beautiful him

From Shibuya to Omotesando is a scary area.Pingliang usually wears clothes that are as inconspicuous as possible, at least not looking sloppy, and the people walking in that area are people of completely different races from Pingliang.

"I told you not to lower your head. Why do you always hunch your back. Keep your chest up and your head up."

After being scolded by Kiyoi who was walking beside him, Hirara carefully raised his head.

"...I always feel that I am the only one who doesn't fit in here"

"That's not the case. Today you are more than ten times stronger than usual. Look, the woman coming across is also looking at you."

The two girls with long flowing hair secretly glanced at Hirashi as they passed by, and then smiled at each other.Pingliang seemed to hear them saying: It's disgusting (in fact, he didn't hear such a voice at all), so he immediately lowered his head again in fright. "I told you not to bow your head" was scolded by Qingju again.

I should have rejected it if I knew it earlier...but it's too late to regret it now.

Last week, Qingju said that there was a reception and invited Hirara to join him.The people who took part were Kiyoi's model friends and some actresses, and Hirara rejected it right away.Among such a gorgeous group of people, Hirao didn't know what to say.Not only talking, but also my own existence will lower everyone's grades.

"But, didn't you go to the celebration banquet of the previous stage play?"

"At that time, you dared to go to death"

After graduating from high school, I lost contact information. To see Kiyoju in real life, I can only go to the stage play.After that, Kiyomi actually invited him to the celebration banquet, Hirao was so excited that he lost himself, and was completely in a state of berserk.I actually went to a reception where I didn't know anyone. I really don't know how to describe it except that my mind is broken.

"...Hmph. That means you don't have to fight to your death now."

"Eh?"

"There is no need to bait the fish that has already been hooked, what do you mean?"

——For a guy like you, I can dump you anytime, no problem, right?

Qingju's cold eyes seemed to be saying so, Hirashi immediately shook his head like a rattle.

"Go, I'll go. Even if I die, I'll go."

After saying that, Qingju finally smiled.Then he said something amazing.

"Then let's go shopping for clothes before then."

Ping Liang only felt that his mind went blank for a moment.

So at noon on the day of the reception, Hirao and Qingju went out to do some shopping.Then he was taken by Qingju to some of his favorite shops.

In the fashionable store that seems to be exploding, the shop assistants are also very fashionable.I was ruthlessly exposed to this group of people in my student-style shirt and slacks for their ridicule.Hirao felt like he had been shot into a hive by the snipers with the rifles called Hipster.

After being put on a perfect match from head to toe, the checked shirts, slacks, and shoes were carefully sealed into paper bags in the store as black history.Just when Pingliang thought it was finally over and he was relieved, he was taken to the beauty parlor that Kiyomi used to go to again.There is a hell worse than a clothing store.

Hirao has always gone to the barber shop near his home to get his hair cut.I have been patronizing since elementary school, and I only need to say one thing every time: it is the same as usual.That's it, very convenient.

When the beautician, who was so fashionable that he seemed to be breathing fire, said to himself that he should start with consultation, Hirao was taken aback and thought it was a psychiatric department.

What kind of clothes do you usually wear?What kind of hairstyle do you want to do?Do you want a perm?What color do you want to dye?Are you good at styling?A series of questions made Hirao lower his head completely petrified, but fortunately Qingju answered them all for him.It took three hours to get it all set up.It only takes 10 minutes to find a barber shop near my home.And halfway through, the clerk handed over the menu and asked if he wanted something to drink. Hirao couldn't help but wondered what kind of shop this was.

Recalling this painful half-day, Pingliang couldn't help but sigh.

"……what"

Qingju muttered in a low voice.

"I've been sighing since just now. I was thinking of you too."

Qingju's beautiful thin lips pout like a duckling.This is not acceptable.

"No, I'm very happy about Kiyoi's kindness. Being able to accept the guidance of a professional model, a person like me feels... Maybe it will be a little bit better."

Finally, Hirao said vaguely.To be honest, even if a person like myself dresses fashionable, he will be regarded as a mere imitator, and even more likely to be ridiculed by everyone.This day seemed to have shortened Pingliang's lifespan by ten years, but thinking of going to a reception after this, Pingliang almost fainted.But as long as it is for Qingju, I will definitely work hard.It doesn't matter if you get killed by a fashionable sniper.

