What bad thoughts does the little milk dog have?

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Su Lixu had never skied before, so he didn't think about buying ski equipment at all. When he saw Fu Xingran opened the hood of the car, there was a pile of stuff, he realized what he didn't expect to pay. Xing Ran thought of it all. .

Still pink and tender pink ski suit.

"Ski suits, snow goggles, gloves, hats, face protection, sunscreen... I've prepared everything, and my brother doesn't need to rent it." Fu Xingran patted his carefully prepared pink ski suit, and looked at Su Lixu The face smiled brightly: "Couple outfit."

Su Lixu silently looked away: "...Bazi didn't mention any couple outfits."

Fu Xingran picked up a plush cap and put it on for Su Lixu, adjusted it carefully for him, and said with a soft smile, "Isn't it a matter of time?" He said and patted his head: "Well, Doctor Su is so cute today."

The movement of touching the head was a bit ambiguous, Su Lixu felt a little hot, but he was surprised to find that he seemed to have gradually gotten used to Fu Xingran's natural intimacy.

He raised his eyes slightly, met Fu Xingran's gaze on his face, and swallowed subconsciously.

"Can you ski?"

Fu Xingran had already thought up his speech last night, thinking that since Su Lixu invited him to ski, he must be good at skiing, so if he wanted to have a closer contact with Su Lixu, he had to say no.

Fu Xingran was sitting by the front of his car, with his long legs draped casually, which happened to be placed on both sides of Su Lixu. He smiled, and touched the side of Su Lixu's leg with his knee:

"No, so I have to be taught by my brother. You have to protect me."

Su Lixu's waist was softened by rubbing, he took a small step to the side, moved away from between Fu Xingran's legs, only to hear Fu Xingran's words, his expression was subtle for a moment:

"……you will not?"

"Really not." Fu Xingran shook his head seriously.

Su Lixu: "..."

"It's okay, I will." At this moment, a lime silver Mercedes-Benz stopped slowly, and He Shi looked at the two of them with one hand on the window: "Hi, good morning."

Fu Xingran was thinking about continuing to tease Su Lixu, but when he saw He Shi's appearance, his expression suddenly changed: "Professor He? Why are you here?"

Isn't today his date with Su Lixu?

He Shi got out of the car with an innocent face: "Your doctor Su invited me, I didn't know you were dating today." He said and smiled at Su Lixu.

Su Lixu: "..." Don't play like this, Fu Xingran will explode.

As soon as he thought about it, he felt that his coat pocket was being torn, and he lowered his head to meet Fu Xingran's resentful and accusing eyes, as if he had been greatly wronged, but he didn't dare to be cruel to himself.

"Brother, isn't there such a thing?" Fu Xingran put his hand into the pocket of Su Lixu's down jacket, and with a little force, he pulled him into his crotch: "Why did you ask me to ask Professor He?"

As soon as the words fell, he was suddenly pressed on the top of his head, and he looked at Su Lixu in astonishment.

Su Lixu was caught off guard by Fu Xingran, and he subconsciously held his head, and then saw Fu Xingran's even more aggrieved expression, with the corners of his lips slightly sunken.

Seeing Su Lixu pressing his head and laughing, Fu Xingran suddenly felt a little depressed, what is this?

"No other meaning, just bring my good friend to meet you." Su Lixu pinched one side of Fu Xingran's ear, rubbed it, and then looked at He Shi: "Neither of us knows how to ski, why not?" Try, then you have to teach us."

The moment Fu Xingran's ears were pinched, his lower back went limp. He lowered his head and moved closer to Su Lixu's waist, wanting someone to continue kneading him. When he heard these words, the smile on his lips couldn't be suppressed.

——Just bring my good friend to meet you.

So this is what he meant, right?

Seeing Su Lixu trying to pinch the skinless and shameless guy in front of him, He Shi found it hard to look directly at him.

As far as this is still uncertain, he, a bystander, feels that the breath of love is about to overflow.It can only be said that his old classmate is too cautious, which also shows that Su Lixu is serious.

There are many people in the ski resort on weekends. Novices usually practice on low slopes, and then go up after getting started.

They found a place where there were almost no people to practice.

Su Lixu thought that his motor skills were pretty good. Under He Shi's guidance, he basically had no problem standing still and sliding for a while, except that he was not very good at braking.

But it's not a big problem, after all, I'm just learning.

