Pain at minus 7 degrees Celsius

Cheng Han sat in front of the hospital bed, and the thick sterile suit on his body made it a bit clumsy and difficult for him to even sit down. He tried his best to avoid touching the pipeline connected to Cheng Yue's body and sit down.

Feng Zhichu took one last look at Cheng Han, as if he wanted to say something, finally pursed his lips, turned and left without saying a word.

Perhaps their brothers have been estranged for too long, but this moment feels very much like that time back then.

Sitting in front of the hospital bed, Cheng Han looked at Cheng Yue who was standing straight in front of him yesterday morning. His voice was still in his ears, and even his slight breathing was very clear in his memory at this moment.

He wondered if he was in pain, disappointed, or desperate at that time.

He wondered how on earth he had walked such a distance without letting himself fall in his sight.

The sound of the ventilator beside the bed made Cheng Han a little dull. He used it for a while when he was lying on the bed a while ago, and he needed to cut the trachea to connect it. Even speaking was a delusion. When he had a little strength, he wanted to pull that thing out and finish it off. It was really painful.

Cheng Han looked at Cheng Yue lying there, the painful expression on his face from time to time made him feel chills all over his body, the culprit of all this was him.

"Brother, I'm Ah Han."

"I know you can hear me. We brothers haven't sat and chatted peacefully for more than ten years. Brother, I want you to talk with me, don't give up, okay?"

Cheng Han's eyes stared at the monitor motionlessly, and Cheng Yue's heartbeat was disturbed for a moment and then slowly returned to normal.

"Brother, I'm sorry. Do you think I'm ignorant? You must think so, because, me too. I think I'm an asshole.

I just can't accept it. From childhood to adulthood, you are the most perfect existence in my mind. I can accept my recklessness and mischievousness, but I can't accept your flaws. Am I being selfish?I was afraid that my elder brother whom I had been praising in front of my classmates would be cast aside as a shameful homo/sexual/homosexual, but I myself broke down first, and lost my mother overnight, and knowing your secret, I felt like I came from heaven It’s like falling into hell, the almost stubborn worship and admiration in the past are just my wishful thinking, brother, it’s like the dream I’ve been dreaming all along has been shattered, and I can no longer find the lever to support it.

I don't know why I turned my love for you into a sharp sword that hurt you. When I said those words, I didn't have the hatred I imagined at all, but I felt even more difficult to breathe.Is it impossible for you to forgive me again?It doesn't matter, I also don't think I deserve to be forgiven.

Brother, you gave me my life, so if you go, I will go too. "

Cheng Han spoke the most useless confessions in the calmest tone, took another deep look at Cheng Yue, and stopped stopping. The siren suddenly sounded behind him in the quiet ward, almost instantly , the doctors guarding the door filed in. Cheng Han couldn't see the direction in front of him, nor could he see the people who came in.

The harsh beeping stopped abruptly with the closing of the door, just like Cheng Yue's heartbeat that was so weak that it was almost undetectable.

When Cheng Han came out, he seemed to see Cheng Yifan's old and desolate figure approaching from a distance, and smiled slightly.

"Dad, why did you come..."

The old man who guarded the mausoleum stayed with him indifferently, and disappeared for a while. When he came back, he brought a brand new pipe and filled it with shredded tobacco. He looked at Cheng Yifan who stood up staggeringly, helped him, and then lit the pipe in his hand. handed him his pipe.

The two of them sat side by side under the pines and cypresses and smoked all the shredded tobacco without saying a word until dawn, when the newborn morning sun climbed up the hillside and sprinkled the rows of tombstones with a little warmth, inside the quiet cemetery Birds chirped.

"Go back, the dead are gone, cherish the people around you, and don't repeat the same mistakes."

The old man's words were very brief, and even his tone of voice seemed indifferent, but Cheng Yifan woke up from it.

"Cherish the people around you."

"Don't make the same mistakes again."

