lure brother deep

Is there such a kind of emotion in the world that takes root at the moment of encounter, settles in the long river of time, and then spews out at an unknown moment, dominating all thoughts of a person?

This kind of emotion has spanned the length of years, from the initial closeness and cuddling to the strongest love.When the sun shines on that person's face from the window one day, I will be shocked suddenly, and the fate will be silent.

It has been more than ten years since Chu An came to the Chu family.Chu Qing admits that at first he "explored" this younger brother picked up in vain with a little bit of pity and novelty, and then gradually established the consciousness of being the most admired and close person of this seemingly soft and cute younger brother, and then, in the In the process of growing up, he has already regarded Chu An as his unshirkable responsibility, a scale that others cannot touch.Then, he found himself planted.

Today, ten years later, Chu Qing has really accepted the frustrating fact that family affection has fermented into love.This long ten years of companionship has occupied the largest part of his life, and he really responded to the phrase "love doesn't know where it starts, but it goes deep.".

After thinking about everything thoroughly, the problem comes, Mr. Lang Youqing is interested, but it is difficult for the two of them to be together.It’s not so open these days, two men fall in love and the public opinion in the society can make people fall into the dust, not to mention that he and Xiaoan are still brothers in law, society or something, only my mother has a rolling pin It can crush them both to death... No, she would definitely not be willing to say that to Xiao An, well, she would have to suffer double blows.

well!The most pitiful thing in the world is not that lovers end up as brothers and sisters, but that false brothers cannot become husbands and wives.Chu Qing lay on the table, so sad that she wanted to cry.

"Hey, Jiang Feng, do you have any cigarettes?" Chu Qing turned around and shouted to the person next to him. He felt that he should smoke a cigarette here to relieve his sorrow and hatred.

Hearing this, Jiang Feng turned his head and asked in surprise: "What cigarettes? Did you forget that my bag of Taihang Mountain was confiscated by the counselor last week?"

"...Okay." Chu Qing became more and more sad, staring fixedly at a blank A2 paper spread in front of him.This week their class started the kindergarten design journey, but at this time he was not in the mood to do it, and couldn't think of a plan, so he simply rolled up the drawings, put on his shoes, took out a few books from the drawer, and was about to leave.

Just as he was about to open the bedroom door, Zhang Ling stopped him.

He looked back and saw Zhang Ling scratching his head and asking him, "Hey! My second child, where are you going?"

Chu Qing waved the "Architectural Design Collection" in his hand, "Library."

"Oh, this, this way," Zhang Ling nodded, but stopped Chu Qing at the moment when he was about to step out of the bedroom threshold with one foot—"Hey, second child, wait!"

"Is there something wrong?" Chu Qing asked.

"I...actually...someone..." Zhang Ling hesitated, making Chu Qing confused.

"Why, do you want me to borrow or return books for you?"

"No, you", Zhang Ling looked down at the phone, calculated that the time was almost there, then waved his hand and said, "Oh, forget it, let's go."

What the hell is Nima doing?

Chu Qing was puzzled, and he didn't know the reason until he walked downstairs to the apartment.

"Senior Brother Chu Qing!"

Hearing the familiar tone and the familiar four words, Chu Qing paused, and when he raised his eyes, he saw the tall and straight figure walking towards him.

"Senior Brother Chu Qing, long time no see." The man stood still in front of him, with gentle eyes and eyebrows, and greeted him with a smile, just like in the past.

For a moment, Chu Qing seemed to see that summer boy who was as gentle as a piece of jade and exuded a harmless aura.But everything has changed. For example, the man standing here has a sharp and angular face, and his gestures have the charm of an adult.So, after the trance, he politely replied: "Senior Ling Yao, long time no see."

Senior... Ling Yao's smile froze on his face, like a static mask.He thought, this person in front of him cut him and his past together, which is really heartbreaking.

Chu Qing lowered his eyes, instead of looking at his dimmed glazed pupils, he asked instead: "May I ask what's the matter?"

Ling Yao quickly adjusted his state and said, "I'm leaving."

Chu Qing was surprised and said, "Didn't you say that you will go abroad after finishing this semester?"

Ling Yao explained: "Something happened to the foreign branch, and my grandfather wanted me to take over as soon as possible." In fact, what he didn't say was that it was mainly because his mother who had a strong desire to control wanted to cut off his thoughts as soon as possible. And fueled the flames, causing him to leave early.

"Oh!" Chu Qing nodded, expressing his understanding, added "Take care" by the way, and wanted to slip away.

But Ling Yao suddenly said: "Brother, tonight my friend booked a private room for me to practice at the "Banquet" opposite the school. Can you... come then?"

"This..." Chu Qing wanted to refuse, but before he could make an excuse, Ling Yao saw his intention.

He said in a joking tone: "I've found out clearly, you don't have class tonight, let alone something urgent, we've known each other for so long, it would be too sad if you didn't even go to my farewell party ah!"

"I don't know those friends, and I have to go back to the dormitory to rest at night..."

Ling Yao hurriedly said again: "Only five or six people gathered for a meal together, a few of them are from the student union, you've seen them before, it's only an hour or two, don't worry, you won't miss the dormitory access control."

