I'm happy after being scumbag

Yongyao was 12 years old and Lu Mingyu was 16 years old.

Eight years have passed since the empress was deposed and passed away, and Lu Mingyu's younger sister, Lu Yan, has also passed away for three years.

He was named "King Jian" and moved out of the palace early.Due to the ancestral system, I haven't gone to the fief yet.

Most of the palace people who were assigned to King Jian's side secretly felt that it was unlucky to follow such a master with no future.

There are also those who are more open-minded, thinking that the master is at least a prince.If he can follow Lu Mingyu to the fief smoothly, good days are ahead.

Li Ruyi is one of them.For this reason, he treated Lu Mingyu with all his heart.

On weekdays, Lu Mingyu's life was not as good as that of his younger brothers, but he was not treated too much like a son of a deposed son in the previous dynasty. In winter, he couldn't even afford a charcoal fire.

He is fed and clothed warmly, and he feels that this is enough.

Although there are many strange things about the mother's "lost morality", the younger sister's fall into the water is even more unclear.But the emperor obviously didn't want to see him, and the uncle's family was picked out by the officials one after another for many mistakes.At first he wanted to ask for an explanation for his sister's death, but instead he was reprimanded, saying that he was "narrow-minded", "insidious and jealous", "so cold-blooded that he wanted to blame his younger siblings for his own sister's death".

Lu Mingyu, who was only 13 years old at the time, felt his hands and feet turn cold, and fell to the ground, speechless.

From then on, he resigned to his fate and felt that he could do nothing but be cautious.

Even so, Lu Mingyu still harbored a tiny wish.

When he saw the queen mother for the last time, the queen mother put her sister's hand on his and said that she did the last thing for her children.

Lu Mingyu was obviously not destined for the throne, but Empress Xu begged for grace, and the emperor would give him a fairly fertile fiefdom.

When Lu Mingyu grows up, he will choose a good husband-in-law for his younger sister, and then bring both younger sister and brother-in-law to the fief.From then on, stay away from Chang'an and live in peace.

At that time, Empress Xu looked up to the sky, not like a nobleman living in the palace, but like an ordinary woman among the people, giving her children earnest advice.

His face was pale and haggard, but his eyes were rarely bright.

Lu Mingyu instinctively sensed something was wrong.But his mother interrupted his words again and again, so Lu Mingyu could only nod blankly.

After that, the queen mother disappeared.The palace people came and went around, changing Lu Mingyu and Lu Yan into plain clothes.They knelt in front of the mourning hall. Lu Yan was too young to know what the scene beside her meant.However, Lu Mingyu understood that when he thought about his mother's last words, apart from sadness, deep fear emerged in his heart.

What happened? ——I don’t know, everyone is silent about it.It seems that as soon as you say it, disaster is imminent.

Lu Mingyu gritted his teeth, pulled his younger sister, and began to stumble through the day.

When Lu Yan was still there, she often asked Lu Mingyu that brother's fief was said to be near the sea, what was the scenery like there, how did people dry salt, and how did they make a living.

The younger sister couldn't see it with her own eyes, and he couldn't complete all the entrustments of the queen mother.But at least you have to listen to the sound of the waves on the beach yourself, and then draw the pictures you see, burn them to the queen mother and Yan'er, and tell them that you should at least do what they told you.

With spiritual sustenance, Lu Mingyu's condition is not bad.

He never met privately with any of his courtiers.To be precise, unless necessary, Lu Mingyu would not even leave the door of Jianwangfu.

He shut himself in a small courtyard every day.It was during these days that he read many books.From various classics to the historical records of the Spring and Autumn Period.Besides, travel notes, miscellaneous notes... Countless time was just wasted away.

Slowly, in the 12th year of Yongyao, it was rare for Lu Mingyu to go out to attend a banquet that he had to attend.

The person who held the banquet was the emperor, and the purpose was to celebrate the great victory in northern Xinjiang.