People say that the authorities are obsessed, but the bystanders are clear. He has lived for nearly 60 years, but he has not understood his own heart. He has missed again and again, confessed again and again, and this time, he almost fell into this cycle again.

He heard Cheng Han complaining in a low voice.

When Qi came forward and hugged him, he couldn't even explain the heart-wrenching feeling.

These two sons have been sorry for him for so many years.

Cheng Yifan watched Cheng Han being picked up by Yan Huachong who rushed over, but he didn't follow this time. The two elders of the Xiao family pulled Xiao Haotong who was on the verge of collapse, crying.

Before he could move his body, the heavy door opened, and the nurse held the thin piece of paper in his hand, and he didn't even dare to look at Xiao Hao's face. Cheng Yifan knew what it was. Back then, Gu Jingze had a car accident. He signed one at that time, and he also signed one when Gu Jingyan was critically ill.

medical crisis notice!

"Give it to me, I'll sign it."

The little nurse walked over tremblingly. According to legend, the unsmiling father of the dean, the father who had severed the father-son relationship with the dean, stood in front of her at this moment, his weather-beaten face was full of exhaustion, but he still couldn't stop her. Hold his aura.

"Director Qiao and Director Feng were having an urgent discussion inside. They said that the dean may have to enter the operating room again, so you may need to sign another surgical consent form later."

"understood."

The weather was originally sunny outside, Cheng Yi only felt that Fan's whole body was covered with a bone-chilling chill at this moment, his two legs were trembling involuntarily and he could hardly stand up.

Xiao Hao obviously heard the little nurse's trembling voice, and coughed up a mouthful of blood again for no reason, but his face no longer had the expression of being heartbroken just now, he raised his hand to wipe his mouth, and sat down quietly.

The old lady who was sobbing softly couldn't help crying loudly at this time.

"What kind of crime is this? God, you have long eyes. Why does such a good child have to suffer such torture!"

Cheng Yue was pushed out again in less than half an hour. Qiao Jiawen and Feng Zhichu's faces were unprecedentedly dignified. They didn't even have time to pay attention to those who were guarding the side, so they ordered the nurse to push Cheng Yue to the direction of the operating room.

Xiao Hao sat on the chair with distracted eyes and remained motionless, not even the sound of flustered footsteps around him awakened his sanity.

Cheng Yifan followed the gurney for a few steps and suddenly stopped, looking at the crowd that was receding away, suddenly shouted at the top of his lungs.

"A Yue!"

Maybe it was Cheng Han's words that made a difference, or maybe it was Cheng Yifan's shout that resounded throughout the hospital, or maybe it was Xiao Hao's non-stop guarding for such a long time. When the room was pushed out, the expressions of Feng Zhichu and Qiao Jiawen were obviously much more relaxed than before.

This may be a race between true love and death,

Or maybe it's a contest between doctors and god of death,

Or it could be a gamble between Cheng Yue and the god of death,

High fever, bleeding, infection and other follow-up symptoms appeared one after another. Feng Zhichu and Qiao Jiawen spent almost ten days alternately guarding each other.

They almost used all their lifelong knowledge in this fight, and they concentrated on dealing with every complication that followed. They were not satisfied with the detection of various precision instruments, and dared not entrust them to the nurses on duty. In the space of the ward, I tried my best to pull the strands of floating souls floating above the ward.

A strong and forbearing person like Cheng Yue is used to stubborn resistance and silent resistance. Perhaps at that time, he really has no strength.

Xiao Hao and Cheng's father and son would take turns to put on sterile clothes and come in to accompany them for an hour. Xiao Hao only remembered that when he accompanied him again, he might have been in severe pain, and he couldn't help seeing tears slipping from the corners of his eyes, and he was already deeply thinner. On both sides of the sunken cheeks, two lines of tears pierced without warning, Xiao Hao couldn't care about anything else, and stepped forward to hug Cheng Yue's thin body.

