Pain at minus 7 degrees Celsius

Even though Xiao Hao had reviewed many times in advance, Cheng Yue said insincere words with such a calm appearance and tone, but he was still uncontrollably sad.

"I do not go."

"Then I'll go."

Cheng Yue made a gesture and lifted the thin quilt covering his body to get out of bed, but the pipelines connected to his body were complicated and complicated, and his body looked soft. When he just sat up, he felt that the world was spinning and he couldn't open his eyes. Xiao Hao With quick eyes and quick hands, Xi came forward to support him.

"How do you plan to leave like this? You just keep hiding your body from me? How can I leave since I already know?"

"Xiao Hao, as you said, you still like wishful thinking, never ask me what I think or don't care what I think, do you think that as long as you give, I have to accept it?

You are so confident and flamboyant, but it's not what I like.

Maybe it's like what you said before, I just don't love you as much as I imagined, so whether it's sadness or joy, whether it's encountering things or overcoming difficulties, you are not the one I want to share.

So, you know, I don't like casual love.

I used to think I could make do with it, but now, I don't want to make do with it. "

"Soon?"

Xiao Hao stared at Cheng Yue intently, and said every word with no fluctuations in the tone with his lips. From time to time, he covered his mouth and coughed a few times, and said such warm words intermittently, hitting his heart in the early morning was extremely bitter. .

soon?

Such a time of more than two years, in the ordinary, but there is no lack of experience of great storms, serious treatment and cherish, but he summed it up in two words without pain or itching.

make do with accepting you with you;

Relying on each other for warmth;

Just to listen to your rambling, just to endure your silliness, and to be accompanied by you all the time.

Will the two most hurtful words in the world count?

They will laugh at you and tell you that it was just a wrong time.

"A Yue, are you serious?"

"kindness."

Cheng Yue was held in Xiao Hao's arms, coughing a few times made him a little bit exhausted, but he still stubbornly wanted to push him away.

"So what? I still love you, and I still can't bear to let you do this. If you don't want to see me now, I can leave your sight first, but this time, I won't go away again."

Xiao Hao originally had a charming face, the original smile froze on his face and it was too late to dissipate, Cheng Yue clearly saw the flash of injury in his eyes.

He was originally a proud man, no matter before meeting him or after meeting him, although the hippie smile has become a kind of sustenance that most of the time he forgets, thinking that as long as he exhausts his enthusiasm, he can warm a person's heart.

Cheng Yue watched as his slender fingers picked up the calling bell on the bedside and pressed it.

"I'll ask Dr. Feng to come over. I'm worried about you being alone."

Until Xiao Hao's lost figure withdrew from his gradually blurred vision, Cheng Yue still looked in the direction of the door unwilling to blink.

How should he tell him, it is really tiring to persist like this.

Love is beautiful.

But there is no way to make up for the loss of family affection.

No matter what decision was made back then and whose fault it was, he was the chief culprit of that tragedy.

Now such persistence doesn't seem that important, Cheng Han's words are stuck in his throat, no matter how deep the retention is, it can't compare to the discouragement of his words.

I originally thought that persistence was also a habit.

The life that was originally thought to be missing is also a kind of gain.

However, who would know the various sufferings that he dragged his broken body these days?

He just suddenly didn't want to hold on.

However, as time passed, he was still alone at that time, and he could be regarded as having nothing to worry about, but now, no matter what, he had to admit that Xiao Hao became the one who couldn't let go of her.

His irresponsible life can end in any way, but no matter what, he doesn't want him to live with him in every suffering and pain.

Could it be that when a person is weak, he will appear very hypocritical. Cheng Yue despises his current appearance, but he can no longer develop the courage to persevere.

Xiao Hao concealed the reluctance and sadness in his eyes and left carefully, which made him feel like a heavy burden to himself now.

Feng Zhichu stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window and looked at Cheng Yue who was leaning on the bedside indifferently, and finally became speechless.

As a bystander, he could clearly see the deep reluctance and concern in the eyes of the two people, but he didn't understand what happened to everything. It can't be said that he was honest and honest with each other, but it was enough to make them cherish it even more. other side.

"Cheng Yue, why are you bothering?"

"He shouldn't be what he is now. Too much entanglement in the love of his children will always make his later days more decadent."

"I mean why do you have to separate? What are you struggling with?"

"Old Feng, I'm just tired."

"Come on, it's not the first day I know you."

Cheng Yue turned his head to look at Feng Zhichu's pale face, but it did not affect his upside-down face at all. The faint sadness and joy in his eyes were well hidden.

I just feel like all my persistence is just a funny self-redemption.