Not to mention He Shi, ski lovers, a few simple demonstrations can amaze the girls passing by them.

As for Fu Xingran, he seriously suspected that it was intentional. How could this guy have such a poor athletic ability with his beautiful muscles.

Just as he slid down and braked tremblingly, he heard Fu Xingran's call behind him.

"...Brother, brother, get out of the way, I'm going to fall!"

Just as Su Lixu stood firm and turned his head, Fu Xingran threw him into his arms before he could turn his head completely. The board under his feet was hit, and he fell backwards.

The cold snow splashed on his face, and he shivered a few times, but the back of his head was protected by a hand.

Fu Xingran knelt between Su Lixu's waist, almost close to his body, with one hand on his side and the other protecting the back of his head.

The close distance seems to let the exhaled heat melt the snow on the cheeks.

He bumped into Fu Xingran's eyes, the pure and unfathomable black bottoms were like obsidian, stained with focused and worried light.

These eyes are only for him.

Heartbeat.

"Brother is all right?" Fu Xingran said apologetically and worriedly, raising his hand to wipe the snow off his cheeks: "Hey, it's all because I'm too stupid, I can't learn no matter what, I'm not as good as you, brother. It'll be fine, it didn't hurt you, did it?"

Su Lixu looked at Fu Xingran speechlessly: "Did you do it on purpose?"

"No way, how could I throw you down on purpose." Fu Xingran got up with difficulty, and after standing still, he stretched out his hand towards Su Lixu: "Get up."

Su Lixu looked at him half-believingly, but finally reached out and grabbed him.

He had just stood up with strength, but he hadn't fully stabilized yet, but Fu Xingran lost his footing and fell backwards. He was surrounded innocently, and the whole person threw himself on Fu Xingran.

The whole person fell into Fu Xingran's arms, and his lips brushed against his chin inadvertently.

Fu Xingran hugged him tightly, felt the inadvertent kiss on his chin, suppressed the joy in his heart: "I'm really too stupid, I can fall on this, brother, you didn't hurt from the fall, did you?"

Su Lixu caught the slightly sunken arc of Fu Xingran's lips, and immediately understood, he scooped up the snow beside him with his hands and smashed it directly on Fu Xingran's chest:

"You did it on purpose." As he spoke, he propped himself up and slowly stood up.

Fu Xingran was hit by the snow, his cheeks were splashed a little by the snow, he raised his hand to wipe it off indifferently, then raised his eyes to look at Su Lixu: "I don't mean how can you see me, Professor He skis so well Handsome, you all went to see him."

"He's a good skater. I can see that it's not normal." Su Lixu moved forward with his ski pole, and from the corner of his eye he saw He Shi sliding down towards them, a very handsome brake, the board and the snow The rubbing of the snowflakes splashed and stopped not far from them, with envy in his eyes: "It's really good to slide."

Fu Xingran's face darkened, and he felt very uncomfortable.

It was a mistake, he thought that Su Lixu could ski, and he thought that if he said he couldn't ski, he could ask Su Lixu to teach him how to ski, but he didn't expect that he said it quickly, Su Lixu couldn't ski.

He tried this opportunity in vain!

"You two are really..." He Shi slid to the side of the two of them, and looked at Fu Xingran sitting on the snow with amused expression, looking as if he was going to eat himself up: "Student Fu, your study The ability needs to be strengthened, Mr. Su knows how to do it, why are you still falling?"

As he spoke, he stretched out his hand towards Fu Xingran.

Fu Xingran looked at He Shi's hand, restraining the impenetrable irritability in his heart, and looked at Su Lixu, pleading in his eyes: "Brother, my ass seems to have fallen and I can't stand up, please help me Let's go."

Irritability and uneasiness entangled his emotions, as if they wanted to entangle his mood airtightly, entangled so much that his heart was blocked, and he urgently needed to vent.

Even if Su Lixu emphasized that He Shi is just a classmate, friend, and brother to him, but he would think in his heart what if He Shi has known Su Lixu longer than he, and maybe he knows Su Lixu better than him. What does Li Xu like.

What if it was robbed?

He was afraid of this in case.

Afraid of trying this existence.

He Shi withdrew his hand indifferently, and looked at Su Lixu beside him with a smile: "Mr. Su, our student has too much personality, right?"

we?

This word stabbed Fu Xingran's heart hard again.