On the 10th day after the second operation, after all complications were suppressed, Cheng Yue, who had been groggy and unresponsive, finally lost his fever.

The person guarding the bed that day was Cheng Yifan, who heard the nurse announcing the scale of the thermometer in surprise and Qiao Jiawen, who was sitting on the sofa not far away rubbing his temples, got up suddenly, tears pouring down through the light blue mask.

When Cheng Yue finally woke up from the long coma and opened his eyes, Xiao Hao was lying on the edge of the bed and fell asleep in extreme sleepiness.

Cheng Yue only felt that his brain was abnormally chaotic. There seemed to be countless fragments rushing left and right. His body seemed extremely heavy and light, with nowhere to focus at all. The outline of Xiao Hao's side face was blurred in front of his eyes, and he lost weight For a whole circle, the simple movement of raising his hand seemed to be very strenuous, and the warmth from the palm of his hand was a bit unreal.

When he was about to fall into a coma again, Xiao Hao seemed to feel the slight curling of the fingers in his hands, and suddenly raised his head, his sleepy eyes were still unclear, and he closed them slightly before regaining clarity, facing him Shang Cheng Yueshang still had bewildered eyes.

Then, Xiao Hao, who had been calm for several days without yelling or making trouble, finally sat beside the chair and did not respond. He even forgot to call Feng Zhichu and Qiao Jiawen who were sitting on the sofa to catch up on sleep, and raised his hand and stretched out to detect Cheng Yue's breath. , stretched out his hand in front of his eyes, only to find that the huge oxygen mask on his face blocked his movements, but Cheng Yue's eyelashes shook slightly a few times due to the sudden gust of palm wind, Xiao Hao finally reacted, He jumped up and tripped over the chair beside him and fell to the ground, then scrambled and yelled at the two people nestled in the sofa.

The two people who were sleeping in the nest opened their eyes when they heard Xiao Hao's exclamation. First, they saw Xiao Hao who was lying on the floor struggling to get up, and then ran over in three steps at a time.

Cheng Yue regained a little bit of clear eyebrows and eyes, which were extraordinarily enchanting and beautiful in the morning light. He blinked slightly at the two people whose eyes were reddened on one side and the other on the right. The gratitude and admiration in his eyes were particularly obvious.

"Boss, thank you for persevering!"

"Cheng Yue, you've finally had enough sleep!"

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☆、【Extra one】

"Uncle, what is sympathy?"

Xiao Hao looked at the uninvited guest in the house a little inexplicably, this little devil is definitely his nightmare.I forgot to read such a sentence there, if life is a drama, then children are pranks.

Xiao Hao covered his face and sighed, it's so fucking incisive!

Xiao Doudou is definitely one of the kings of pranksters.

Xiao Hao looked at the innocent Xiao Doudou blinking his big watery eyes with a look of thirst for knowledge, and couldn't bear to refuse.

"Compassion is a kind of emotional support given to others when they encounter unsatisfactory things."

Xiao Hao leaned down and touched the little girl's fluffy hair. Despite her mischief, this 3-year-old brat is still very cute. For example, she actually knows compassion.

"I understand."

Xiao Doudou evaded Xiao Hao's clutches and ran out, and then ran back on short legs after a while, holding the pumpkin seedlings that had been cut in half.

"Uncle, I just want to see if they grow strong."

Xiao Hao's angry eyes were about to burst into flames, the little devil seemed to realize that the danger was coming, he threw down the pumpkin seedlings in his hand that had failed to recover, and ran back to the living room from the backyard.

Cheng Han just rushed over from the company. When he called in the morning, Xiao Hao said that Cheng Yue had a severe stomachache in the early morning. He had taken medicine and it hadn't been relieved for a long time. It was because he insisted not to let him call Feng Zhichu. Fortunately, he had an oxygen generator at home. Xiao Hao has basically mastered the usage of these instruments these days, and was busy finding medicine for Cheng Yue to inhale oxygen. It was already midnight when we got down.