Cheng Yue slightly moved his colorless lips at the beginning of Feng Zhi, but he didn't speak after all. The unsteady evil fluctuations on the instrument next to him revealed his state of mind at this time, and he didn't dare to say more.

"When is Jiawen's surgery demonstration scheduled?"

"Why are you still worrying about that? It's not the first time he's had an operation!"

"That's different. Doctors from all gastroenterology departments will go to observe, and I must be present."

"Cheng Yue, you have to rest in bed, I'm not discussing with you, I'm just informing you!"

Feng Zhichu felt that the total number of exasperation in the past was not as many as in recent months. He thought Cheng Yue's reckless stubbornness had become natural, but every time he said it, he couldn't help but want to smash it. thing.

The man lying on the hospital bed struggled to reach for the mobile phone on the bedside table and looked through it as if no one was there, and said in a low voice.

"After Jiawen's surgery demonstration the day after tomorrow, I will be hospitalized."

"No, I've already made an appointment with the cardiothoracic surgery department and the gastroenterology department to give you a comprehensive physical examination tomorrow."

"Old Feng, just let me finish what I have to do, I don't want to leave any regrets."

It was obvious that Cheng Yue was unable to do what he wanted and even had a negative attitude when he spoke. Feng Zhichu was very uncomfortable, and the feeling that he couldn't wait to arrange the funeral gradually rose in his heart.

"Cheng Yue! What do you mean?"

"I just want to do what I need to do before I go to the hospital."

Qiao Jiawen's surgery demonstration was going on as scheduled. Cheng Yue and all the outstanding doctors of the Gastroenterology Department sat in the central monitoring room and watched the entire operation process through video. From the intern to the deputy director of the department, Qiao Jiawen's age once made his qualifications and experience rich Because of his doctor's heart, it was even rumored that Cheng Yue's sexual orientation was different from ordinary people for a certain period of time. He and Cheng Yue were very clear about the dissatisfaction in people's hearts.

But Cheng Yue's way of using people has always been for those who are capable. He has seen Qiao Jiawen's hard work over the years. It is not easy to be recognized by colleagues. Cheng Yue deliberately arranged this operation drill with good intentions. Qiao Jiawen naturally knew it in his heart. Standing on the operating table with a little nervousness, he still tried his best to keep his mind on it. Advanced technology means the least trauma and the shortest time to do it won everyone's unanimous approval after all.

Accompanying Cheng Yue to send away all the visiting doctors, the man's undisguised praise made Qiao Jiawen feel more comfortable than ever, but he couldn't help but worry when he saw his face that didn't improve.

"Boss! You look very bad recently!"

"busy these days."

"Does Xiao Hao care about you?" Ever since he came back from abroad, Qiao Jiawen was busy making summaries and proposals, and Cheng Yue deliberately concealed it, so far he has never known what happened during the month or so he went out.

"How's the planning book going? When will you call me?" Cheng Yue didn't answer the question and effortlessly diverted Qiao Jiawen's attention, and the two walked out of the corridor of the operating room to the office side by side.

"It's already done, and it was sent to your mailbox this morning."

"Looking back, if it is feasible, I plan to hand over this project to you. If this project is done well, I don't think others will complain about your promotion to the director of the digestive department."

"Boss?"

"Didn't you say you wanted to help me?"

"But..."

"You have been with me for so many years, I believe that I see people's eyes."

While walking and talking for a short distance, Cheng Yue was already a little out of breath. Since he was woken up by the first aid the day before yesterday, he had a low-grade fever that continued at night. It is obvious and the duration is stronger each time. After Xiao Hao left the hospital that day, he ran over again the next day as if he had lost his memory. Despite his cold stare, he was never annoyed at all, and kept on time. Send soft glutinous porridge or nutritious soup and watch him drink it little by little, and then read the newspaper with him contentedly.

Came here early today to put down the soup and left in a hurry without stopping. Before leaving, he said that something happened on the construction site because of the material problem and he needed to go to coordinate. Without his constant monitoring, Cheng Yue even came out to observe the operation. I didn't drink a little porridge, although most of what I drank in these days would be vomited out mixed with blood.

Thinking of this, Cheng Yue unexpectedly realized that he had long been obsessed with this deep-rooted warmth without knowing it.

Qiao Jiawen and Cheng Yue had just left the corridor of the operating room and opened the door, when they saw a panicked little nurse running towards them from a distance, before they even got to them, they spoke out of breath.

"Dean, I finally found you. Go and see your brother. He has been arguing for a long time that he must see you. Just now, he even pulled out the needle of the infusion and overturned the bottle of the drip, and... he even scratched his brother." arm."

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