"It's not just better. It's like a different person"

Not knowing Hirara's tragic determination, Kiyoi said happily.

"You're tall, and your waist is high. As long as you wear suitable clothes and change your hairstyle, you'll look handsome. No matter how good-looking your face is, it won't help if your body is not good."

"Thank you for comforting me"

"I'm not trying to comfort you. After all, your face is not ugly. In the past, Xiaoshan, ah, said Brother Xiaoshan——I also said that you have a good face. The girls in the troupe also said that your eyes are very powerful."

"Actors have a lot of weird tastes."

Hirao said with a wry smile, but was kicked by Kiyoi.

"You have such low self-esteem. It's okay to forget about it, but you are very handsome today."

"... how can there be"

"Do you think I can say polite words?"

"will not"

"Then take my word for it. You're so handsome today, I feel like I'm going to fall in love with you again"

"Re-fascinate me again?"

Hehehe, Hirara showed a disgusted smile excitedly.Qing Ju glared at him.

"I lied to you just now. Sure enough, you are still very disgusting. Don't get carried away with me, just a mere Pingliang."

After finishing speaking angrily, Qingju strode forward.

Hirara followed him like a loyal dog.

It's been a month since he and Qingju became lovers, but he still hasn't gotten used to it yet.When he woke up in the morning and saw Qingju sleeping next to him, Hirao was still startled.Then the fact that they are dating is recalled.I feel like I'm in a dream, am I falling into a huge trick... Hirao secretly looked at Qingju's beautiful sleeping face softly.

At this moment, he also looks at Qingju's back like an officially recognized stalker.The line from the shoulders to the back looks so slender but not thin.The unbelievably long hands and feet swayed gracefully with the steps.Since high school, I have longed for, admired, and wanted to dedicate everything to him like a monk believes in a god.This person actually became his lover, Ping Liang couldn't help but feel a burst of fear.

Some people say that human happiness has a fixed amount.If this is the case, then I will probably only have misfortune in my future life.Being dumped by Qingju, hated by Qingju, or Qingju died before him.What if this is the case.I might not be able to survive.Will you die?

"Hey"

Suddenly called out, Hirashi raised his head and met Shang Qingju's angry eyes.

"What are you mumbling about with your head down. What can't survive? What's going to die?"

"Ah, I just thought about what to do if Kiyoi dies before me"

"………………nausea"

Qingju said as if feeling disgusted from the bottom of his heart.

The reception was gorgeous.There are about a dozen models and actors, including young artists who are often seen on TV, and they are also very eye-catching in the lively store.

"Is that so, you are Kiyoju's friend?"

"Just an ordinary college student? I thought you must be a model"

No, that's not the case, how could it be, is it, it's amazing.Facing the questions thrown from all directions, Hirao reluctantly responded with a blunt smile and an answer within five words.Everyone's aura is different from ordinary people.If he was a little slack, he would definitely be oppressed by their aura, but this terrible feeling also aroused Hirao's nostalgia.

This group of people must have been at the top of the pyramid when they were in high school, and they must have ridiculed Hirara, who was at the bottom, more or less.If it weren't for this cruelty, they probably wouldn't have such a dazzling light.

The model sitting across from her named Mako was rather gentle, and kept asking herself politely, "This is delicious, do you want some?" "The cup is empty, do you want something to drink?".On the contrary, Hirao felt very tired and hoped that the other party would leave him alone, but after all, he was a friend of Kiyomi, Hirao still tried his best to squeeze out a smile.

"What do you usually do in college?"

"Learn"

There was a subtle silence during the dinner, Makoto smiled and supported his head and replied: "Is that so..."

"Have you joined any club?"

"Ah, I joined the photography club"

The society continues to participate.Although Ping Liang thought about quitting, Kiyoi said that it was the place where Ping Liang made friends for the first time, it was very important, so he was not allowed to quit.But Koyama is also in the club.He didn't want to do anything that would make Qing Ju suspicious.Qingju said angrily about this: You were asked to quit the club because you were worried about cheating? !Who would say such shameful words!

