Horror game live BUG is actually my own

"...Fan Xiangyi."

When Fu Yan uttered this name, the sealed memories flooded in like a tide, no, it should be said like a tsunami!

The memory after he entered the world of horror games, the memory he inherited after recovering his soul, flooded in, making Fu Yan dizzy.He couldn't help but cursed, fell down and waited for this chaotic and stuffy feeling to pass.

He was familiar with this state and hated it.After each soul was recovered, the impact of power and memory would cause him a headache and a low fever, and everyone would be in a bad mood.He didn't expect that once the world came in this time, it would be completely sealed for him.Now that the lockdown was lifted, the familiar strong tinnitus came along, and Fu Yan felt as if his whole body was floating up, and his feet couldn't even step on the ground.He couldn't help being irritable, but he could only lie down and wait for his recovery.

Fortunately, less than 10 minutes passed this time, and this fatal state subsided quietly.

Fu Yan lay on the sofa, opened his eyes, and saw the ceiling of his own home—a home full of high technology.

"What's going on?" Fu Yan sat up and looked around, "It's not over yet?"

The moment Fu Yan recovered his memory, he felt that the camouflage of the game world had been broken, and the game should be over.Unexpectedly, when he opened his eyes, he was still in place.Fu Yan tried to summon the task panel of the game, but there was no response.

To be honest, if Fu Yan hadn't recovered too many memories, he would definitely suspect that the memory of going to the horror game world was just a dream.

Fu Yan was thinking about whether there is someone else who needs to be killed—isn’t it the way many works are performed, one must kill a key person in the illusion to break the illusion——Smart Gray’s voice came: "It is true that there is no Finish."

Fu Yan guessed that this "Grey" was no longer the original Gray, but he still asked calmly, "What else should I do?"

"still have a question."

"what?"

"Do you really want to leave?"

"What do you mean?"

"Stay here, and you can stay away from danger, fear, and frightened life as before." Gray's voice is indeed very good, and when he said these words slowly, he was persuasive, "Stay here, you can enjoy Convenience, fulfillment — and more importantly, eternal peace and serenity — of life.”

Fu Yan asked, "When will it be?"

Gray replied: "It's time for your story in this world to end."

Fu Yan looked at his hands: "That is, in this world, birth, old age, sickness and death?"

"That's understandable."

"Then you're pretty good." Fu Yan said, "Whenever a player enters your world, you have to build a world where he can live his whole life? To some extent, aren't you the god of these players' personal worlds?"

Fu Yan paused, and then said: "If the player is a so-called cultivator of immortality and Taoism, do you still need to provide resources for his life force of hundreds of years or even longer, so that he can continue to live? You ghost bosses, you know how to do it?" Such a bad deal?"

Gray replied, "But that's not true."

"Ok?"

"It was only a dream," Gray replied. "When the dream is over, so is the dreamer."

Fu Yan understood for a while, and figured it out: "In other words, this whole world is just a dream. I am having a dream, and I am born, old, sick and dying in the dream. When I die in the dream, I myself die at the same time. And Everything consumed in this dream is not real, because it is all constructed with illusions in the dream, right?"

"You've always been so smart." Gray replied, "But what's the difference between this world and returning to the world you were originally in?"

After thinking about it for a while, Fu Yan actually agreed with him: "...you are right, there is really no difference."

Although the player is only dreaming, when he dies in the dream, he dies at the same time.In other words, it can be considered that the player died normally in the dream world.For many players who fear and loathe that grotesque world full of fear, staying in the dreamland is basically the same as their dream of returning to the original world.

Gray said again: "Some people can't break through this illusion in their lifetime; some people are willing to stay even if they break through."

Fu Yandao: "But each player is alone in this dream, isn't he? If they stay here, they will never see people in reality again. Even the siblings who were dragged into that fucking world together, Even if they used party items to come to you, even if there is another person in their respective worlds... that's not true."

"Indeed, but so what?" Gray replied, "This world feels so real to you, as long as you don't think about these troubles, this place is real."

Fu Yan didn't argue with him about this, Fu Yan already guessed the way he harvested the player's life: "Once the player doesn't realize that this world is just an illusion, once the player chooses to stay, their life has already been sacrificed to you, isn't it? "

"Yes."

"If it takes them 1000 years to die in their dreams..."

"That was just a moment."

Fu Yan understood, dreams can be very long, but to the boss of this world, they are just a moment.The time in the dream is out of proportion to the time in reality.

In this way, the boss of this world can easily harvest the lives of many players.But they are all voluntary, which can be regarded as a win-win situation.

"...But I don't need it." Fu Yan raked his hair, looked around, and said, "I don't use this kind of self-deception to fool myself. Everything I really face, good or bad, is what I should deal with .”

Gray said, "You never run away."

Fu Yan sneered: "No good words. If that's the case, can you let me go?"

