What bad thoughts does the little milk dog have?

"I want to hurt him."

The consultation room fell silent.

Su Lixu looked at Fu Xingran's eyes looking directly at him, without concealment, the emotion in his eyes was hot and strong, as if he could feel the emotion coming to his face, as if being tightly surrounded by powerful arms Hold on to that.

But extremely invasive.

Such extreme thinking is obviously wrong.

"Xing Ran, it's dangerous for you to think like this."

Fu Xingran's hand rubbing the edge of the table suddenly tightened, he lowered his eyes, restrained the emotion that was about to burst out, and said softly: "So is this like?"

"Then can you tell me what kind of relationship you think is called liking?" Su Lixu didn't rush to deny it, but changed his method.

At the same time, he was surprised that Fu Xingran actually had someone he liked, and he could tell from his words that he liked him very much.

But every sentence is fraught with danger.

He understands the emotions of patients with borderline personality disorder, which are strong and hot, like blooming red roses, with magnificence.It is precisely this kind of borderline personality disorder patients who have very high requirements for feelings. As long as he loves deeply, his eyes will never turn away, but if he does not love, then destroying the world will not make people feel good.

The person Fu Xingran likes is about to endure such a passionate and swift love.

But wrapped in danger like a raging fire.

"I just miss him when I don't see him, I want to hug him and kiss him. I'm happy when he's happy, and I'm unhappy when he's not. I also want to do more intimate things with him. Dr. Su, this is Do you like it?" Fu Xingran raised his eyes, his eyes burning.

Su Lixu's brows slowly relaxed, and it seems that there is nothing wrong with saying that, but the sentence just now made him feel inappropriate, but this is the emotional characteristic of patients with borderline personality, and they can express their liking without hesitation.

It is precisely this kind of unreserved, straightforward and passionate liking, with paranoia.

"Xing Ran, liking cannot be forced. You want to be intimate with him because you like him, but you don't know if he likes you or not, don't you? So you can't say such things to others. Liking is gradual and mutual. The process of respect cannot be rushed."

"I've already told him." Fu Xingran replied almost instantly.

Su Lixu was a little surprised: "You already told him? Then what's his reaction?"

Fu Xingran stared at Su Lixu for a while, then smiled brightly: "He is very gentle and didn't scold me. But I guess he might still be thinking about whether he likes me or not, I think I should give him time to think .So Dr. Su, am I not sick, right?"

"It's normal to be sick if you like it." Su Lixu felt that he might not need to be too sensitive. He thought that what happened to Fu Xingran was very painful, but he was just not sure if he liked this kind of relationship. : "I thought something was wrong, it's pretty good, if you like it, go for it."

"But... I don't know what he thinks of me." Fu Xingran drooped his brows and eyes, aggrieved: "And he has ignored me these few days."

Su Lixu: "...ignore you?"

"Yeah." Fu Xingran replied sullenly, he rested his chin, and sighed: "I haven't had a single call or message, so sad, I didn't sleep well. He must hate me, doesn't like me This type of thing, what should I do?"

Seeing that Fu Xingran looked like he was about to cry again, Su Lixu suppressed the arc from rising. Although he knew that such a vile smile shouldn't be shown at this time, he didn't know why he was very upset when this guy was about to cry. want to laugh.

Although the corners of his lips were quickly retracted, Fu Xingran still noticed it with sharp eyes.

"Are you laughing at me?" Fu Xingran looked at Su Lixu in disbelief.

"How could I laugh at you?" Su Lixu lowered his head and coughed, clasped his hands, pretending to be natural: "I'm listening to your confusion very seriously, you can continue talking."

"I won't say anything." Fu Xingran leaned back like a deflated balloon, staring resentfully at Su Lixu at the desk, as if he was waiting for something.

Su Lixu had a panoramic view of Fu Xingran's appearance, the corners of his lips were slightly sunken, and he also sat on the back of the chair like Fu Xingran, with a leisurely posture: "Then don't say anything."

Can't get used to it.

When Fu Xingran heard Su Lixu say this, his expression was completely blank, what, really don't coax him anymore?You used to coax him, didn't you?Is it really because you don't like him?

His fingertips trembled slightly, and he subconsciously touched the strap of his wrist.

When Su Lixu caught Fu Xingran's small movement of touching his wrist, his eyes darkened suddenly, and his brows were furrowed. He was too familiar with this small movement.

Back then when Fu Xingran was in the hospital, as long as he was unhappy or angry, he would scratch his wrists with things, and he used these large or small wounds to relieve his emotions.

So now it's not happy because the question was not answered or his attitude.

But from this point of view, it was because of his attitude.

He didn't coax him when he lost his temper like he did back then.