The palace banquet is divided into two parts, inside and outside.For the inner banquet, Concubine Yan Gui is in charge of hosting.

She had just learned that her brother and nephew had defeated the Turks, and she was overjoyed, her face was radiant, and she could put on a smile when she saw anyone.Facing Lu Mingyu, you can also gently ask him how he is doing outside the palace. In a blink of an eye, His Highness will reach the age to marry a wife. He will definitely help him to see it in the next draft.

Lu Mingyu knew that these were just polite words.As long as Concubine Yan Gui didn't lose her mind, she would not touch his "hot potato" marriage.

But he still smiled and thanked Concubine Yan Gui.

The young man was as tall as a bamboo, standing there upright and upright.Concubine Yan Gui looked at him, her eyes fluttered slightly, and she sighed again: "In a blink of an eye, Your Highness is already this big..."

I don't know what to recall.

Lu Mingyu didn't want to think about it.He wondered in his heart, since he had finished two glasses of wine, should he leave?In case the emperor came later, he would be in a bad mood when he saw him.

The more I think about it, the more it makes sense.Lu Mingyu simply opened his mouth, taking the opportunity of talking to Concubine Yan Gui, to say that he remembered something in the manor and had to go back to deal with it.

Concubine Yan Gui naturally knew what he meant.She restrained the nostalgia between her eyebrows, and politely stayed a few words, which was considered to have gone through the process.

Naturally, it failed to persuade Lu Mingyu to leave.

Concubine Yan Gui didn't look at him again, and turned to drink with other concubines.

As for Lu Mingyu.He walked out of the palace and into the secluded garden.

It is in the middle of spring, when the sun rises.

Amidst the flowers and flowers in the garden, Lu Mingyu's footsteps gradually slowed down.

It was probably because the two glasses of wine he drank just now disturbed his mood, and at the moment there was only one Li Ruyi by his side.After getting along for many years, Lu Mingyu knew that this person could be trusted.

He indulged himself a little, looked at the clumps of peonies, and recalled the time when his mother and younger sister were still there.

Empress Xu came from a family. Ten years in the morning, Lu Mingyu's grandfather was Xu Shoufu, who had great power in the court.

He supported a flourishing Xu family, and likewise, he was also the first one to fall when the Xu family ushered in defeat.

By the 12th year of Yongyao, Lu Mingyu's grandfather had long since passed away, his uncle had been suppressed repeatedly, and he had long since left the court. He could barely maintain his own livelihood, so naturally he had no time to take care of his nephew in Chang'an City.

As for Lu Mingyu.His thoughts stretched endlessly, thinking of the graceful queen mother in his memory, and the younger sister whose skirt was cut by flowers.

This is a fond memory that Lu Mingyu cherishes very much.Everything behind has not happened yet, and his most cherished family members are still alive.With a childish voice, Lu Yan called him, "Brother—"

Lu Mingyu couldn't help smiling.

Yan Yunge saw Lu Mingyu's first sight like this.

The young man with the color of spring dawn stood among the brocade clusters, looked down at the flowers, thought of something, and burst into a smile.

When he smiled, the colorful colors around him instantly paled.

Yan Yunge was stunned for a moment.

Later, the palace man beside the young man said something to him.The young man stopped smiling, turned his head sideways, and looked at Yan Yunge across the clumps of peonies.

"...I know who you are when I see you."

Five years later, in Funing Hall, the emperor said so.

No wonder.Yan Yunge was wearing a golden armor, which was not a real battle attire, but much more fancy, bestowed by the emperor himself, similar to the court uniform of civil servants.

Apart from him, probably only his father could wear this at the palace banquet.And different from the old general, Yan Yunge is young and handsome, he is indeed the good lover that many people dream of.

"You lost your way in the garden at that time," Lu Mingyu said, "I showed you the way, and you thanked me and asked if I wanted to go back together."

