You and I can't lean on jade and snuggle incense

Time went back to the end of the summer of the freshman's first semester, before autumn.The hot summer drags down its long tail as if it doesn't want to leave easily.It also seems to be scorching the playground of the earth.

Jiang Ran recalled that day, unintentionally taking a break from practicing exercises, and after the game was over, he withdrew from the crowd.The people in each company and squad don't look different in the same style of baggy military training uniforms.At that time, after the military training was over, there was no detailed division of professional classes. It was just a company and a circle. Some companies had too few or too many people would cut or add people to maintain the formation.

It's not that Jiang Ran didn't go to the wrong place. When it rained suddenly, he continued to practice standing in the military posture until the downpour fell before temporarily retreating to hide from the rain.The weather is sometimes sunny and sometimes cloudy, and God's mood changes as he says.No one knows whether the rain has lasted for a long time, or if the torrential rain has passed and then turned to clear.I thought the rain would not stop for a while, but after a short run, the rain became smaller and the coach's whistle sounded like thunder again.Some people hid in the toilet, some ran to the classroom, and some scattered around the rain-shielded playground.Everyone was dissatisfied and disappointed, muttering that the rain shouldn't have stopped too early... Jiang Ran hurriedly wanted to go to the men's bathroom for convenience before rushing back to the military training, because he drank a lot of water because of the heat.After coming out of the toilet, many people have returned to the queue, and a small number of people are still rushing to the past.Jiang Ran also rushed back with some strength, and bumped into a person when he turned a corner. Jiang Ran's body, whose center of gravity was unstable, was bumped crookedly, and then slipped and slipped on the wet ground after the rain. He was about to face the gravity of the ground. Falling down...... One person stabilized his back and turned back in time to stretch out his right arm, Jiang Ran's bent body was blocked by Chi Dongshang's arm and shoulder.

After Jiang Ran stood up straight again and put on his hat again, his body was already almost wet and he didn't care about his appearance anymore.Say thank you politely to the boy next to you.He patted the other person's shoulder with his hands, smiled shyly in gratitude, and hurried back to the team without looking back after saying goodbye.

It was a bit late for Jiang Ran to return to the team, but he solemnly bowed to the instructor, saying that he ran to the wrong place in a panic and slowed down, please forgive me.The official running posture trots back to the team and salutes.The instructor's tanned and resolute face rarely showed a bold smile with white teeth supported.Indicates that it's all right.Military training continues.The military training for about two weeks basically ended in hot sweat and roaring slogans.The instructors are all straight-backed, straight-chested, serious and upright. During the process, there are girls whispering, sighing and feeling uncomfortable during the training, and there are times when the instructor and the students are sitting cross-legged on the ground and singing together. The joy of military songs........The last freshman game that is really a whole as a result of training has begun.

One by one, the companies on the field are ready to take the first place.In the company of Jiang Ran, who won the top three in the whole department, he entered to participate in the parade competition of the whole school.Jiang Ran, who didn't care but took it seriously, turned his head to look again when he looked aimlessly. He took off his military cap and wiped off the sweat on his forehead. that person.It was him, he was also holding the hat in his hand the day we met, his gentle but resolute face, and the shouts of slogans and encouragement in Jiang Ran's eyes now and infecting the surroundings under the sun, reflected in Jiang Ran's years In the calm black pupils.

After that man's company left the field, Jiang Ran's team lined up for the game not long after.Jiang Ran, who was not motivated before, also proudly raised his chest and face to the front at the moment last time, as if swearing that he would see death as home, no longer hide in the dark with fear, and lift his face towards the sun, so that the firm Have more courage to look directly at the sun...even if you insist on looking at the sun, the corners of your eyes are wet when you open them again with a bit of tingling in the blink of an eye.He also wants to face the light, face his own heart, and enjoy the sunshine.

Maybe one day in this school someone will come to his side to accompany him as a partner, maybe after many years there will be a buddy who can talk about everything, or a few friends who understand him a little bit and don't want to talk too much but keep it in his heart .Try not to close yourself, try to slowly reach out to the beautiful things......

Try to reduce the suspicion of people close to you, try to get in touch with more people, try to understand the happiness that happened in other people's lives, and try to make your gloomy heart form a window.Through that window, I can see the people outside the window.Maybe someone who could see him standing by the window passed by.

