I'm happy after being scumbag

The hand was still being held, and the extended arm, as well as the shoulder, were slightly numb.

Lu Mingyu tried his best to appear calm and not show timidity.

He didn't answer Yan Yunge's question, but instead asked: "You really don't remember anything?"

Yan Yunge looked at him without blinking, and replied: "Yes."

Lu Mingyu looked at him, then looked down and landed on the hands of the two.

The meaning is obvious: Are you looking like you "don't remember at all"?

Yan Yunge understood.Embarrassed, he loosened his hand a little.Seeing Lu Mingyu smiling because of this, displeasure flashed across his heart.

He didn't move, but still held Lu Mingyu's hand loosely, and replied: "Although I don't remember the past, I know that Your Majesty must be different from me."

Lu Mingyu asked, "Different?"

Yan Yunge considered his words and said, "Whenever I see Your Majesty, I feel close to him."

When he spoke, his voice was low and his eyes were focused, so he looked at Lu Mingyu.

As the sky grew darker, the lights grew brighter.Tangtang's light came from Yan Yunge's side, and there was a touch of brilliance in his eyes.

Lu Mingyu was located in the middle of that dazzling color.

The numbness on the shoulders began to extend again.To the chest, neck, and even the cheeks.

Throat feels dry and astringent.Half of it was because of the fear that had not completely dissipated, and the other half was because of Yan Yunge's gaze at this moment.

So look at him like he's really, really important.

Lu Mingyu repeated: "The heart is close?"

"That's right," Yan Yunge said in a low voice, "I don't feel this kind of feeling when I see others."

Lu Mingyu: "..."

He did believe it.After all, it is someone who has slept together for hundreds of days and nights. Even if Yan Yunge puts his family first, it would not be strange for him to be a little special to him when he didn't know the previous situation.

But these words did not make Lu Mingyu happy.Since Yan Yunge can have this kind of reaction to him, why shouldn't he be more affectionate when he sees the imperial concubine and the old general?

Since he left him behind, he must not let others know that Yan Yunge is still alive.

His mood turned cold a little bit, but he didn't show it on his face, he tentatively said: "It's just to let you move back to the original residence, why are you so unwilling?"

Yan Yunge listened, his heart "thumped", and he couldn't avoid it anymore, could he really be that kind of identity?

This conjecture gave him an unusual resistance.He frowned, but still didn't let go of the emperor's hand.

But Lu Mingyu observed the words and expressions, and vaguely guessed that Yan Yunge might have sensed something wrong.

So sharp, so scary.

Lu Mingyu's body grew colder, but a smile appeared on the corner of his lips, and he said, "Oh, I forgot. Before you drank the poisonous wine that day, you were arguing with me and said you were leaving the palace."

Yan Yunge was taken aback, completely unaware of this kind of development, "I want to leave the palace?"

Lu Mingyu finally withdrew his hand, wiped the cinnabar on his hand with a silk cloth, and put it aside casually.

He no longer looked at Yan Yunge, this feeling of being ignored made Yan Yunge annoyed, he couldn't help asking: "Why am I leaving the palace?"

After the words were finished, Lu Mingyu glanced at him, and replied coolly: "Don't you yearn for the vastness of the world outside the palace, and don't you want to stay by my side for a long time? Now that you have saved my life, if you want to leave again, I will have to agree .”

Yan Yunge was dumbfounded.

This was a completely unexpected development.Yes, he was full of doubts about his identity, always thinking that he couldn't be just any "servant king", but he never doubted that he had a special relationship with the emperor!Listening to the emperor's words now, he guessed it right.But when he came to the emperor, he just didn't want to leave for no reason.What the emperor said at this moment is that he is not even allowed to live in the Palace of Yonghe, and is going to drive him out of the palace directly?

--it's out of the question.

But Lu Mingyu didn't intend to let Yan Yunge know.Seeing that Yan Yunge was dumbfounded by his own words, he continued his efforts and said, "Don't worry, I never treat the people around me badly. After all, you have been with me for a while, now that I want to send you out of the palace, I will I won't let you go with nothing in your sleeve."

Yan Yunge listened, and blurted out: "How many people are there beside you?!"

The voice was raised, with a three-point question.

Lu Mingyu didn't expect his focus to be here.I was taken aback for a moment, and then I was speechless: "This should be what I asked you."

Yan Yunge: "...?"

Lu Mingyu looked at him, half sighed and half smiled, and said: "You have never told me, but you are a few years older than me, and you are always sought after by others. When you get along with me, you are always at ease. If you say that you are only me , how can I believe it?"

This is his truth.

It is said that General Yan Shao was always "clean and self-disciplined" when he was in northern Xinjiang, but to the people of that time, having only one or two wives and concubines around him was considered "clean and self-disciplined".With Yan Yunge's background and his familiarity with certain things, Lu Mingyu would not believe that he was the only one.

