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Chapter 223 – Love You
In the past, if someone said that Fu Yan was inferior, he himself would not believe it.
But now, after thinking about it for himself, Fu Yan realized that his situation was indeed one of low self-esteem.
Fan Xiangyi said that he believed in himself too much, but in fact he said that he believed too much in "what he sees in himself".He knows his own level too well, and he has locked himself in the "box" of this level too much, so he firmly does not believe that "luck" with inconsistent levels will favor him and come to him.After all, Fu Yan actually doesn't believe in such things as "luck".In other words, he didn't believe that he would get "great luck from heaven".So something happened that seemed to be beyond his own level, and he took it as "something went wrong in this world".
But he overlooked another key point - how can emotion be something that needs to be proved by reason?
Fu Yan had previously suspected that Fan Xiangyi would take a fancy to him for a while, because the image of the consul's extremely intelligent and capable was still covering him, which caused Fan Xiangyi to think highly of himself.But I recalled carefully that Fan Xiangyi never instructed the consul on how to exercise, nor did he care about the trifles of the consul.And this majesty knew Fu Yan's "weakness" very well, so he protected him, and at the same time, he tried his best to "play by himself" and "play freely" within a limited range.
Fan Xiangyi treated the consul and Fu Yan very differently.
He can lead thousands of troops to fight and kill the enemy, and he can teach Fu Yan how to breathe when fighting; The smoke devoured all the other ghosts, or because of Fu Yan's few words, he could keep a little ghost by his side who wanted to kill him when he saw it; For the first time, he opened the door and walked out from the study instead of suddenly appearing in front of Fu Yan.
Fu Yan thought that he had even noticed his "inferiority".
This kind of "inferiority" is projected on the outside, which is the distrust of Fan Xiangyi, who does not believe that he will like an ordinary person, and is willing to pay for it.Fan Xiangyi refuted this "distrust" with actions and words.But he never pointed out Fu Yan's real problem harshly and cruelly, he just reminded Fu Yan gently - don't trust yourself too much.
Fu Yan thought, that's good, now I'll put aside the rational strength comparison and think about other things.
He began to think about how he felt about Fan Xiangyi.
Fu Yan didn't have a love partner before. The main reason is that his feelings for people are always indifferent and not close enough.He may be considered some friends, but in fact, he doesn't have much in-depth contacts.It is difficult for him to establish an intimate relationship with others, probably in the second part after getting to know each other.In his subconscious and dream world, isn't that how he reacts to the approach of "Zongshu"?You can chat for a few words, but the closer ones are definitely gone.
However, Fan Xiangyi is a special case.
He forced his way into Fu Yan's life, and Fu Yan had to accept it at first.And later—as I said before—Fu Yan got used to his presence, and got used to walking side by side with him.Even when Fan Xiangyi made something closer than a "good friend", Fu Yan silently accepted it.Fu Yan used to acquiesce that this kind of acceptance was "forced", and he just didn't bother to dwell on it.Looking back now, Fu Yan asked himself, was he actually a little happy at the time?
Looking at this matter without avoiding or deceiving oneself and others, and accepting Brahman's closeness to oneness, is it anger, displeasure, or unwillingness?
Moreover, how could Fu Yan not know about Fan Xiangyi and his own scandal, which was spreading all over the world?If he really didn't want to, how could he do things like going out with Fan Xiangyi, leaving behind a brat like Fan Xiangyi, and all these things that deepened the scandal?
To put it more bluntly, if Fu Yan really didn't want to accept Fan Xiangyi, why would he silently leave one for Fan Xiangyi when others brought snacks?Doesn't Fu Yan know whether the majestic master of the ghost domain lacks this stutter?
Thinking of this, Fu Yan suddenly felt that he was really cowardly.
A giant in love games, a dwarf in real love.
Obviously life is already full of the other party's shadow, even if he loses his memory, he is aware of the other party's existence everywhere, doesn't this mean anything?
Fu Yan suddenly sneered, laughing at his own timidity.The actual answer was actually there, but he didn't want to admit it, and Fan Xiangyi, who had always been strong, didn't really press every step of the way.
Fu Yan thought, well, I know I'm feeling inferior and afraid, so I might as well think about the worst outcome.