——Ah... But you and I need to make it clear to Xiaoshan.

In the end, the words uttered quickly in a low voice revealed Qingju's true thoughts, and Hirao almost wanted to kneel down: If you betray this trust, let yourself be abandoned by Captain Rubber Duck!However, if you act too much, it will make Kiyoi angry, so Taira is always careful not to worship Kiyoi too much.Or try not to show your adoring attitude.

Instead, Xiao Shan came to apologize to himself: Although it was painful to be the one who was dumped, Ping Liang, who had to dump himself many times, felt bad too. It was all my fault for being too pestering.After that, the two continued to participate in club activities.

"--?"

The dazed Hirara didn't hear the other person's words clearly.

"Do you want to be a photographer?"

"No, it's not"

"I see. But it should be a good shot. Next time, take a picture for me too."

"I only take pictures of people I like"

Strictly speaking, it only shoots Qingju.After resolutely rejecting the other party, there was another subtle silence during the meeting.Mako stared at Pingliang with her head on her head, with a smile on her lips.What is this woman.very scary.

"...I'm going to the bathroom"

In short, I want to leave here.Hiraa couldn't help sighing after passing through the dark corridor and finishing in the even darker toilet.I've completely forgotten that feeling recently: the feeling of being out of place at the bottom in high school.Ah, I really want to go back soon.Hirara walked out of the bathroom while thinking.

"Ping - good"

When his name was called suddenly, Hirao was startled.A girl with short hair stood there.When she introduced herself at the beginning, she said that she was a model, but she couldn't remember her name.

"Mako is angry. You are too rude to say Hirara."

"Eh?"

Hirao was taken aback.Obviously I have tried my best to smile, and I have overcome my stuttering through breathing and short sentences.I can't do it anymore.

"Don't worry about it. She's just angry that Hirara didn't take her seriously"

"In your eyes?"

"But I can understand Mako's feelings. There are a lot of flirtatious models and actors, and I like boys like Hirara who are cool and have a bit of a sense of depth."

The girl who didn't even know her name kept approaching him.Have no idea what she's talking about.No, are they betting?Pretend to like a man who is not popular, tell him it's just a bet if he is hooked, and then laugh at him as much as you want.What a cruel game.I won't be fooled by this.And I already have Qingju - the best lover in the world.

"Hey, Hirao"

Taking another step closer, Hirara leaned his back against the wall.

"It's boring here, do you want to slip away together?"

The opponent's body was close to him, and Hirao was so stiff that he couldn't even make a sound.Just then there was a loud bang kicking against the wall.

"I can't go to the toilet when I'm blocked there"

Kiyoi looked visibly angry, and the girl who didn't know her name pouted and said, "It's disgusting—you should pay attention to the atmosphere." Then she touched Hirara's stiff waist with her hand, and then disappeared into the women's bathroom .

"Qing, Qingju, thank you!"

Hirara ran to Kiyoju's side.Just now I felt as if I was caught by a monster in the dark and was scared to death.But Qingju came to save him, Ping Liang was very grateful, but Qingju put on a scary expression.What scares Hirara more than youkai is the cold look in his eyes, as if looking at garbage.

"I'm back"

Qingju quickly walked back.Pingliang chased after him in a panic, but halfway he remembered that he hadn't picked up his things and had to turn back.After telling the others to go back first, the girls all persuaded him to stay, but he ignored all of them and rushed out of the store.But there is no trace of Qingju.

Although Pingliang searched everywhere, but there were too many people on the street and he couldn't find Qingju.He didn't answer the phone calls, and didn't reply to the text messages. Pingliang had no choice but to get on the tram home in great disappointment.

Sure enough, I shouldn't go to such a gorgeous reception.It must be seeing such an out of place self, Qingju finally came to his senses.Are you hated? Will you be dumped? ...I really want to die.Returning home with despair, only to find a light in the window.

"Qingju!"

Stumbling into the living room, Qing Ju was sitting lazily on the sofa with his legs crossed.Kiyoju glanced at Pingliang without moving.Hirao was taken aback.