Cheng Han looked at Cheng Yue, whose face was pale and almost bloodless, and his lips were almost transparent, but he pretended to be in good spirits towards him.

"Brother, if you feel uncomfortable, go back to bed and lie down."

"I've been lying in the hospital for more than half a year and my body is sore. After finally returning home, I really can't bear to waste all my time on the bed."

"Is it uncomfortable to sit like this?"

"Fortunately."

"If it's good, I won't be sick last night." Cheng Han frowned noncommittally.

"Xiao Hao has a big mouth again!"

"Don't blame him, I asked him."

"Uncle, uncle, look quickly, uncle is going to beat me!"

Cheng Han and Cheng Yue were talking, when a small rocket shot straight/over/coming at the speed of a charge and was about to hit Cheng Yue's body, Cheng Han quickly cut off the little devil halfway and hugged him in his arms.

"Doudou, have you provoked your uncle again?"

"Uncle Cheng Han, you've come to see Uncle again."

Xiao Doudou looked at Cheng Han, who was 7% similar to Cheng Yue, shaking his head with an old-fashioned look, rubbed his paws on Cheng Han's neckline and kissed him, then twisted his body and broke free from his embrace cautiously He arched towards Cheng Yue who was sitting beside him.

"uncle..."

"What bad thing did you do, Doudou?" Cheng Yue poked the little devil's cheeks that were flushed from running and hugged her in his arms.

"I accidentally pulled up uncle's pumpkin seedlings."

"Are you sabotaging again?"

"Uncle, I was reading comics yesterday, and Tangtang read a paragraph to me, which I think makes sense." Xiao Doudou raised his head to look at Cheng Yue, his pointed chin rubbed against his collarbone a little itchy.

"Oh?"

"That paragraph says that everything in this world should be destroyed, because if it is not destroyed, it will be broken sooner or later, so I have to destroy it first! Are you right? "

Cheng Yue lowered his head and looked at the serious little girl in his arms, was startled, met Cheng Han's eyes and laughed out loud.

"Well, yes, it makes sense."

"Xiao Doudou, come down for me!"

Xiao Hao's desperate cry came from outside, Xiao Doudou bowed his head into Cheng Yue's arms, and looked at Cheng Yue pitifully.

"Uncle, help me."

Cheng Yue hugged Xiao Doudou and glanced at Xiao Hao, and Xiao Hao, who was originally furious, suddenly lost his temper.

"A Yue, what do you want for lunch? I'll make it."

"Brother Xiao, my dad stewed yam and mutton soup and porridge at home, and I will bring it when I go back."

"Why is he cooking again? Wasn't he in poor health a while ago?"

Hearing what Cheng Han said, Cheng Yue frowned and put down the little devil who was restless in his arms.

"I can't stop him from being obsessed with this recently. I've been a guinea pig for more than a week. ISO quality certification. I guarantee you can drink it."

Cheng Yue raised the corner of his mouth and smiled slightly.

"It's better to let him work less, how is the company doing recently?"

"It's okay, I'm pretty much familiar with the basic business, and I'm going to start the New Year planning meeting in two days."

"Don't work too hard, pay attention to your body, these few years are a relapse period, don't take it to heart."

"I know, don't worry, but you should pay more attention to yourself. I called Brother Feng. He and Jiawen will come over later."

Xiao Hao took the filled hot water bottle and wrapped a towel and sat down to replace his cold hands, put the hot water bag against his upper abdomen, and naturally moved his body to lean on his shoulder, Cheng Yue My body was a little stiff but I still didn't escape in the end, a warm current flowed to my limbs along the meridians of my whole body, and the tingling pain that even warmed my heart was no longer so obvious.

"Yeah, I told you to go to the hospital but refused, and left this little devil jumping up and down to toss around, so that I can't take care of you."