Maybe it's because he has been emotionally stable for too long. When Su Lixu was by his side, he was very comfortable. For a long time, nothing stimulated him. The only thing that could make him emotionally fluctuate was the existence of He Shi. He clearly knew that Su Lixu emphasized to him However, it still makes him afraid of losing Su Lixu.

If you can't control it, you won't be able to control it.

Su Lixu noticed that Fu Xingran's expression was not right, as if he had sensed something, he took a look at He Qian, and asked if he should continue?

He Shi smiled and shook his head, indicating that this level is okay.

"Get up, let me see where I fell." Su Lixu stretched out his hand towards Fu Xingran.

Fu Xingran didn't hold Su Lixu's hand, stood up with his ski poles, and gave Su Lixu one last look: "It doesn't hurt anymore."

After speaking, he turned around and slid down the slope, the pink back filled with low air pressure.

He Shi's eyes fell on Fu Xingran's steady sliding posture. He didn't look like the rookie just now. He half-closed his eyes and laughed: "It's quite arrogant, really has a personality."

"I guess I'm going to cry." Su Lixu looked at Fu Xingran's leaving back and laughed helplessly.

This guy has been emotionally stable for a while and hasn't cried for a long time.

"He's not that bad, because he clearly knows that you love him, and that you will coax him even if he's unhappy or uncomfortable. His current performance is obviously due to my existence, and he still feels threatened. So he is worried about gains and losses, and he is jealous." He Shi looked sideways at Su Lixu: "You should be very clear in your heart that his current state must be very different from that of the past, and his current state is considered good, not bad."

Su Lixu naturally knows that Fu Xingran is much better now than he was back then.

"And you also care about him, more than usual, and more precisely, you really love him." He Shi said.

Su Lixu seemed to have been punctured, but he couldn't deny it: "Is it obvious?"

"Obviously." He tried to think of the way the two got along in the parking lot at the foot of the ski resort this morning: "You're used to his approach, you're used to his intimacy, you're used to him."

"Li Xu, you just like him."

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Then the tall pink figure walked away slowly holding the skateboard, looking a little pitiful.

Seeing Fu Xingran leave without saying a word, Su Lixu probably knew that this guy was sulking.

I might even cry.

"Go and coax." He Shi smiled and said, "This guy can't help me at all, he's too sensitive, the law of Romeo and Juliet has come into effect."

Although Su Lixu didn't understand Fu Xingran's hostility towards He Shi, but he couldn't help laughing when he heard He Shi say this: "Maybe it would be good for you to do emotional counseling, thank you."

He Shi looked at Su Lixu with a little distaste: "Speaking of which, how long have we known each other to tell me these polite things, why don't you give me some boxes of your good tea."

"Okay, no problem, then I'll go first."

He Shi nodded: "Well, let's go."

After speaking, Su Lixu followed Fu Xingran to the locker room.

I have to coax.

There was no one in the dressing room. When Su Lixu entered, he saw Fu Xingran alone in there, with his back turned to take off his coat.Just now, I left alone after not skating for a long time at the ski resort. I could see that I was in a bad mood.

"Where did it fall?"

"It's okay." Fu Xingran's eyes flickered when he heard Su Lixu's voice, facing the wardrobe, he adjusted his coat silently.

"Angry?" Su Lixu walked to Fu Xingran's side, and when he saw the person, he turned away from looking at him. He leaned closer to look at Fu Xingran, and saw that the person lowered his head and pursed his lips, he was indeed sulking Appearance: "Give me a pinch?"

After saying this, he saw Fu Xingran's Adam's apple move.

Swallowing his saliva, he looked like he wanted it very much.

Su Lixu casually leaned against the closet beside him, smiled and pinched Fu Xingran's ear: "Don't be angry, I didn't mean you're not good, just practice more and you'll be good."

His patience with Xing Ran is different.

Fu Xingran felt that pinching his ears was a weakness he couldn't resist. Being pinched by someone he liked made him feel like his bones were brittle, where there was no temper and sullenness, now he just wanted to rub into Su Lixu's arms and beg to continue Squeeze again.

But it can't be so disappointing.

"...You are just praising him, thinking that I am not good."

He watched Su Lixu and He Shi stand together outside just now, and they were talking and laughing about skiing, and he said he couldn't ski, so he wanted to teach Su Lixu how to make physical contact with people Nothing at all, and the feeling of heart congestion became more obvious for a while.

