What bad thoughts does the little milk dog have?

Argument 13

He couldn't cook because of his waist problem, and he didn't want to eat outside food. In the end, He tried his extremely ordinary cooking skills and served him a bowl of noodles. He didn't leave until his stomach was destroyed, and he didn't forget to chatter a few words before leaving.

"Take a leave of absence for these two days to recuperate. Don't lose your waist when you are only [-]. Check the situation tonight. If you wake up tomorrow morning and still have backache and feet that can't walk, call me and I'll take you to the hospital."

"Got it." Su Lixu sat on the sofa and looked at He Shi who was standing in the entrance and kept mumbling because of his inconvenient feet.

"Then I'm leaving." He Shi put on his coat.

"Drive carefully."

"Ah."

The door of the house was slowly closed, only to hear the combination lock beep, and the door was locked.

Less than 2 minutes after He Shi left, the doorbell rang suddenly, and Su Lixu glanced suspiciously. Could it be that something was left behind by He Shi?Standing up on the sofa, the position where my waist was twisted was still very uncomfortable, and my feet still felt sore when I stepped on the ground, so I moved to the door with difficulty.

"Did you drop something? I don't seem to see—"

As soon as the door opened, he saw Fu Xingran squatting at the door, such a tall boy, holding something in his hand, squatting in front of the door and looking up at him pitifully, like a big loyal dog, looking at the abandonment with extreme aggrievedness its master.

"Xing Ran? Why are you squatting here?"

Fu Xingran stood up. He had been squatting at the door just now until his feet became numb. When he stood up, he could still feel the tingling pain when the numbness and soreness dissipated, but he didn't see what happened to him just now. uncomfortable.

As long as Su Lixu and the man went in, he squatted for as long as possible, and when the man came out, he hid in the next stairwell, and only came back to ring the doorbell when the man left.

The moment he saw Su Lixu, he didn't say anything, his eyes turned red instantly.

Su Lixu was stunned when he saw Fu Xingran suddenly start crying, and he didn't care about the pain in his lower back and ankle: "What's wrong? Did you quarrel with your father?"

Perhaps it was because of Su Lixu's overly gentle tone, Fu Xingran met Su Lixu's worried eyes, and it was even more difficult to accept the scene he saw just now, and the countless possibilities popping up in his mind.

He walked forward and walked up to Su Lixu: "Brother, are you in a relationship?"

Su Lixu hadn't reacted to this question yet, when Fu Xingran approached, he felt the oppressive feeling of the height difference, and then he smelled the August night osmanthus perfume on this guy.

Facing Fu Xingran's red and wet eyes directly, the grievance and resentment revealed in the deep eyes made this question seem to be an accusation.

"Me?" he asked back.

Why didn't he know he was in love?

"Who is that man?" Fu Xingran didn't beat around the bush, he stared at Su Lixu, tightly clutching the rope of the gift bag: "Why can he carry you? Why did he come to your house? Why did he stay for so long before leaving? You, you are..."

In the middle of speaking, there was a sudden lump in his throat.

In fact, he wanted to ask 'what are you doing in there', but he was afraid of hearing something unpleasant, afraid of seeing the embarrassing expression on Su Lixu's face, and afraid that his question would make Su Lixu feel uncomfortable.

When Su Lixu heard Fu Xingran's series of questions, his eyes changed. Did this guy squat here all afternoon?His eyes fell on the bag in Fu Xingran's hand, his brows were slightly frowned, could it be that he saw him and He Qiang when he came to look for him?

"Fu Xingran, you—"

"I see." Fu Xingran replied in a muffled voice, as if confirming a guess in his mind, he could no longer control his emotions.

In the apartment corridor with two households and one elevator, it is extremely quiet.

The big boy in front of him was so sad that he seemed to be abandoned by the whole world, his shoulders drooped, and he shed tears without saying a word, feeling extremely wronged.

Su Lixu propped himself on the door frame, he couldn't laugh or cry when he saw Fu Xing burst into tears, got it?Know what?

In the end, seeing Fu Xingran crying really sad, he couldn't help laughing out loud, feeling like he wanted to laugh when he saw a child crying at home.

Fu Xingran stopped crying halfway through, and was stunned to see Su Lixu laughing at him, and was even more aggrieved: "...Why are you laughing? You laughed at me again. I'm sad, I'm sad."

"I know you're sad." Su Lixu couldn't stop laughing, he walked up to Fu Xingran and raised his hand to wipe away tears with the back of his hand, and said with a helpless smile: "But you should let me finish talking first Cry again, or you will be sad for nothing."

Fu Xingran was stunned when he smelled the medicine in Su Lixu's hand.

"He is my classmate He Shi. I accidentally twisted my waist and ankle while playing with him just now. He carried me back." Su Lixu said, "You should be familiar with He Shi, he is your tutor of psychology major. .”

Fu Xingran: "..."

"Then can you tell me what you know now?" Su Lixu asked with a smile.

Fu Xingran teased Su Lixu with a smile in his eyes, suddenly seemed to realize what he had done just now, his ears turned red, and he silently lowered his eyes.She doesn't look at Su Lixu at all, she just thinks about where there is a hole for him to go through.

But after all the guesses were denied, the joy in his heart slowly overshadowed the embarrassment just now, he stretched out his hand to hold Su Lixu's hand that wiped his tears, and raised his head.

"So brother isn't dating him, is he?"

Su Lixu couldn't laugh or cry at this nonsensical question: "How did you know that I'm in a relationship?"

Fu Xingran pursed his lips, trying to hold back his joy, but he still couldn't hold back the corners of his mouth when he heard the answer, and the secret joy in his eyes could be clearly seen: "That's good."

"So you just squatted here all afternoon because of this guess?" Su Lixu asked.

"Ah."