What's the worst?That is, Fan Xiangyi no longer likes himself, abandoned, separated, and even swung a knife at each other.Then the result is calculated, isn't it still dead?Although he would become a ghost after death, even if Fan Xiangyi was the master of the ghost realm and was invincible, Fu Yan still had so many memories of his previous life. If he could escape once, would he be afraid he couldn't escape the second time?
And Fu Yan felt that if it was impossible, Fan Xiangyi should make a contract in advance, right?
Just talk about a relationship, what's the big deal.After experiencing so many bad things, is falling in love a bad thing?talk!Talk about shit!Don't be shy!
After Fu Yan figured it out, he suddenly felt refreshed, and even felt a little proud.
He stood up and said with a relaxed expression, "I figured it out."
Gray, who had been quiet all this time, spoke again: "What have you figured out?"
"It has nothing to do with you." Fu Yan smiled suddenly, "You avoid it and let Fan Xiangyi. He must be watching, don't think I can't guess..."
Before he finished speaking, the tall figure appeared in front of his eyes.
Fan Xiangyi approached, one step away from Fu Yan, and fixed his eyes on Fu Yan.He might have guessed what was going to happen next, with some light hidden in his eyes, but still maintaining his calmness on his face, he said in a deep voice, "He was blocked. What do you want me for?"
Fu Yan looked at him, and suddenly felt his heart beat faster.As if he wanted to cover up this uncontrollable excitement, he stretched out his hand and pulled Fan Xiangyi's face: "This time it's real."
Fan Xiang held the hand one by one: "Who else dares to pretend to be me?"
"It's hard to say, maybe my dream will dare." Fu Yan looked at the top of his head, "Why don't you show me a favor? Call 1314?"
Fan Xiang stared at him: "Are you joking with me?"
Fu Yan said, "Can't you?"
Fan Xiangyi: "You know what this means."
Fu Yan: "What does it represent?"
Fan Xiangyi: "..."
Seeing that his face turned cold, Fu Yan finally gave up on teasing him, and said slowly, "I called you here to tell you an answer. I'm afraid that I won't dare to say it after I get through it. "
Fan Xiangyi was a little tense by his tone: "Then you say it."
"Before that, I want to ask you a question." Fu Yan said, "Did you read my dream all the way?"
"……Correct."
"Then did you hear what Harvey said?" Fu Yan said slowly, "'If it is necessary to help you, it is called a good person; if it is not necessary but also helps you, it is called a good boyfriend.'"
"...I heard it." Fan Xiangyi felt his heartbeat was speeding up, aggravating, and uncontrollable.His mind had already begun to imagine the answer involuntarily, the answer he had been looking forward to for a long time, but he could only suppress his impulse, stared at Fu Yan without blinking and asked, "So what?"
"'So what'?" Fu Yan lowered his eyes and smiled, then suddenly turned to say, "This world is a dream based on my memory, right?"
Fan Xiangyi didn't know why he suddenly changed the subject again, and felt a little impatience in his heart, but he could only reply on the surface: "...Yes."
"Then, some of the plots that happened here should also reflect some thoughts in my heart?" Fu Yan said again, "For example, I had a big fight with my boss and called him an idiot."
Fan Xiangyi grabbed Fu Yan's hand and replied patiently, "It can be said that way, but it's not all. Your dream will be disturbed by the constructor, such as some irrelevant characters put in..."
Fu Yan asked, "You mean sect art?"
"Yes."
"No wonder..." Fu Yan thought for a while, "I said this guy is so weird."
Fan Xiang saw that the topic was getting more and more biased, and couldn't help reminding: "Is this the point now?"
"Indeed, no." Fu Yan suddenly raised his chin and looked at Fan Xiang, "But haven't you understood my hint yet?"
Fan Xiangyi was taken aback: "What hint?"
His intuition and wisdom have always been good, but in this scene, it would be nice if Fan Xiang could maintain a calm appearance, so he didn't have so much time to analyze this and that.Now that Fu Yan actually played charades at a critical moment, Fan Xiangyi couldn't get his head around for a while.
Seeing that he really didn't react, Fu Yan had no choice but to remind: "I mean, what Harvey said, maybe... it's my subconscious thoughts."