The atmosphere in the office was so short-lived and delicate, and the deadlocked silence was finally broken by the sound of a chair being slightly pushed away.

Su Lixu walked to Fu Xingran's side and leaned against the corner of the table. He bent down and approached Fu Xingran who was sulking, and squeezed his ears.

"Go ahead, I'll listen."

Forget it, let's coax it first, just in case.

Rubbing the earlobes with slightly cool hands, the man's gentle and jade-like voice rang beside his ears.

Fu Xingran was slightly stunned, he raised his eyes in a daze, and met Su Lixu's light amber eyes, which were close at hand, as if he had crashed into tenderness, he squeezed his earlobes again and again to coax all the grievances in his body All kneaded flat.

Just now because of Su Lixu's words, he almost lost control, but the next moment he can surrender because of Su Lixu's soft coaxing.

He just looked at Su Lixu who bent over and rubbed his earlobe.

Su Lixu was wearing a beige cotton linen shirt with a stand-up collar, and his legs wrapped in black trousers were straight and slender. When leaning against the table, his long legs were slightly bent, and lightly touched his legs.The neck is fair and slender, and his Adam's apple rolls when he speaks.

And the hands that were kneading his earlobe were as cold and white as jade, and the blue veins were faintly visible under the thin skin.

The wrist exudes a faint fragrance of sweet-scented osmanthus in August night, which is his addiction.

Heartbeat suddenly accelerated.

The distance was too close, and he was going to lose his mind again.

What should I do, push it away?

How about that.

Su Lixu reached out and rubbed Fu Xingran's earlobe. Seeing someone staring at him in a daze, he coaxed him softly, "Are you angry with me? If so, I apologize. But I have to tell you You explain why, because I'm not your doctor now, and I don't think you want to see a doctor, right? So I won't coax you the first time you lose your temper."

This soothing gesture was a little trick Fu Xingran accidentally found useful when he was in the hospital and always lost his temper at night when he didn't sleep.

As expected, it is still useful.

"If you now regard me as a teacher, or a brother, or a friend, should you learn to put yourself in another place when you lose your temper with me, and think about whether I will also be angry when you lose your temper."

The man's gentle coaxing sounded in the ear, and with the movement of kneading the earlobe, it was as if a feather was plucking in his heart again and again, it was tingling, itchy, and comfortable.

Fu Xingran was stunned for a moment.

Ah, is that so?

"Brother, I was talking to you very seriously just now, so I saw you laughing and thought you were laughing at me, so I got angry."

Su Lixu laughed and said, "I'm not kidding you."

"Then why are you smiling?"

"Because you're cute." Su Lixu couldn't help laughing when he thought about that guy's doggy look just now.

Fu Xingran's eyes lit up.

Praise him! ! !Doctor Su even praised him for being cute! !

Su Lixu thought that it was almost the same, but when he wanted to lower his hand, Fu Xingran's hand held it down.

"Then Teacher Su is curious about the kind of person I like?" Fu Xingran grabbed his hands, not willing to let him go at all.He decided to take the initiative to attack, he couldn't stand the days without contact with Su Lixu.

This is not human.

Su Lixu saw that Fu Xingran seemed to want to tell him what he looked like, so he smiled helplessly and could only let himself go: "Then tell me, I also really want to know who can be liked by Xingran people."

It is not easy for people with borderline personality disorder to like someone, because most of them are sensitive and insecure, but the person they can fall in love with must have tremendous charm.

Only then can they let go of all guards and love willingly.

Since Fu Xingran wants to say it, let's say it.

"He was a very gentle, very gentle, very gentle man."

These three "very gentle" voices were uttered by Fu Xing with a smile. He expressed the love buried in his heart through these three voices, one meal at a time, more joyful than the first time, each time represents liking.

Su Lixu looked into Fu Xingran's bright eyes, as if he had clearly captured the hot love in his heart, and quietly closed the door of his heart, and then heard Fu Xingran say again.

"I like it very much, I like it very much, I like it very much." Fu Xingran covered the back of Su Lixu's hands with his hands, staring at the man in front of him with burning eyes: "I can't live without him, I don't want to leave him for a second, I'm I want to be with him forever and never be apart."

Su Lixu had never seen Fu Xingran like this, but this made Fu Xingran come alive.

It's like a burning fire, someone is filling Fu Xing with oil, making him burn to death and giving him the courage to live.

He couldn't help but think of Cheng Dieyi in Farewell My Concubine. Cheng Dieyi's life is so gorgeous, and it is his obsession that makes him burn his life with the most dazzling spark.

Cheng Dieyi said to his elder brother Duan Xiaolou: "I want you to sing with me for a lifetime! For a lifetime! One minute less, one second less, is not a lifetime!"

