beautiful him

The new semester started on September [-]st, and there was a little commotion in the classroom.

Qingju signed up to participate in the boyscontest hosted by the fashion magazine.The news sparked heated discussions among the girls.Although Pingliang, who knows nothing about fashion, has never read this magazine, the winners of this competition will be reported by TV news every year. Even Pingliang has heard of this competition.The champions of all generations will become the exclusive models of the magazine, and will transform into actors in the future.

It seems that Qingju's cousin signed up for him on his own. By the time everyone knew the news, he had already passed the primary and secondary selections.The third selection is a popular vote by readers, and the result will determine whether Qing Ju can enter the final.

"Amazing, Qingju. You're going to be famous!"

"Will the photos of the third selection be published in the magazine?"

As an outsider, Shirota and the others were very excited, but the person involved, Qingju, played with his mobile phone calmly.

Pingliang once again sighed at the power of Qingju, and couldn't help but feel proud of his vision.

Things are heating up day by day.Qingju, which was already very popular, became even more popular, and even girls from other schools came to see Qingju.The girls at the top of the pyramid used all kinds of means to get in touch with Qingju.

After school, faced with a mountain of invitations, Shirota and the others divided them into "go" and "not go" like shuffling cards.

"Qingju, do you have any request?"

"No. It's up to you to decide."

"Hey, what should we do? Let's choose Miko and the others today."

"Hey, Miko and the others are cute but their brains are so bad that they can't talk at all"

With the king's permission, Shirota and the others seem to have become ministers in the palace.

The invitations of girls from each school were strictly screened, and Hirara sometimes went with him as an errand runner, and sometimes he was driven back because he was in the way.

In the end, I still went to play with the group of people from the firework festival that day.The meeting place was a family restaurant, and Kurata was among them.She bowed her head to greet Pingliang, and Pingliang quickly returned the salute.

Seeing this scene, Shirota and the others booed, "Ah? Could it be you~?" "Would you like to sit together?" They forced Kurata and Heira to sit together.Hirata said sorry in a low voice, Kurata immediately blushed and shook his head lightly.

At this moment, Ping Liang felt someone's breath.When he raised his head, he happened to meet Shang Qingju's eyes.Qingju rested his chin and stared at himself.Hirao couldn't help his heart beating faster, and when he looked away, he noticed the empty glass in front of Kiyoi.

"What do you want to drink?"

“Cool drink”

Hirara stood up, when a girl laughed.

"Hirara-kun, Kurata's cup is also empty."

"Oh, I'm fine. I'll pour it myself."

Kurata hurriedly waved his hand.

"Ah~ Xiaop, girls should be given priority over us. You will be dumped by Kurata-chan if you do this."

"I can't help it. Little P is born with a slave physique."

"Slave constitution? Speaking of which, little p, apologize to Kurata-chan."

"Well, I'm really okay..."

Kurata's ears were already flushed, making one wonder if she was going to cry.It doesn't matter if I'm a boy, it must be hard for a girl to be joked about like this.But I can only yell in my mind: "You guys, give me enough", how useless I am.

"Speaking of which, it's all right"

Qing Ju opened his mouth suddenly, and everyone's eyes immediately focused on him.

"Is it fun to make such a joke?"

Qingju asked with a lazy expression on his chin.For a moment, everyone fell silent.Everyone exchanged glances in embarrassment, "Speaking of which, it was the last time." Finally someone spoke and returned to the previous topic.Only Kurata was still staring blankly at Kiyoi.

"Go quickly"

Qingju raised his chin and ordered, and Hirao quickly stood up and walked away.

He was pouring a cool drink at the drinkbar, and the splash of golden carbonated drink reflected Kurata's eyes just now.Those eyes were completely in love.Well, I understand, the feeling of sympathy for the matter of "kiyoi is very handsome"; but kiyoi is not trying to help us, if you don't understand this, it is only yourself that suffers, and the mood of wanting to advise Kurata like this occupies at the same time own heart.

Qingju casually said yes or no.Capricious and arbitrary, never caring whether his words will arouse the disgust of others.People like them either hate Qingju very much, or are strongly attracted to him.

It's just that no matter how much they dream, people like them will never be able to touch Qingju——.

After leaving the family restaurant, Kiyomi left immediately, and the girls also left one after another, which made Shirota and the others who wanted to continue playing feel very unhappy.deserve it.

