Pain at minus 7 degrees Celsius

"A Yue, how can you secretly get sick again, face everything secretly by yourself, how can you push me away again."

"A Yue, you are no longer alone, you still have me, how can you bear to let me know nothing about it, and let me misunderstand you like a bastard."

"A Yue, whether you admit it or not, no matter what your plans are, I broke into your life, so I must be the one who said it was over."

Xiao Hao saw Feng Zhichu leaving the ward in a hurry and the worry on his face when he went out, he knew in his heart that Cheng Yue should have stabilized temporarily, carefully took off his coat and sat on the small sofa bypassing the densely packed pipelines. On the other side of the hospital bed, the person who has been closing his eyes since just now and refuses to open his eyes to see him is embraced.

These two months and more than 70 days seemed to be separated by vicissitudes of life. It was so unreal. The person in his arms was surprisingly thin, and his tentacles were full of human bones. Xiao Hao didn't know it. Feel red eyes.

Just like an old lady who is about to lose her teeth after years, Xiao Hao's rambling words are endless and even repeated back and forth, but those who listen carefully feel the warmth and pity in it.

Cheng Yue closed his eyes and enjoyed this moment of tenderness indulgently, hoping for a little longer, a little longer.

It was so long that he fell asleep in such a warm embrace. This time he slept for a day and a night, but it was unprecedentedly solid and stable.

Xiao Hao was so frightened by his unwillingness to wake up for such a long time. After the normal sleep time, he went back and forth between the ward and Feng Zhichu's office to find peace.

"Doctor Feng, it's been 12 hours, why is he still sleeping, I shook it several times and there is no response?"

"It's just that he is very tired. He will wake up naturally when he has a full sleep. Moreover, people with anemia will sleep a little longer than ordinary people."

"But, it's been so long, could he be unconscious?"

"I just had a check and everything is fine."

"Then why isn't he awake?"

Feng Zhichu had never seen such a big man as Xiao Hao, he was quite different from his usual shrewd and capable or flirtatious man when he was nervous and chattering, and even his normal thinking ability was lowered by several levels.

"He'll wake up naturally when he's had enough sleep. If it's okay, go home and prepare some millet porridge to bring. I'm afraid he'll be hungry if he wakes up after sleeping for so long."

"I've already called home, and my aunt will deliver it when it's ready."

Sitting on the bedside, Xiao Hao embraced the sleeping Cheng Yue, never leaving his eyes for a moment, bowed his head to kiss his transparent and colorless lips as if there was no one else around.

"Look, the lip color is so pale, it must be because I haven't been around recently."

Feng Zhichu stuck his hands into the pockets of his white coat and stood at the end of the bed not far away.

The afterglow of the setting sun spilled in through the huge glass window, was cut into mottled light spots by the branches outside the window, and fell finely on the bodies of the two men, but it didn't seem disobedient at all. As warm and natural, like the most sincere tenderness of a lover for many years.

When Cheng Yueshui woke up, he felt that the tiredness all over his body had dissipated a lot, even the accumulated fatigue these days had also been washed away, and what was even more strange was that the continuous warmth from his body made him feel unreal in a trance.

The tingling pain in the chest was not very obvious, but the tentacle touched the thick chest through the thin shirt and could even feel the strong and powerful heartbeat underneath.

"Ayue, you're finally awake." Xiao Hao rubbed his sleepy eyes and yawned unconsciously, his magnetic tone was slightly hoarse because he just woke up, but he didn't lose caring at all.Cheng Yue's palm was still covering his chest, almost without strength but extremely cold, which seemed a bit out of tune in this season.

"Is it because you are not sleeping comfortably like this? Let me help you up and sit for a while, okay?" Xiao Hao didn't care about his indifferent eyes, Xiao Hao's gorgeous face was filled with a warm smile, his hands moved skillfully and naturally, hugging almost The weak man sat up and put down the pillow behind him before moving to the chair next to him.

"Aunt Qin made millet porridge and brought it over. I was worried about your poor appetite. I had already crushed the rice and cooked it over low heat. It's thick and melts in your mouth. How about a drink?"

Cheng Yue sat leaning against the head of the bed, the initial confusion passed, and finally he remembered all the things that happened before, he wanted to ignore coldly but was blocked by this person's light and warm smile, sure enough, he stretched out his hand without hitting What the smiley man said was very reasonable.

In a daze, Xiao Hao was already holding a bowl and holding a spoon in front of his eyes, and the unreserved expectation in his eyes made Cheng Yue involuntarily open his mouth.

It was said to be millet porridge, but Aunt Qin thoughtfully crushed it into millet paste, but it was not sticky in the mouth and slid down the esophagus into the cold stomach, ironing the cold and helpless inside for a long time. In Hao's smile, Cheng Yue actually drank a whole small bowl.

Satisfied, Xiao Hao put down the bowl and spoon, took out a tissue and raised his hand to wipe his mouth as he did every time he took care of Cheng Yue when he was sick, but this man turned his head away without any trace.

"I will do it myself."

"Then I'll rub it for you to aid digestion." Xiao Hao's subordinates froze for a moment, obediently handed the tissue to Cheng Yuefu and returned to his usual appearance, rubbing his hands and sitting a little closer.

"No, go back."

"Why don't you use it? You're sick and lying on the bed. Naturally, your digestive function is not good. You have to rub it. Be good."

After speaking, he reached out his hand into Cheng Yue's unchanging white shirt and touched the scorched area. Although it was not as cold as before, it was still stiff and awkward, just like the owner of this body. , always so disagreement.

After all, he didn't have much strength to argue with Xiao Hao, and the small bowl of porridge that he drank greedily was stuck in his stomach and rolled back and forth. With the contraction of the stomach again and again, there was a tendency to spit it out. Let him be warm and generous. Massage patiently and meticulously on the artificial place with the palm of your hand.

"It's all entangled like this and you still have to be brave. When do you think you will learn to be honest with me? However, even if you keep everything secret, I will still see the flaws.

Ayue, so many things have happened recently. At the beginning, I blamed you, and I was angry that you never opened up your heart to me, and didn't regard me as someone you trusted. I even felt that the past two years It's just my wishful thinking and yours.

In the days when we were separated recently, I felt more and more that I was too stupid at the beginning. I claimed to love you very much and wanted to give you happiness and stability for the rest of my life, but I didn't stand behind you when you needed it most. I knew it clearly You are a person who likes to be brave, and you clearly know that you are a hard-spoken and soft-hearted person, but you are always deceived by your indifferent and alienated appearance time and time again.

I am not a very conscientious lover. Although I said that I was firm in our mutual love, I was still indecisive and even did such irrational things about Aze. I even felt that I was great and a hero.

Just like what my dad said, for such a long time, I haven't paid close attention to you in such a long time. I simply thought that I could hear all the emotions in your voice with a phone call. Every time I think of this, I think You have to slap yourself twice in the face.

I don't know what you've been through these days, and why you've tossed your body into such a state. Apart from being distressed, I feel distressed, and I won't choose to leave irrationally because of what you have to say. "

Xiao Hao's words were sincere and affectionate, and he had a measure of advance and retreat. It was obviously impossible for Cheng Yue to be impassive, and his body had already given the most direct reaction.Xiao Hao only felt that the gradually flattening abdominal wall under his palms began to tangle irregularly again, and when he looked up at the calm face that was still indifferent, the pain in his heart was stronger than ever before.

"A Yue, don't push me away again."

"You go."

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