After the second half of the sentence was spoken, Fu Yan's eyes couldn't help but look away.He originally thought that if he gave a tactful response, he might be able to calm down and calm down, and not be so frizzy like a kid.Unexpectedly, at the critical moment, Fan Xiangyi's IQ was not enough, and Fu Yan could only remind him step by step.
There is no way, you can't rush halfway and then shrink back!That's even worse!
As soon as Fan Xiang looked at Fu Yan's reddening ears, he suddenly figured out the logic behind it.
"If it is necessary to help you do it, you are called a good person; if it is not necessary but you do it for you, you are called a good boyfriend." This sentence was uttered in the scene of peeling shrimp.
Fu Yan's inner consciousness caused that person to say these words.
This sentence is Fu Yan's idea——
And the person who peeled the shrimp for Fu Yan, who did this unnecessary thing for Fu Yan, is...!
"You mean...!" Fan Xiang subconsciously held Fu Yan's shoulder, staring at him closely, "You mean, I'm your...boyfriend?!"
"...Did you skip too many parts!" Fu Yan tensed his face and pretended to be calm, but his red ears had already betrayed him, "I mean, since I have this logic in my subconscious, then We... can try."
Fan Xiangyi only had Fu Yan in his eyes.The excitement in his heart had exploded like a volcano, but an extremely thin thread was still stretching him, urging him to ask Fu Yan, "Try? Try what?"
"You don't know what to ask!" Fu Yan felt that he was pinned down by the beast's claws and couldn't move. He subconsciously turned his face away and didn't dare to look at Fan Xiangyi. "You know what I'm talking about!"
"I..." Fan Xiangyi's mind was in a mess, he opened his mouth, and said, "I just want to ask you a question."
"what?"
"I like you." Fan Xiangyi was extremely straightforward, which could be called rampage, "What about you?"
Fu Yan was silent for two seconds, and then opened his lips: "I seem to..."
"Looks like?" Fan Xiangyi moved closer and asked hoarsely, "Look at me and speak seriously!"
"...I like it!" Fu Yan didn't care about it either, and turned to look at him, "I like you, that's fine...uh!"
Fan Xiangyi kissed him as he wished.
But now, after thinking about it for himself, Fu Yan realized that his situation was indeed one of low self-esteem.
Fan Xiangyi said that he believed in himself too much, but in fact he said that he believed too much in "what he sees in himself".He knows his own level too well, and he has locked himself in the "box" of this level too much, so he firmly does not believe that "luck" with inconsistent levels will favor him and come to him.After all, Fu Yan actually doesn't believe in such things as "luck".In other words, he didn't believe that he would get "great luck from heaven".So something happened that seemed to be beyond his own level, and he took it as "something went wrong in this world".
But he overlooked another key point - how can emotion be something that needs to be proved by reason?
Fu Yan had previously suspected that Fan Xiangyi would take a fancy to him for a while, because the image of the consul's extremely intelligent and capable was still covering him, which caused Fan Xiangyi to think highly of himself.But I recalled carefully that Fan Xiangyi never instructed the consul on how to exercise, nor did he care about the trifles of the consul.And this majesty knew Fu Yan's "weakness" very well, so he protected him, and at the same time, he tried his best to "play by himself" and "play freely" within a limited range.
Fan Xiangyi treated the consul and Fu Yan very differently.
He can lead thousands of troops to fight and kill the enemy, and he can teach Fu Yan how to breathe when fighting; The smoke devoured all the other ghosts, or because of Fu Yan's few words, he could keep a little ghost by his side who wanted to kill him when he saw it; For the first time, he opened the door and walked out from the study instead of suddenly appearing in front of Fu Yan.
Fu Yan thought that he had even noticed his "inferiority".
This kind of "inferiority" is projected on the outside, which is the distrust of Fan Xiangyi, who does not believe that he will like an ordinary person, and is willing to pay for it.Fan Xiangyi refuted this "distrust" with actions and words.But he never pointed out Fu Yan's real problem harshly and cruelly, he just reminded Fu Yan gently - don't trust yourself too much.
Fu Yan thought, that's good, now I'll put aside the rational strength comparison and think about other things.
He began to think about how he felt about Fan Xiangyi.