Ping Liang went to the bookstore to pick up the magazines he ordered.It was the magazine of the organizer of the competition that Kiyoi participated in.This is the first time in his life to buy a fashion magazine. When he checked out, the clerk looked like "Did you take it by mistake?" Hirashi apologized in his heart: "Yes, I'm really sorry."

“SOLD OUT”

"What are you doing?"

In the magazine corner of the bookstore, girls in other school uniforms were making noise.The magazine is a huge hit in the neighborhood right now.

"Come back, why is it so late?"

As soon as he got home, his mother came out of the kitchen to meet him.The smell of curry wafts through the house.Mother said "I'll heat the meal right away" and was about to turn around and go back to the kitchen. Hirara quickly said that he had already eaten outside.

"Eat out again? I often eat out recently."

Mother ran out again.Pingliang thought he was going to be punished, but he didn't expect his mother to look happy.

"Could it be that you have a girlfriend?"

"what?"

Taira conditioned reflexively.

“That’s what I eat with my friends”

Hirao was at a loss for words for a moment——.

"more or less"

After hearing this, my mother was even happier. If you came back late, remember to call back in advance. After my mother told me to go back to the kitchen with a good mood.Faced with the son who didn't call in advance when he came back late, and didn't eat dinner after preparing it.The mother of an ordinary family will definitely complain, but the mother is very happy knowing that the son who has never been able to adapt to the environment at school has made friends who can play and eat together after school.

Pingliang felt very sorry for his mother.If she knew that she was just being treated as an errand, my mother would be very sad.If you know that you like one of them, you will definitely despair as a parent. 'But I feel very happy' If you say that, you must think that I must have a problem with my head.

- Let this be my life's secret.

Back in the room, Hirara sat on the edge of the bed and took out the magazine without waiting for a change of clothes.It is easy to turn to the page of the competition content.This is the final selection before entering the finals, and the face and full-body photos of the fifty contestants are published on it.Qingju is not on the first page.As expected, everyone is handsome, these guys must have a happy life, Hirao turned to the next page while thinking, and stopped suddenly.

Qingju was smiling.It was a bright and sunny smile that he had never seen in school, the so-called idol smile.Is this really Qingju?Hirashi stared at the photo.

Willful, arrogant, a mighty king who never pleases anyone.Hirao once thought that he was definitely not suitable for an idol smile.But looking at Kiyoi in the photo, Pingliang felt a strange change in his heart.

The king's residence is so sacred and inviolable.But Qingju with such a smile looks so easy to touch, as easy as tearing off this photo and crumpling it into a ball.

If it is such a Qingju, it seems that it can be touched, it seems that it can be touched.Hirao had such a strange illusion.

【Hirara's legs can't help reacting, and when he lowered his gaze, he saw an unnatural bulge between his legs.I muttered in my heart, "No, please spare me", but my hand uncontrollably opened the zipper of the school uniform.

"……what"

A gasp leaked from between the clenched lips.It is not right to do so.This is not Qingju.At least, it wasn't the Qingju that Hirao was familiar with.But his head was already occupied by Qing Ju with that cheap smile.She held Qing Ju's hand, hugged him tightly, and kissed his slender neck.

The pleasure made Hirara's head go numb.Hirao had been panting under the excitement, but then his head gradually calmed down.

Opposite was the table, and the glass flask containing the coins he got from Kiyoi was placed on it.

Desires and longings.The two leap into view at the same time, Hirao engulfed in self-loathing.He wiped the magazine clean with his fingers, and the wet spots became crumpled.The most cherished thing has been soiled by my own hands.It's too bad.I want to die. 】

Pingliang warned himself that he must never do such a thing again.

After a two-month voting period, Qingju stood out from fifty finalists. In the final list published by the magazine, Qingju ranked eighth among the top ten readers voted for.

"Hey, Qingju, can't you do it today?"

After school on Friday, Kiyoi declined Shirota's invitation.

"Wait, wait. My girlfriend's friend invited me today."

"Don't say this suddenly. I have something to do today."

"No, no, please. Just a little while! My girlfriend's senior wants to see Qingju very much. If it suddenly falls apart, my girlfriend will not be easy to do. I will also lose face."

Shirota put his palms together and begged.Qingju said helplessly as if he felt troubled from the bottom of his heart.

"Then another day. Next week."

"OK, ok. I'll call and ask you to wait a minute"

Shirota called his girlfriend.