What's more, just like what he said just now, Yan Yunge wouldn't talk about this with him at all.

Yan Yunge's heart was in a mess.

Originally, I was going to "accuse" the emperor, but why did I become the one who was "accused" without saying a few words?

Unfortunately, he still couldn't refute.

Lu Mingyu looked at him with a smile, and said, "I——I've thought about it. It's indeed my fault for detaining you in the palace for so long. Although you don't remember how many beauties are waiting for you outside, you will always be able to in the future." Remember. At that time, if you remember today, you can also miss me twice, okay?"

Yan Yunge was speechless, his heart sank.

After a while, he turned his head and said in a low voice, "I'm not going to leave."

Lu Mingyu: "Don't force yourself."

Yan Yunge said: "It's not forced!"

Lu Mingyu took retreat as an advance, and said, "You will regret it later."

Yan Yunge said: "I only know that I will regret it when I leave now!"

He spoke forcefully and decisively, and Lu Mingyu couldn't help laughing.

Laughing and shaking his head.Probably because the lights were too bright, Yan Yunge even saw a gleam of light in the eyes of the emperor.

"You," the emperor seemed helpless, "according to this, I must let you go, but you are a wicked person?"

Yan Yunge pursed his lips, his attitude was still blunt, and said: "Your Majesty is certainly not a villain, but His Majesty should trust me."

When these words came out, the smile on the emperor's face seemed to be sincere.

Yan Yunge started to feel awkward again.But he couldn't deny that it felt good to be looked at by the emperor with a smile like this, which gave him a feeling similar to that of drinking wine-eh, so he used to be a wine lover too?

His thoughts diverged slightly, and at the same time, the emperor said: "I let you move back to the Palace of Yonghe because your health is getting better. In the past, you were always impatient to watch me handle government affairs. It is better to be alone than to accompany me." Go to the Martial Arts Field to dance swords and guns. I thought of this, so I asked you to move it."

They "argued" just now, and Lu Mingyu "explained", to Yan Yunge's ears, it seemed very sincere.

As for not loving government affairs and liking to wield knives and guns, to put it bluntly, it is the truth, and Yan Yunge can accept it.

Knowing that he "misunderstood" the emperor, his aura was completely weakened, and he said, "I'll just move."

Lu Mingyu looked at him and said, "Two days will be the New Year's Eve. When the time comes to seal the seal, I will finally be free. A total of fifteen days will be spent with you."

Yan Yunge listened, the corners of his lips curled up.

Lu Mingyu asked: "So happy?"

"Yes," Yan Yunge replied, "Your Majesty values ​​me so much, I am naturally happy."

Lu Mingyu thought to himself, according to this, the amnesiac Yan Yunge is also different from before.

The original one must have been impatient after hearing this, and felt that Lu Mingyu was taking too much time for him, and he couldn't let him do things freely.

This is by no means Lu Mingyu's unfounded worry, but it actually happened.

Also last year.Yan Yun Ge Xiumu, Lu Mingyu went to look for him.At that time, he had a very special feeling towards Yan Yunge, while spurning himself, thinking how could he have extra thoughts on Yan Yunge, at the same time he couldn't help but approach him.

Knowing that Yan Yunge loves horses and soldiers, it is rare to find an ancient sword, so he went to look for Yan Yunge.

She was still very reserved on the surface, not wanting to reveal the emotions in her heart.

In this way, he arrived at the general's mansion.At that time, Yan Yunge was maintaining the weapons. When he saw Lu Mingyu, he was surprised and asked him what he was doing here.

When Lu Mingyu took out the ancient sword, Yan Yunge's eyes lighted up slightly.Hearing that it was not only for tasting for himself, but also as a gift for him, Yan Yunge looked at Lu Mingyu with a relaxed expression.

But it didn't ease up for long.

As I said before, Lu Mingyu was not good at riding and shooting.Yan Yunge wanted to compete with someone with a new weapon, but Lu Mingyu was definitely not the one to choose.

And Yan Yunge grew up among generals since he was a child, so naturally there is no shortage of people around him who can compete.He wanted to invite someone to get together, Lu Mingyu listened with a little displeasure on his face.Obviously he found something, but Yan Yunge left him behind so quickly.

This displeasure was noticed by Yan Yunge.

The major general has always been sharp.He suddenly smiled, looked at Lu Mingyu, and said, "It's because I didn't think carefully".

When Lu Mingyu listened, he was still happy.But he soon realized that in Yan Yunge's view, to be "considerate" to him was to take him to bed.

The body is comfortable, but the mood is not.

Especially when he woke up and found that Yan Yunge was no longer by his side.

