What bad thoughts does the little milk dog have?

Su Lixu didn't expect the students of the Academy of Fine Arts to be so enthusiastic. After class, they would surround him and ask him questions. When he asked for his contact information at the end, he didn't know if he really had such a strong thirst for knowledge.

In the end, he still rescued himself by saying that he still had class, and stepped out of the classroom door to catch his breath.

It's not that he doesn't like students asking questions, it's just that he doesn't like being surrounded by too many people. There will be physical contact and collisions, which will make his cleanliness flare up.

It's not that he doesn't like people approaching, it's just obsessive-compulsive disorder.

In the bathroom, Su Lixu stood in front of the sink and kept rinsing his hands with water. He used hand sanitizer to wash his hands over and over again, so meticulously that he didn't even let go of his fingers, and he didn't feel pain at all until his hands turned red.

"Mr. Su, your hand is red, doesn't it hurt?"

At this moment, he heard a slightly familiar voice behind him, his hands that were being rubbed suddenly stopped, and he turned his head.

It was the boy who just asked him if he had a boyfriend.

I saw the boy looking at him with worried eyes, as if he was doing something to hurt himself.

Maybe it was because the distance was too close. He looked at the boy's face in a strange way, and it vaguely overlapped with a certain face.The strangeness was only for a moment, he turned his head to turn off the faucet with lowered eyes, and said with a smile:

"It's okay, just wash your hands."

Just when he was about to pull the tissue to wipe it off, the boy was a step ahead of him, and handed the tissue to him.

With his arm pressed against the warm and strong chest behind him, his body froze immediately, and at the same time, a scent of August night cinnamon that he was so familiar with that he could no longer be familiar with slipped through his nose.

This is the perfume he has been using for nearly five years. Naturally, he can tell very sensitively that someone will use this perfume with him by accident.

But it hasn't made him think about these insignificant things yet, but this tissue, whether he picks it up or not.

No, it seems a little bad for him as a teacher to embarrass the students so much.

Then, he and himself will not be able to pass.

"Mr. Su, why are you in a daze?"

Just when Su Lixu was about to take the tissue to make things difficult for him, the tall boy hugged him in front of him, and held his hand from behind.

Strong arms were attached to his body, and the boy's broad hand was almost a circle bigger than his. His left hand was held first, and then the boy carefully wiped the water off his hand with a paper towel. Inside and out, the fingertips have not been let go.

Then switch to the other hand.

He thought it was an incredible thing.

It seems that I have never encountered such an embarrassing thing in my life.

... It seems not.

There was one more embarrassing thing that happened.

The man's slender and white hands were as beautiful as works of art, but they turned slightly red after rubbing, but despite this, the redness of the fingertips and the faint pink of the nails were all incentives for the blood to be excited.

Fu Xingran saw that Su Lixu who was hugged in front of him was silent, he raised his eyes to the mirror, and found that Su Lixu was staring at him blankly, as if he was surprised how such a thing could happen.

Sure enough, this man's self-cultivation made him not lose his composure despite encountering incomprehensible and embarrassing things.

Even though he is such a conscientious and dedicated psychiatrist, he will inadvertently show a daze. Such a contrast is so cute that it is overwhelming.

This reaction couldn't help but remind him of when Su Lixu was his attending doctor in the mental hospital four years ago.

This man was wearing a white coat, and his smile was extremely gentle, really like an angel in white.During the one and a half years in the hospital, he was very much looking forward to Su Lixu visiting him in his ward and chatting with him.This man is like a big brother, guiding him patiently and gently, comforting him, and calming him down.

And he found something in Su Lixu that could ease his emotions.

One and a half years later, he was discharged from the hospital in a stable condition, but one night when there was thunder, he collapsed and lost control because of fear, and he asked Su Lixu for help.In the end, he bit Su Lixu uncontrollably, so hard that he bled violently, even to the point where Su Lixu fainted from the pain.

But he clearly remembered the look in Su Lixu's eyes, whether it was after he bit him, or after he woke up from the pain, the man was not angry or helpless, but rather stunned.

It's this dazed look in his eyes that makes him completely drown in the love that belongs to Su Lixu and tremble. There is no drug that can soothe his excessive emotions and loss of control, except Su Lixu.

Even in the days when he couldn't find Su Lixu, he called his name day and night, as if calling the three words "Su Lixu" was his only language ability left, and the three words "Su Lixu" This word is more like the trace that Su Lixu once appeared in his life.

He collapsed and couldn't find Su Lixu,

But it can tremble and go crazy because of these three words.

Just like now, after four years, Su Lixu appeared in front of him again, and he was no longer the weak and skinny boy back then, he had grown up, even Su Lixu didn't recognize his face a huge change.

He wanted to question why he suddenly disappeared, but in what capacity did he want to ask?In Su Lixu's heart, he is just one of many mentally ill patients.