"Ah, it's me. About today's date, sorry, not today"

Because they were standing very close, even Hirao could hear the girl's complaining voice on the phone, "Hey—why?"Shirota apologized and told the other party that it could be changed to next week, and asked about the other party's schedule.I don't know if it was my girlfriend's senior who answered the phone, and Shirota Gai spoke honorifics on the way.

"I'm really sorry. Kiyoi? Ah, yes. Wait a minute"

While talking, Shirota put the phone in front of Kiyoi.

"Qingju, you take it"

"why?"

"I can't make an appointment today, please apologize."

Qingju's eyes turned cold all of a sudden, ah, Hirahara immediately felt that the situation was not good, and the development of the matter was indeed the same.

"Why should I apologize to a woman I don't know"

Seeing Kiyoi who was obviously unhappy, Shirota immediately lowered his posture.

"It's just a formality"

"No. It's because she wants to see me. It doesn't matter if I don't see her. Let her get angry because of this kind of inexplicable face-saving woman."

After speaking bluntly, Qingju waved his hand and walked through the ticket gate of the station.

Pingliang watched his cold back, and suddenly heard a sigh from behind.Turning around, the atmosphere was really awkward.Shirota held the phone and murmured in frustration, "The phone is hung up."He must have heard the conversation just now.deserve it.

"Dead. Am I really a wretch?"

"Xiaotao has a high self-esteem. You won't be dumped, right?"

What won't you do, it's good that you get dumped.Although I have only met her once, Xiaotao is a cute girl of the Mori type, standing with Shirota who is like a bad boy, it seems that Shirota is not qualified.

"Speaking of which, Qingju is too much."

Shirota lowered his head and scratched his head.The whole body exudes unhappiness.

"I haven't played much together recently. Sure enough, it's because of that reason."

Miki smiled to test Shirota's reaction.

"The reason?"

"He's a professional star, he's different from us. Some reason?"

Miki smiled meanly.If someone denies him saying 'How is that possible', he will immediately say 'I'm just kidding', that kind of calculated smile.What a bunch of chameleons, Hirao thought unhappily, but Shirota got into the sleeve immediately.

"Maybe it's true. It's okay if we don't play together. It's disgusting to say something is wrong and never say what it is. He is too self-righteous."

"A mere No.8"

As Miki said, Shirota and the other two began to exchange disgusting glances.

"That is to say. Although the top ten can all enter the finals, No.8 will definitely not win the award."

"I admit that he is handsome, but that's the case in the whole country."

The other two people also started chattering about the same thing.Ping Liang was so shocked that he almost wanted to laugh.Do they know how shameless their words are.But that's what's funny about them not noticing it themselves.There were 4000 people who signed up for the competition, and Qingju was No.8 among them.If Shirota and the others sign up, they will be eliminated in the first round of written review.Why can they judge Qingju with a superior look.People who can't look at themselves objectively are really inferior.

Feeling speechless, Ping Liang also had another incredible feeling at this time.

The more attention you get, the easier it is to cause a backlash.Although everyone understands this truth, Hirao has always believed that Qingju is a special existence that is isolated from such low-level disputes.Then he noticed that he too was one of those disgraceful ones.Forget about my own affairs, and I become a fool when I encounter matters about Qingju.He finally understands what love makes people blind.

After parting from Shirota and the others, Hirao picked up his camera and took to the streets after a long absence.

Hirao likes the landscape completed by erasing the humans from the places prepared for them.Mother pushing a baby carriage.White collar in a suit.college couples.An elegant elderly couple.These are all included in the camera for later erasure.Ping Liang himself felt that he was being wicked, but he still held the camera and pressed the shutter.Suddenly a corner of the camera caught his attention.

—— Qingju?

He saw Qingju walking into a building not far away, and immediately chased after him.The first to third floors of the building are karaoke.Is this what Qingju said?What is there to hide?Hirao looked around in bewilderment and accidentally saw the elevator stopped on the fifth floor.Not long after Qingju came in, Qingju should have used the elevator.[AR] is written on the fifth floor.

——What kind of store is this?cafe?

Pingliang tilted his head and suddenly thought: Could it be a date?If it's a date with a girlfriend, then he can be forgiven for not saying anything.If people found out that Qingju had a girlfriend right now, it would definitely cause riots.

Pingliang's heart was in a mess.If so, what kind of girl is the other party?Very cute, or very beautiful, one of the two.But no matter what it is, I will be very sad.But obviously very sad, he still wanted to see what kind of person the other party was.