Gray said, "One more question."

"You just said 'one more question', and now it's the same rhetoric." Fu Yan raised his eyebrows, "Should I sign a contract with you? Just say one."

Gray said: "This question was asked by you in your previous...your previous life before I returned your soul."

"..." Fu Yan didn't expect such a move, and felt inexplicably having a conversation with his previous life, "Go ahead."

Gray then said, "Can you live for yourself now?"

"...What a profound question."

Fu Yan sighed.It's not that he doesn't understand this question, on the contrary, he feels that he immediately understood the real intention of asking this question in his previous life.

The past life who worked hard for the country all his life, and even worked for the country of others for a long time after death, looks forward to the self after reincarnation, who can live for himself.

At the same time, he probably didn't want his future generations to rush to collect his soul back for some uncontrollable reason, and he had to bear some responsibilities that didn't belong to him.

——Otherwise, he has arranged so many things, why would he leave the post after all his efforts, right?

He couldn't predict what the future would be like at the time, and he could only hope that his future self would choose a completely different path.He reserved a question for Fu Yan, not really wanting to get an answer, but to express some of his own expectations, and hope to remind himself of his reincarnation - please live for yourself.

In the past, Fan Xiangyi didn't quite understand why the consul suddenly left without saying goodbye, but Fu Yan could empathize with him.Fu Yan even felt that the fact that he was so unwilling to force himself for the sake of others might be because his belief in reincarnation in his previous life was too strong, which made his current subconscious choice.

But now, facing the past life question conveyed by the BOSS, Fu Yan didn't need much hesitation, and replied, "Of course, I live for myself."

"Are you sure?" Gray said. "You just said that someone changed you."

"Everyone, as long as they live in the crowd, will be affected." Fu Yan actually knew who he was talking about, but his expression did not change, "Some people are particularly influential, and others will be affected, which is normal. "

"But this kind of influence is not necessarily something you are willing to accept, is it?" Gray said, "Maybe you should think about whether you really made these changes voluntarily. You said you were living for yourself, but you started Why do you want to find the soul that you have finally separated?... You should make sure that you are not repeating the mistakes of the previous life."

Fu Yan was silent for two seconds: "...Is it because you are a debater that he handed over the last soul to you?"

Gray: "..."

"But you reminded me a little bit." Fu Yan lowered his eyes, "I should think about what's going on between him and me."

Fu Yan's words were a little unclear, but he didn't need this boss pretending to be Gray to understand what he was talking about.Fu Yan promised Fan Xiangyi to think about the relationship between the two of them. He had always been evasive before, but now is a good opportunity to think carefully.

In other words, when Fan Xiangyi became the key to unlock Fu Yan's sealed memory, Fu Yan felt that he should no longer escape.

He was thinking about Fan Xiangyi he saw.

At the beginning, it was violent and arrogant, so arrogant that it made people angry but irresistible.However, Fu Yan's attitude towards him at that time was not entirely out of fear. On the one hand, it may be because of the residual influence of the soul, and on the other hand, it may also be because Fu Yan has already had a bit of "death counts".In short, Fan Xiangyi did not leave a good impression on Fu Yan in the early stage.

Later, after Fan Xiangyi confirmed that Fu Yan was reincarnated, his attitude changed a lot, but he still acted arbitrarily.Fu Yan couldn't hold him back, so he had to joke and tease him occasionally to vent his dissatisfaction a little.Later, after Fu Yan repeatedly expressed that he was not the consul in his previous life, Fan Xiangyi finally began to face up to this problem and separate Fu Yan from his previous life.

This lofty majesty is willing to get to know and associate with Fu Yan again.Sometimes Fu Yan can even completely ignore the disparity in ability and status between the two, and treat him as a friend, or even a close friend.Fu Yan didn't want to get close to Fan Xiangyi's bad temper before.But after getting along for a long time, Fu Yan may be used to it, or he may have a new perspective.In short, Fan Xiangyi, a super beast-level character, in Fu Yan's eyes, occasionally finds him cute.

Later, Fan Xiangyi confessed.

To be honest, Fu Yan still thinks this is ridiculous.He is very self-aware, his intelligence is not top-notch, his sports are even worse, his overall level is average, even if he is not bad.He couldn't figure out which string Fan Xiangyi didn't fit right, so he suddenly fell in love with him.If it weren't for Fu Yan himself to be good at it, and Fan Xiangyi to be so powerful, Fu Yan himself would have suspected that he had put a Gu on His Majesty.

In this self-consciously absurd situation, Fu Yan almost never considered the option of "promising to be with Fan Xiangyi" at first.

Today, Fu Yan carefully dissected his resolute rejection, avoidance, and sharp rebuttals that he couldn't even think of for a moment, and suddenly realized one thing.

——It’s because of the inferiority complex and pessimism hidden in my heart that I don’t want to touch the line of “trying to think”.