"I am fine."

Xiao Doudou poked her head out from somewhere unknown.

"Uncle, you are talking ill of me behind my back again. Tangtang was taken away by brother Wutong. Sister Jingyuan followed brother Yufan to participate in the math competition carefree. Duoduo took Tuantuan away."

"Look, everyone hates you! That's why I threw you here." Xiao Hao finally seized a chance to retaliate. Recently, he was bickering with the little demon king, and even felt a little powerless. He didn't follow common sense at all. Card.

"No, I despise them, I love uncle the most!"

Xiao Doudou pouted/glanced at Xiao Hao with his mouth open, ignoring his hostile eyes, and climbed up from the other side of the sofa with a smile. Standing on the sofa with a short body just enough to reach Cheng Yue's face, he kissed him contentedly Sitting on the sofa writhing buttocks.

"Uncle is my Sleeping Beauty, only I can kiss him awake!"

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☆、【Special episode [-]】

"Uncle, what is peace in the world?"

"Why do you ask this?" Xiao Hao looked annoyed at the little demon king who was lying on the bed with big eyes wide open and turning around without closing them to sleep. It was already past 9 o'clock, and at noon Qiao Jiawen and Feng Zhichu He came over and told Cheng Yue to rest in peace, but seeing that everyone was about to come out of the bathroom, the little devil was still chattering about this and that.

"I'll see who answers better between you and Duoduo."

"Peace in the world means that the old is well-off, the sick is well-healed, the family is happy, the country is peaceful and the people are safe."

"Why are you different from what Duoduo said?"

"What did she say?"

"Tell me more, as long as I fall asleep, the world will be peaceful!"

"What your mother said is the truth! For the sake of peace in the world, little ancestor, go to sleep!"

"Uncle, I'm not the little ancestor, I'm the little padded jacket of Dad and Uncle."

"Okay, little padded jacket, go to sleep, uncle kneels down for you!"

"Uncle, what is kneeling?"

"I'll go, I deserve it, I owe you." Xiao Doudou once again opened his big round eyes and looked at Xiao Hao with a thirst for knowledge. There was still no sleepiness there.

"Uncle, I'll go to bed after you answer my last question."

"you say!"

"Cats have nine lives, why is Fatty Bai still dying?"

"Nine lives are lying to you. All living beings are equal and have only one life."

"Uncle, why do I think that Duoduo didn't teach Bai Dapang the arithmetic problems well, and he has eight lives left when he miscalculates?"

"You little brat, you're thinking about something weird every day! Go to sleep! Otherwise, I'll throw you out!" Xiao Hao pulled the quilt up to wrap her round body, his patience was exhausted. .

"Why are you fighting with a child? What if you scare him?" Cheng Yue came out of the bathroom in the master bedroom wrapped in a white bathrobe. The water dripping from his hair was not wiped clean.

"Why did you come out without wiping your hair clean? What do you do if you have a cold?" Seeing that Cheng Yue had come out, he no longer had the domineering attitude just now, and trotted over to pick up the towel in Cheng Yue's hand, and gently wiped the water in his hair beads.

"Uncle, uncle is aggressive with me again, I want to sleep with uncle."

"Stop it, your mother sent you here to wean you, not to steal my wife! I don't agree!"

"Doudou dare not sleep alone?" Cheng Yue sat on the small soft sofa, watching the little demon king who came out of the bed, trying to get up and stop him, but Xiao Hao pressed his shoulders and sat down.

"Why are you in such a hurry again? You should be dizzy again later!"

"Uncle, Doudou don't sleep alone. When I'm at home, I always sleep with Duoduo and Dad."

"Uncle will take you home, come, get dressed." Xiao Hao was happy now, happily throwing down the towel to get the little devil's clothes.

"Xiao Hao!" Cheng Yue frowned and stood up while leaning on the armrest of the sofa, and slowly walked over to the bed and sat down. The little devil sat in his arms and smiled.