He knew that Su Lixu and He Shi were good friends, but he couldn't help himself not to think about it.

Such a tall boy, with his head bowed in front of him, mumbled about his taste and grievances, like a big dog that didn't get his master's attention, eager to get it.

Su Lixu restrained the corners of his lips from rising, he clenched his fist to his lips, turned his face away and coughed: "I really didn't mean that, I don't even know how to ski, so I have no right to say that about you."

It's true that sometimes it's cute, sometimes it's good, and sometimes it's so bad that it makes people gnash their teeth.

But it made him feel, how could there be a boy in this world with such rich and different sides, so alive like a ball of fire.As He Shi said, Fu Xingran's current situation is not bad.

And he was so fascinated by the authorities that he was almost unable to judge whether Fu Xingran made the change for him, but the facts proved that such a change was not bad.

"Then you keep staring at Professor He, you don't know that I will..." Fu Xingran raised his head and said anxiously, halfway through the conversation, he stopped abruptly when he met Su Lixu's smiling face, and he became even more aggrieved, with drooping eyebrows and eyes: " You laughed at me again."

"Laugh at your cuteness." Su Lixu patted Fu Xingran's forehead with his fingers, and he said with a smile, "Idiot, can you do the same?"

Different.

Getting close will make your heart beat faster, physical contact will commemorate the temperature, and you will sink into it uncontrollably when you meet your upper eye.

"What's different?" Fu Xingran stretched out his hand and grabbed Su Lixu's hand, pressed his hand to his heart, put the other hand next to his ear, leaned forward, half circled in the crook of his arm, drooping his eyes Staring: "Tell me about the difference between me and Professor He?"

"Here." Su Lixu's fingers lightly brushed the ends of Fu Xingran's eyes, and his fingertips moved down to touch the tip of his nose: "Here."

Then stroked from the tip of the nose to the lips: "Here."

His hand moved down from his lips to his left heart, feeling Fu Xingran's powerful heart beating in his palm, he raised his eyes to look at Fu Xingran: "There is something different here."

Every touch makes my breathing numb.

Fu Xingran stared deeply at Su Lixu. The moment he saw this movement, he seemed to recall what happened in the hotel that night. He kissed Su Lixu one after another, and told Su Lixu firmly Mind.

In the end, he also got the same reward from Su Lixu.

The instant satisfaction seemed to give him the whole world.

But he still felt that it was not enough, because he was afraid that it was just a hallucination, and he was afraid that Su Lixu would forget it when he woke up, so the sound he recorded became his hypnosis tool every night.He was hypnotizing Su Lixu who also loved himself deeply and couldn't leave him, so he began to paralyze himself.

When he wakes up and returns to reality, Su Lixu will be surrounded by countless students or visitors who are close to him, what else is there to try.

He is afraid.

He wanted Su Lixu too much, really wanted it too much.

And Su Lixu's actions now have no doubts and coaxed him to make him not so sad, at least he won't be so sad that he can't think about it.

"You are Fu Xingran, the unique Fu Xingran, the lively and dazzling Fu Xingran, and you don't need to compare yourself with anyone." Su Lixu saw through Fu Xingran's loss and depression, and knew the source of his worries: "Don't be angry, okay?"

Maybe Su Lixu's voice was too gentle, Fu Xingran looked at the man half-circled by him in his arms, and this man was also staring at him, his eyes fell on his crimson lips.

"But I'm still a little angry, what should I do?"

Want to have something more.

Su Lixu felt Fu Xingran's gaze look down, probably guessing what this guy wanted, he pursed his lips and adjusted his breathing.

In the next second, the two of them understood each other, their lips pressed together, their warm and greedy breath blended together, and they were inseparable.

Su Lixu felt Fu Xingran press his waist close to him, deepening the kiss.

He didn't close his eyes, and his eyes fell directly into Fu Xing's obsidian-like pure and black pupils, like a vortex that was difficult to escape, almost drowning in such affectionate style.

At this moment, the image of that night vaguely emerged in his mind.

—— Fu Xingran is so annoying.

——Is that bothersome?

The tall young man kisses everywhere, tenderly and affectionately, as if he is kissing a treasure, asking him and saying his name.

All he thinks about is him.

From the first meeting, to the second meeting in the hospital, and to the reunion four years later, maybe it was fate, maybe it was somewhere in the world, he would survive because of Fu Xingran, and he would be saved because of Fu Xingran. Fu Xingran saved the fire, and Fu Xingran would be rekindled again because of an unexpected reunion.

