Literary Girls Nurturing Program

Wang Jia:

See if you believe me.

I'm fine, but I don't know how you are now.

It seems that we haven't spoken together for a long time, and I haven't seen you for a long time.But every time I read your book, I seem to be communicating with you face to face.

I am still reading your "Monogatari" recently, it is really a very interesting book, every time I read it, I have a new feeling.Although you say it is not a fairy tale, but I think it is more than a fairy tale.Lively and interesting, lively and meaningful.It is a very rare good book, worth reading again and again.

I also know that you attach great importance to "Monogatari", and it means a lot to you, so during this period of writing, you must be more anxious and worried than me.

I really want to be by your side.

It's been a long time since I last spoke.We have conflicts over things we both understand. Since the Cold War, it seems that our tempers have grown a lot compared to when we were children.

I miss you very much. When I read a good text, I want to tell you my feelings; when I see news about you, I want to see you... After leaving home, besides my mother, the person I miss the most is you.

Maybe I shouldn't be so surprised. Even though we protested silently, which looked like a quarrel, our conversation broke up unhappy, but we insisted on refusing to speak out, relying on the feeling of mutual understanding. I don't know if this is some So proud.

I don't want to be like this, I don't like the feeling of us arguing at all, and I don't want to fight with you at all...why can't we be more honest?

Wouldn't it be better if we talked about it and held a meeting?

I have looked through the phone's address book many times and found your name. I wanted to call you, but when I was about to press my finger, I stopped abruptly.

Maybe we all think too much and talk too little, so that I don't know what to say to you when I'm on the phone.And I don't know if you are still in a stalemate with me in your heart, refusing to listen to my voice... Too many uncertainties made me a coward, not daring to make a call.

I've put up with it for too long, we've never seen each other for so long, and we've never spoken for so long.This isn't war, so I'm at a loss for situations like this.

I dare not face your disappointment or anger directly, so I think, through a letter, first tell you about my feelings.If you're not mad anymore, it would be nice to hear back from me.

your yuan jia

Looking at this condensed letter, Wang Jia could see Yuan Jia's inner struggle and hesitation, just like when he wrote the letter, he was full of uncertainty in his heart.

Yuan Jia was right, they were all very proud, especially after she grew up, she became even more proud.When Wang Jia realized the change in himself, it was when Ge Qing gave him a bad word.

If there is no teacher and Yuan Jia is by his side, he will be spoiled by Yuan Jia's softness.

Wang Jia always knew that when he was taking care of Yuan Jia, in fact, Yuan Jia was the one who pampered him more.She is kind to herself almost without a bottom line, and it also makes Wang Jia gradually learn to push his feet.

People are always unscrupulous towards those close to them. As long as they do things in front of their close ones, they are always so unscrupulous and do whatever they want.Even if I accidentally hurt them, I don't realize it, and it's even scary to think that everything I did was right.

This kind of reasoning is the same as that of a gentleman who is cautious about his independence. He should always remind himself of etiquette and morality in places where no one is around, instead of being unscrupulous just because there is no one.

Conversely, Wang Jia, who was spoiled by Yuan Jia, had actually forgotten to care about Yuan Jia's feelings.She always influences Yuan Jia's choices from what she thinks is better. In fact, she is too self-righteous in doing so.

Nesting on the sofa, Wang Jia really reflected quite deeply.They all chose to write letters, and they don't know if this is considered a tacit understanding.

Wang Jia remembered what he had written, and found that she and Yuan Jia were really similar. The letters he wrote were almost exactly the same in their feelings.

I really don't know what kind of expression Yuan Jia will have when he reads his letter.But writing letters is finally a way to communicate.Not email, not instant messaging, but a more calm and reserved way to communicate.

Sometimes, even communication methods that are viewed as backward have their advantages.

Only when you write a letter by yourself, will you consider every word, and your inner feelings will be more intuitively integrated into the text.

Anyone can say soft words, but few people are willing to say them.Wang Jia had been proud for two lifetimes, and she never thought that she would say soft words, but the letter that had been put in the mailbox was also written in similar words to Yuan Jia.

If there is a problem and refuses to talk about it, it will always hurt the hearts of two people.It's not pride...it's selfishness.

Fortunately, there is still time...

After Yuan Jia sent that letter, there was still no news from Wang Jia. She had no phone call, no email, and no communication with her on social accounts. In other words, Yuan Jia never saw Wang Jia appear online.

And Wang Jia is not a celebrity after all, so there is not much news about her.But on her official account, you can still occasionally see a status, and there is nothing about her.