"Uncle, I love you!"

"A Yue, if you spoil her like this, it will only make her more lawless."

"She left Duoduo just now, and it's not like you don't know all kinds of discomforts."

"But she's here to be weaned!"

"Uncle, I don't know how to drink uncle's milk, why are you so anxious?"

"Ahhhhh, I'm so mad!" Xiao Hao was so frantic that he wanted to die, but he had nothing to say as he looked at the kid who had succeeded.

In my heart, I kept cursing Yuan Duoduo thousands of times. This little girl would vomit any kind of milk powder she drank since she was born. Only breastfeed.However, up to now, this guy is nearly three and a half years old and has not yet been weaned. In addition, Xiao Pei's doting on this little daughter is even more lawless. Every time Yuan Duoduo made up his mind to wean her, he heard Xiao Pei was always the first to bear the heart-piercing cries of his daughter.

Yuan Duoduo's current law firm is in full swing, and there is an endless stream of clients who come here admiringly, and they may even go on business trips for a week in a row. After weighing the balance, he reluctantly sent this little devil over.

Xiao Hao didn't expect that on the first night, he tried his best to make a fuss, and the child was indeed a creature that could not be messed with in this world.

"Xiao Doudou, are you ashamed or not? You haven't been weaned at the age of three and a half!"

"Uncle, are you ashamed or not? You can't walk steadily when you are one and a half years old!"

"Who said that?"

"Grandma!" The little girl's confident tone mixed with the childish voice of a child, her small mouth was so eloquent that Xiao Hao was speechless, clutching his head and running away.

"Okay, take Doudou to the master bedroom."

"A Yue, don't!"

"Then I'll hug her!" Cheng Yue pretended to hold the little girl and was about to get up, Xiao Hao immediately rushed over to take the little girl and gave her a bitter look, his face full of reluctance.

"Uncle, I want to sleep in the middle."

"Xiao Doudou, don't push yourself too hard! You should already thank Lord Ron for allowing you to enter the master bedroom!"

Cheng Yue sat on the bed and watched Xiao Hao holding the little girl and wanted to go to the master bedroom, but he didn't get up for a long time. When he took a shower just now, the sudden contraction of his heart made his eyes go black, so he could only put it in the bathtub. It was full of water, and it took a long time to sit inside to adjust and breathe slowly before coming out.

At this time, when I sat down, the feeling of powerlessness invaded my limbs, and I didn't even have the strength to move.

"A Yue? What's the matter? Are you uncomfortable? Where is it? Stomach or heart?" Xiao Hao hugged the little demon king but didn't see Cheng Yue following him and hurried back, watching Cheng Yue sitting on the edge of the bed holding his chest I couldn't be sure where he felt uncomfortable.

"It's okay, it's just that I don't have the strength all of a sudden."

"I've had oxygen therapy and fluid infusion in the afternoon, why is it still uncomfortable?"

"I guess I've been in the bathroom for a long time."

"Go to the hospital for an examination tomorrow. Didn't Dr. Feng say the same thing today?"

"No, I know what to do."

"What's the number? It's been like this several times in the past few days. Do you think I won't know if you don't tell me?" Xiao Hao couldn't help raising his voice by a decibel, and Cheng Yue was so shocked that he immediately covered his chest, closed his eyes and tried hard Adjust your breathing.

"A Yue, I was wrong, I shouldn't have spoken loudly to you." Seeing this, Xiao Hao put a pillow behind Cheng Yue's waist, helped him lean against the head of the bed, and helped him calm down.

"Xiao Hao, I'm fine, you don't have to be so nervous, bring me the medicine."

"I wear it on my body at all times. Do you also take stomach medicine?"

"Need not."

"It's okay if you don't go for a checkup, and you can infuse it for a few more days? Do you think I won't know if you spit out the medicine secretly?"