"Stupid or not?"

"Stupid." Fu Xingran nodded seriously.

Su Lixu couldn't hold back his laughter again, and flicked Fu Xingran's forehead with his fingers: "Come in, little fool."

After speaking, he limped and walked inside.

Only now did Fu Xingran see Su Lixu's walking posture, his brows were suddenly furrowed, and he strode forward.

Before Su Lixu could react, he flew into the air, and subconsciously hugged Fu Xingran who was holding him horizontally, and exclaimed, he looked up at Fu Xingran with a surprised expression.

His eyes fell on Fu Xingran's tight jawline. From the side view, the outline is more angular than when viewed from the front. It completely fades away from the youthful and youthful temperament. The thin lips are slightly pursed to outline a somewhat inaccessible coldness and arrogance. meaning.

If this guy was a little bigger, it might be a big deal.

Fu Xingran put Su Lixu on the sofa, put the gift in his hands aside, then squatted in front of him, looked at the ankles of both feet without shoes, and finally grasped the right one that looked more swollen accurately. foot.

Maybe it was because of cold hands, but the moment he touched it, Fu Xingran saw Su Lixu's feet shrink back, as if his heartstrings were being plucked, just such a movement can make his heart tremble.

"Does it hurt?"

Su Lixu looked at Fu Xingran worriedly and inquiringly, perhaps because his tone was too gentle, which made him in a trance for a moment, and after a while he was surprised that this guy actually cared about people.

"Fortunately."

"It's clearly a pain. You can see how it's swollen." Fu Xingran looked down at the swollen and bruised ankle. Compared with the other one, it was still very obvious. It made him feel very uncomfortable: "It's still possible to go there like this." school?"

"It's just a common sprain. It was dealt with urgently when I was on the court. It's not very serious. It will recover after a few days of rest."

"It's not serious, it's very serious!" Fu Xingran replied sullenly: "You see that your feet are completely different on both sides, why don't you go to the hospital directly? Simple treatment may not be able to solve it of."

"It has disappeared a little." Su Lixu lowered his head and moved his feet to compare carefully.

"Still moving around!" Fu Xingran glared at Su Lixu viciously, and grabbed his calf to keep him from moving.

Seeing Fu Xingran's fierce look, Su Lixu pursed his lips and couldn't hold back his laughter at the end when he thought of Fu Xingran who was crying after thinking about it without saying anything.

Fu Xingran was puzzled by Su Lixu's laughter, he swallowed his saliva: "Laughing, what are you laughing at?"

Su Lixu smiled: "The boy who used to just hide from the side grew up and cared about people."

Patients with borderline personality disorder have strong emotions, whether it is extreme emotions or others. Treating this type of people hard will never get results, only patience.

So no matter what the reason was for him to leave four years ago, Fu Xingran left an unforgettable mark in Fu Xingran's heart.It is also a pity for him, the child who could have gradually improved under his hands has interrupted the treatment with him.

Compared with four years ago, Fu Xingran is more lively, brighter, and dazzling now.

Just like Fu Xingran who was playing with his classmates when he passed by the basketball court that day. Four years ago, Fu Xingran would not have been willing to interact in a group. There is no doubt that this is a great improvement.

No matter how Fu Xingran is in front of other people, or in front of Mr. Fu, at least Fu Xingran is changing consciously and purposefully in front of him, and he is naturally willing to guide Fu Xing just because of this. Ran this conscious change from him to everyone.

Just take it as a regret that he didn't finish that year.

"So brother thinks I'm different from before?" Fu Xingran suddenly wanted to know when he heard what Su Lixu said.

"Same."

Fu Xingran's eyes darkened a little, as if he was sad: "... [-]. Is it the same?"

He almost forgot Su Lixu's major, could it be that he saw that he was pretending?But he should look much better than before, obviously he has been working hard to learn how to be a sunny and cheerful person.

"It's not the same." Su Lixu said with a smile: "The same is that Fu Xingran is still Fu Xingran, the boy who dares to love and hate as he pleases, but the difference is that the Fu Xingran in front of me now has become A big boy who cares about people and takes care of them."

Fu Xingran's gloomy eyes were bright again, he looked up at Su Lixu with anticipation in his eyes: "Brother, do you like me like this?"

"I like them all, you are doing very well now." Su Lixu leaned forward, stretched out his thumb and made a light impression on Fu Xingran's forehead: "I hope you will get better and better."

The touch of the thumb on the forehead was warm, but it made Fu Xingran feel his heart burning.

"I used to be terrible."

Su Lixu said warmly: "You're not bad, so you have to be good, the past is over, you can't do stupid things anymore, you can tell me if you have any confusion."

Fu Xingran thought to himself, it turns out that Su Lixu thinks that he is not bad, if he is not bad, he likes it, if he likes it, is it possible for him... No, he can't wait.

"Brother, I like men."

Su Lixu was slightly taken aback.

"This is my current confusion. I like a man. Even though there is an age and gender gap between me and him, I still can't help but like him. I like him, I love him, and it's him I want to fall in love with. "

Fu Xingran propped his hands on the sofa next to Su Lixu's legs, and stood up a little, but not completely, his long arms seemed to wrap people in his arms.

The distance was shortened in an instant, and a deep breath fell on his lips.

Like a dangerous distance.

Su Lixu subconsciously leaned back to widen the distance. He met Fu Xingran's eyes, but he couldn't find the look of the little puppy who was crying and crying in front of him just now.

Fu Xingran stared at the man in his arms, his eyes as dark as a deep pool filled with strong emotions, like a wolf hiding in the dark and ready to go, found its favorite prey.

Prepare to eat it alive.

"If I like a man, brother, would you hate me?" Fu Xingran asked with a chuckle, his voice was low: "Probably not."

Su Lixu: "..."