"...Qing, Qing, Qing Qing, Qing Ju"

The stuttering that I had tried so hard to restrain just now could no longer be controlled.No matter how the appearance is decorated, it is always easy to change back to the original miserable self in front of Qingju.I really hate myself for being like this.After finally saying sorry successfully, Qing Ju asked back, "Why do you apologize?"

"...I, because I embarrass everyone"

"No. You don't look out of place either."

"...my bad attitude made girls angry"

"what?"

"Someone said to me outside the bathroom. That girl named Mako blamed me for being rude"

"Just make her angry. That kind of woman still looks superior. The man who doesn't look at her—"

Qingju stopped in the middle of the conversation.

"Is there nothing else?"

"...Could it be because I'm being stalked by a girl?"

After asking cautiously, Qingju's eyes became sharp all of a sudden.Ah, because of this.

"Y-sorry. I thought it was a bet"

"bet?"

"Trap on unpopular men. Whoever makes the other person serious wins."

Qingju put his hand on his forehead and sighed.

"Come here, put your hands up"

"Hands up?"

"hurry up"

Kiyoi's voice became severe, Hirara hurried to Kiyoi and raised his hands.It doesn't look like long live, but looks like surrender.With both hands raised like this, Kiyoi patted him from top to bottom as if doing a physical examination.Suddenly, he reached into the back pocket of his trousers.

"what is this"

Out of his pocket was a pink business card with an email address on it.Ping Liang leaned over to take a look but was really not impressed.

"It's Kana"

"Who is that?"

"It's the girl who kissed you in front of the toilet"

"Hey, when did it come in?"

Is she a magician?Ah, at the end of the story, she really seemed to touch her own waist——.While Hirara was thinking about it, Kiyoi put his hand into his coat pocket again.He took out another business card.Not knowing who the person on this business card is at all, Hirao was stunned for a while.Everyone says they are models and actresses, but they are actually professional thieves.

"...You bastard, what the hell is going on?"

Qingju stared at him fiercely, cold sweat broke out on Hirara's back.

"Why are you so defenseless? Are you actually a romantic ghost?"

"How, how is it possible?"

Hirara was so frightened that his voice trembled.If this goes on, he will be abandoned by Captain Rubber Duck on unwarranted charges.

"Then why didn't you refuse right away. Being held so tightly. If I hadn't gone looking for you, you would have been kissed by the other party."

"Because I was too shocked and too scared to move"

Trying to find a way to explain it, but Qingju's beautiful brows became more and more furrowed.

"You idiot...! Just a Hirara! Take these off for me!"

Kiyoi stood up and took off Hirara's jacket, yanked his shirt fiercely, and pulled it off from the top of his head. Finally, facing the half-naked Hirara, Kiyoi ruffled his hair vigorously.

"You just keep going down for me!"

After cursing harshly, Qingju turned his back and lay down on the sofa.

Pingliang didn't know what to do.But it was indeed my fault.As Kiyoi said, if he was kissed like that, he might be abandoned by Kiyoi.No, it's about to be dumped now.

"Qingju, I'm sorry. I'm really sorry, can you turn around?"

Kneeling and begging in front of the sofa.But Qingju didn't respond.

"Although there will definitely not be such a situation again. But if I encounter similar situations in the future, I will definitely refuse."

"Forget it. You don't have to force yourself. In fact, you are a little bit happy."

"How is that possible. I never thought about what would happen to the person He Qingju thought of"

Only this absolutely does not want to be doubted.But Qingju still refused to turn around.

"...you had a nice chat with Mako, didn't you?"

Qingju muttered.

"That's because she is Kiyoju's friend, so I tried my best to answer her."

"……yes?"

"Of course. I didn't want to be close to those people at all. That girl named Mako would stare at people and laugh, it was scary. If it wasn't because she was Kiyoi's friend, I would have wanted to go back. So please understand Ju, turn around, okay?"

Desperately begging, Qingju's shoulders moved slightly this time.

Looking over carefully, Qingju's beautiful lips were pouting because of the awkwardness.Cute, sensual, and extremely lovable.

"I only have Qingju. If I like Qingju, I will die."

Hirao covered Kiyoju from above, kissing his ear.

"...a mere Hirara dares to be popular"

"sorry"

Once again, gently turned Qingju around and kissed his lips.

