What bad thoughts does the little milk dog have?

Little milk dog 48

The card that was stuffed into his hand seemed to be a little hot, and it seemed that he had been granted permission. He didn't have to hold back any longer, and he had endured it for long enough.

Not to mention this sentence:

——Whatever you want to do is up to you.

Fu Xingran met Su Lixu's eyes, his eyes gradually darkened, his Adam's apple rolled: "...Don't you think I need more?"

Su Lixu was asked: "When did I say that?"

"Then you said you want to take me to see a doctor." Fu Xingran thought to himself that he held back for two weeks, but he was thinking too much? !That won't work, he has to make it up.

"What I said last time was that I wanted to take you for an examination and systematically treat your condition. It is for the sake of our future. It just happened that something happened in the office. I just said it, not just For what you do in the office." Su Lixu saw this guy suffocated all over: "Do you still have to go to the gym in the middle of the night?"

Fu Xingran stared at Su Lixu. He originally thought that Su Lixu felt that he wanted too much, and sometimes he couldn't bear it even in the office. Fortunately, he went to He Shi to ask him whether this situation was normal or not. Let him divert his attention more.

If it wasn't for the fact that Nuan Yu was in her arms and didn't feel uncomfortable, why would he go to the gym in the middle of the night?

It's crazy.

But this is not unreasonable, as far as I can tell, his situation will indeed demand too much from his lover to gain a greater sense of security, but he should also be clear that if he can stand Su Lixu, he may not be able to stand him .

Maybe it will be better after a while.

"I'm afraid I'll hurt you too much." Fu Xingran held Su Lixu's hand and squeezed it between his fingers. During this period of time, he was afraid that he would lose control and even bear this closeness.

Even if he could have sex immediately, he was afraid that he would hurt Su Lixu.

"Then listen to me." Su Lixu raised his head and kissed Fu Xingran, staring at him with tenderness in his eyes: "I do what I say, and stop if I say stop, is that okay?"

Before they got together, he had said to Xing Ran that if he felt that he could not control himself, he would hand over his emotions, no matter what emotions, including lust.And Fu Xingran wanted him to take a step because he respected him and loved him, and he also knew that Fu Xingran was not willing to hurt him. Four years ago, the guy with the scar had kissed and confessed countless times.

He also knew that it was the disease that brought Fu Xingran the uneasiness.

But now, Fu Xingran is willing for him to endure, so he is naturally willing to change. The change he made with the same sense of security is not a grievance. This has been his determination since he was willing to be with Fu Xingran.

No matter how difficult this road is, no matter how difficult it is to cure the borderline, he will never give up on Fu Xingran.

Fu Xingran's mind flashed back to the scene that day in the studio, when Su Lixu pressed his hand with his knees, looking down at him from above, his gaze fixed on Su Lixu seemed to be on fire: "Yes."

"Then let's go back to our respective homes now." Su Lixu said.

Fu Xingran's expression suddenly sank: "What? Didn't go—" subconsciously clenched Su Lixu's hand.

"This is my first date with you, so can't you have a sense of ritual?" Su Lixu measured Fu Xingran's black tracksuit today, as if thinking of something: "You don't need to change, I'll just do it."

The three words 'change clothes' seemed to touch the end of Fu Xingran's eagerness: "What clothes should I change?"

Will there be any surprises?

"I will change into the clothes and spray on your favorite perfume." Su Lixu said as he picked up the card in Fu Xingran's hand, looked at him, and put the card into his pocket: "See you tonight at seven o'clock. "

Inadvertently swipe the back of the hand, put the card in the pocket, including this sentence, Fu Xingran breathed too much and was distracted.

This expectation was no less than the night he decided to confess his feelings to Su Lixu on his birthday.

At that time, he was a madman holding a broken jar, thinking that if Su Lixu refused him, then he would force him.

But later, not only did this man not criticize him, he even slowly brought him out of the almost derailed fall, and brought him back on track with wisdom.And after being together, it was the first thing he did, and it was returned to him one by one.

It cost him his life every time.

So tonight, will there be anything?

It's something to look forward to, right?

Su Lixu seemed to have seen through the question that this guy was staring at him, and said, "You can look forward to it."

Fu Xingran felt that the card in his pocket was burning hot, he looked down at his watch, there were still four hours until seven o'clock tonight, so his gift should be in place.

"I look forward to it."

The two looked at each other. .

Pushing open the door of the cloakroom, Su Lixu stopped in front of the closet where he kept his suits, and then took out the suit he bought for the first time in his life, a complete set with shirt clips.

He took off his casual clothes and put on this suit.

Shirt clips are used in many ways. In addition to keeping the shirt from moving, smart people will give it more functions according to their own needs.

In front of the full-length mirror, Su Lixu put on his shirt, smoothed the hem of the white shirt, then put on suspenders, clamped the shirt corners and socks at the upper and lower ends of the shirt, and the black shirt on the thighs of his slender and straight legs The clip is in stark contrast to the cool white complexion.

Finally put on a well-pressed suit.

The mirror reflects the man's indifference. The coolness and abstinence revealed by this suit and the secret hidden under the suit will become Fu Xingran's surprise.