Fu Yan didn't have a love partner before. The main reason is that his feelings for people are always indifferent and not close enough.He may be considered some friends, but in fact, he doesn't have much in-depth contacts.It is difficult for him to establish an intimate relationship with others, probably in the second part after getting to know each other.In his subconscious and dream world, isn't that how he reacts to the approach of "Zongshu"?You can chat for a few words, but the closer ones are definitely gone.
However, Fan Xiangyi is a special case.
He forced his way into Fu Yan's life, and Fu Yan had to accept it at first.And later—as I said before—Fu Yan got used to his presence, and got used to walking side by side with him.Even when Fan Xiangyi made something closer than a "good friend", Fu Yan silently accepted it.Fu Yan used to acquiesce that this kind of acceptance was "forced", and he just didn't bother to dwell on it.Looking back now, Fu Yan asked himself, was he actually a little happy at the time?
Looking at this matter without avoiding or deceiving oneself and others, and accepting Brahman's closeness to oneness, is it anger, displeasure, or unwillingness?
Moreover, how could Fu Yan not know about Fan Xiangyi and his own scandal, which was spreading all over the world?If he really didn't want to, how could he do things like going out with Fan Xiangyi, leaving behind a brat like Fan Xiangyi, and all these things that deepened the scandal?
To put it more bluntly, if Fu Yan really didn't want to accept Fan Xiangyi, why would he silently leave one for Fan Xiangyi when others brought snacks?Doesn't Fu Yan know whether the majestic master of the ghost domain lacks this stutter?
Thinking of this, Fu Yan suddenly felt that he was really cowardly.
A giant in love games, a dwarf in real love.
Obviously life is already full of the other party's shadow, even if he loses his memory, he is aware of the other party's existence everywhere, doesn't this mean anything?
Fu Yan suddenly sneered, laughing at his own timidity.The actual answer was actually there, but he didn't want to admit it, and Fan Xiangyi, who had always been strong, didn't really press every step of the way.
Fu Yan thought, well, I know I'm feeling inferior and afraid, so I might as well think about the worst outcome.
What's the worst?That is, Fan Xiangyi no longer likes himself, abandoned, separated, and even swung a knife at each other.Then the result is calculated, isn't it still dead?Although he would become a ghost after death, even if Fan Xiangyi was the master of the ghost realm and was invincible, Fu Yan still had so many memories of his previous life. If he could escape once, would he be afraid he couldn't escape the second time?
And Fu Yan felt that if it was impossible, Fan Xiangyi should make a contract in advance, right?
Just talk about a relationship, what's the big deal.After experiencing so many bad things, is falling in love a bad thing?talk!Talk about shit!Don't be shy!
After Fu Yan figured it out, he suddenly felt refreshed, and even felt a little proud.
He stood up and said with a relaxed expression, "I figured it out."
Gray, who had been quiet all this time, spoke again: "What have you figured out?"
"It has nothing to do with you." Fu Yan smiled suddenly, "You avoid it and let Fan Xiangyi. He must be watching, don't think I can't guess..."
Before he finished speaking, the tall figure appeared in front of his eyes.
Fan Xiangyi approached, one step away from Fu Yan, and fixed his eyes on Fu Yan.He might have guessed what was going to happen next, with some light hidden in his eyes, but still maintaining his calmness on his face, he said in a deep voice, "He was blocked. What do you want me for?"
Fu Yan looked at him, and suddenly felt his heart beat faster.As if he wanted to cover up this uncontrollable excitement, he stretched out his hand and pulled Fan Xiangyi's face: "This time it's real."
Fan Xiang held the hand one by one: "Who else dares to pretend to be me?"
"It's hard to say, maybe my dream will dare." Fu Yan looked at the top of his head, "Why don't you show me a favor? Call 1314?"
Fan Xiang stared at him: "Are you joking with me?"
Fu Yan said, "Can't you?"
Fan Xiangyi: "You know what this means."
Fu Yan: "What does it represent?"
Fan Xiangyi: "..."
Seeing that his face turned cold, Fu Yan finally gave up on teasing him, and said slowly, "I called you here to tell you an answer. I'm afraid that I won't dare to say it after I get through it. "
Fan Xiangyi was a little tense by his tone: "Then you say it."
