Literary Girls Nurturing Program

Yuan Jia:

Long time no see, hope you are well.

It is also the first time that we have not seen each other for such a long time and have no communication.The experience is very fresh, but it actually makes each other feel depressed.

We are used to each other's existence, and we like what we exchanged. I like your clean and pure smile, but it's me, adding sorrow to your face with my own hands.

I'm clumsy and don't know how to express it.You indulged me too much, made me push forward, made me dizzy, couldn't find my position, became your master, and used to "give orders" to you...

This is an extremely abnormal state.

You and I, equal existence.Your thoughts are as important as mine, we have conflicts, but I stubbornly want to instill my thoughts on you, and use my will to influence your decision... This is not normal.

I have lost my self-awareness, and habit is a terrible thing.

It was a hard lesson, and as I said, I couldn't help but share it with you.Since the separation, without a single word, I have become less and less like myself.I can't concentrate on doing my own thing, which was never possible before.

It doesn't matter if you say I'm cold or ruthless, because I'm such a person, and I don't divert my will for external things.Once I want to do something, I must not stop until I succeed.

However, emotion is not a transaction. The intimacy between you and me is as good as one person, everything has been opened for each other, but we are two different individuals after all.And your and my consciousness, the three views between you and me, are not copies one after another.

They are unique, you and I are unique, no one is better than the other, and no one is more right than the other.We have our own different views on one matter, and forcibly unifying them is undoubtedly a very rude thing.But I'm used to such roughness.

There is no quarrel, only silent persistence, we are all frozen here, the relationship has become cold, as if I have lost you...

It's so strange, obviously I still wanted to get rid of you back then, but now I don't want you to leave my side at all.

I don't want you to leave my side.

I have never bowed my head to anyone. In your words, I am proud. Now I really realize that this is not pride, but selfishness.It's time to put an end to the abnormal and unequal relationship, don't you, Yuan Jia?

I apologize for my selfishness, my stupidity.

Wang Jia

Yuan Jia looked at the letter, tears falling down patter.Tears hit the letter paper, blurring the pen and ink.

Yuan Jia quickly turned her head and wiped her tears with a tissue.But crying hard, how can I stop if I want to?

She cried very ugly, tears and snot kept flowing out, and she used one tissue after another.

It was clear that Wang Jia was not sensational at all, and what he said was actually quite rough and cold, and he didn't look like he was about to give in, but Yuan Jia cried bitterly because of this letter, and couldn't stop crying.

She felt as if she had waited for a long time, so long that she remembered the day when Wang Jia insisted on breaking off relations with her when she came to apprentice without authorization.

She thought that she had lost her completely, and wanted to go to Wang Jia regardless, to find out what Wang Jia meant...but she finally got Wang Jia's letter...

Yuan Jia, who had learned more from Li Xuecheng's side, was naturally aware of Wang Jia's attitude towards her.

They have the same heart, and they have a tacit understanding that others cannot envy... Wang Jia and her are so close that they are like one person, even if Wang Jia is such an indifferent person to outsiders, or she is such a person who talks to others People who talk nonsense, in Yuan Jia's opinion, Wang Jia treats her very well.

From the moment Wang Jia reached out to her for the first time, it was a foregone conclusion. At that time, fate had already made its own decision-the two of them were destined to be "entangled".

Wang Jia is more rational than her, and Yuan Jia knows that he is more emotional.In terms of external affairs, Wang Jia is more ruthless than her, while Yuan Jia understands her softness and rotten kindness.

When they were together, Yuan Jia didn't know whether he influenced Wang Jia more or Wang Jia influenced him more.But looking at what Wang Jia has brought to her, it is self-evident that Wang Jia has influenced her more.

Yuan Jia understands that she is a very passive person, she is passive but sensitive and soft, if there is no hard shell to protect her, she may have been bruised and bruised.It was like letting myself walk into a spiritual dead end because of the matter between my parents.

She and Wang Jia are very different people. Yuan Jia yearns for someone like Wang Jia, but she can't become that kind of person.Naturally, Wang Jia was also confused by Yuan Jia's unique "purity".

Yuan Jia thought that what he was waiting for was not Wang Jia's so-called "ending the abnormal habitual relationship", nor was it a seemingly "acknowledgment" or Wang Jia's "submission".But this letter is to let her know that she has waited.