"Fu Xingran, don't let me down." He took out a ring box from his pocket and opened it, only to find a pair of rings that looked a little old inside.

It's just his parents' ring.

For him, keeping it for his lover also has a different meaning.

The door of the cloakroom slowly closed, and the room was dark.

Luofei Private Cinema is located in Luofei International Hotel, and it is a room that only VIP customers of the hotel can reserve.

Fu Xingran arrived at the hotel first, carrying two bags in his hand, and walked into the lobby familiarly.

The hotel manager saw Fu Xingran not far away, and immediately stepped forward to show a smile: "Good evening Fu, the presidential suite on the top floor has been prepared according to your request, is there anything else that needs to be prepared?"

Fu Xingran freed one hand and waved at Jing.

He immediately knew and approached.

The romantic arrangement of about 1 minute, even accurate to [-]:[-], has been kept in mind.

"Be sure to remember, zero point zero points." Fu Xingran said.

Jing nodded quickly: "Remember, don't worry about paying."

The corners of Fu Xingran's lips were slightly sunken, so he went up to 1314 with peace of mind, waiting for Su Lixu's arrival.

The night falls slowly, and the intoxicated dark blue hides behind the dark clouds, waiting for a distracted fall.

knock knock --

There was a knock on the door of 1314, and Fu Xingran, who had done dozens of push-ups crazily due to nervousness, stood up abruptly. He was panting, thin sweat slipped down his cheeks, and then stared at the door that was knocked on.

"Baby, it's me."

A clear and slightly hoarse voice sounded outside the door, Fu Xingran's already excited heartbeat began to speed up again, and uncontrollable fantasies grew wildly and wildly in his mind, so what surprise would his Su Lixu give him.

Take a deep breath to calm your heartbeat and walk towards the door.

The door opened, and the moment the four eyes met, the scent of sweet-scented osmanthus on August night and the well-dressed clothes rushed to the face first, followed by the hot breath of hormones and heat.

Su Lixu looked at Fu Xingran who was wearing a thin white T-shirt. His smooth and unexaggerated muscles were outlined by the sweat soaked in his clothes. Even the frequency of his breathing was clearly captured. The drop of sweat on Fu Xingran's jawline outlined his Adam's apple.

"So irritable?"

Outside the room door, Fu Xingran stared closely at Su Lixu who was wearing a black suit. His already excited mood was instantly pushed to the peak of excitement by this formal suit. With cold white skin and pure black, his heart was about to explode. jumped out.

He stretched out his hand and pulled Su Lixu in.

The door closed with a 'bang', Fu Xingran and Su Lixu pressed on the door.

"Fu Xingran, you are sweating a lot." Su Lixu reached out to wipe the sweat off Fu Xingran's cheeks: "Is it that hot?"

The man's gentle voice rang beside his ears, and the lust that had been suppressed for half a month began to grow endlessly.

Fu Xingran held Su Lixu's hand, clasped his fingers tightly, lifted his hand, pressed it on top of his head, and gently pressed it against the door.He leaned forward and slowly approached Su Lixu, letting the sweat drip down his forehead and cheeks, his breathing became stagnant, and his eyes became hot.

"I just did a hundred push-ups."

"What?" Su Lixu also leaned forward.

There was only a finger distance between the lips of the two.

The lowered voice clamored for wisdom.

"Because I miss you." Fu Xing kept his fingers in a good position.

"Aren't I coming right now?" Su Lixu said with downcast eyes.

The orange light fell on top of their heads, outlining the faces that were close at hand, and outlining the clasped hands pressed against the door.

"Doctor Su, you are suddenly dressed so formally, which makes me nervous."

The three words 'Doctor Su' fermented quietly, and the fireworks exploded in Su Lixu's mind with a 'boom', and he showed a somewhat playful look towards Fu Xingran.

Fu Xingran said again: "No, it's Teacher Su, teacher, I'm so nervous that you're dressed so formally."

In this atmosphere, the intimate call with a profession changed the taste of the address.

Su Lixu pulled Fu Xingran's sweat-soaked skirt and pulled him closer, broke the finger distance, and kissed him.

Fu Xingran was taken aback for a moment, and just when he wanted to continue, Su Lixu let him go.

"Student Fu, I'm wearing a shirt clip under my suit." Su Lixu let go of Fu Xingran's collar, took a step back, and looked at him.

Fu Xingran's eyes changed in an instant, like a wolf waiting for him.

"It's still early, let's watch a movie." Su Lixu asked, "How about it?"

Fu Xingran: "..."

It's good to be against the general.

This man's ability is becoming more and more perfect.

"Farewell My Concubine" was playing on the curtain, and in the dressing room, Cheng Dieyi was hugging his brother Duan Xiaolou and tearfully saying the most famous line:

"No, I'm talking about a lifetime, a year, a month, a day, an hour, it doesn't count as a lifetime!"

In the movie, Cheng Dieyi is like a fire burning, his paranoia towards love, and his obsession with the drama, let him completely integrate the inside and outside of the play, and it is his strong emotion, which is not only a feeling, but also an emotion , all have the heat that penetrates the screen.