Lu Mingyu took care of himself and went outside.Arriving at the martial arts arena of Yan's family, he heard the "Zheng" sound of weapons colliding.

He stood in a hidden place, watching Yan Yunge talking and laughing with others.How unrestrained and carefree, completely different from when facing oneself.

He slowly thought, what exactly does Yan Yunge think of himself?A tool for pleasure-seeking, a tool for the Yan family to take revenge on the remaining princes, or something else?

After all, it is not a friend who can get along with each other on an equal footing.

After hastily "dealing with" him, Yan Yunge can go see his real friends.

The humiliation and pain of that day prevented Lu Mingyu from appearing in front of Yan Yunge again for a full ten years.

Wait until the two meet again...

"His Majesty?"

Yan Yunge called him.

Lu Mingyu was pulled out of his memories.He blinked his eyes and looked at the man in front of him.

Yan Yunge was very dissatisfied that the emperor was able to distract himself while talking to him and expressing his heartfelt feelings, and his original joy when he got the promise also faded a little.

He asked: "I see that His Majesty seems to be worried, but are there any state affairs that bother His Majesty?"

A "servant king" seems to be overwhelmed by "competing" with state affairs.But Yan Yunge felt that this was the only answer he could accept.

Lu Mingyu shook his head and said, "No."

Yan Yunge narrowed his eyes a little, and asked, "Then why?"

Lu Mingyu glanced at him, and was also a little confused about what the amnesiac General Yan was thinking.

He said casually, "Thinking of something from your past."

The corners of Yan Yunge's eyes twitched.His first reaction was that it was impossible. If this was the case, how could the emperor be unhappy?

But remembering what the emperor said before, they had a big fight a few days ago.Yan Yunge felt a little guilty, coughed, and said: "I don't remember anything now, if there is anything that displeased His Majesty before, please forgive me."

Lu Mingyu laughed out loud and said, "You were not like this before."

Yan Yunge asked: "Then what was I like in the past?"

Lu Mingyu didn't answer.

Yan Yunge felt intuitively that he seemed to have asked another bad question.

But he was able to stay in the palace, and he obviously had feelings for the emperor.According to this point of view, there are conflicts between him and the emperor, but there are always more joys.

After thinking about it, he decided to proceed from the safest point of view, and asked, "How long has Your Majesty known me?"

Lu Mingyu pondered, and replied, "The first time we met was five years ago."

Yan Yunge couldn't help repeating: "Five years."

Lu Mingyu: "At that time, there were many compliments around you, but I was alone."

Yan Yunge looked at him in shock.

Lu Mingyu laughed again, and simply pushed the folder aside.

Apart from the "poison killing" of the general, there is really nothing serious in the court recently.What he just approved was just trivial content.Which speech officer impeached a certain general for his arrogance, which general pointed his head at the person who he thought might be the "running dog" of the second and fourth princes of the late emperor... It doesn't make much difference whether he looks at it or not.

Yan Yunge in front of him is more interesting.

Lu Mingyu said, "Why, such an accident?"

Yan Yunge considered it carefully and said, "Your Majesty's body of gold—"

Lu Mingyu said lightly: "I was not 'Your Majesty' at the time."

Yan Yunge changed his words: "Your Majesty is the son of a family of heaven, but I—" stuck.

Lu Mingyu added to him in a "friendly" way: "Don't belittle yourself. Forgot? I just said that you are always sought after by people. People in the Jianghu even gave you an alias, called..."

Yan Yunge looked at him with anticipation in his eyes.

Lu Mingyu said regretfully, "I forgot."

Yan Yunge: "..."

Yan Yunge looked at him accusingly, and Lu Mingyu couldn't help laughing again.

Even if there will be a day in the future, Yan Yunge will think of the past and want to hate him to the bone.

At least for the moment, when he was with Lu Mingyu, he showed relaxation, trust, and even a little sincerity of wanting to make Lu Mingyu happy.

This made Lu Mingyu feel very strange.Of course dangerous, but want to do more.

He said: "As for me. Yunlang, you really forgot. At that time, all the officials in the court avoided me. I was really lonely. If I wanted to make a friend or two, I could only hide my name and go to the people. When you came to talk to me, I knew your reputation and saw your demeanor. But you, no one even knows my last name. Later, I forgot to ask me. Or two years later, there will be a murderer Me, you and I just met again."

This passage is still half-truth. "Incognito" and "folk" are false, Yan Yunge took the initiative to talk to Lu Mingyu, but he didn't even know who Lu Mingyu was, this sentence is true.

The emperor put one hand on his cheek and looked at the man in front of him with a smile.

Following his words, a picture scroll from five years ago slowly unfolded in front of the two of them.

"When was that?" Lu Mingyu asked himself, "Oh, it must have been the spring of Yongyao's 12th year."