Hirara pressed the elevator button as if possessed by a demon.Walk into the rickety elevator and go to the fifth floor.Trembling out of the elevator, I didn't expect this floor to be very bright, with fast-paced bgm playing.It seems... not a coffee shop.

"good afternoon"

Hirao took a few steps back in shock.It turns out that the front desk is right next to the elevator entrance, and the young lady in a polo shirt is smiling all over her face.

"That, that, I..."

"Are you here to visit?"

Facing Pingliang who behaved strangely, the young lady took out a brochure from the front desk and handed it to him.

"Who introduced you to our dance classroom?"

--Dance room?

Pingliang shook his head, and the young lady began to introduce their dance classroom.The teaching content, tuition fees, and experience classes, the young lady asked Pingliang if he wanted to go online, Pingliang quickly shook his head again.

"Then let me show you around our dance studio."

"Ah, no, no need, that... can I see it alone?"

Sensing Hirara's timidity, the young lady nodded with a smile.After slightly bowing his head to express his gratitude, Hirara walked timidly along the corridor.

One side of the corridor is the practice room, and a large glass is installed on the side facing the corridor.Qingju is right here.Just in case he found out, Hirara quietly peeped into the first classroom, and found that some children who looked like primary school students were dancing inside.The lively appearance is reminiscent of popcorn.Although they are very young, everyone dances very well.But Qingju was not in it.

The next classroom seems to have just started practicing.There are some people who look like high school students and college students.The teacher stood in front of the wall with the whole mirror and explained the essentials of the movements to the students below.Hirao immediately saw Kiyoi.He was standing in a relatively inner position.

After confirming the movements several times, he immediately started practicing, and Hirao couldn't help staring blankly.The kids just now were already good enough, but everyone in this classroom is even better.Everyone's actions are very powerful.Looking at it makes people worry that there will be no problems with their joints.

Qingju danced very well too.Hirao's gaze was naturally attracted to Kiyoi. Is it because he likes Kiyoi or because Kiyoi itself is very eye-catching.Hirao stared greedily at Kiyoi against the glass.It's completely different from the lazy and unmotivated appearance in physical education class.Beads of sweat glistened on his face.

Because he was so fascinated by watching, Hirao completely forgot to hide.Kiyoi stood in front of him through the glass, banging on the glass, and Hirara came back to his senses.

"……what"

My heart froze all of a sudden.was found.Facing Hirara who was frozen in place, Kiyoi said something through the glass.Can't hear clearly.Looking at the pale Hera, Kiyoi slowly opened his mouth and said.

—Wait for me over there.

Qingju pointed at the bench in the corridor through the glass.

One and a half hours later, the practice ended, and Kiyoi, who was dry after taking a shower, invited Hirara to a nearby family restaurant.This was the second time the two of them were alone after the fireworks show. Hirao's head was almost boiling, and Kiyoi on the other side said that he was starving to death as soon as he sat down and immediately picked up the menu and ordered a set meal.When asked 'what would you like to eat', Hirao ordered pasta with a blank mind.

"energy drink"

Qingju said briefly, "Okay, Hirashi went to the drinkbar immediately to get a drink."In addition to the sports drink, he also took a refreshing drink, Kiyoju looked at him in surprise.

"You just finished exercising, I'm afraid you're thirsty"

And I usually drink refreshing drinks in Qingju.

"I took it on my own, I'm sorry. If you don't need it, I'll drink it."

"It's okay, thank you"

Qingju replied lightly, then drank the sports drink in one gulp, and then drank more than half of a glass of refreshing drink.Sure enough, he was thirsty, so Pingliang felt relieved.Moreover, Qingju actually said thank you to himself.This was the first time he thanked himself, and Ping Liang's body temperature rose several degrees in joy.

Qingju rested his chin and looked out the window.Am I going to say something better?But what interesting things can I say at the bottom of the pyramid?It must have been a cold scene all the time, and Kiyoi was bored in the end. Hirao, who had anticipated the ending, was drinking orange juice honestly.

"Why are you there?"

Straight to the point, Hirara's heart stopped beating.Ah, so I was invited to interrogate this matter.For sure.Hirara, who had never had anything to do with dancing at first glance, suddenly appeared there, lying on the glass and staring at him, which is too suspicious no matter how you think about it.Or rather, it's too disgusting.

"Oops, Occasionally, Occasionally, Occasionally"

Obviously wanting to explain, but at this time the problem of stuttering happened again.

——It’s just by accident.