"Listen to you."

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☆、【Special episode [-]】

Xiao Hao finally took off his thick sterile suit, and he was able to reach out and touch the thin face. After such a long period of lethargy and medication, Cheng Yue's originally supple skin was slightly swollen, but the depression was neutralized. He was thin and pale, and he woke up for less than ten minutes that day. Before Qiao Jiawen and Feng Zhichu's examinations were completed, the man fell into a deep sleep again. He didn't even have time to say a word, and he didn't even have time to listen to him say "Ah Yue, I love you."

It has been a week since he was moved back to the general ward, and Cheng Yue still refuses to wake up after falling asleep. The Cheng family father and son will take turns to accompany him, but no matter who they are, they can't persuade Xiao Hao to leave.

When someone came, he silently retreated to the side sofa with his arms folded and squinted for a while. When there was no one around, he sat in front of the bed and drew the outline of Cheng Yue's face over and over again, not letting anyone People intervene, and I turn over for him at intervals every day, move his hands and feet, wipe his body regularly, and change the urine bag. It seems that he is the most satisfied and happiest when he does all these things.

All the people who came and went saw Xiao Hao who was so silent, they were worried at first, but gradually they got used to it and let it go. Most of the people present were married people, and they knew in their hearts that the most beautiful love , is to accompany.

"Ayue, Ziqian and Liang Mujin's family came to see you today. The three treasures of the Lu family will start junior high school as soon as school starts. The eldest is still the character of hearing others before seeing them. You are similar, you often clean up the mess for the mischievous Xiao Doudou, the third child still chases after Tangtang fart/butt every day with teeth and claws, your little princess Jingyuan is already the captain of the Young Pioneers, and now there is Liang Mujin in particular Demeanor. These days they come to see you in groups, and I am reluctant to let them in. What if the wires on your body are damaged? Look at how much you have changed these days when you are sleepy. If that's enough, open your eyes and look at the sun, or else this summer will be over."

"A Yue, I know you've woken up a long time ago, but you just don't want to open your eyes, right? Do you not know or don't want to face me, Cheng Han, and your father? Actually, we don't know how to face it You, the two of them don’t dare to talk to you every day when they come here, they sit for most of the day. By the way, Cheng Han has been discharged from the hospital, and his body is recovering well. As long as he doesn’t relapse in recent years, he will be cured. He resigned from the newspaper. I came to the hospital to report on my work a few days ago, starting from the bottom of the administration, my temper has also restrained a lot, in fact, after getting along carefully, he is also a very considerate person, is this just your brother's heart?"

"I originally thought that I would hate him and your father very much, but, after thinking about it these days, why is it necessary? Then you will blame me, and even you are reluctant to impose even a little bit of heart on them Burden, why should I resent? Look, am I getting better now?"

"Wake up quickly, I promised to take you to Norway, but June and July have passed, and I can't see the aurora at midnight. I still think it's a bit northerly. I checked travel a few days ago. I still feel that the seaside is good, and the climate is very suitable. When you are well, we will go to the South Pacific and visit all the islands, big and small. I have planned the itinerary, and I am waiting for you to wake up. Come here, whether it's a hospital or a company, we don't care about it anyway."

Qiao Jiawen stood outside the door, holding the tray in his hand and freeing a hand to open the door, when he heard Xiao Hao's familiar chatter, one week, Cheng Yue moved back to the ordinary ward for a week, he chanted a The time of the week is always when there is no one, just like the most ordinary communication between old couples who have been married for many years, talking about the most common daily necessities.

Still didn't open the door to go in, Qiao Jiawen took the tray and sat back on the bench in the corridor, no matter how bastard Xiao Hao is, how ignorant of cherishing it is, but who made them love each other, who made them inseparable No one, no one can let go of anyone.

What a difficult day, the boss never scolded Xiao Hao, didn't he?

What could be happier than his approval?