Every time Qingju said that he was just a mere Pingliang, Pingliang would feel apologetic in his heart.Someone like myself can be Qingju's lover, there must be something wrong.Moreover, it's unbelievable that he would actually make Qing Ju angry and make Qing Ju cry.

He always thought that no matter what he did in seclusion, he would not feel anything. Although he was a little sad, such a detached seclusion also made him feel proud——.

"...I'm sorry, I said too much."

Long arms wrapped around his neck.

As if he didn't want his expression to be seen, Kiyoju pulled him close and kissed him.The beautifully shaped lips parted into Hirara's tongue.At that moment, it was as if the world had turned upside down.

A man like myself can be Qingju's lover.He felt sorry from the bottom of his heart.But the bottom of my heart is getting deeper and deeper.An inappropriate joy welled up.I want to see more and more Qingju who is angry because of himself and cries because of himself.Want to make him cry more, such an excessive self also exists somewhere.

Hands reached in from the corner of the shirt, directly stroking Shangqingju's skin.I felt Qingju's trembling in my palm.Qingju is always so sensitive.Tasting the delicateness of Kiyoi's skin, Hirao's hand touched Kiyoi's nipples.Whenever his fingers kneaded there, Qingju's lips would let out a sweet gasp.Rolling up the shirt, Hirara kissed it.

"...Well, there..."

Qingju turned around reluctantly.Not long ago, on the second day after they had just finished shooting, during a weekend shoot, the photographer asked Qingju to pose with her clothes open.Because of the affair the day before, Qingju's place was still slightly red and swollen, but the shirt stood up after being rubbed lightly. It took a lot of painstaking efforts to cover up Qingju's place.

——You bastard, once you touch it, you can't stop...What a shame.Since then, in order not to affect Qingju's work, Hirao tried his best not to touch it, but tonight he couldn't help it.The tongue kept licking the small bumps, and the originally soft nipples gradually stood up, stimulating Hirashi's tongue.

"I told you...there, no..."

Qingju who said this had almost no strength in his pushing hands.Hirao sometimes pressed, sometimes licked, and sometimes sucked with his tongue.Moisture-filled sounds continued to be made, and sweat slowly appeared on the skin.It was dizzying.

Hirara likes Kiyoi's skin.Delicate and soft, it always sticks tightly to Hirara after being wet with sweat.Every time it separates, there will be a slight resistance like tape peeling off.As if complaining that he didn't want to separate, Hirao wanted to keep touching.

"...Pira, that's enough, it won't work there..."

Because of Hirao's constant caressing, the tiny pink nipples turned pink and stood upright.Rubbing the area wet with saliva with his fingers, Kiyoi gasped as if melting.

Seeing Qingju's tearful eyes and wanting to escape, Hirao wanted to continue like this even more.She licked one nipple with her tongue, and rubbed it with her fingers on the other, when Qingju's voice suddenly stopped.

"...um, ah, ah"

Qingju tightly closed his eyes, his body convulsing continuously.Hirao felt that Kiyoi's body under him tensed suddenly, and then slowly went limp.

"Did Kiyomi just rely on her chest to orgasm?"

"It's all your fault that you keep doing..."

Qingju's neck was flushed red, and he turned his head away awkwardly.

"I'm sorry, it's uncomfortable to still be wearing pants. I'll help you take them off."

"No, I'll do it myself—"

Qingju resisted.But the body that had just had an orgasm couldn't exert any strength.Hirao forcibly peeled off Kiyoi's pants, and the exposed gray boxer shorts were wet with semen and stained with water stains.

"...What are you looking at, pervert."

Qing Ju blushed and desperately tried to cover up her lower body.Hirao hugged Kiyoi's struggling body, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Apologizing, he stripped off Kiyoi's underwear.

"What you said is completely different from what you did!" Qingju said angrily.

"..."

Using Kiyoi's bodily fluids as lubrication, Hirao rubbed Kiyoi's back hole.He obviously hadn't touched it tonight, but it was already wet and hot, and he swallowed Hirara's fingers in it.In the month since we started dating, I have done it almost every night.I seem to have degenerated into a beast. Although I am ashamed, I still feel that no matter what I do, it is not enough.Want more more.