It was normal for him to say this.But in fact, that day, Lu Mingyu realized it only after hearing this. It turned out that Yan Yunge didn't even know who he was.

However, he knew that the young man in front of him was his third brother's cousin, a born third prince.

Lu Mingyu didn't want to make trouble.He rejected Yan Yunge's proposal, saying only that he still had things to do.Yan Yunge listened with obvious regret on his face.

Lu Mingyu didn't give him a chance to ask about his identity, so he cupped his hands and left neatly.

At this time, he concealed these things, and simply told Yan Yunge: "I did not go with you. But after a few days, I heard about you again. It said how much limelight you had at the banquet that day."

Yan Yunge asked: "Did you hear the news, or did you intend to spy on me?"

Lu Mingyu blinked: "Of course it's the former. You don't know how famous you were back then."

Yan Yunge sighed, Lu Mingyu thought to himself, you are really regretful.

"See you in two years," the emperor began again, "I thought you must have forgotten me, but I didn't expect you to still remember that meeting in the past. Yunlang, do martial arts practitioners have as good a memory as you?" ?”

This is considered to be praised.Yan Yunge tried his best to be calm, and said humbly: "I don't even remember my own affairs, so how can I comment on others? But as you said, the first time I saw you, you were among the peonies. Such a scene, I must never forget it."

Lu Mingyu looked at him and asked, "Really?"

Yan Yunge sketched the original scene in his mind.He had never seen what the 16-year-old Lu Mingyu looked like, so he could only imagine the youth in front of him.

The young emperor has a noble and handsome appearance, with picturesque eyebrows.It is only in front of the case in the house, under the moonlight and lights, it is already a rare good scene.

Not to mention standing among clumps of flowers, smiling wantonly——

Yan Yunge replied affirmatively: "Really!"

Lu Mingyu laughed again.

When he laughed, his temperament became softer, making him appear more intimate.

Probably because he laughed too happily, his cheeks were slightly pink—no, Yan Yunge looked again, and found that it was actually cinnabar.

Most of the cinnabar on Lu Mingyu's palm had been wiped off, but some remained and faded away.Now that he was holding his cheek with his hand, the cinnabar had also stained it, leaving a faint red mark on his fair skin.

Yan Yunge's throat felt slightly dry.

Some images seemed to flash through his mind.But too fast, hard to catch.

He simply thought: Since I am the emperor's "Yun Lang", then he...I...

Lu Mingyu said: "When you didn't lose your memory, you didn't speak like this."

There was already a sense of intimacy in the tone.

Yan Yunge's expression remained unchanged, he smiled and said, "Tell me about the past again. By the way, Your Majesty, you said there are traitors who want to harm you?"

At the back, his face suddenly became serious.

Lu Mingyu was a little surprised by the rapid change in expression.

After the astonishment was over, Lu Mingyu came back to his senses and said, "Yes. At that time, that person gave me a glass of wine."

Yan Yunge's expression darkened slightly.

Lu Mingyu looked at him, not missing the slightest change in Yan Yunge's face.

He said straightforwardly: "I drank wine and felt dizzy, as if in a dream. There was a son in the dream who treated me quite tenderly. I went to the clouds and rain with him, and I didn't know until the morning when I woke up from the wine. It turns out that the Erlang in the dream is you."

Yan Yunge: "..."

His expression is really easy to understand.From the initial anger, to the faint gnashing of teeth, to the end, it turned into astonishment.

"It's me?" Yan Yunge asked.

"Yes," Lu Mingyu said lazily, "the first thing you said to me was 'I offended you last night'. That's what you said, but in my opinion, you didn't mean to 'please' at all."

After thinking about it, he added: "I'm afraid I'm quite proud and happy, oh, and asked me how I am, if there's anything wrong with me."

Yan Yunge: "..." The corners of his mouth twitched slightly, and a suspicious crimson color appeared on his face.

But this crimson color is only for a moment.