It hit hard on the hearts of everyone watching.

But this colorful person ended up in tragedy, wearing his beloved costume, playing his favorite role, and committing suicide on the stage he loves the most.

End.

On the sand, the fingers of the hands hanging by the sides are clasped tightly.

Su Lixu sat leaning on the sofa, staring at the curtain playing the cast list: "I used to think you were like Cheng Dieyi, your frank and hot emotions were like a ball of fire, making everyone close to you Feel the burning sensation."

"I did something stupid." Fu Xingran turned sideways and looked at Su Lixu affectionately.

"But you have control beyond my expectation." Su Lixu also looked at Fu Xingran, his eyes rippling.

Fu Xingran replied: "Because I love you so much, I haven't got you yet, and I don't want to part with you, so I have to live and wait for you."

"You've waited." Su Lixu leaned closer to his forehead, his eyes were slightly hot: "Fu Xingran, your... is too brave."

In an almost out-of-control emotion, you can still find your wisdom and goals, restrain yourself, and wait for expectations. How strong will it takes to fight against yourself who is already in a bad mood.

"Baby, let me show you something."

Fu Xingran let go of Su Lixu, took out a piece of paper from his pocket and handed it to Su Lixu.

"What?" Su Lixu took this piece of paper and opened it. It was a report on the first stage of dialectical therapy. Looking down, it was a result beyond his expectations.

"This is the last time you went on a business trip. I went to Professor He. It took him a few days to diagnose me. He said that I behaved well."

When Su Lixu looked at the stable values ​​of emotional control, stress tolerance, and acceptance of self-feelings on the report, he choked up for a moment, stuck the paper to his heart, and took a deep breath.

After he regained his composure, he folded the report, then sat in Fu Xingran's arms and held his cheeks: "Baby, you are amazing, this is my best birthday present."

In dialectical therapy, a stable value change means that the situation is getting better, and the more stable it is, the more stable Fu Xingran's self-control is.

Facts have proved that Fu Xingran's recent performance is indeed good.

So this result was expected by him, but he was still pleasantly surprised.

"Yes? Is that enough?" Fu Xingran supported Su Lixu's leg, feeling the touch of the shirt clip under his palm, his eyes darkened: "After watching the movie, should we go back to the room?"

"Back to the room?"

In the next second, Su Lixu exclaimed and hugged Fu Xingran's neck.

Because Fu Xingran followed the trend, he hugged her.

"I booked the presidential suite on the top floor." Fu Xingran raised his head and stared at Su Lixu: "You said, it's worth opening our hearts tonight, so let's look down at the bustling night scene and open our hearts."

Penthouse Presidential Suite——

The lights in the room were not turned on. In front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, the bustling neon light outside the window fell into the room, vaguely outlining the figures of the two people in front of the window.

And the hand that was pressed against the floor-to-ceiling window dragged a foggy white trace when it slipped due to the wet palm.

Perhaps because of nothing, the moment the hand slipped, it was caught by the knuckles of the person behind him.

"Baby, it's very high here, isn't it?"

"...Well, so no one can see it."

"Su Lixu."

"Fu Xingran."

The two looked down at the bustling city together. They started to lose their minds, but they clearly knew where they were sinking. The beating heartbeats in their chests collided, and the idea of ​​wanting to be closer grew wildly in the intoxicated night.

Each other's names are like imprints imprinted in the soul, shouting once, it will be warm for decades.

'Boom' -

In the next second, outside the floor-to-ceiling windows, dazzling fireworks instantly lit up the night sky, like stars falling into the eyes.

Su Lixu's body froze, he leaned on the window, staring at the sudden fireworks in disbelief, and after the fireworks were brilliant, they turned into a few words in the air:

——Su Lixu, the most correct thing I have done in my life is to let you survive, and then love you with all my might.

Dozens of fireworks bloomed in the sky, completely lighting up the night sky.

——Su Lixu, I, Fu Xingran, love you forever.

Before Su Lixu recovered from the surprise, he felt the coolness of his ring finger. He lowered his head in surprise, and saw a simple ring slipped on his ring finger.

"Baby, happy birthday, I love you." Fu Xingran leaned close to Su Lixu's ear and said affectionately: "I will always love you forever, thank you for accepting me."

Su Lixu looked sideways at Fu Xingran: "Actually, I also wear a ring."

Fu Xingran showed surprise on his face: "Such a tacit understanding?"

"It's just my parents'. It may not be suitable for our size, but it can be made into a necklace. I think it's meaningful, so I want to give it to you." Su Lixu looked down at the brand new ring on his ring finger, it was completely his. finger circumference: "How do you know my finger circumference?"

"I know your measurements, let alone your fingers." Fu Xingran said, "Where is your ring, show it to me."

Su Lixu glanced at him, then raised his chin to signal: "You left all the clothes at the door, go pick them up yourself."

"Well~~baby" Fu Xingran hugged Su Lixu contentedly: "Then shall we...continue?"

"Ah."

Love deeply, before the moon has set.

Sink, before the sun rises.

This romantic refutation is about hiding your greed, love should be so vigorous until death.

——End of text——

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