"You..." Su Lixu brushed away the boy's hand behind him, stepped back a few steps to leave this extremely aggressive embrace: "I'll do it myself, thank you."

After speaking, she pulled two more tissues, and then left the bathroom without looking back.

Also in such a panic, he didn't have time to realize that his hand was touched by someone, not by accident, but by touching it again and again without letting go of his fingers.

He didn't remember that he should wash his hands, as if there was some scourge behind him that would inexplicably hug him in the next second.

And Su Lixu didn't know that after he left, Fu Xingran's eyes behind him were stained with a sense of loss.

"Did you forget me? It's so sad."

After a while, his eyes were stained with hope again, and he saw Fu Xingran put the hand that he touched and shook Su Lixu to his lips, his eyes were full of infatuation, he kissed his knuckles, and imagined Su Lixu in his mind.

Imagine the man trembling.

"It's okay, let's get to know each other again, Teacher Su."

Su Lixu got used to the university teaching work for a week. Maybe it was because he stayed on campus all the year round and he got used to it relatively quickly. Compared with working in the hospital, he prefers the simple academic atmosphere of the university, even though his teacher advised him to go to the university. After working in a hospital, he finally resolutely chose to work in a school.

After get off work, he drove to Sam's supermarket to buy some daily necessities, and by the way, some ingredients for cooking tonight.

Maybe because he is a medical student, he is also very sensitive to food hygiene. He can eat at home and do it himself, and he will never eat it outside. He doesn’t even use the convenient and fast food delivery app, because he is worried. , so I still choose to go out and buy groceries with a little trouble.

Only when you can see yourself can you feel at ease.

I picked out green vegetables in the vegetable section, and bought some live shrimp in the seafood section, planning to cook boiled shrimp tonight.

After buying the ingredients, I went to the daily necessities area to make up for some missing items in the apartment.

In the end, I bought a shopping cart full of things.

Pushing the car to the parking lot alone, it took a lot of effort to put everything into the trunk, because most of the things in Sam's Supermarket are in large packages, and the portions are very generous.

Just when he was about to pick up the three boxes of bundled apples under the cart and put them into the trunk, a hand stretched out to help him pick up the three boxes of apples. He was stunned for a moment and looked aside suspiciously. .

It's that boy again.

Fu Xingran looked at Su Lixu with a bright smile: "What a coincidence, Mr. Su, are you here to shop too?" After speaking, he put three boxes of apples into the trunk of Su Lixu's car, and by the way put the apples in the cart. Everything was put in there too.

Su Lixu found that the frequency of this boy appearing in front of him was too high.

This week, he would meet this boy in almost every class he took, almost in the corridors he passed by, and even when he went up the stairs. Can he even meet him in the supermarket now?

What kind of high probability event is this?

"What a coincidence, are you here to buy things too?" Su Lixu smiled politely, and then stepped forward to pack his trunk: "I'll be fine, thank you."

"It's okay, Dr. Su, your hands are not suitable for these things, these things are too heavy." Fu Xingran held Su Lixu's hand that wanted to move the box, and he turned his eyes sideways: "What do you want to buy in Sam in the future? You can contact me directly, this Sam’s supermarket belongs to my family, and I can arrange for them to deliver the goods to you, no matter how small you are.”

Su Lixu silently withdrew his hand, wondering if children nowadays are so enthusiastic about their teachers?

"Okay." Fu Xingran helped arrange the things in the trunk, then stood up and looked at Su Lixu.

Su Lixu stared at the boy in front of him, he was in a daze for a moment, an indescribable sense of familiarity came over his face, but it made him feel that it was impossible, after all, that father told him back then that he might not be there for the time being. will return home.

What's more, it doesn't look like it.

That child is so afraid of the outside environment, even the light, afraid that if he pulls the curtains, he will rush over and hug him tightly. It's not the tall, handsome, sunny boy in front of him.

Although the age is similar.

"Thank you very much, do you need me to take you back to school?" Su Lixu asked with a smile, no matter what, he thought that what a child could think about the teacher should be just very enthusiastic.

Fu Xingran shook his head, he took out the car key and pressed it not far away, only to see the lights of the Lamborghini sports car hidden in the dark flashing: "I came here by car, I can go back by myself, then see Dr. Su tomorrow." gone."

After speaking, he turned and walked to his car.

Su Lixu was about to ask the boy's name, but the boy left without even leaving him a chance to ask his name, and it was hard for him to call someone to ask his name.

He didn't take it too seriously, opened the driver's door and drove away.

He should be a more enthusiastic kid who likes to help others.

In the evening, the afterglow like a pink-purple oil painting covered the whole sky, the road was full of traffic, and Cadillac never found Lamborghini with a distance of several cars.

Everything looks like a coincidence.