Chu Qing was still a little hesitant, but his heart finally softened when he met Ling Yao's pleading eyes.

"What time is it? Which box?"

Seeing that he agreed, a smile appeared in Ling Yao's eyes, and he said, "Call me at seven o'clock in the evening, and I will take you there."

"Well, let's go! Then I'll take a step ahead."

After walking a certain distance, Chu Qing sighed.Anyway, we've known each other for so many years, it's just a farewell party, it's really too shameful not to go.Besides, if someone invites you to dinner, why don't you go!Thinking about it this way, he felt much more secure in his heart.

Chu Qing spent the whole afternoon in the library, and at seven o'clock, he walked to the restaurant "Yanyu" which stood opposite the school.

After dialing a phone number, Ling Yao walked out of the restaurant after a while.

After walking to the second floor and bypassing the long corridor, the two arrived at their destination.Pushing open the door, Chu Qing looked around the entire box and saw six people sitting around the round table.Among them, a man and a woman are seniors and sisters of the student union, who often hang around Ling Yao.

But... Even if they met each other, it was not easy to chat. Ling Yao was dragged to the other side of the table. Chu Qing could only find a seat by himself, and sat there for a while. The one sitting on his right The senior found a few topics to talk to him, but the two had different interests and hobbies, and they didn't get to chat together. In the end, they had nothing to say and could only stare at each other.

Fortunately, this embarrassing situation didn't take long, and the dishes were brought up by the waiter soon.The signature dishes in this restaurant are fish, such as poached eggs with sturgeon, gold medal spicy fish, farmer grilled fish, and unicorn fish. Chu Qing couldn't help shaking his chopsticks.

While he was having a good meal, he suddenly noticed a scorching gaze on him from the opposite side, so concentrated that it was hard for him to pretend not to see it.

Chu Qing was not calm anymore.

"Ling Yao, I heard that the foreign company that your grandfather let you manage suffered serious losses. Many people in the top management have quit. Do you think this is your real grandfather? Why did you make such a mess?" A 20-something year-old , the handsome-looking man was slightly drunk, poured another glass of wine, and toasted it to Ling Yao.

Ling Yao frowned at the drink handed over without trace, took it and drank it down, he licked his lips, and said: "I know it in my heart. Grandpa is testing my ability. Since I took over this company , we are sure to bring it back to life.”

"Ah, as long as you have a way, among us, you are the most capable, no wonder my dad let me learn from you every day..."

Although Ling Yao was answering the questions of the people next to him, he kept observing the expression of the young man opposite him, seeing Chu Qing wolfing down the fish with a ferocious look, the corners of his mouth slightly curled up.He invited these people to a farewell party, but he just wanted to see the people he liked for so long in the last time.

During the period, someone poured wine for Chu. Chu Qing was thinking about the small amount of wine he poured in two glasses, so he declined with a smile. Fortunately, the people around him were not very familiar with it, so they didn't force him.At nine o'clock, Chu Qing asked to leave, and Ling Yao sent him out.

At the entrance of the restaurant, with the breeze blowing, Chu Qing felt refreshed and could smell the faint smell of alcohol wafting from Ling Yao's body.

"Drink less wine, I'm leaving." Chu Qing said, trying to turn around but was held back by his clothes.

Ling Yao's face was red after drinking, he grabbed his clothes and asked seriously: "Brother Chu Qing, do you really want to get out of my life?"

Chu Qing slowly took the clothes out of his hands, looked at him and said leisurely: "I'm just a passer-by in your life, why bother with coming and going? Take care, senior."

Hearing this, Ling Yao suddenly smiled. He looked into Chu Qing's eyes, thinking that he always liked to see Chu Qing's smile the most, and when he smiled, those red and phoenix eyes would become affectionate and lingering. It's a pity that these eyes are more frequent, and they are so cold that he can only let Chu Qing take this corner of his clothes away bit by bit.

Seeing Chu Qing walking forward for a long distance, Ling Yao didn't know what he thought, and suddenly shouted with all his strength: "Senior brother, do you know your brother's feelings for you?"

Then, he saw Chu Qing pause and continue walking forward.

The corners of Ling Yao's mouth slowly rose, but there was some moisture in his eyes.

It was almost ten o'clock when Chu Qing walked back to the dormitory. He went to bed after washing up, thinking about Ling Yao's affairs.

He himself is a slow emotional person, and Chu Qing also vaguely knows this, but before Ling Yao confides his heart to him, he still doesn't care about it and even let it go.It wasn't until that Valentine's Day that he realized—well, it turned out that his emotional nerves were as thick as Dinghaishenzhen.They are the same people who have been together in the same martial arts gym for three to five years, and he is always instructing Ling Yao in Taekwondo moves. Chu Qing thinks that the relationship between the two is like a teacher, a friend, and a brother. It also made him a little sad.

Brothers, fake feelings, what about "real" brothers?

Chu Qing's heart was beating at an abnormal frequency. He suddenly had a strong desire to hear that person's voice. After hesitating for a while, he pressed his chest with one hand and dialed the number.

"Hey, Xiao An, I'm my brother."