Still refuse to communicate?What does Wang Jia want?Do I have to appear in front of her to speak?

Yuan Jia's mind was very complicated, and she became more and more anxious.It's just that she was originally a person who concentrated on nothing else, but after the letter was sent, there was no splash, which made her feel very uncomfortable.

"Yuan Jia, come down to eat!" Li Bowang yelled from downstairs, followed by the sound of the door closing.

Li Xuecheng was not around these two days, even Du Ying didn't know what Li Xuecheng was going to do.Yuan Jia didn't have the slightest thought either, Wang Jia took her attention away, and she couldn't immerse herself in the book, she could only be full of anxiety and distress.

In order not to worry Li Bowang, he yelled and let the whole family know that Yuan Jia did not show his unusual worries.

It's a pity that Yuan Jia's emotions that he thought he had hidden well were all too obvious to Li Bowang and Du Ying.In other words, Yuan Jia himself thought he was covering up well.

So why do friends quarrel like this?If both of them are very proud and unwilling to bow their heads, the situation will only get worse.

Li Bowang naturally knew that Yuan Jia went out to post letters a few days ago. He entered Yuan Jia's room once, and when he was helping Yuan Jia find something, he accidentally opened Yuan Jia's drawer, and it was full of piles. A stack of letter papers, all of which were written on her recent situation, always began with "Wang Jia: If you see the letter", there was no sign of sending it out.

At that time, I could see that Li Bowang was suspicious. After all, good friends would not be so good—almost without any omissions, he knew everything about himself, whether it was good or bad, and how his mood changed. Write it down clearly and want to let the other party know.

This kind of situation is mostly only between lovers, and it is usually the girl who asks the boy to speak out.

But Yuan Jia and Wang Jia are both friends, and Li Bowang also thought that the two of them are very close, so of course he would very much like to share everything about him.But in a blink of an eye, he saw the person he liked again, and after establishing contact with him, Li Bowang was emotional when he mentioned this matter, but Zeng Yu, as a girl, knew more keenly that the feelings in it were not like Li Bowang's. It's as simple as that.

When Li Bowang heard that Yuan Jia might have more affection for Wang Jia than a friend, he was naturally in a daze.

It's not that Li Bowang himself is too pedantic to accept such a relationship.But he never thought that a well-behaved girl like Yuan Jia would fall in love with Wang Jia so foolishly.

The love between women and women, or the love between men and men, or the love between mainstream men and women, in the eyes of today's people, are all normal emotions.Love from the heart will not create distance because of gender, and naturally there will be no distinction between high and low.

Li Bowang only thinks that it is a silly thing for Yuan Jia to like Wang Jia. In his opinion, Wang Jia is a person who doesn't care about things like children's love. Wang Jia has a clear goal, which may be very ambitious. , may be very great, so for his own goals, Wang Jia can give up a lot and ignore a lot... Even if he is a smart person, Wang Jia's ability to perceive emotions, especially such ambiguous emotions, is not very high.

In short, a person with high EQ like Li Bowang can tell Wang Jia at a glance that this is a wooden stake!

Yuan Jia is so soft, to like such a piece of wood as Wang Jia, it is simply reckless!

Now she is still lost because of Wang Jia, Wang Jia has really controlled everything about Yuan Jia in her hands without any effort, and she has no self-consciousness at all.

Yuan Jia is more sensitive to people's emotions. Being by Wang Jia's side, Yuan Jia is more likely to feel unhappy and get hurt because of being ignored.

It's a pity that Yuan Jia didn't realize his unusual emotions at this time.Naturally, Li Bowang wouldn't talk too much about things, he wouldn't do anything to help Wang Jia.

After calling Yuan Jia for dinner, Li Bowang went to check the mailbox as usual - there are many people who send letters to Li Xuecheng every day. Although Li Xuecheng doesn't have the energy to reply each letter, but for those who he thinks it is necessary to reply, Li Xuecheng will Do your best to write a reply.

Although this kind of communication does not seem to be so efficient, it is something Li Xuecheng is very comfortable with.There were more letters in his e-mail box that he needed to read, and Li Bowang himself felt very helpless.

Carefully holding the dozens of letters in the mailbox, Li Bowang flipped through the envelopes, and there was a peach-like red envelope mixed in the all-colored kraft paper, which instantly caught Li Bowang's attention.

Such an envelope is so different from others that it is difficult to ignore.

Pulling out this letter, Li Bowang thought it was a confession letter from a female fan at first, but the clean and sharp font on the envelope was like a knife's edge, and the signature he wrote was flamboyant - Wang Jia.