Everyone saw this scene with tears in their eyes, but now put it in reality, on patients with borderline personality disorder, such obsession and affection should not be scary, but should be celebrated.

Fortunately, there is another fresh life left in this world.

As long as it doesn't get out of control, the love of patients with borderline personality disorder will be the warmest, most sincere and unreserved love.

And the person Fu Xingran likes is Fu Xingran's switch, Fu Xingran almost handed over his emotions, life and death to that person.

“So brother, can you teach me how to chase him?”

"..."

Su Lixu was dumbfounded for a moment, he took Fu Xingran's hand off: "I can't, I can't teach you this."

He himself has never met someone he likes to teach him how to chase him.

"Brother, haven't you ever been in love?" Fu Xingran's eyes were bright when he asked back.

"...No." Su Lixu sat back on his chair, lowered his head and coughed softly to hide the embarrassment that he was still single at thirty: "I'm busy, I don't have much time."

The moment he lowered his head, he didn't realize that Fu Xingran's eyes were getting hotter.

"Then brother, what do you like?" Fu Xingran walked to Su Lixu's side.

"Me?" Su Lixu was puzzled: "What do you ask me for? You should ask the person you like."

"I think brother, what you like, he must like too."

Su Lixu looked up at him in doubt: "How is it possible?"

"Really, you have the same taste as him." Fu Xingran boasted without hesitation: "So I think brother you like, he will also like it, just give me some advice, I really want him to like it I."

Su Lixu never thought that someone would ask him how to chase people, this really turned him off, how could he know how to chase people.Looking at Fu Xingran's eager eyes, do you dare to think that he is now preparing to study emotions when he is dealing with personality research?

"Send books?"

"What books do you like, brother?"

"I don't choose."

"I remember brother, there is a wall of perfume in your cloakroom. Do you like to collect perfume?"

"Well, I like perfume, but not everyone likes perfume."

"He has as much taste as you and must love perfume."

"You haven't said his age yet, you can judge what he might like based on his age."

"As big as your brother."

Su Lixu was stunned for half a second, then he looked at Fu Xingran in astonishment, as if he had discovered something.

Fu Xingran's back tightened immediately, thinking that Su Lixu had seen something.

"You like such an older sister?!" Su Lixu was a little surprised.

Fu Xingran breathed a sigh of relief in an instant. He thought he had been discovered, and then nodded with a smile: "I don't think age is a problem. As long as it is him, I like him even if he is 60 years old."

"Then how did you guys meet?" Su Lixu wondered where Fu Xingran would meet a woman his age when he was only 20 years old.

"We met at my house." Fu Xingran said truthfully.

Su Lixu's expression suddenly became a little subtle, he hesitated to speak.

Seeing the situation, Fu Xingran asked, "What's wrong?"

Su Lixu raised his hand and patted the back of Fu Xingran's hand, like punishment, and said with a serious face: "Even if he is ten years older than you, you can't just take him home, he is a girl."

"He came by himself." Fu Xingran was itchy from Su Lixu's beating, looked down at him and said, "He hugged me on the first day, brother, why didn't you say that he molested me."

Su Lixu: "..."

Forget it, what does he know when he has been single for 30 years.

Seeing that Su Lixu had nothing to say, Fu Xingran continued to ask:

"Brother, do you think he fell in love with me at first sight when he hugged me the first time he saw me?"

"Brother, he still sleeps with me afterwards, do you mean that I can go to the next step?"

"Brother, he came over as soon as I called. Do you think he cares about me?"

"Brother, he still coaxes me when I can't sleep. Do you think he likes me a little too?"

The question after question made Su Lixu's head dizzy, how would he know that he had never been in a relationship, and he didn't want to know these details, as if it was to stimulate him.

In the end, he couldn't bear it anymore, he raised his eyes and stared at this guy:

"Fu Xingran, you asked me what I did, you asked him."

Fu Xingran had never seen Su Lixu angry before, with such a shy and angry voice, the moment when the brows of this gentle and beautiful face were stained with anger seemed to have stepped on his xp, he was a little excited.

"Brother, are you jealous?"

Su Lixu was speechless immediately, he was jealous?What is he jealous of?He sighed and stood up: "Let's go eat."

As a result, Fu Xingran who was behind him was still chanting unrelentingly, "Brother, you are just jealous" "Brother, don't be angry, you are still very important in my heart".

Su Lixu thought to himself, quickly let the person Fu Xingran likes take this annoying spirit away.

Maybe Mr. Fu's worry is just because he doesn't know that his son actually has someone he likes.

There are already people who can rescue Fu Xingyan.

Don't use him.