A guy who doesn't know his name suddenly appeared in one day, and a miracle happened inexplicably, like everything changed suddenly. Jiang Ran didn't know why he suddenly thought so much in his mind at that time, and the reproduction gave birth to those little changes Thoughts of his mind sprouted and grew.Silently and silently.

That person is Chi Dongshang.Who cares about the results of the gymnastics competition in the whole hospital.At least Jiang Ran didn't care.After the freshman drills, it is the coach's demonstration of the parade performance of the regular military academy.As soon as the instructors trained by the real military academy and police academy made a move, they attracted the attention of everyone in the audience with great attraction.The girls screamed, the boys shook the hats in their hands, and the leaders watched with interest and admiration.The aura of real soldiers who are not angry and majestic across the mountains and seas can make people's spirits shocked with a single movement and a tiger's roar.Undoubtedly, the loudest and longest applause in the audience was for those lovely military instructors.

The last afternoon of military training.It's not just the sentimentality of the student saying goodbye to the instructor; Jiang Ran's heart seems to be a little bigger, but it's so empty inside.I dare not put anything in it.You are going to be one step closer to the future, Jiang Ran said to himself, the self under the sky, the self who is easily hidden in the crowd.You have to live in the city at your feet for at least three or four years.What can this city bring me?

Sure enough, Jiang Ran still didn't like to be crowded in crowded places. Many, many people felt that it was becoming difficult to breathe when they saw it.Jiang Ran is not a local who can go home and sleep after the military training and wait for the formal class.Jiang Ran returned to his dormitory. After the military training, many people from the local area applied for commuting to live at home, and when the seats became vacant, they were re-arranged.

"My name is Wang Ping, and the person next to me is Xu Lei. Welcome and congratulate us on becoming roommates!" A person with a formal expression who is easier to talk introduces himself.

"Hi Wang Ping. Hello Xu Leiyi. My name is Jiang Ran. Please support me in the future." At this time, a smile can always solve many things.Help strangers make eye contact.

Not long after Jiang Ran came in, a few more people came one after another.People from a dormitory gathered together.Xu Lei was the monkey who later got the nickname, Wang Ping was still Wang Ping, and then there was Daren, Haozi, and Mr. Cannon Fodder.With the addition of Jiang Ran and the six of them, the freshman year passed quietly and peacefully, without joy or worry.

As for a person, a man full of vigor and freshness in the team that competed for the No. 1 time in the school on the military training ground.The person who helped Jiang Ran who was about to fall was the person who gave Jiang Ran the last kind of good sustenance when he came to this school.It has its own meaning.

Sure enough, on the night of receiving the admission notice after the college entrance examination, the father and mother officially parted ways and divorced, and when the family recognized the existence of another man.He didn't ruthless his father. It was strange that he knew that his father and the man who joined hands with him were out of love.They must have gone through ups and downs when they were young.Only then did he realize that the complaints against his father in his heart for so many years had suddenly become much lighter.But if the father hadn't made a mistake and married the mother back then, Jiang Ran wouldn't have him.Mother was calmer than imagined, Cheng Quan let go.It's just that Jiang Ran still takes care of the two of them. No matter what their lives are, they still treat the children the same as before.This is the promise made to Jiang Ran by the two people who have been husband and wife for 19 years.

On the day he went to college, his father came to pick him up and see him off on a long journey; the mother who kept waving from behind the car still made Jiang Ran feel distressed even though he recalled it many times.He knew a little about his father's story, and his mother must have a past that he didn't know about.It's just that the time has not yet come.

Memories are over, back to reality.Jiang Ran touched his face.The things in those times about the influence of my father on me flashed by.The images of mother and father parting ways also flowed through Jiang Ran's mind.It's just that the boy who collided with him on the training ground didn't know that he had seen him a long time ago, in the time when he didn't know who he was, and he didn't know his name.

"Chi Dongshang".When I knew that your name that was always in a certain place in my mind was you.You just know that the name of a person at the party is Jiang Ran.You don't know where you've seen him before.But he knows.Jiang Ran slid a hand down his face, and finally tried to raise his neck and smile lightly.

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