Waiting for something she didn't realize but she had always longed for, so she shed tears, uncontrollable tears streaming down her face.

Li Bowang, who didn't know how Yuan Jia was upstairs, looked at the half bowl of rice in Yuan Jia's bowl with some annoyance. It seemed that Yuan Jia had only eaten a little.

In other words, it was the first time Yuan Jia ate so little when there were only the two of them in the family.

Sure enough, Wang Jia is a scourge!

It's not a big deal yet, and Yuan Jia has been made to not eat, what will happen in the future?

If Li Bowang knew that Yuan Jia was crying out of breath because of a letter from Wang Jia, he wondered if he would immediately raise a knife and force Wang Jia to get out of it immediately.

Li Bowang always misunderstood a relationship. Yuan Jia liked Wang Jia, but Wang Jia didn't realize it. The one who suffered was always Yuan Jia alone.And if he really assisted and let Wang Jia get enlightened first, the person who was troubled by love would be replaced.

Therefore, people who claim to have high EQ are often not so high in EQ.

"Did you finish the painting?" Seeing Wang Jia holding a scroll in his hand, Ge Qing smiled with satisfaction, guessing that the painting was finished.

Wang Jia took out the painting and said, "That's right, teacher, I have framed it myself, why don't you take a look?"

Ge Qing nodded, opened it and took a look: "The composition of the picture is very good. The spatial relationship between flowers, branches and leaves, the sky, and the grass and stones is handled very well. The colors used and the shadows they are in are all beautifully drawn. .You're in a good mood."

"Yeah." Wang Jia generously admitted that he is indeed in a good mood now.

Ge Qing said: "It seems that you played with Yu Sheng's group of children, and you also gained some experience from playing."

"You can't hide anything from the teacher." Wang Jia saw that Ge Qing didn't want to give her the scroll at all, so she didn't ask for it. "Is the teacher going out soon?" She saw that the teacher was preparing her luggage.

Ge Qing raised his eyebrows and admitted: "That's right, there will be a simple discussion meeting next week. Do you want to go with me?"

"If the teacher is willing, then of course I want to go." Wang Jia is actually tired of being bored, and wants to change his environment and adjust his current mentality.

As she herself said, she doesn't think the point of dispute between herself and Yuan Jia this time is the reason for Yuan Jia's independence, it lies in a deeper conceptual problem—just as parents never ask their children if they want to think of themselves as It's like instilling good things into a child, she made such a fatal mistake.

Such unequal status is not based on whether the personality is independent or not, but on Wang Jia's own inherent concepts.She thinks she eats more salt than Yuan Jia eats rice. After putting aside the issue of Yuan Jia being an independent person, Wang Jia actually thinks Yuan Jia is a child.Just like Li Xuecheng and Ge Qing thought they were children.

But Wang Jia's own method was much more brutal. It can only be said that it was fortunate that Wang Jia did not have any bad influence on Yuan Jia, otherwise a great flower of the motherland would be spoiled by Wang Jia, a fool.

Although Yuan Jia is soft, like a real piece of white paper, allowing others to paint on it, in fact she has her own persistence.

When Yuan Jia insisted on being herself, she looked very beautiful.

Wang Jia never blamed anything, nor did she complain about anything.To say that she is so cold and hard-hearted, hoping to fight against fate, and even transforming her originally ghostly personality into the current "distortion", becoming like the "old gentleman" who likes to speak from the moral high ground, is actually a disservice to society. a compromise.

Everything in Yuan Jia's body was something she couldn't pick up again.Similar people can become friends, but they are completely different and essentially the same, so what?

Wang Jia didn't know, she only knew that she couldn't really make Yuan Jia disappear from her world.

There is no one who is necessary, no one can be so important that the world will stop turning without him... But there is no absolute in the world, when a person is so important that he is the center of his own world, it is like all the planets in the solar system It is the same as revolving around the sun. If the sun is lost, the solar system will be destroyed.

Ge Qing didn't know Wang Jia's twists and turns at the moment, and he said, "It's fine if you want to go there, and Weng Shu hasn't seen you for a long time, you can write a few more pages of calligraphy when you have time, and then let him take a good exam." you."

"Okay, I understand, teacher." Wang Jia agreed without hesitation.

Having been here for such a long time, Wang Jia actually misses Weng Shu and the others...