Such a simple sentence can get stuck, what an incompetent and useless me.Qingju was looking at me.shameful.My face is so hot.Don't have a seizure, don't have a seizure, please, don't stutter now.

"It's annoying. Okay, you speak slowly. I'll wait for you"

Kiyoju was speechless, and leaned back on the chair to play with his mobile phone.

Pingliang was dumbfounded.

what happened.It seemed that he was saved by Qingju's usual aloofness.

It's okay, just speak slowly.This kind of discourse, which always contains strange sympathy, actually carries a sense of difference between the outside and the inside, which makes Hirao look even more miserable.But if you're visibly impatient, waving your hands like a dog can hurt you.

So what do you think?Ping Liang used to ask and answer in this way, but he couldn't come up with any results.Every time I can only sadly think whether I am too self-willed.In the end, I can only go back to the starting line of 'why can't I be just like everyone', and I end up wearing myself out.

Qingju does not belong to any of the above.Just for the egocentric reason of 'trouble', he yelled at Hirara who is weak, and said he would wait for him to finish.There is no sympathetic smile, but leaning on the back of the chair with legs crossed and playing with the mobile phone.Kiyoi is Kiyoi no matter what the situation is, and that's how he treats people other than Hirara.Great ordinary.

"I only saw Qingju occasionally, so I caught up with him."

It was so easy to say what he stuttered like that.

"That is to say, you follow me"

Qingju glared at him.Ah, Hirao couldn't help shrugging his shoulders.Although the stuttering was recovered as he wished, the only thing left was his own disgusting behavior.I really want to explode and disappear immediately.

"you guy"

Being stared at by Kiyoi like this, Hirao unconsciously shrank his entire upper body.

"What the hell are you trying to do to me?"

"What do you mean?"

"Didn't you say disgusting things during the fireworks display? What is beautiful?"

"It's not disgusting, Mr. Qingju is very beautiful."

Only this can be firmly asserted.

"Not about me. I'm saying you're disgusting"

"Ah, that's right."

Finally understood.For sure.Qingju is beautiful in anyone's eyes.

"I'm sorry. Well, I'm disgusting. Qingju-kun is beautiful."

"So, what I want to say is not this... Ah, forget it"

Halfway through speaking, Qingju leaned back in the chair as if giving up.

"Talking to you is annoying"

"I think so"

Hirara nodded frankly and admitted, but Kiyoi looked at Hirara with even more disgust.Forget it, it means that it has been confirmed that he followed Qing Ju.He has been identified as a stalker.Considering what I have done it really cannot be denied.

Sitting face to face with Qingju like an abandoned dog, at this moment the order came.Qingju’s cheeseburger meat, Hirao’s creamy pasta.Qingju didn't say 'I'm starting', but picked up the knife and fork directly.The high school boy's way of eating didn't match his pretty face at all, and he poured meat and rice into his mouth in big mouthfuls.

Seeing the food that was running short soon, Ping Liang became anxious.The interrogation of myself is over, I will go back after eating these Qingju.But he wanted to extend this miraculous time a little longer.

"Well, you danced so well, it scared me. It's like there are springs on your feet. I didn't know that Qing Ju-kun used to like to dance. I saw that you have been sluggish in physical education class."

"I don't like dancing"

Qing Ju replied without raising his head.

"Ah, is that for a game?"

One of the final items is to freely show what each is good at.This time Kiyoi raised his head and glared at Hirashi.

"Don't tell anyone else"

Eh?Pingliang asked back.

"I'm in dance class"

"……what"

Hirao nodded, suddenly thinking.Qingju invited himself just to say this.Although Qingju usually shows no interest in the game, he is actually working hard, but he doesn't want others to know this.

"I won't tell"

Pingliang nodded.

"I won't speak if my mouth is torn off"

Qingju looked at him.

"What if someone said 'I'll kill you if I don't talk'"

"I choose to be killed"

Hirao replied without the slightest hesitation.Not a stutter nor a shiver.

It was the first time he was stared at directly like this.His heart was pounding, and veins around his temples burst.Feeling the rush of blood all over his body, Hirao kept looking at Kiyoi.Every cell in the body is alive.

Kiyoshi had a disgusted expression on his face.He was probably intimidated.But it does not matter.His disgusted expression is also very beautiful.Looking at Hirashi who was staring at him obsessively, Kiyoi spat out two words.

"nausea"

— how cruel my king is, and more beautiful than any man.