"Before that, I want to ask you a question." Fu Yan said, "Did you read my dream all the way?"
"……Correct."
"Then did you hear what Harvey said?" Fu Yan said slowly, "'If it is necessary to help you, it is called a good person; if it is not necessary but also helps you, it is called a good boyfriend.'"
"...I heard it." Fan Xiangyi felt his heartbeat was speeding up, aggravating, and uncontrollable.His mind had already begun to imagine the answer involuntarily, the answer he had been looking forward to for a long time, but he could only suppress his impulse, stared at Fu Yan without blinking and asked, "So what?"
"'So what'?" Fu Yan lowered his eyes and smiled, then suddenly turned to say, "This world is a dream based on my memory, right?"
Fan Xiangyi didn't know why he suddenly changed the subject again, and felt a little impatience in his heart, but he could only reply on the surface: "...Yes."
"Then, some of the plots that happened here should also reflect some thoughts in my heart?" Fu Yan said again, "For example, I had a big fight with my boss and called him an idiot."
Fan Xiangyi grabbed Fu Yan's hand and replied patiently, "It can be said that way, but it's not all. Your dream will be disturbed by the constructor, such as some irrelevant characters put in..."
Fu Yan asked, "You mean sect art?"
"Yes."
"No wonder..." Fu Yan thought for a while, "I said this guy is so weird."
Fan Xiang saw that the topic was getting more and more biased, and couldn't help reminding: "Is this the point now?"
"Indeed, no." Fu Yan suddenly raised his chin and looked at Fan Xiang, "But haven't you understood my hint yet?"
Fan Xiangyi was taken aback: "What hint?"
His intuition and wisdom have always been good, but in this scene, it would be nice if Fan Xiang could maintain a calm appearance, so he didn't have so much time to analyze this and that.Now that Fu Yan actually played charades at a critical moment, Fan Xiangyi couldn't get his head around for a while.
Seeing that he really didn't react, Fu Yan had no choice but to remind: "I mean, what Harvey said, maybe... it's my subconscious thoughts."
After the second half of the sentence was spoken, Fu Yan's eyes couldn't help but look away.He originally thought that if he gave a tactful response, he might be able to calm down and calm down, and not be so frizzy like a kid.Unexpectedly, at the critical moment, Fan Xiangyi's IQ was not enough, and Fu Yan could only remind him step by step.
There is no way, you can't rush halfway and then shrink back!That's even worse!
As soon as Fan Xiang looked at Fu Yan's reddening ears, he suddenly figured out the logic behind it.
"If it is necessary to help you do it, you are called a good person; if it is not necessary but you do it for you, you are called a good boyfriend." This sentence was uttered in the scene of peeling shrimp.
Fu Yan's inner consciousness caused that person to say these words.
This sentence is Fu Yan's idea——
And the person who peeled the shrimp for Fu Yan, who did this unnecessary thing for Fu Yan, is...!
"You mean...!" Fan Xiang subconsciously held Fu Yan's shoulder, staring at him closely, "You mean, I'm your...boyfriend?!"
"...Did you skip too many parts!" Fu Yan tensed his face and pretended to be calm, but his red ears had already betrayed him, "I mean, since I have this logic in my subconscious, then We... can try."
Fan Xiangyi only had Fu Yan in his eyes.The excitement in his heart had exploded like a volcano, but an extremely thin thread was still stretching him, urging him to ask Fu Yan, "Try? Try what?"
"You don't know what to ask!" Fu Yan felt that he was pinned down by the beast's claws and couldn't move. He subconsciously turned his face away and didn't dare to look at Fan Xiangyi. "You know what I'm talking about!"
"I..." Fan Xiangyi's mind was in a mess, he opened his mouth, and said, "I just want to ask you a question."
"what?"
"I like you." Fan Xiangyi was extremely straightforward, which could be called rampage, "What about you?"
Fu Yan was silent for two seconds, and then opened his lips: "I seem to..."
"Looks like?" Fan Xiangyi moved closer and asked hoarsely, "Look at me and speak seriously!"
"...I like it!" Fu Yan didn't care about it either, and turned to look at him, "I like you, that's fine...uh!"
Fan Xiangyi kissed him as he wished.
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