Yan Yunge remembered something again.His expression turned serious again, and he said, "No. If I knew you were drugged, I wouldn't say that."

Lu Mingyu was startled.

Yan Yunge thought about it, and added: "Not just 'wouldn't say that', I wouldn't do that at all!"

Even though Lu Mingyu's experience that night was really good, Yan Yunge still believed that this was taking advantage of others' danger, and definitely not what a gentleman did.

"I didn't know," he murmured, "I didn't know you were drugged."

Yan Yunge's thinking progressed too fast.It was only after this sentence that Lu Mingyu followed.

"You probably don't know." He hadn't thought about the "truth" about this before, but now that Yan Yunge mentioned it, Lu Mingyu realized what was wrong that day.

In fact, he rarely recalled that day before.Or even if he thinks back, his attention will be on Yan Yunge's last sentence "I never thought that His Highness would be so elegant".

But before that, Yan Yunge was clearly tender and affectionate towards him.

"But," Lu Mingyu was puzzled, "You say 'you won't do that' now, but you clearly did it for a whole night that day... Cough cough."

This is also an important reason why he later believed that Yan Yunge must have had experience.The major general thought that Lu Mingyu was licentious, but Lu Mingyu had slandered him countless times, Yan Yunge was probably the one who never refused!Otherwise, how could it be so easy that day?

Asked by him, Yan Yunge coughed, lowered his head, and replied with a look of "I was wrong", "I'm afraid I thought it was a mutual affection with you. When the love is strong, there is no need to pay attention to it."

Lu Mingyu was incredulous: "What did you say?"

It took a lot of courage for Yan Yunge to say the previous sentence.Seeing Lu Mingyu's attitude now, he was quite shocked, but he still insisted on repeating: "I'm afraid I feel that I am in love with you."

Lu Mingyu couldn't understand: "I only met you once! Wait, do you think I'm someone else?"

He was so angry that his head turned white and his teeth were clenched.

"How is it possible!" Yan Yunge immediately denied, "I..."

Lu Mingyu looked at him with a sneer.

Yan Yunge closed his eyes and said: "I don't remember the past. But Your Majesty, just now I heard you tell me about the scene you and I saw for the first time, and I was very moved. If I can really see it, I will remember it for the next two years. And I can't find out your true identity, I'm afraid I will regard you as a rare immortal. When we met again, you were drugged, and you were on my bed, treating me quite lingeringly. How can I restrain myself when I see such a scene? live."

I just want to seize this rare opportunity and spend the night with Xianjun.

After saying this, he looked directly at Lu Mingyu again.

Seeing Lu Mingyu's mouth pursed, his body backed away slightly, it seemed as if his calmness and composure had been stripped away from the Son of Heaven, leaving behind a young man who couldn't believe what he had heard.

Lu Mingyu and Yan Yunge confirmed: "Is there a concern for two years?"

Yan Yunge said, "Yes."

Lu Mingyu rolled his Adam's apple, and said, "You don't remember what happened before!"

Yan Yunge said, "But I'm still me."

Lu Mingyu was silent.He couldn't speak, he just felt that he had fallen into an extremely absurd dream.

In the dream, Yan Yunge showed no contempt, no arrogance, no condescension towards him.

He fell in love with Lu Mingyu at first sight when they first met, and he never forgot it for the next two years.Finally when it came time for Lu Mingyu to be drugged, Yan Yunge regarded him as an immortal who took pity on him, and entangled with him all night, fearing that the immortal would leave.

So lingering, so—

Before Lu Mingyu could think of the next word, Yan Yunge's words rang in his ears again.

"I never thought that His Highness would be so elegant."

"Your Highness is so..."

"I never thought of it."

"Your Highness..."

As if being splashed with a basin of cold water, his mood cooled down again.

"That's not necessarily the case." Lu Mingyu glanced at him, "It's already so late, we should go to the Hall of Eternal Harmony quickly and settle down earlier."