Stretching out his hands on the benches on both sides, Qiao Jiawen was much calmer than before, and he also saw a lot more, including Cheng Yifan and Cheng Han, as Xiao Hao said, Cheng Yue's choice You have made it clear that their resentment or anger is nothing but an added burden to him.

All the misunderstandings and hatreds are nothing more than the deepest love for each other. They are people who are too proud to be proud. If they hurt each other, that is not what each other wants.

Fortunately, after going through life and death this time, everyone is growing and transforming.

Boss,

All your persistence in the past was just for the happiness of the people around you.

And now, our happiness is your willingness to persist.

God will still feel sorry for a kind person and will give him the destination he wants.

Cheng Yue dreamed of many people.

Gu Jingyan's whispering, Cheng Yifan's silent tears, Cheng Han's most peaceful call, and Xiao Hao's nagging, all of them are clear and hazy, real and illusory, he seems to be standing in a fog, only Hearing voices but not seeing human figures.

He tried to struggle and run out of the illusion that enveloped his whole body, but everything seemed to be in vain.Yue struggled and became more suffocated, and the more he tried to escape, the tighter he was entangled. The skin on his body seemed to be cut inch by inch by a sharp dagger. He even saw the blood mist filling his surroundings instantly. The smell of blood scrambled into his nostrils, and the strong nausea forced him to escape even more. However, there was no direction, and there was no end to endless purgatory anywhere.

Squatting down on the spot, folded his arms and curled up into a ball, the pain on his body became more and more real and unbearable. When he opened his eyes, he could see the shredded skin falling off his body, gathering more and more, surrounding him together into a small mountain.

It turned out that the relief was actually accompanied by the pain of deboning and cutting flesh, Cheng Yue thought so, but why did the dying people he saw in the hospital look so peaceful and smiling?

Really, is it because of his unforgivable sin?

That's okay, it's not impossible to exchange such an inch-by-inch destruction for a relief in the next life.

Cheng Yue had never felt that being surrounded by his own flesh and blood would be so warm, the illusory mist under his feet even glowed with a vibrant green color, followed by the sky above his head, the fog dispersed, and there was a gentle band of light With a warm smell sprinkled on his body, he even heard a familiar voice.

He didn't dare to look up. People who are used to sweet dreams are always reluctant to wake up. What's more, this is the most longed-for dream for many years. He is afraid that when he opens his eyes, the sense of teasing that things are right and wrong will turn into something strange. A good laugh.

Xiao Hao opened the curtains, and the clean and refreshing breath of early autumn seemed to be smelled even through the window panes. The large floor-to-ceiling windows were bright and clean, and even reflected his current image. His hair was a little fluffy. The messy hair made him look even more haggard when he was standing or lying down. Xiao Hao stared blankly at the blue hollows under his eyes and the messy beard growing out of his mouth.

It was another new day, and he and Ayue spent the most ordinary and most beautiful night together again.

Slowly moving to the front of the bed, Xiao Hao skillfully looked at the monitoring data around him, smiled with satisfaction, and walked into the bathroom, brushing teeth, washing, fetching water, measuring the water temperature, and dampening the towel, as in the past Every day, I repeat those tasks that seem simple but require the most care.

Cheng Yue has always been a well-organized and clean person, even when he is asleep, he must be meticulous and not move the quilt. Xiao Hao has become more and more handy when doing these things, and he will no longer be clumsy. I won't accidentally bump into the beeping of the monitoring instrument when I turn around, and I even learned to play with those complicated things.

"A Yue, when I just fell asleep, I dreamed that you woke up, and you touched my face and said, I seem to have lost weight."

"Actually, I'm not thin. I eat the meals of you and me, so if you do what you and I do, naturally you will look a lot thinner."

"Aunt Qin delivered the meal this morning. I'm hungry now. Did you hear my stomach growling? Anyway, I heard your stomach growling just now. Are you