He lifted Qingju's limp body and let him sit on the sofa.Holding Kiyoju's knee with his hand, he spread his legs further apart, and the acupuncture point opened by his fingers clearly jumped into Hirao's eyes.

"...I said it all, don't keep staring..."

angry tone.But it looked like he was about to cry.The contrast between the two made Pingliang's heart even more unbearable.Pingliang hurriedly untied the belt, took out his penis, and pressed it against Qingju's acupuncture point.With the advancement of the waist, the acupoints were slowly stretched open to swallow Pingliang's there.

"……Um,"

Qingju frowned.The place was not originally used for this kind of thing, so Hirara tried to enter as slowly as possible in order not to make Kiyoi feel uncomfortable.When he was completely inside, Hirara remained still and waited for Kiyomi to get used to it.The waiting time was so unbearable that Hirao licked Kiyoi's nipples again.

"Ping,...no, no way..."

Whenever the tongue licked, there was a tightness under Qingju.Hirao held Kiyoi's struggling body, and kept licking the small fruit.Hirara's back hole became hotter and hotter, contracting eagerly.This longing made Hirara's head boil.

"...Pira, hurry up... move,"

Kiyoi swung his waist and called out to Hirara.Ah, I can't stand it any longer.Raise your body, pull it all out and then slowly insert it all in.

"...clear home, good, pornographic..."

Under the bright light in the living room, Hirao could clearly see how he entered and exited Kiyomi's body, and Hirao couldn't contain his excitement.

Qingju kept shaking his head in shame, trying to close his legs tightly.No, Hirara immediately pushed hard to the deepest point, and Kiyoju tensed up.Keeping the closely connected posture and turned around Qingju's body, Qingju shook his head impatiently again.The bell mouth of the genitals continuously sprinkled the liquid, which wet the light hair.

Hirao picked up Kiyoju and pushed him down on the carpet.Then he leaned over and kept exchanging tongue kisses.Panting like a runner on a summer day.Oxygen deprivation to depression.But I just don't want to separate.

"I'm sorry, I... can't help it."

Hearing Hirara's patient voice, Kiyoi hugged him tightly.

"But cum in there?"

"You know it all, don't ask me..."

Kiyoi glared at Hirao slightly with eyes wet with tears, and that alone made Hirao extremely excited.Rubbing the shallow hole, Qingju let out a sweet moan.

"Ah, ah, Hirara, Hirara..."

The voice that became fragmented due to pleasure called his name.

The two who couldn't bear it any longer reached their climax almost at the same time.

After finishing the work, she still didn't want to separate, so she hugged Qingju tightly and kept kissing his shoulder hair, Qingju fell asleep unconsciously.

With the steady breath, the body in his arms undulated gently.

Immersed in sleepiness and happiness as gentle as a pudding, Kiyoi shrank his shoulders slightly.Is it cold?Hirara looked for the remote control of the air conditioner with his eyes.It had fallen on the edge of the rug.Hirao stretched out his arms to take it, but Kiyoi hugged him tightly.Did it wake him up?Hirao looked down worriedly.

"……do not go……"

Qingju closed his eyes and murmured in his sleep.

An indescribable feeling slowly surged up like a wave.After hugging his little head tightly, Qingju retracted into his arms cooperatively.Ah, I can't help it anymore.

Sweet and warm.

But there is also a trace of pain.

Unexplainable emotions kept coming up and overflowing.I don't want to spill a drop.He hurriedly picked it up with his hands, but couldn't catch it no matter what.I can only look at the emotions that are constantly pouring out in distress, not knowing what to do.It's incredible to be so troubled, yet so happy.

It was the first time to deal with such emotions, and Ping Liang didn't know what to do.

I'm sorry that someone like myself can be Kiyoi's lover.

But he couldn't stop himself from gradually becoming greedy.I don't want to give Qingju to anyone.Don't want others to touch it.Don't even want to show it to others.The desire for monopoly that I didn't have when I was simply looking forward to Qingju was filling me.

Love it, love it so much, love it too much to fill up.

This mood is like the fourteenth moon, and I will always make myself so sad in the future.

Qing Ju in his arms was whispering softly again.