah, you answer me. Are you homo?"

"No, I don't know"

Hirao shook his head lightly.He has asked himself this question many times——.

"Me, I like Kiyoju. But I'm not interested in other boys. I'm not interested in girls either. Only Kiyoju makes me feel beautiful. Only Kiyoju is special."

He has no interest in men or women outside Qingju.Everyone just exists.But Qingju is different.Living in a clean place is living in a clean place, this is how you make yourself feel strange.Become happy, become desperate, if this is homo, then maybe I am homo.Hirao spoke intermittently.

"nausea"

Qingju summed it up in one sentence.

"...haha, as expected."

Hirao smiled wryly.His affection was completely denied.But miraculously, he didn't feel bad at all.Even after knowing Hirara's illness, Kiyomi did not deliberately change his attitude.Whether he has a stutter or not, to Kiyoi he is just a simple disgusting guy.This made Hirao happy for some reason.

Lifting his head, he met Qingju's eyes.He looked straight at himself.What's wrong.Being stared at all the time makes it impossible to calm down.Could it be something stuck on his face? Hirara touched his face.Still watching.The completely opposite situation made Hirara's face burn.Hirao couldn't help lowering his head.

"Sorry, don't keep looking at me..."

After protesting with a mosquito-like voice, Kiyoi hummed and laughed.

"You know how I feel"

Hearing this, Hirao raised his head.Ah, so it is, so it is.

"Sorry, I won't watch it anymore"

"It's okay. You can watch it if you want"

"is it okay?"

"As you like. But don't call me 'Qingju-jun' anymore. It's okay for girls, but it's disgusting for boys. Just call me 'Qingju'."

"I can't do it"

"Then don't look at me anymore"

Qingju slightly raised his chin.arrogant eyes.But it is very suitable for living in Qing Dynasty.Cold, yet breathtakingly beautiful.Hirara set up the camera.

"... Qingju"

Called through the camera.what to do.I was breathless with happiness.

"Isn't this called out?"

Qingju said in a nonchalant tone.

"Qingju"

"what"

"Qingju"

"what to do"

"Qingju"

"It's okay, don't keep calling"

"you're so beautiful"

Press the shutter with this sentence.

"nausea"

On the other side of the camera, Qingju in the sunset was smiling slightly.