He had realized not long ago that Fu Xingran wanted to save him by himself, and he could no longer be Fu Xingran's psychiatrist, because he was no longer suitable.

But he can change his identity.

It was almost hard to breathe after the kiss, Su Lixu pushed Fu Xingran away, panting with his face turned away.

Fu Xingran stroked the back of Su Lixu's neck and pressed him on his shoulder, wrapped his other hand around his shoulder, put his ear close to Su Lixu's ear, and said in a hoarse voice: "You know, Why am I angry."

Su Lixu pressed his forehead against Fu Xingran's shoulder: "Yes, I know."

"Because I'm jealous, even if I know you don't like Professor He, I still feel uncomfortable when he appears by your side. I don't know if it's okay, this is your social circle, I shouldn't interfere too much. But I still can't control it My possessive desire, I want to possess you, I want you to belong to me alone, and even the idea of ​​hiding you has not weakened."

"Yes, I know." Su Lixu replied softly.

"Doctor Su, I'm still sick. What should I do? You can cure me." Fu Xingran buried his head deep in Su Lixu's shoulder and pleaded hoarsely, "Only you can cure me."

"But I don't want to treat you now."

"...What?" Fu Xingran's body froze, he let go of Su Lixu, his eyes rippling.

Su Lixu looked at Fu Xingran with disbelief in his eyes, feeling the warmth and strength of the hand on the back of his neck, he didn't push away at such a close distance, he didn't resist any more in his heart, and he didn't even doubt his sexual orientation anymore .

It's time for him to admit it.

It turns out that liking doesn't take a long time, it only takes a firm moment.

He slowly approached Fu Xingran, put his forehead against his forehead, stared at him and laughed softly:

"I don't want to be your doctor."

The fragrance of sweet-scented osmanthus mixed with the coldness of snow in August night, but because it is familiar enough, one can still tell whose scent it belongs to.

Fu Xingran's body froze suddenly, as if he hadn't reacted, his eyes fell into the pair of amber pupils, these eyes were dyed with a gentle smile, which reflected his appearance so tenderly, as if being captured by Su Li Xu embraced that.

Until a mark of warmth was printed on her lips, and the smiling appearance of Su Lixu was reflected in her pupils close at hand.

"I want to be your boyfriend."

This sentence is hotter than anything else.

"Fu Xingran, I, Su Lixu, want to be your boyfriend, do you agree?"

After making a wish for four years, it finally came true.

Fu Xingran's eyes turned red instantly, he stared at Su Lixu in disbelief, his thin lips trembled slightly: "...you're kidding me?"

Su Lixu laughed out loud: "Isn't it enough to coax you with me?"

Fu Xingran just looked at the person in front of him like this, and didn't speak for a long time, as if he hadn't calmed down yet, tears just flowed down like this.

Su Lixu wiped away his tears with the back of his hand: "Why, don't you agree? It's fine if you don't agree."

"I promise, I promise, I promise, it doesn't count." Fu Xingran pressed Su Lixu's hand on his face, his eyes flushed: "Then you can't let me go, we can't be separated, we can't break up in this life , are you sure you want mine?"

"I'm sure."

"Aren't you afraid I'm going crazy?"

Su Lixu smiled and said: "With me here, you won't go crazy anymore, you will get better and better."

Fu Xingran couldn't bear it anymore, he turned sideways and raised his hand to grab the back of Su Lixu's neck, bowed his head and kissed him hard, the kiss could be deeper, maybe it could be more aggressive after asking for advice.

Otherwise it would be too unreal.

How could he not agree, this is something he has been thinking about in his dreams.

His waiting was not in vain, it turns out that persistence can really get his wish.

Su Lixu felt the strong plunder that never let go from his lips, felt the warm palm holding the back of his neck, and he obediently closed his eyes.

It took him a while to repeatedly confirm whether he was firm and whether he could make it to the end. He would suspect that he would not like him like Fu Xingran, but so what?

Fu Xingran spent four years liking him, so he will spend more time liking Fu Xingran.

If one day is not enough to understand, then one more day.If one year is not enough, add another year.

So he is [-]% sure now.

If Fu Xingran is a fire, then he must not be a moth, because he is also a fire.

They will only get worse when they come together.

He admitted that he fell in love with Fu Xingran.